time never ends

Chapter 245 Choose to forgive

Their winter vacation classes lasted until the beginning of the junior year before they had a vacation.It just so happened that the snow stopped at that time.

Lin Nuo was actually very glad that they were in school, which helped her avoid endless quarrels at home.

The winter vacation is not long, and the time she stays at home is only about ten days, and during these ten days, she can still hear their noise.

Lin Xu never seemed to pay attention to family affairs, only caring about his own affairs, no matter how much they quarreled, Lin Xu would not try to persuade them.

Lin Nuo no longer complains about anyone or anything, since he can't change everything, he should try his best to live his life well.

"Since marrying you, have you taken care of one thing in the family for so many years?" Zhang Yu's eyes were red, "Have you taken care of the children for a day?"

"You don't do anything at home, what's wrong with bringing a child?!"

Lin Ping's voice was louder than anyone else's.

When Lin Nuo heard it, he got up and lay down by the crack of the door to watch secretly.She knew that the two were arguing again, but she didn't want to participate now, she just wanted to watch.

She was not angry about these things now, and when she calmed down, she realized that Zhang Yu's temper might actually come from Lin Ping.

"Don't you know how difficult it is to raise children?" Zhang Yu also roared, "What do you mean I don't do anything, don't I not work? I work, and I have to raise two children. Do you think that relying on you With the little money I earn, can I raise a child so big?"

Lin Nuo's nose suddenly became sore.

Lin Ping still yelled loudly, saying that he was also suffering outside, which seemed to be male chauvinism, and did not consider Zhang Yu's feelings at all.

Lin Nuo found that from the perspective of a bystander, it seemed clearer.

Zhang Yu married Lin Ping at the age of 22, Lin Xu at the age of 30, and Lin Nuo at the age of 40.And their generation can only obey the arrangement of their parents, she did not live her own life.

Although Lin Ping was honest, he had a very violent temper. He would only get angry in many things, and he was especially afraid of trouble. When Zhang Yu married him, he was poor and white.

The two of them have no feelings at all.

Lin Nuo thought about it carefully. If Zhang Yu had filed for divorce a long time ago, he didn't know what life would be like, or it might be even worse than it is now.

Every age thinks differently.

No one knows what has never happened.

The older she got, the more she could understand Zhang Yu.

Even if she always beats and scolds herself, even if her temper is very strange, no matter how hypocritical she is, these are all worn down by life.

If it was her, she might have collapsed long ago, but Zhang Yu survived tenaciously and raised her to such an age.

No matter how difficult life was, Zhang Yu never abandoned her.Zhang Yu didn't give her any good education, but still raised her to such an age.

And what right does she have to resent her parents? Without her, her parents' life might be better.

But what parents choose is to put everything into them.

Leaning against the door, she squatted down slowly, and glanced up at the window.The sunlight outside the window happened to shine into the room through the gap, shining in front of her, but her position was still dark.

The quarrel outside the door continued for a long time, until Zhang Yu and Lin Ping were almost exhausted from the quarrel, and finally all the voices stopped.

Her ears were clean again, and her heart calmed down.

Lin Nuo chose to forgive.

In the past ten years or so, she has chosen to forgive, discarding the bad memories of the past, and walking from the darkness to the sunshine.

　Actually I can't choose

　　
　
(End of this chapter)