this man is not calm

Chapter 109

Considering the cultural background, it is clear that they are on the road to the "Three Immortals", wanting to be famous for a while, overshadowing the contemporary era, and thus have the honor of being famous in history.

In essence, what Jin Shang is after is "making meritorious service" and "making a statement", and the need for "being famous" is also very urgent.

Jin Shang explained it in detail, Zhang Qian naturally understood the meaning, and then pointed out sharply:

"Young man, why don't you be greedy? It's not that you can't do it! When I was young, I went hungry for two days just to buy a can of hairspray, so that I wouldn't be blown away by the wind when I was singing on Tianqiao. hairstyle."

"You won the heart of the proprietress with your hairstyle that can't be blown by the wind?"

"something wrong?"

"Eh?"

Jin Shang was just making a joke casually, but he didn't expect it to be true.

"It doesn't matter what the reason is, it depends on whether you want to or not! I see, it's not that you don't want to or don't want to, but you don't want to be with Xiaomei!"

"Is it that obvious?"

"It's not obvious, it's just a random guess!"

Zhang Qian shrugged, showing an unpredictable smile,

"Xiao Jin, you are very smart and very proud, so many times, you don't bother to hide your emotions, likes and dislikes, so...it's really easy to understand! Let's grow older and see interesting young people, Occasionally, I can't help but say a few more words. I don't want to tell you any great truth, and you don't need it. It's just that the choices on the road of life don't need to be absolutely rational, and you have to be obsessed with the best choice. people……"

"The mental level is quite low, as annoying as people who have to win."

Jin Shang couldn't help rushing to speak, and Zhang Qian nodded approvingly after hearing the words.

"Look, I knew you understood! I don't know what you are worried about, what are you worried about, are those... important? Are you... happy?"

"It's average! It's just... Occasionally, I will feel a little tired after thinking too much. Maybe, when the sense of accomplishment can't overwhelm the feeling of burnout, I will feel that it might be more interesting to change the choice at the beginning!"

As if answering, or talking to himself, his fingers moved involuntarily, and he accidentally pressed the play button of the MD machine at hand.

The prelude to a new song sounded, and Jin Shang, who came back to his senses, subconsciously wanted to turn off the machine, but Mei Fengchun held down his wrist.

"what are you doing?"

"Let me listen, this prelude... is not ordinary!"

Is the song good, how is the quality, and the level of the prelude, you can almost know the general idea,
"I have to say that your electric guitar solo level is really good."

"Thank you for the compliment, but let go!"

Jin Shang tried a few times, but he couldn't break free at all. Mei Fengchun's grip was strong, and his wrist was also very strong. It didn't look strong, but the strength contained in it was really not small.

"I've learned Sanda before, seven-level blue dragon, so don't struggle, lest you suffer."

Luo Yang and Zhang Qian, who were on the sidelines, looked at each other and smiled wryly. They didn't know much about the grievances between them, so it was hard to say anything. As long as they didn't really fight, then let them go.

In less than 5 minutes, the song ended quickly, Mei Fengchun let go, Jin Shang rubbed the wrist with red fingerprints, and said angrily:

"I just don't want to fight, I'm not really afraid of you."

"I know, I don't need to say so much."

He casually waved his hand, Mei Fengchun recalled the song just now, seemed to be questioning, and seemed to be asking himself,

"Lyric pop rock? The taste seems not so pure, but the combination of commercialization and stylistic skills is just right. Also, the conversion of true and false sounds, the end sound processing, almost reached the pinnacle, which is what an amateur can do ?”

Looking at Jin Shang curiously, Mei Fengchun seemed to know him anew.

"Listening to the change in the voice, it is obvious that it was recorded recently, at most half a year ago, no more. This level is not at the same level as the performance of the song "The First Day"."

"It took more than two years to perfect the accompaniment, and the singing was the day before yesterday..."

"No wonder! You should treat each other with admiration for three days, let alone nearly three years!"

"After all, I have been the lead singer of the 'Little Maza Band' for many years, even if I am a bastard, I have a bit of a look."

Jin Shang put away the Walkman and the disc, so as not to make mistakes again.

"Aren't you going to release this song?"

"No plans yet!"

"If...you have more songs of this quality in your bag, I admit that you are somewhat confident in your rhetoric of dominating one-third of the music scene."

Jin Shang shrugged, chuckled a few times, and didn't answer directly.

Mei Fengchun didn't ask any more questions, and Zhang Qian and Luo Yang didn't know what to say, drinking in silence.

The awkward atmosphere lasted for nearly a minute, and Mei Fengchun, who was whispering in his mouth, said seriously to Jin Shang:

"Little cousin, I haven't asked you much before, and... my aunt, what's the matter, are you still resentful?"

"18 years!"

Jin Shang held his cheek with one hand, looked sideways at Mei Fengchun's pretty face and sparkling eyes, and replied flatly,
"Life is too short to hate someone for that long."

"I actually don't like your current appearance a little bit. It's still the child whose mouth was so vicious that people couldn't help slapping it and exploded at every turn. It's easier to get close to him. He is a child who really enjoys life and loves life."

Little cousin Mei Fengchun's liking, ordinary people really can't understand, she just shakes her fist at every turn, and she would have been beaten away by someone else, only Jin Shang was unwilling to admit that when she was a child, she was actually bullied by a little girl up.

After living a new life, the former Jin Shang was full of hope for everything. Although he had no friends and was used to being alone, his heart was actually much more sunny and cheerful; when he grew up, his troubles became more and he became more aware of his own limitations. Even with the support of the "golden broom" based on previous life experience, there are many things that can't be done.

"The more I grow up, the more I hate it! It's normal! I like myself very much now! The breeze is warm and the dew is fragrant. The world is stable and the years are quiet."

"That's it. Indulging in the world he built, entertaining himself, the stubborn Ah Shang is not as cute as before."

Mei Fengchun sighed with a slightly lonely look on his face,

"Emotion without reason is certainly bland and tasteless, but reason without emotion is too difficult and rough to swallow."

After a pause, the little cousin laughed at herself sadly:

"This is probably the sensitivity and nervousness, paranoia and stubbornness unique to our old Mei family. Regret is the poison of life! How long will it take for my aunt to really come out of the haze of the past. You always lack warmth Your perfunctory attitude is really impersonal. You have to be more gentle with the world because you have experienced difficulties, but you always tend to use rational judgment to measure the joys and sorrows of the world. This is completely different from what you wrote The feelings in poetry. Is it only when you are drunk that you will reveal your true nature..."

"You... do you understand that?"

Jin Shang looked at Mei Fengchun strangely,

"Have you misunderstood the words in the song just now? It's a love-hate relationship between a man and a woman, not a family relationship."

"It's all the same, it's all the same! You are so sensitive to the expression of other people's feelings and thoughts, but so slow to your own true thoughts. The crow stands on the coal pile, sees others black, but cannot see himself black!"

"A bolt from the blue, you let go mercilessly, when I needed you the most.So love and hate intertwined people lose weight, afraid that there is no reason for these sufferings.So the ups and downs of sorrow and joy are silent, waiting for these wounds to be free. 』

Recalling the most emotional and satisfying part when he sang, Jin Shang's face remained calm, but his tone was a little uncertain and he asked:
"Do you think this is venting your emotions?"

"Isn't it?"

Mei Fengchun asked back, Jin Shang turned to look at Luo Yang and Zhang Qian.

After thinking for a while, Luo Yang, who was more sensitive, reluctantly agreed:
"If...Xiao Jin can compose this...

""Duplicity"!"

"Yes, to perform "Duplicity" to this extent, I can only say..."

The two thumbs up prove that this musician who has been in the industry for many years really appreciates Jin Shang's singing,

"You yourself said not long ago that you sing your own rock, vent your emotions, and express your joys, sorrows, and joys. Just now... the emotional changes in the two vocals before and after, and the solo in the middle, every note burst out, I I feel like my heart is trembling. This kind of contagion is no more than that of top singers. Sincere feelings can move people the most, your level, you know it yourself, it’s not just that you can perform at a super level, you can’t do it so well.”

Jin Shang, who heard the words, did not see any special changes from the three of them through the special perspective provided by the decorative glasses. He turned his attention to several strange beast spirits performing their duties, and they only looked at Jin Shang The master was helpless against the doubts in his heart.

Looking away, Jin Shang crossed his fingers, pondered for a moment, and then asked Mei Fengchun:

"These are not important anymore. Maybe I really only have some thoughts on this matter, and I do have some dissatisfaction and resentment in my heart, but my mouth is perfunctory, but so what? I won’t change my attitude just because of such a trivial matter today.”

"I understand! It's just that I have a personal request. No matter what, this song must be released publicly. At least let my aunt hear it, and she will understand!"

"Is there... an end!"

Jin Shang knew what Mei Fengchun wanted to do.

The mother and child who have never communicated effectively may be able to free each other through the melody of music that transcends words.

Complaint, comfort, forgiveness, apology, remorse, self-blame, maybe just one sentence, I waited for many years.

As Jin Shang said, none of it matters anymore, all we need is an answer, a result.

The light and indifferent words passed by Jin Shi, and the words that have been packaged and beautified are useless. She needs Jin Shang to say it herself before she will believe it.

"I'll think about it! That's the end of this topic! About your band, if your plan is 'Mei Fengchun and that man' or 'Mei Fengchun and her band', then you don't need to say any more .I'm not 'the guy', let alone a bandmate who doesn't even deserve a name..."

"It's not Mei Fengchun, it's Mei Shuying, I decided to use this as my stage name..."

"It's all the same! But... the stage name?"

Jin Shang was taken aback when he heard the words, and immediately realized that Mao Sai was enlightened.

Mei Fengchun had clamored to change her name before, but now it seems that this matter is not so easy. A name change has a great impact on a person and involves a lot of trouble.

The stage name is not so troublesome, it is relatively casual.Even, with it, a lot of trouble can be avoided.

Especially in the showbiz and entertainment circles, there are quite a few people who debuted with their real names, and there are also a lot of people with stage names.

For example, few people know that the famous female singer in Southeast Asia was originally named Xia Lin, but mistakenly took her stage name as her real name; not many people know which celebrity the name Liu Furong corresponds to; when it comes to the name Lin Lihui, even when she arrives In the Internet age of information explosion, if you don't search, you don't know that she has a familiar stage name.

In fact, if an artist is really popular, he can’t hide his original name and his previous name. The real advantage is that stage name can isolate the personality from personal private life to a certain extent, and play the role of "firewall". .

The effect doesn’t need to be great, and it’s okay for some of them to know. For the majority of fans, except for a few diehard fans, they won’t be too busy digging into their idol’s private life all day long, and they never get tired of it.

This is enough.

"Why, you also want to debut with a stage name?"

"What kind of debut? This is already the limit that can be barely accepted. The content of the circle needs to be a niche artist who is not doing business. I am already a well-known songwriter, not to mention, I have also appeared in front of audiences across the country... ..."

"Isn't that the same as before? It was exposed all at once!"

"It's one thing to be able to fool one. Don't underestimate the forgetfulness of the people. After this period, you really don't necessarily remember the school bully you praised so much back then."

Jin Shang said eagerly,
"Don't interrupt! I mean you, the stage name is Mei Shuying, and the group can also do the same. Under the name of a band, the other members are not fixed, and the specific names are not announced. When necessary, you can do it at any time. Change……"

"What band is that called?"

"The lead singer is the core band, and everyone else is a tool. It used to be the same, but now it's just peeling off the skin. You go to set up a studio, discuss the distribution of benefits, and then hang it under the banner of Changdi Culture. You have If you have a suitable helper, you can decide for yourself, if not, let the company prepare it for you.”

"No, I'm still a student. Acting and singing now count as an internship and work-study program, and my family won't allow me to open any studio. Before I finish my studies, I can't get too involved in commercial operations..."

Let alone a studio, it's not even easy to sign a brokerage contract.

(End of this chapter)