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Chapter 35 Pan Xinyi and Shang Yunxuan

"Xihong, what's wrong with you?" Song Jiahui panicked, picked up the napkin on the table and wiped away tears for her precious daughter.

The new nanny was also frightened, Song Jiahui found a reason to send her out of the house first.Pan Guanlin also came out of the bedroom, holding Xiaoxiao in his arms, and the husband and wife looked at the second daughter worriedly.Pan Xihong took out her daughter's diagnosis certificates from different hospitals from her purse and put them in front of her parents. She cried and said, "Mom and Dad, I don't want to carry it alone anymore. I can't take it anymore. Why does God treat me like this? Why torture my daughter like this?"

Song Jiahui and Pan Guanlin both put on reading glasses, and carefully looked at each hospital diagnosis result one by one.Song Jiahui covered her heart, trembling her lips and didn't say a word for a long time, she suddenly hugged her daughter in her arms, and said with tears: "With your parents here, you don't have to carry it alone .”

"Mom?" Pan Xihong threw herself into her mother's arms, choked up sobbing, "I'm afraid!"

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, let's find a way together!" Song Jiahui patted her daughter's back lightly, her heart ached sharply, but she told herself not to fall down, her daughter still needed her mother.

The old couple couldn't accept this fact just like Pan Xihong.Pan Xihong took her daughter from her father's arms, put her chin against her daughter's heart, and said slowly, "I'm sorry, Xiaoxiao."

Before Pan Xihong got married, she was still a mother. Compared with her parents who disciplined her elder sister strictly since childhood, she was much younger than her elder sister because of her poor health. Her parents took care of her more since she was a child. Good-looking, good at studying, sweet-mouthed, and her parents are more lenient towards her in all aspects.Both she and Chang Yuan are born in the 90s, and Chang Yuan is more spoiled by her parents at home than she is. They are not ready to be parents, and the focus of life is still themselves.After Xiaoxiao was born, they didn't get into the role very well.Later, I felt that everything would be fine if I left the child with my parents.Even if it is to find faults and point out problems, it is to push the responsibility to the parents.

Song Jiahui said: "Xihong, this is not your responsibility alone, it is the responsibility of our whole family, it is my father and I who did not take Xiaoxiao seriously!"

Pan Guanlin couldn't help crying. The two daughters of the old Pan's family are very good. They never expected this kind of situation to happen to their granddaughter, but if they don't accept it, something has already happened, and they still have to find a way to solve it.He said to his second daughter: "I think you should tell the truth to Chang Yuan about this matter. He is Xiaoxiao's father and has the right to know. And this disease is really unheard of for people our age. Times have changed. The illnesses of the children are also very strange. Back then, in your nursery school in Inner Mongolia, no one spoke to the children for a day, and the diapers could not be changed in time. Aren’t your sisters also grown up?"

Pan Xihong said: "I don't know, I'm all messed up now."

Pan Guanlin was very sad: "This matter must not be hidden from the truth. Parents will leave you one day. In the end, husband and wife are the closest people in the world. Times have changed. Parents can help you with some things, and even give you their lives. You are all fine, but there are some things that we do not do as well as young people, such as the child's disease, you have to discuss it with the young couple. Parents really can't do anything. "

Pan Xihong shared her worries about work and life with her parents.The air in the room was instantly quiet, and after a while, Song Jiahui slowly said to her daughter: "Girl, your father is right, the child is not yours alone, and Chang Yuan also has the right to know. You, you can’t have a temper at all. Besides, we can’t figure out the problem of Xiaoxiao, and the child’s treatment also needs dad! Mom and dad will never retreat, and will always be your backing, but after all, age When I grow up, I am somewhat out of touch with the society, and there is a generation gap with the children. Your father and I have never heard of Xiaoxiao."

Pan Xihong cried and said, "Chang Yuan doesn't care much about the child. Telling him will only make me more stressed."

"You must tell him. The child is not your own. If the husband and wife can't even get through this difficult time together, then this marriage will not last long." Pan Guanlin suddenly remembered something, and said to them, "Xi Shi said before She is also very kind. We all blamed her wrongly. Although I don’t understand this disease, but I have lived to understand that the sooner the disease is found, the easier it is to treat, especially for children. The younger the doctor, the greater the possibility of recovery. .”

Pan Xihong and Song Jiahui fell silent immediately.Song Jiahui had mixed feelings in her heart. She had once again severely reprimanded Pan Xishi on the phone, and now she was slapped in the face. Why is Kurosawa Akira unlucky for her second daughter and granddaughter?She was actually stunned by her words.The second child and Xiaoxiao are so pitiful, God is so unfair.

Pan Xihong choked up and said, "I don't know if Pan Xishi has good intentions or something else. Anyway, she is smiling like this now. She must laugh at me. I don't want to be laughed at by her, and I don't want to see her pity."

Pan Guanlin said to his second daughter: "Although you have a Ph.D. and have become a university teacher, you are still very immature in some respects. A mistake is a mistake, and you have to admit it. As for whether it is a joke or not, the result of the matter You are the one who benefits, so as a human being, you should have a heart of gratitude, which is also good for Xiaoxiao."

Pan Xihong's tears fell one by one: "My child has this disease, how can you make me be grateful, who do you want me to be grateful to? Do you still want me to thank the gift of fate?"

Pan Guanlin also choked up: "No matter what happens in the future, your parents will give you the bottom line. Remember, no matter what difficulties you encounter, your parents will do their best to help you, stand with you, and face it with you .Son, you are Xiaoxiao's mother now, you have to cheer yourself up first!"

Recently, Pan Xinyi knew about the affairs of her aunt's family. She left earlier and returned later than before, just because she was afraid of embarrassing everyone.She actually understands that she is a bit selfish about Xiaoxiao, but she also knows how strong the character of the aunt and the second cousin are.Because of her professional relationship, she knows better than the average person how much parents don't want others to know about their children's diagnosis of autism.

She remembered that when her second sister failed an exam in Inner Mongolia, she told her brother about it. The relationship between the younger brother and the second cousin was very bad. It can be said that they were "death rivals" in childhood. He just added branches and leaves to make the whole family know that it's actually not a big deal. When everyone fails in the exam, Xueba can't guarantee that he won't make mistakes this time, can he?She also did it unintentionally, definitely not on purpose.

But the second cousin was so angry that she cried for a long time, and she didn't go to class for the last week. She really got mad because of this incident.The aunt was so angry that she went to argue with her younger brother, but her own mother blamed Pan Xinyi for everything and beat her up severely.When the father came home, he scolded the younger brother severely, but he angered grandma because of it.Grandma also took her anger out on Pan Xinyi, and took advantage of this incident to say that she should not go to school, stay at home and work, and go out to work when she is older.

Therefore, Pan Xinyi has never forgotten the lesson of the talkative lesson from the second cousin.

Pan Xinyi has been a very special existence in her family since she was born.The two elder brothers are in front, and as the youngest daughter, she should be very favored, but in a patriarchal family, she has always been unwelcome. Any mistakes in the family are her own, even if she studies well and looks beautiful. will not be followed.The grandma is partial to the younger son and lives with the younger son, which also makes her a thorn in the side. Although the uncle's house next door also has two daughters, but the parents protect the child very much, and the grandma is useless.

Pan Xinyi could only go to her uncle's house to borrow warmth since she was a child, but in fact, no matter how cute she is, she also understands that she is not the biological daughter of her uncle and aunt. .She was really afraid that everything would change after Xiaoxiao's story came out of her mouth.

These days, Pan Xinyi has left early and returned late, but she doesn't know what the consequences of Xiaoxiao will be if everyone finds out about her, and how she will be treated if she is mixed in the middle.The more this time, the more she wants to have a home that really belongs to her.Shige is her dream and the end of all her happiness.

After she graduated, her parents and grandma wanted her to go back to her hometown. Her father had asked someone to find her a stable job in the local area, and she was arranged to get married when she went back. It must have worked, if it wasn't for the dream of love for her senior brother, she would not dare to go north alone, nor would she dare to fight fate to the end.Of course, the biggest motivation is that her senior brother and her uncle's family are in Xingang. With the support and protection of her uncle and aunt, she can come here smoothly, get a job and pursue a wife and love.

Being together with Shang Yunxuan has become Pan Xinyi's most beautiful dream in a foreign land. She wants a home, and this dream will not change.Everything that Pan Xinyi has since she was a child has been won by herself, not only including finishing junior high school, finishing high school, going to university, continuing her studies, running to Xingang to work, even eating an extra rib when she was a child, and buying one for the New Year She has to fight for new clothes by herself, so she firmly believes that as long as she works hard, her dreams with her seniors will surely come true.

For this reason, Pan Xinyi deliberately found the lobby sister Pan Shengnan, hoping that she could help her.

Pan Shengnan was quite different, because before that, she thought that this little cousin came to Xingang because she had a stable relationship with her boyfriend.She thought about it carefully and said, "My teacher Monk is really familiar with him. He is handsome, has strong teaching ability, is very responsible, can get along with the children, and has a strong affinity. The students like him very much. What I admire most about him is that his math class is very interesting, and he can attract all the students without distraction. Take the class seriously and listen to it from beginning to end with interest."

Pan Xinyi heard what Pan Shengnan said, and the smile on the corner of her mouth became even sweeter. She asked, "Then eldest sister, what's the situation in their family?"

Pan Shengnan replied truthfully: "Teacher Shang's family conditions are very, very good, his parents are very powerful, and his financial conditions are better. He belongs to the kind of person who can lie down without hard work, but he still works hard. He is the youngest student in the school. Municipal Mathematics Teaching and Researcher."

Pan Xinyi said bitterly: "Sister, you also know that he is so good in all aspects, can you help me?"

Pan Shengnan said: "What stage have you reached now? How can I help with this matter? I really have no idea at all!"

Pan Xinyi said: "Someday, I will go to your school to find you, why don't you ask him to have dinner together? Then praise me and praise me. If possible, create some opportunities for us to meet often. Sister, you Little sister, I was actually pretty good, right?"

Pan Shengnan said, "I have to think about this."

"You are the grade leader of the graduating class, no matter how good Shang Yunxuan is, he has to listen to you, and the eldest sister has such a high prestige in the school, if he knows that I am your younger sister, he will definitely get extra points."

Pan Shengnan said: "Let me think about it again. In fact, my situation in school is not what you think. If nothing else, just say that my son is a mess in his studies, and that is enough to stand out."

Pan Xinyi said: "It's normal for a teacher to not be able to teach their children well. I saw the parents of Peking University and Tsinghua University in the video before, and they can't do anything about their children's studies. This only shows that the children are late to enlighten, and there is no relationship between learning and genetics." not big. '

Pan Shengnan smiled and shook his head: "By the way, your third sister is also studying with us as a teacher, right? She works in the same office as Shang Yunxuan, so she might be more familiar with her."

The smile on Pan Xinyi's face suddenly froze, and there was a strange feeling in her heart, which she couldn't explain clearly.

(End of this chapter)