Beidiao Workplace Illustrated Book

Chapter 100 Winter 2016 (10)

This year's winter, Chen Mo felt extremely difficult. Compared with last year's BJ winter, although it was equally cold, at least he still had a decent job at that time. Now, he has nothing and feels that his future is bleak. He even began to doubt himself. I wondered why I didn't follow my father's advice and went back to my hometown to take the civil servant exam after graduation. Why did I come to BJ and suffer this crime.

The next day there was no interview arrangement, Chen Mo wanted to go out for a walk, he didn't want to stay in that cold little room anymore, he thought of the place where he first came to BJ, Houhai.So I sat on the subway, walked out of Shichahai Station two hours later, and looked up, Houhai in winter was deserted.

Because it was daytime, Houhai looked desolate. At this time, Houhai had already frozen, and the dead branches of willow trees were hanging down on the ice. Thinking about when I first came to BJ, the summer nights here were extremely noisy. He was holding his guitar in his arms. Singing here, at that time, he also had nothing, but he was never sad, never sad, and now, it has been a year and a half since he came to BJ, and he also has nothing, but why did he not have the love and pursuit of his dream? , without that initial passion?
It was also at this time last year, in a cold winter, he asked for leave during the day and took Wang Ting from Lanzhou, and he used to walk here. At that time, although he had no love, he felt that life was so beautiful, but now, he was alone. Standing alone on the handrail of the fence by the lake, looking at the cold lake, but I don't know where my future is.

Tears flowed down uncontrollably, he felt wronged and sad, and he didn't tell anyone about this wronged and sad, but he swallowed all the unhappiness of this month, looking at the future Pedestrians often, BJ is so big, doesn't he have a place for himself?During this month, he interviewed more than 20 companies, large and small, but there was no job that he could satisfy his heart and mind.

The time to go home during the Chinese New Year is getting closer and closer, but my job is still unavailable.

After a month, Chen Mo has lost more than ten catties, his once big belly is gone, Zeng Yuanyuan's face has become a lot thinner, his once bright eyes have become listless, he has changed, he has changed, and he has changed, even himself acknoledged.

To get a job, you must find a job before the year. If you can’t do it, you can really do sales. He has lost confidence in life and is confused about work. He has no right to choose a job now. At least he can feel at ease if he has a job. It is because the base salary for sales is low, but at least you can maintain your own livelihood.

For several days in a row, Chen Mo still went out to interview every day to find a job, but after a few days, most of the jobs in the interview were still related to sales. It seemed that he could only do sales. Apart from sales, he seemed to be unable to do anything .

Among them, there is a company that conducts educational tours, which arouses Chen Mo's interest. The company is small, with only about 13 employees. The business is that the company cooperates with some schools to allow students to participate in various summer camps and winter camp activities organized by the company, and Chen Mo is responsible for contacting the heads of each school, organizing student registration, and participating in related summer camp activities. The thing about it is quite interesting, it is somewhat similar to Baiai.com, and the basic salary given is not bad. The monthly basic salary of 500 yuan is [-] yuan more than the previous Gaosi Education and Zhongshi Dingli.

In the end, Chen Mo decided to join this company after the next year. He didn't want to procrastinate any longer, and he couldn't. At this time, his willpower had been completely worn down and destroyed by being unemployed for a month. He was tired. I don't want to look for a job anymore.

I made an appointment with the company to come to work after the new year. The boss of the company is very optimistic about Chen Mo. He thinks that he has experience in education and sales. He is young and passionate. onboarding.

The job has been finalized, but Chen Mo is not very happy. He knows that this job is not his ideal, and it may just be his temporary habitat. He even thought about whether he should join the media company of Risun The company, or Gaosi Education, any company is much better than that small company with only 4000 people, but that small company is the only one that can give a basic salary of 500 yuan. Before the salary, Chen Mo gave up his dream and Love, Tao Yuanming did not bend his waist for five buckets of rice back then, but now, he gave up his dream for a basic salary of [-] yuan.

After a few more days of staying in the cold little apartment, it was finally the 25th of the twelfth lunar month. Chen Mo felt that it was time to go home.

In the morning, in the dark, he took the first bus, took the subway a few more times, and finally arrived at Sihui Junction Station. He bought a bus ticket for 9:[-] a.m. and went home. He just wanted to go home at this time.

What greeted him was still his mother's kindly smiling face, his father's proud expression, and a big steaming pot of steamed buns. Chen Mo bit the buns and swallowed the meat filling and the tears in his heart.

He didn't tell anyone about his recent situation for more than a month. He still chatted with his parents with a smile. He took out 2 yuan in cash and handed it to his mother. The 2 yuan included the 6000 yuan compensation he received from Emily's dismissal, and he took another 4000 yuan to make up a whole number. He was in BJ this year, and he explained to his family.After giving the 2 yuan to his mother, he still has nearly 2 yuan in his hand. This 2 yuan is enough to support his living expenses for several months. Choosing to resign and then change jobs is the last confidence and capital he left for himself.

During the Chinese New Year this year, Chen Mo lived with some anxiety. He just hoped that the winter would pass sooner, and that his work after the year would change his life. Firstly, there are too many memories of him and Li Xiaoying in the apartment. As long as he returns to that small room, he will think of Li Xiaoying. Second, the only window in that apartment faces north, which is a dark side, and the sun cannot be seen in four seasons. He felt that the house was too damp and cold, so he wanted to change the house to a house with windows facing east or south.That way, the sun can shine in. What he longs for most now is sunshine and spring.

(End of this chapter)