Beidiao Workplace Illustrated Book

Chapter 312 Spring 2023 (3)

Zhou Rong's apartment is on the second floor. Chen Mo stood downstairs and looked at the window of Zhou Rong's room. Although the window was closed, the light in the room was still shining through the gap in the curtain. Chen Mo knew that Zhou Rong was right there. in the house.

The call was made, Zhou Rong answered, Chen Mo said: "I know you are at home, I brought you a box of milk, hawthorn juice, and nuts, open the door, I will see you, put down the things and leave .”

"I don't want it, you can take it back, I'm not at home." Zhou Rong's attitude was very firm.

"I know you're at home, I'm right under your window, and I saw the light in your room was on." Chen Mo knew that Zhou Rong would reject him again.At this time, he was shivering in the cold wind, and waves of drowsiness came over him. He was cold and sleepy.

"Chen Mo, what do you want to do?" Zhou Rong was a little annoyed.

"I just want to see you again." Chen Mo is like a deflated ball at this moment. In the past, when he was with Zhou Rong, he was the strong side, but now, he is not qualified to be strong. Like a beggar, he looked at Zhou Rong's window pitifully, hoping that she could open the window and take a look at himself.

"Are you finished?" Zhou Rong continued to ask.

"I'll leave after reading it." Chen Mo said.

"Okay." Zhou Rong said, opened the curtains, opened the window, looked at Chen Mo under the window and said: "Chen Mo, have you finished watching?"

Chen Mo's heart suddenly trembled. He and Zhou Rong hadn't seen each other for nearly half a month.But now, he finally met the person he had longed for.

"Let me go in, it's cold outside and I'm sleepy." Chen Mo begged while holding the phone.

"You're cold, you're sleepy, then go home, go home and sleep." After Zhou Rong finished speaking, she closed the window, drew the curtains, and hung up the phone.

When he called again, the line was already busy. Chen Mo knew that Zhou Rong had blocked him.

Standing under the window of Zhou Rong's apartment, Chen Mo was smoking a cigarette, and the past events emerged one after another. The current scene is really his own fault and responsibility.A month ago, in front of Zhou Rong, he was still so strong and self-righteous.Zhou Rong begged him to go home with her to celebrate the New Year, to meet her parents, to dream about marriage, having children, and all the beautiful things with him, but he was lying on Zhou Rong's soft and warm bed, watching Zhou Rong dragging his feet there. However, he likes to answer indifferently, and his words are full of dismissiveness.

But now, a month later, he was ruthlessly rejected by Zhou Rong.The door that he could come in and out at will, the door that Zhou Rong welcomed him very much, will never be opened for him again.He still clearly remembered that no matter when he came to see Zhou Rong, Zhou Rong was always so happy and enthusiastic, but now, within a month, it seemed as if the sea had changed.

This scene is so familiar.

In the winter of 2015, when he was with Xiaoxiao, he often went to the apartment where Xiaoxiao was renting, enjoying the tenderness and love that Xiaoxiao had brought to him.But later, he was stingy, he didn't cherish her, Xiaoxiao left her, and he went to the apartment where Xiaoxiao lived to find Xiaoxiao, but Xiaoxiao had already moved out of the house, so he couldn't find Xiaoxiao anymore , For this reason, he was sad for more than half a year.

In 2016, he and Li Xiaoying were together, and the two got together quickly, and then separated quickly. Although he didn't know where Li Xiaoying moved later, her company was still next to the Huilongguan East Street subway station. The first time I waited for her downstairs in her company to go to and from work, and even sat and waited for her directly at the front desk of her company once, but no matter how many times I waited, no matter how long I waited, the final outcome was exactly the same. It was Li Xiaoying's indifference.For a long period of time afterwards, more than half a year, Chen Mo was stuck in guilt and memories of Li Xiaoying.

In 2017, he was with Wu Xiaotian.At the beginning, they had a good relationship and lived together.But later, Chen Mo got tired of this kind of cohabitation life. Although he didn't say anything, Wu Xiaotian was so smart. She could detect abnormalities in Chen Mo's eyes and movements, and could read his heart.So she kicked Chen Mo out of the house several times and refused to live with him.Before being driven away, Chen Mo kept an eye out and deliberately left a gap in the window on the kitchen side, because the house is on the first floor, so even Wu Xiaotian turned him away, just like he was turned away by Zhou Rong today The same, but he could also break in through the window silently, and happened to be bumped into by Wu Xiaotian who was staying in the living room.For this reason, the matter of jumping out of the window has been kept on Wu Xiaotian's heart since then, and he would talk about it from time to time, in order to mock Chen Mo's stalking.

In 2018, they broke up. After the breakup, Wu Xiaotian moved to a new rental house. Chen Mo often went to see Wu Xiaotian, just like today, standing downstairs waiting for Wu Xiaotian to open the door for him.But in the end, what he waited for was to see Wu Xiaotian hugging and kissing another man passionately.Then there was their separation and reunion, and later, Chen Mo met one woman after another in his life, but Wu Xiaotian stayed in his heart for three or four years.

After that was Xiaomei, who silently accompanied Chen Mo for two or three years. She thought she would eventually move Chen Mo, impress Chen Mo, and walk into Chen Mo's heart.But she didn't do it in the end, except for the pain and injury Chen Mo brought to her mind and body, she did nothing, let alone gained anything.What happened to her?Chen Mo didn’t know whether he would stay in BJ or go back to his hometown. He only remembered the last contact with Xiaomei. Xiaomei said that she would go back to her hometown in Shanxi in a few days. Word: blind date.He also vaguely remembered that the last time Xiaomei sent him a message was in the middle of the night before his father's funeral. Xiaomei sent a text message to Chen Mo, saying a lot of words, the words were full of hatred, and the last sentence was three words :I hate you.

But Chen Mo never hated Xiaomei, nor missed Xiaomei, just like in the season when plum blossoms are in bloom, when people see plum blossoms, they just take a look at them, praise them for their beauty, take a few photos at most, and then continue walking , busy with their own business.

From the autumn of 2019 to the spring of 2020, he met the woman named Wang Shuang. From the beginning to the end, he didn't want to mention the memory of Wang Shuang, because Wang Shuang was too strong, and Chen Mo didn't treat her too much whether it was mentally or physically. Much love and nostalgia.

In the winter of 2020, he met the girl named Qiao Linya. When he first saw her, he didn't like her at all.But after paying, he wanted to get something in return. To put it bluntly, Chen Mo didn't have a good impression of this person's thoughts and appearance, and even hated her life habits and three views on doing things. The only thing worthy of his obsession and unforgettable, It was probably Qiao Linya's work in bed, which reminded him of the time when he was in love with Xiaoxiao and Wu Xiaotian.

But the arrogance in Qiao Linya's bones did let Chen Mo understand what is expected and unattainable. When Qiao Linya said that she broke up with Chen Mo, from then on, Qiao Linya's home that Chen Mo could come and go at will, the one he was tired of His home has become like an iron wall and can no longer be stepped into.It was also in the middle of a winter night, he was braving the cold wind, and could no longer enter the door. In the room, Qiao Linya was playing games as if nothing had happened, ignoring Chen Mo outside the door, treating it like air.

Thinking of these, he felt like a dog, humble and unbearable, a poor person must have something to hate.

He once vowed that he would never humiliate himself like this again, never beg others to open the door like this again, and never let those women look down on him.

But now, he is still standing downstairs of Zhou Rong like this, humiliating himself.

He really deserves it, he is really a dog who remembers to eat but not to fight.

(End of this chapter)