he sees your voice

Chapter 155 He recognized it 1
Lin Jiayue smiled softly, it was a wry smile, spreading at the corners of her eyes, and blooming between her lips and teeth. She raised her eyes and looked at Gu Chu, leaning so plainly on the brown wooden chair, her long hair fluttering with the sea breeze, obviously very hot In the afternoon, she was cool and sweatless, and without a trace of makeup on her face, she was so proud to show others.The men who came and went looked at her frequently, and she was as lonely and independent as a orchid, drinking coffee quietly, without squinting or looking around, but it was enough to become a landscape on the beach.

To be honest, she envied Gu Chu.

"You left, but you also took Beichen away." She said softly.

Gu Chu immediately explained after hearing the words, "You misunderstood, I—"

"It's you who misunderstood me. I didn't say you seduced him." Lin Jiayue's eyes were dim, and she lowered her eyes, and said softly, "Actually, I watched how he gave up his heart."

Having said that, she looked up at Gu Chu and added, "For you."

Gu Chu didn't expect her to speak so directly, and opened her mouth to explain, but Lin Jiaqi raised her hand to signal, interrupting her intention, and said, "Gu Chu, do you know that if you didn't show up, Beichen and I would have met If you get married, you will definitely get married." She looked sad and her voice was kept low, "But, because of you, everything has changed."

When Lin Jiayue said this, her tone was gentle and calm, and she didn't seem to be accusing, but after careful study of the content, this time it was far stronger than the accusation in the ward.Lin Jiayue didn't beat around the bush and blame her for her inaction as an assistant, but told her bluntly that it was because of you that she ruined a supposedly beautiful love.

Gu Chu was not a bun since she was a child, and her unrestrained childhood created a fearless and fearless style of dealing with things, but a family change can restrain her brilliance in an instant, making her only want to be safe.So, if it was the old Gu Chu, she would definitely reply to Lin Jiayue with a smile: If he loves you, how can others get in?You know, love is the most exclusive thing.

But now, these words will never come out of her mouth anyway.

She doesn't say it now, it doesn't mean she's cowardly.

Rather, she could really see the fear in Lin Jiayue's eyes. Although Lin Jiayue concealed it well, the confusion and fear of losing from the bottom of her heart had spread, which could not be concealed by even the most exquisite makeup.

Gu Chu felt that she was not so insane, she could still gloat in other people's pain, the vicissitudes of the past few years had restrained her from speaking freely, she chose to remain silent, no matter whether Lin Jiayue wronged her or not.

"Could it be that you don't want to explain at all?" Lin Jiayue questioned her calmness, and when she raised her eyebrows slightly, her eyes were a little hurt.

Gu Chu put down the small silver spoon, gently folded his legs together on the wide chair, carefully avoiding the wound on his legs while hugging, and sighed softly, "I really don't know what to explain to you."

"It seems that you are very confident." Lin Jiayue stared at her.

Gu Chu shook his head lightly, "I know what you're thinking, but in fact, maybe you're thinking wrong."

"Then what do you think I'm thinking?"

"You know about my resignation, and following Professor Lu to Xiamen, you will think that this is just a trick I used." Gu Chu rested his chin on his knees, did not lift his eyelids, and only looked at the rim of the coffee cup On the bed, there is a light layer of coffee foam, which bursts quietly in the air, thin, like an inconspicuous life.

like her life.

Like the beginning of strong and mellow coffee, it also hangs on the wall of the cup like cooling coffee foam and dissipates soundlessly.

"Don't you?" Lin Jiayue's voice always sounded as gentle as water. I don't know if she was really exhausted or if she was storing up the strength to make both of them collapse.

"I don't." Gu Chu met Lin Jiayue's eyes, but he was open and frank.

She just wanted to leave, it was as simple as that.

There are so many twists and turns in life, no matter how she avoids it, sometimes she can't avoid some arrangements of fate.Struggling or escaping self-righteously, fighting to the death and unwillingness, I thought that some people or things had changed, but I found out later that in fact, all of these were arranged by God long ago.

Therefore, after she hysterically consumed the remaining warmth of her youth, she understood this truth. She didn't fight or fight, she didn't cry or make trouble, she just wanted to live, and to live better can she die better.

"Actually, I really want to be your friend." Gu Chu said, "I gave up this idea until I found out that we can't be real friends."

Lin Jiayue raised her eyebrows slightly and looked at her, "Do you think I've been lying to you?"

"You have always been very smart, even if you are hypocritical, you will do it well." Gu Chu sighed softly, "But you forgot one thing, the sand in your hands that you want to hold tightly will flow away faster."

"What do you mean?"

Gu Chu took a sip of coffee, then put it down gently, his tone was as gentle as his movements, "Isn't it because of you that I lost my job in the hospital?"

Lin Jiayue froze for a moment.

She just raised her eyes, looked at Lin Jiayue and smiled slightly, "You went to the hospital to complain about me, right?"

"I……"

"Women have intuition, and smart women have higher intuition." Gu Chu didn't curse, and his tone was calm as if he was talking about other people's affairs, "You were already suspicious of me at the food stall that night. Actually You don't have to do that, Professor Lu just helped me at that time."

Losing her job for no reason, of course, she can't be calm. She always thought it was Ling Shuang who did it. The interview with Lu Beichen was unsuccessful, and she complained that her medical ethics was wrong. This is definitely Ling Shuang's style of doing things. , until I met Ling Shuang in Shanghai.

It's not like she didn't doubt Lu Beichen, why did he resolutely give her an assistant contract after she lost her job, but then she thought about it, even she would find this approach naive, let alone a proud person who hates wasting time him.

As for the fact that she finally set her target on Lin Jiayue, it was also because of her love for Lu Beichen, and when she thought about the content of the text message she once sent to Lu Beichen, she felt that it was almost inseparable. When the question was thrown out, Lin Jiayue's astonished but slightly evasive eyes told her that her judgment was correct.

There are always some things in life that need to be sighed. Perhaps what Lin Jiayue didn't expect was that she used some tricks to force her to lose her job, but indirectly pushed her to Lu Beichen's side.Smart people tend to do bad things too, and do too much and make too many mistakes.

"You hate me." After all, Lin Jiayue restrained her emotions. This kind of calmness coupled with the words she sighed for a long time was already an admission of what she had done. "When I found out that you became Beichen's assistant, I realized that I had done something stupid."

Gu Chu shook his head lightly, "I don't want to hate you, because this incident is not enough for me to hate you."

"That's because you got it." Lin Jiayue quietly clenched her fists, "If you lose it, you will hate me."

"Just like you have a grudge against me now?" Gu Chu asked back.

Lin Jiayue stared at her, her eyes trembling slightly.

"I have lost it." Gu Chu said lightly, "I lost everything when I should still enjoy life unscrupulously, my parents, my family glory, my relatives and friends, my favorite boy, my pride , and even my courage to live. But luckily, the little bit of compassion and inconspicuous dignity I had saved me, so that I, who had nothing, could live until now. So, Lin Jiayue, you still think I will To resent someone for losing a job? No, I just want to live with the flow, as simple as that.”

Maybe it was because her attitude was too firm, Lin Jiayue's eyes showed astonishment, she didn't speak, and Gu Chu didn't speak again.

There is a guitar sound that replaces the African drum, and adds lightness after burning the excitement of the beach.Someone is singing, and the mellow voice attracts more and more attention against the background of the guitar.

A slightly sad song, Gu Chu heard it in his ears and looked back.

When the train enters this strange city
That's a neon I've never seen before
I opened the letter you sent me when I parted

suddenly feel very missing
Winter without snow, city without night

I hear someone cheering, someone crying

Get used to traveling through the dark night full of temptation
But I can't forget your face

Has anyone ever told you I love you so much

Has anyone ever cried in your diary
Has anyone ever told you I care

Care about the distance to the city

It was the boy who just slapped the djembe. He sat on the djembe, held a guitar in his arms, and played and sang by himself. His young and sunny face and intoxicated voice attracted many people to watch , Gradually, it blocked Gu Chu's sight.

She turned her head and only used her ears to enjoy the song that didn't fit the taste of beach sunshine.

The boy's emotions were stained with vicissitudes, and as she listened, traces gradually appeared in her heart.

"Bei Chen also sang this song." Suddenly, Lin Jiayue spoke.

Gu Chu was taken aback.

Lin Jiayue took the coffee cup, turned her eyes to the direction of the crowd, and smiled softly, "Although he was reluctant at the time, I think he sang better than this boy."

The boy has already sung the chorus, full of emotions.

Gu Chu's ears were filled with Lin Jiayue's words.

Lin Jiayue didn't drink the coffee. She picked up the cup for a long time and put it down again. After pondering for a moment, she said softly, "It happened half a year ago. Beichen broke a serial murder case in the United States at a celebration party held for him by his friends that day. It seemed that he was in a good mood, and everyone wanted to ask him to sing. If it were normal, no one would dare to insist, but Beichen finally obeyed everyone. At that time, he sang this song, and I rarely listened to Chinese. Because it was sung by Beichen, I remembered this song, especially the chorus part."

There will be an image left in Gu Chu's mind, but it is Beishen's. At the military camp party that year, she played the guitar and sang the song "I just like you" with Beishen. The moonlight is beautiful, and his voice is very gentle, low and pleasant.

But, it doesn't belong to Beichen.

(End of this chapter)