death of hope

Chapter 934 Report that you are safe
I wish you all a happy new year and peace.
It’s just barely acceptable at the moment, I guess I’ve made it through for now.

I don't want to experience the despair of more than a month again, so I just want to complain a little;
My father was hit by a food delivery electric bike and suffered multiple fractures, cerebral contusions, lacerations, and cerebral hemorrhage. He went from being in critical condition in the ICU to being in a vegetative state in the neurosurgery ward, and then to being in an intellectual disability and unable to take care of himself in the orthopedic ward.
After two operations and repeated insertion and removal of gastric and urinary catheters, he was transferred to a rehabilitation hospital to begin rehabilitation treatment, mainly using hyperbaric oxygen to promote brain nerve recovery.

The courier guy who hit my father has not apologized or paid a penny in compensation.

Because I called the police, I couldn't use my medical insurance, so I had to pay for everything myself. I've already spent hundreds of thousands of dollars. There was nothing I could do.

Give up illusions, prepare for struggle, hire a lawyer to prepare for lawsuit, and leave it to fate as to how much loss can be recovered.

What is wrong with this world? The perpetrators act as if nothing has happened and no one is punishing them, while the victims run into obstacles everywhere (bitter smile)

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It is said that good fortune never comes alone, and misfortune never comes alone.

Hemp ropes tend to break at the thinnest part, and misfortune tends to pick on the unfortunate.

My mother was also sick, her old illness relapsed, she was depressed and desperate, the heating at home was leaking, there was a fire in the workplace, and those who owed my father money took the opportunity to default on their debts and add insult to injury.

Oh my god, what a sin I did in my previous life, to deserve such treatment... Is it necessary...

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despite this,

I,
Not defeated, overcame all difficulties,

He sold off his stocks and finances, collected his investments, and managed to maintain a decent life without selling his property.

We hired nurses to take turns to take care of my parents, and with our unremitting efforts, my mother was cured and discharged from the hospital.

I brought my father back from the brink of death, then to a vegetative state, and now he has recovered to the point where he can say my name (PS: The TV show is real, car accidents can really cause amnesia, I have personally verified this)
As for me, I took medication to relieve my blood clots, insomnia and depression. I cleaned up the sewage, fixed the heating, renovated the house, took a long vacation from my company, and drove to the hospital, bank, police station, and law firm every day...

This New Year, other families gather together to eat, drink and set off firecrackers.
My family had to spend the New Year's Eve in the hospital ward, and my New Year's Eve dinner was a bucket of instant noodles for seven yuan.

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Oh, now think about it,

Disaster,
too difficult.

Life is so fucking tiring.

Fortunately, everything is getting better, I am still alive, and there is still a chance to turn things around.

Today is the third day of the Chinese New Year.
After handing over my shift to the nurse, I was even able to squeeze out a little bit of time to write.

Why do you do this? Wouldn't it be better to use this time to catch up on some sleep, have a pedicure, get a massage, and relax?

What motivates me and makes me care about my author account?
It is the valuable support given to me by all readers.

I am not alone, there are people who like to read what I write. Even though my writing is not very good, there are people who like my dark and gloomy writing style!
My life has meaning!
The devil is here, bowing to you all, and wishing you a happy old age.

I will live up to everyone's expectations, get through this, finish this book, and start a new one!

PS: After going through so much misfortune, I have even more reason to be so heartbroken (smirk)
Look, I can still send emojis and smile evilly.
I'm going to ask a psychiatrist tomorrow if I should stop taking those damn antidepressants.