Hi persimmon

Chapter 36
Pan Xishi received a call from Pan Guanlin during class break. When she saw the word Pan Guanlin, she was very annoyed. She thought that the husband and wife might as well treat her as dead. This kind of deceitful parents is really her. I didn't do a good job in my previous life.But what can be done?There is no such thing as a perfect parent in the world, the most rare brother in the world, bullshit!

Even though he was so slanderous, Pan Xi Shizi still had to bite the bullet and connected the phone.Pan Guanlin said on the phone: "Xi Shi, can you come out for a while? I'll wait for you at the gate of your school!"

"I'm not free!" Pan Xishi said impatiently, "There will be class in a while. If you need anything, just talk to me on the phone!"

Pan Guanlin discussed with her: "Then can I wait for you at the gate of your school? Call me whenever you are free, any time, don't delay your business!"

Pan Xishi frowned into a knot: "Then you call Pan Shengnan. If there is anything you don't want to tell me on the phone, you can ask her to pass it on to me. I don't want to have a confrontation with you face to face either. But if you ask me to be your grandson, I can't do it either. After all, my grandma taught me to be self-reliant, self-reliant, and self-respecting since I was a child, and didn't teach me to shamelessly be slaughtered and be a slave."

Pan Guanlin said: "Go and do your work first. I'll wait for you at the school gate. When you are free, come out anytime. It doesn't matter how late you are. Just don't forget, okay?"

Pan Xishi was angry, thinking that Song Jiahui said that when he came to the door, he would come to the door, once and every time, when he encountered difficulties, his parents would be behind him, and he would give all kinds of support. But when you encounter difficulties, your parents will only take out bricks and slap them down hard, just to prevent you from having a chance to survive.What kind of enmity and grievance in this previous life?
Since this is the case, if they want to ruin her job, then she will never be weak, the word doormat has never been in her dictionary!

After the third class was over, Pan Xishi put on his coat, picked up his bag, and came to the school gate with arrogance.The security guard at the door knew Pan Xishi, and greeted her with a smile: "Teacher Pan, let's go out?"

Pan Xishi hurriedly smiled and said, "Uncle Zhang! I have something to do and I'll be right back. It's cold today, so go in quickly, don't catch a cold."

The security guard said, "Okay, I'll go in after I smoke a cigarette!"

Pan Xishi said again: "It's dry today, so stop smoking, it's not good for your health!"

"Hahahaha, listen to Xiao Pan, stop smoking, go inside and drink tea!"

After leaving the school gate, Pan Xishi looked around and saw Pan Guanlin standing there alone under the big tree on the right. He didn't know if Song Jiahui went somewhere because of the cold, or didn't come at all.

A date at the school gate?Who is afraid of whom!
Pan Guanlin also saw Pan Xishi waving at her, signaling her to come to his side, and soon saw the other party standing in front of him with a face of class struggle.

Pan Xishi went straight to the point: "Your wife has already stated her point of view on the phone, and now I also express my point of view. I, Pan Xishi, will not apologize to you. You must know that in this world, whoever is older is not the truth." , It’s not that whoever has a loud voice will scare others! I can 70.00% conclude that there is something wrong with your dearest granddaughter.”

Pan Guanlin didn't say a word, but when he mentioned Xiaoxiao, his expression couldn't hide his grief.

"But do you know why? You definitely don't know!" Pan Xishi's words were like machine guns, tumbling outwards, "Because I have studied this disease in detail, and I have seen many children and adults like this, and they have been with them. Many of them have tried to make friends, but they all ended in failure. But if you ask me why I study these things and meet these people, I can only say that we don’t have enough friendship, and I don’t want to tell you!”

Pan Guanlin nodded, and said softly, "Xi Shi, I can feel your grievance, your anger, and your hatred for Dad! Dad."

Pan Xishi interrupted him impatiently, "You'd better not emphasize the word father, I feel disgusted, you're insulting, insulting these two sacred words."

Although she doesn't care what other people think of her, but at Pan Guanlin's house before, the three of them all agreed that she used vicious thoughts to curse a child. It's just that these so-called relatives have no feelings for her. Devil, forgive her for being young and naive, I really didn't think of it before.

Pan Guanlin's voice trembled a little, and he said: "Xi Shi, I came this time to apologize to you. Your mother didn't come, and I can't represent her, I only represent myself. Smile about this matter Actually, I blamed you wrongly. I said a lot of things that made you sad that day, which can be said to have slandered you. Now that I think about it, those words are too ugly, and I feel guilty. Son, I’m sorry!"

Pan Xishi was originally angry, and there were many more intense words. As long as he spoke rudely, she would say it like a cannonball. She still had infinite anger in her chest and wanted to vent, but when she heard these three words, she was stunned for a moment. In place, speechless.

Pan Guanlin's voice became deeper until he choked up: "Some time ago, Xihong also found out that something was wrong with the baby. She went to several hospitals with a smile, and the results were all autism. It's the same as you said. In the future, there is a high probability that the gap between Xiaoxiao and her peers will become more and more obvious, until one day she will completely become a fool in the eyes of others."

The sweat on Pan Xishi's forehead just because of excitement turned cold a little bit at this time, and a chill flowed down the soles of his feet and fingertips to the peace of mind in his heart. Thinking of such a small and beautiful child being used by Pan Guanlin To describe it, a huge sour feeling permeated the coolness in the chest, and all the anger just disappeared.

Perhaps in the growth process of all children, even the most favored children have been expressed by their parents with more cruel words than fools, but compared to when this lightest word really became a reality, there is no A parent can accept it.

On the contrary, neither the parents nor the teachers will pay attention to any achievements of the children after this, and will never compare the children with others. The biggest wish is no longer 985, 211 and foreign Ivy League schools. The child can be healthy and safe!
"Xishier, I'm sorry. The doctor said that in a sense, a diagnosis is the best result. The older the child is, the lower the chance of being cured. For this matter, Xihong's family should thank you."

"It's okay!" Pan Xishi's lips turned cold.

"Then I'm leaving, hurry up!" Pan Guanlin thought for a while and said, "Actually, your mother has always been a knife-mouthed bean curd heart, and Xihong is also the most like her. Their mother and daughter are very good-hearted!"

Pan Xishi remained silent, but the tense atmosphere between father and daughter was gone.

The autumn wind rolled up the fallen leaves, bringing sadness everywhere.Pan Guanlin said everything he wanted to say, but he didn't know what to say next.He turned around and walked slowly towards the bus stop not far away.

Pan Xishi stood on the spot, looking at his slightly hunched back, which was very strange but seemed to overlap with some imaginary pictures in his heart.It was a Chinese text she learned in middle school, and it was also about the back view of her father. She probably started fantasizing about it at that time.

At this moment, she still feels that way, what a pity!
Xingang in late autumn gets dark very early.After Pan Xishi took care of the trusteeship, it was already dark.Pan Xishi was stopped by Shang Yunxuan when he got off work. He brought a lot of cat supplies and wanted to go to her place to see the two furry children today.

Especially today, in addition to the cat's daily food and drink and cat litter, he also brought two cat litters. It seemed that there were so many things that she couldn't carry them back by herself.But she could imagine how much 985 and 211 would love these cat toys when they saw that they were still delicious.

Pan Xishi said to Shang Yunxuan: "That's what you said, can I not let you see the hairy kids? I can't even let you send things downstairs, just leave without looking at them." Now, how impersonal am I?"

Shang Yunxuan said solemnly: "Teacher Pan is the whole school, no no no, she is the most humane and kindest female teacher in the entire education system."

Pan Xishi asked sensitively: "Female teacher, is it possible that Teacher Shang still has some kind of gender discrimination, and even praises people and separates men and women? Let me tell you, I actually discovered this problem when I first met you." , You, your thinking is wrong, men and women are equal, so it is not easy to treat them differently."

"It turns out that the misunderstanding has been buried long ago. You girls are just sensitive and suspicious." Shang Yunxuan looked at Pan Xishi's eyes that suddenly widened, and realized that he had made a mistake again, so he quickly explained, "No, no, I The reason why I say this is because the entire education system is the most humane, and the kindest male teacher standing in front of you is Shang Mou. But if you ask who is more humane and kinder between me and you, I can only say So far, we are still equal, and we need to continue to observe in the future! So I can only differentiate and explain that you are the kindest female teacher."

Pan Xishi had never seen such a thick-skinned boy beside her, she couldn't help but smile all over her face if she didn't want to.Seeing Pan Xishi smile, Shang Yunxuan laughed even more happily.The two of them just smiled at first, but then the more they thought about it, the more amusing they became, and they actually smiled at each other, their faces smiling brightly like flowers.

When Pan Xinyi saw this scene at the school gate, she felt bad all over.Since she came to Xingang, she has asked this man out countless times, but except for the first meeting, he refused the rest.

Later, she even expressed her love to him directly, but she was directly rejected, and she would never meet her alone again.She kept thinking about the reason, and it seemed that the scene in front of her gave herself the best explanation.

She thought about it or walked over directly: "Brother?"

When Pan Xishi saw Pan Xinyi affectionately calling the comrade beside him, the smile on his face disappeared in an instant, and an inexplicable sense of boredom filled his heart.In terms of blood relationship, she is also her relative, but the word "relative" means high risk to her. She doesn't want to get close at all.
Shang Yunxuan said: "You are so happy!"

Pan Xinyi said to Pan Xishi: "Sister Xishi, are you going to do business with my brother? With such a big bag, where are you going?"

"I'm leaving in a hurry, you guys talk slowly." Pan Xishi suddenly understood that the boyfriend Pan Xinyi was talking about was Shang Yunxuan, right?
Thinking of this, the speed under her feet increased several times in an instant, and she walked forward slowly as if she was afraid of contracting a virus.Redeeming her withdrawn personality, it is because she is very afraid of the word "relatives". If Shangshangyan is not her student, and her motto is not to give up any student, she will never have any relationship with relatives connect.

Shang Yunxuan asked suspiciously: "Xinyi, do you know Teacher Pan?"

Pan Xinyi said: "She is my elder sister, my third elder sister. I live in her parents' house now. Did she already know about our relationship?"

"What's the relationship between us?" Shang Yunxuan was even more dizzy, "Are you talking about the relationship between seniors and sisters? Don't you already know? You didn't come to find your sister, but you were waiting for someone else? I'll go first!"

Pan Xinyi said: "Brother, I'm here to find you!"

"What do you want from me? I have something to do, let's go first!" Shang Yunxuan didn't even have the patience for basic entertainment in a hurry, and chased in the direction Pan Xishi left.

Pan Xinyi stood alone in the same place, suddenly she took out her mobile phone and called Pan Xishi, the call was connected, she said that she had never been to the place where the other party lived, would it be okay if she wanted to visit today?The rejection was expected by her, but she also expected to hear Shang Yunxuan's voice from Pan Xishi's side.

Her whole body seemed to have been drained of all strength, she had no energy at all, and her whole body was frozen through.

Back home, Song Jiahui saw Pan Xinyi's distraught appearance, and hurriedly asked, "Xinyi, why do you look so ugly, don't you be sick?"

Pan Xinyi shook her head: "Ma'am, I'm fine. I won't have dinner, I'll go back to bed first."

Song Jiahui asked: "What if you don't eat, there is warm porridge in the pot, let me serve you a bowl?"

"I don't want to eat anything," Pan Xinyi said, and went back to the room by herself, closing the door behind her.

Song Jiahui went back to the sofa and sighed. She wanted to chat with Pan Xinyi about Xiaoxiao today. She knew a little about it before, but she wasn't particularly clear about it. So that's what their eldest niece did.

She is not afraid that people in her hometown will know that Xinyi lives here, and it is impossible to hide it. The key is that Xiaoxiao can be cured as soon as possible, and she can return to a normal child.But the small one is not doing well, so what happened to the big one?Her heart hung up involuntarily.

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(End of this chapter)