Beidiao Workplace Illustrated Book

Chapter 311 Spring 2023 (2)

According to his mother's instructions, he went to the houses of those uncles and uncles, as well as the houses of the seven aunts and eight aunts, to pay New Year's greetings. Although he didn't want to go around like this in his heart, his mother's words were like an imperial decree. He stayed at home all year round. In a few days, as long as his mother is happy, he is willing to do it even if his heart is wronged. As long as his mother says, he will obey. There are only these two relatives left, as long as they are happy, he can do anything.

Originally planned to return to BJ on the sixth day of the first lunar month, but Chen Mo also wanted to spend more time with his mother at home. After all, it was rare for him to have such an opportunity not to rush to work, so he stayed at home for two more days.On the eighth day of the first lunar month, he drove back to BJ. Along the way, he was still thinking about those two things, Zhou Rong and work. For him, these are the two most important things he has to face now. thing.

About Zhou Rong, he told himself that breaking up is inevitable, Zhou Rong is a good girl, Zhou Rong is kind, reasonable, and treats him 1 times.Such a good girl, he is not worthy of her, he can't give her the happiness and future she wants, and he can't hurt her, otherwise he will be full of guilt in his heart. If the two really break up, he will definitely be in the future For a long period of time, I lived in the memory and guilt of Zhou Rong.

He told himself that the best ending with Zhou Rong would be that he would quietly disappear from her life from now on, never disturbing her, no longer affecting her emotions.If you really like someone and really think about someone, that's how it should be.He drove the car carefully, thought all the way, and finally made a decision. Even if he returned to BJ by himself, he would never contact Zhou Rong. In this way, there was no ceremony, no echo, no last meeting, and he quietly bid farewell to Zhou Rong Bar.

As for the job, he had to look for it and go to the interview. No more struggling, he was unwilling to leave BJ willingly.So after returning to BJ, Chen Mo still submits resumes from the Internet every day, and still makes appointments for interviews. These interviews are either online or offline. No matter what form, he is willing to participate.

In his thinking, all the interviews he participated in are meaningful, because chatting with the interviewer, he can learn and grow, he can understand the knowledge of the industry, he can increase his knowledge, develop his own pattern, and increase himself by the way. interview skills and defense skills.

If there is no interview and no need to go out, he will stay at home alone and continue to write the unfinished novel "Beipiao Workplace Illustrated Book". All the stories of the eight years of drifting have been written, so as to draw a satisfactory end to my memory and past in the past eight years.Before leaving BJ, he wants to say a solemn farewell to BJ with this novel.

This is his own way of saying goodbye, his way of saying goodbye to everyone.

In three days, Chen Mo wrote a novel of tens of thousands of words, and finished the story he experienced in the autumn of 2022. That memory was when he left e-signature treasure and went to Baidu homework gang, and then it was meaningless Work and business trips, it was also at that time that he suddenly had the plan to leave BJ and change his work and life in another city, and then this plan became more and more intense, and continued throughout his entire autumn and winter seasons.

On the fourth day, Chen Mo finally couldn't bear it anymore.After finishing the novel for a season, his heart suddenly felt a lot more relieved. He missed Zhou Rong more and more, and her smiling face. He held his mobile phone and wanted to send a message to Zhou Rong, wanted to call Zhou Rong, but he hesitated After a long time, he finally held back.

In order to make himself stop thinking about Zhou Rong, he simply picked up the books on the table. In the past few days, in addition to participating in online and offline interviews and writing this unfinished novel, he also took out several books every day. He reads books every hour, anyway, he is now a vagrant, and he has a lot of time to arrange for himself. He used the newly bought books "Self-Control", "Book of Time", and Fan Deng's "Still Worrying" ? ", "Reading is a lifetime thing" and so on have all been read one by one. Before leaving BJ, he will finish writing and reading all the unfinished things and unfinished books.

It's just that he felt the need to meet the person he hadn't seen again, the person he really wanted to see.

Finally, thinking still couldn't overcome behavior, he put down the book, picked up his mobile phone and dialed Zhou Rong's number, he calculated the time, Zhou Rong had already returned home from get off work.Zhou Rong was very resistant to Chen Mo's phone call. She began to complain about Chen Mo's various problems: "Chen Mo, you only think of me when you are lonely. Throughout the Spring Festival, you didn't send a single message, and you ignored me. I’m back in BJ today, you’re only looking for me when you’re lonely, Chen Mo, let’s break up.”

Zhou Rong said, tears streaming down her cheeks. On the other end of the phone, Chen Mo listened to Zhou Rong's crying, and his heart felt sad.

"I'll go find you. I'll go there now. You wait for me. I'll be there in 40 minutes." Chen Mo decided that he would fly to Zhou Rong immediately, and he wanted to accompany her and see her.

"No, you don't need to come here, I'm not at home, I'm not in BJ, you can't find me when you come." Zhou Rong quickly refused, she also made a decision in her heart, and broke up with Chen Mo.She didn't want to continue being together with Chen Mo in such an unclear manner, it seemed that their relationship as a couple had been unclear for more than half a year.

Chen Mo didn't argue with Zhou Rong too much. He wanted to drive to Zhou Rong's house by himself, but he suddenly felt physically and mentally exhausted. His energy seemed to be exhausted, and his head was even more dizzy. He simply called Didi and took a taxi. Go to Zhou Rong.

Before returning to BJ from her hometown, Chen's mother wanted to bring something to Zhou Rong: "Didn't Zhou Rong say she liked the noodles I brought last time? You can bring some more, and this big bun I made last time The cabbage is too tender and smells spicy. Now the cabbage is old and has no moisture, and the steamed stuffed buns are delicious, so you should bring some to Zhou Rong."

Chen Mo refused and did not bring anything, because in his heart, he had already made a plan not to meet Zhou Rong again.

But what is he doing now?Getting ready to meet Zhou Rong.He is always like this, a man who does not agree with his heart, and emotionally, he is always a coward who is not firm enough, a reckless man with no promise, and a vacillating hypocrite.He often made a decision just before, and later overturned the previous decision himself.I just vowed to say what I want to do, and then immediately changed in the opposite direction.

He deserved it, he deserved to be rejected by Zhou Rong, he deserved to be rejected by those women who once loved him.In the matter of feelings, he will always be a failing student, a child who will never grow up.Every relationship he has experienced in these years has ended without a problem.The reason is not with others, but with him. For every relationship, he himself is not firm enough, so why should he ask others to be firm?Even if others are firm, but he has been vacillating.So in the end, everyone will leave him, no matter how much those people used to like him, love him, have full expectations for him, and give him their sincerity.

(End of this chapter)