After saving myself at the beginning, my whole family left the plot

Chapter 458 I Asked For It

"Don't be sorry, I asked for it, it has nothing to do with you."

Da Ya smiled bitterly, Lin Xiaoyan didn't know the truth, she knew it herself, Lin Xiaoyan became what she is now, all because of her.

Her words of "sorry" not only apologized for the matter of Chun Yao, but also for everything she had done, including what Lin Xiaoyan knew or didn't know.

She knew that apologizing was useless, but without an apology, her conscience could not be at ease.

Da Ya sat on the kang, hugged her legs and buried her face in it, took a deep breath, it was so strange that she still had a conscience, and she still felt uneasy about her conscience, she thought she never had such a thing as a conscience.

Since getting the marriage certificate with Wang Er, Da Ya feels that the whole world in front of her eyes has changed, as if a thick layer of haze covered her eyes and heart before, and now this layer of haze has suddenly disappeared.

Da Ya wants to live a good life and never take the initiative to harm anyone...

But Lin Xiaoyan... Da Ya can only say sorry, although it is nonsense.

Da Ya: "Auntie said you haven't eaten for several meals, so let's have some porridge first."

Lin Xiaoyan exhaled weakly: "I don't want to eat...can you stay with me for a night?"

Da Ya: "Okay, you can drink this bowl of porridge first."

Lin Xiaoyan: "Okay."

Da Ya: "I'll light the kerosene lamp."

Lin Xiaoyan: "Yes."

Da Ya lit the kerosene lamp and saw the decadent Lin Xiaoyan, feeling a little uneasy.

Although Lin Xiaoya is very arrogant and domineering, and she can come and go with Da Ya and Er Ya at will, but she won't be punished so much, especially now that Lin Xiaoyan still trusts Da Ya as the culprit.

Lin Xiaoyan got up weakly, took the porridge from Da Ya's hand and drank it slowly, then lay down on the kang exhausted, as if drinking the porridge used up all her strength.

Da Ya asked guiltily: "Do you want more? I'll get you another bowl."

Lin Xiaoyan shook her head weakly and refused. She didn't eat for a long time, and suddenly drank a bowl of porridge, feeling a little uncomfortable in her stomach.

Da Ya covered Lin Xiaoyan with a quilt, then blew out the kerosene lamp, undressed and lay next to Lin Xiaoyan to accompany her silently.

Lin Xiaoyan felt the breath of the big girl next to her, and slowly fell asleep. Although Lin Xiaoyan had been shutting herself in the room for the past two days, she never closed her eyes, and now she finally fell asleep.

When Da Ya went out, she explained to Er Ya that she might not go back at night, so she didn't attract the attention of her family.

The next day, Er Ya got up early and started cooking, and then quickly did all the housework, and fed the chickens and ducks, so that her parents would beat and scold her when they found out that Da Ya was not there.

After getting up, Da Ya's parents saw that all the work at home was done and the meal was ready, and they ate after sitting down. They didn't realize that Da Ya was not at home at all, and they didn't realize that Da Ya was not at home all night.

Er Ya's eyes dimmed a bit, she knew that her parents didn't care about her and the eldest sister, but she didn't expect to care so much.

It can only be said that Er Ya was protected by Da Ya very well. If Da Ya was replaced, Da Ya would not have any psychological fluctuations at all, because she understood these things at the age of five.

After Da Ya opened her eyes, she found that Lin Xiaoyan had already woken up, staring at the roof blankly.

Da Ya let out a long sigh and asked, "Do you have any plans? What are you going to do in the future?"

Lin Xiaoyan burst into tears immediately, these days she has been thinking about the future, and has been avoiding thinking about the future, this kind of contradictory mentality almost drove her crazy.

(End of this chapter)