he sees your voice

Chapter 414 But I just want to survive now
After learning the result of the operation, Lu Beichen was depressed for a full week.This man, who had never been depressed even when he walked between life and death and endured great pain, completely collapsed after hearing the news.He didn't do anything that week, lying on the hospital bed like the living dead, or sitting in front of the window for a day, not going for a walk in the park, not cooperating with physical therapy, not talking.

He knew that a person with such a willpower was different from ordinary people, he must have some persistence in his heart, but the destruction of his persistence was more of a blow than killing him.He was worried about his situation, fearing that if he couldn't think about it, he would commit suicide, so he asked several psychological counselors for counseling, but Lu Beichen was mostly unmoved.Just when he was feeling powerless, on the eighth day, Lu Beichen spoke, and the first sentence was: I can do forensic medicine.

"What?" He was taken aback at the time, mistakenly thinking that he had heard it wrong.

That scene is still unforgettable.

It was one morning, the sun was particularly bright that day, and a thousand feet of light shone from the window edge like bronzing.Lu Beichen stood in front of the window, a suit of light-colored striped hospital clothes made him weaker and thinner. When he turned around, his pale cheeks were sunk in the light, but his eyes were extremely bright, like sharp eyes piercing the darkness. The sword is astoundingly sharp.He looked at him and said word by word, "If my right hand is useless, I can use my left hand. If the doctor can't do it, I can use forensic medicine."

"Why do you want to be a forensic doctor?" He was puzzled. Even if he couldn't afford a scalpel, he could switch to internal medicine. This person even changed his profession?

"If you can't find him in the sky, I just want to prove that he is not dead." When he said this, his eyes were gloomy.

He didn't know who the "he" he was talking about was, he only knew that these words were not simply words.

Lu Beichen always said that he didn't have enough time, and that he wasted too much time. He found the persistence in his heart again, changed from a doctor to a forensic doctor, and actively cooperated with the treatment. This is the most incredible patient he has ever seen.

Over the years, he has witnessed Lu Beichen's success.

Anyone who knew him knew that his first case was solved on the hospital bed.It was a person who died suddenly and was sent to the morgue. He slipped into the morgue after hearing the nurses talking about it, but after seeing the body, he said that the person was a homicide. The police quickly intervened in this matter. Since that day, Lu Beichen's name has spread.

He is so active, so he strives for every minute and every second. In his words: I must use the shortest time to complete some things.

He is clear that Lu Beichen's wish is not fulfilled, but now, he really doesn't understand his mind.

After hearing Smith's questioning, Lu Beichen smiled, "After all these years, I know very well how long the postoperative period is."

Smith stared at him as if he had heard a joke, but in fact his beard trembled with anger at his words, "Is it because of the long recovery period after surgery?"

"It's not just for this reason." Lu Beichen took a sip of coffee, put down his cup, and spoke slowly, "It's more about the risks of surgery."

Smith took a deep breath and persuaded, "You are a person who has undergone fifty surgeries. Now, are you going to talk to me about the risks of surgeries?"

Lu Beichen understood what he meant, and leaned back, "I understand that surgery has risks. If it was before, I would undergo surgery. Now, the risk after surgery is the most important factor in my assessment."

"You should be aware of the condition of the blood clot in your brain." Smith was exhausted, "If you delay the operation, you may end up becoming a disabled person, unable to lift your hands and legs, in case your Vision is affected again..."

He couldn't bear to go on.

"Well, let me ask you, if I undergo surgery, how risky is the surgery?" Lu Beichen asked sharply.

Smith looked solemn, "The risk is great."

"What's the worst case scenario?"

Smith looked at him, "I can't leave the operating room anymore."

"So, I can't undergo surgery, at least not now." Lu Beichen said firmly.

"It's not like you. In the past, even if there was only a glimmer of hope, you would fight for it."

Lu Beichen smiled, "But now, I just want to survive."

Smith was taken aback.

"I know that if you were another patient, you wouldn't try to persuade you again and again. After all, not everyone can accept the risk." Lu Beichen said sincerely, "No surgery, I just need to control my limbs. , the worst situation may happen in a few years, but if I undergo surgery, my life is not up to me, and I can't let my life have any difference now."

Smith looked at him thoughtfully.

Seeing this, Lu Beichen hurriedly explained, "Don't get me wrong, I never doubted your medical skills."

"No, that's not what I thought." Smith's expression was inscrutable.

Lu Beichen didn't know what was going on in his mind, so he raised his eyebrows slightly.

"I seem to be able to guess the real reason why you don't want to undergo surgery."

Lu Beichen laughed after hearing this, and spread his hands, "I've already said the reason, Dr. Smith, since when did you become forgetful?"

"I believe the reason you said." Dr. Smith smiled, raised his hand and pointed at him again, "However, it can only explain one thing that people can make such a big change."

"what?"

"Either because of interests, or because of people." Smith's blue eyes were unusually bright, "You, because of people."

The corners of Lu Beichen's lips rose, "When did you change your career? Are you doing psychology?"

"Do you want to hear the result of my guess?"

"All ears."

Smith took a sip of his coffee slowly, and smiled "weirdly" at him when he put down the cup, "You, there is a saying in China called 'Death under the peony flower is a romantic affair', and it was about you. That little girl is called Gu Chu?"

Lu Beichen was taken aback for a moment, he never expected that Gu Chu's name would come out of Smith's mouth.

"Don't be surprised, I don't have the skills of your detective friend," Smith told the truth. "She came to me."

This time, Lu Beichen was dumbfounded.

"Boy, you have a good eye, she is a good girl." Smith sighed, "She came to me to inquire about your condition. Your girlfriend cares about you very much. Judging by your expression, I never expected that she would find you. Me?"

Lu Beichen frowned, nodded, looked at him suddenly, and asked, "She knows my current situation?"

Smith smiled and said, "This is your private matter. If you tell me, it should be up to you to speak up. But I think that girl is quite smart. Although I said nothing wrong, I don't know if she believes it or not. "

When he saw the girl for the first time, Smith thought she was smart and smart. Of course, she was absolutely respectful to him, not as impolite as young children are nowadays.The little girl had a sweet mouth, and when she saw him, she called "Doctor Smith", and that voice sounded as sweet as honey in her ears.She immediately revealed her identity and introduced that I am Lu Beichen's girlfriend.

He had never dealt with her before, and he hadn't even heard about Lu Beichen's girlfriend, but she smiled and said to him, "I know Beichen has been avoiding you all this time, so he wants me to tell you something." talk."

At that time, he felt strange. Gu Chuxu saw his hesitation, and smiled even more beautifully, "Doctor, I didn't lie to you. I am really his girlfriend. Otherwise, how would I know your address?"

This sentence made sense, and he somewhat dispelled his doubts, so he asked her what she had brought.She said, "Beichen is too busy these days, but the sequelae on his back are getting worse and worse. He knows that you are looking for him, and he will come to you after a while. Now he hopes that you can prescribe some medicine for him."

What she said was so true, her sweet little voice made people's ears itch, her beautiful big eyes were innocent and clear like a moose, he almost blurted out: Is his sequelae serious?What symptoms?
As soon as the word "he" blurted out, he realized that something was wrong, and immediately shut it down, almost igniting the little girl's words in his heart.He asked her, "Sequence? What sequel?"

She was still calm, "Bei Chen is your patient, why have you forgotten the condition of the patient? You know best how the scar on his back came about."

If it were any other doctor, he might have been fooled a long time ago, and he firmly believed that according to this girl's brain, there is definitely a way to pry out Lu Beichen's situation from the doctor's mouth. Otherwise, she would definitely tell the whole story, or she would be prescribed the medicine directly. It's not that she can't read, so she would definitely find out the truth by following the name of the medicine.

Lu Beichen once told him before returning to China, Smith, I can't disclose the slightest bit of my physical condition to the outside world, no matter who asks in the future.

Of course he will keep his promise, even if Lu Beichen never told him, as a doctor, he should protect the privacy of patients.

Lu Beichen is a proud person, the closer the person is to him, the more likely he will not tell the truth.

It would be much easier to send Gu Chu away again. He said, "The scar on Lu Beichen's body was left in the case. In fact, it is not dangerous, and there is no possibility of sequelae. As far as I know, his body is very strong. Unless, what kind of illness did he have and didn't tell me?"

After all, Jiang is still old and hot, no matter how smart Gu Chu is, but his "scheming", in the "competition" of going back and forth, Gu Chu still didn't find out why, Smith was a soldier who came to cover up the water and the earth, and there were a lot of things. In the end, Gu Chu asked him why he kept looking for Lu Beichen, but Lu Beichen avoided seeing him.His answer was: he was looking for Lu Beichen because of the Lu family's entrustment, and the Lu family hoped that he could go home and have a look when he was free.

Smith told Lu Beichen in detail about Gu Chu's visit to him that day, and sighed, "It seems that your girlfriend is quite capable, and she can find me directly without telling you."

Lu Beichen understood what Smith meant. His itinerary in China has always been private, and his residence in China was acquired by Chinese businessmen many years ago. It was not even written on the real estate certificate. Name, so no one can easily find it here, how did Gu Chu know?
(End of this chapter)