Beidiao Workplace Illustrated Book

Chapter 318 Spring 2022 (1)
BJ is a big river and lake

This is the first article in January 2022. According to the writing plan for 1, several essays will be written every month in the future, recording the life and experience of each month, recording the feelings and understandings of 2022, and letting the words It can bear the year when I stand in my thirties.

This article has been dragged on for so long that I woke up early on Saturday morning, the room was still very quiet, I could hear my own breathing, and I could accompany the orange desk lamp beside the bed even though the keyboard was crackling. For me, it is something I have loved since I was a child, and it will become what I love and pursue all my life. It is like a million soldiers attacking a city, unstoppable.

Yesterday was the company's annual meeting. The meeting team found a large private room that can accommodate a hundred people in the International Club next to the Jianguomen Diplomatic Apartment. It was like a part-time meeting. The leaders spent an afternoon summarizing 2021 and looking forward to 2022. , It was a banquet at night, Western food and cocktails, I drank a little more wine on purpose, and went to bed early when I got home. Alcohol paralyzed my nerves, so I naturally slept well. Only then can the things that happened in the past month be brought out of my mind, as if they are still vivid in my mind.

On January 2022, 1, the new year, I traveled in Shandong LY, but the trip was not very pleasant, it seemed a bit boring, because I seemed to have been looking for a like-minded person to travel with, but I still haven't found one.So if you can’t find that person, all the trips will become lonely, you will feel lonely, you will feel bored, and later it will become a habit, the night before the end of the trip, prepare to go back to BJ the next day, I made a video call with my family. My mother seemed to miss me very much. My sister joked that she would rather travel alone than come back to accompany her mother during the three-day vacation.

My sister was right.

On January 2021, 1, the new year, I drove for 1 hours to Jingge Road in Fangshan. I walked on the Panshan Highway and looked at the most desolate mountain wild scenery. People are fascinated, but when you have it, when you don't appreciate it in the right season, all the beauty will feel dull, and the three-day vacation seems to be useless. There is no special good memory.

On January 2020, 1, the new year, I went to the Great Wall. This is the third time I have climbed the Great Wall. It seems that it has a special meaning for the new year, but what followed Chaotic, working from home for nearly 1 months.

January 2019, 1, the new year, I should be in BJ, who I was with, what happened, where I went, I forgot, the brain is a memory card with memory, it will remember you All the past, but if you store too much, it will automatically clear your previous memory.

But there is no memory that I went home to reunite with my parents on the first day of the new year.

Since the old man left on August 2020, 8, my mother seems to be alone. If I can go home often, she should be very happy. If I can make my mother happy when I go home for the New Year’s Day holiday on January 16, 2023, then I will Just go home and be with my mother. I haven’t been home during the New Year’s Day holidays in the past years. The New Year’s Day holidays in the past years seem to be meaningless. Then go home next holiday, at least it can make my mother happy.

After New Year's Day ends, January 2022 begins. I go to and from work every day, read and write, run and exercise, and my life is still very regular. I wrote a new song called "Jianghu Big BJ", which is actually my In the new year, the title of a novel to be completed is like a TV series with the same name, and the theme song also has the same name. It is the same as the movie "Passing Through Your World" and "Above the Cliff". However, due to restrictions on online literature, the title of the book cannot appear the real city name, so the novel was renamed from "Jianghu Big BJ" to "Seasonal One-way Line" and then "Beipiao Workplace Illustrated Book". I spent most of January in Keep writing this book.

The composition of the lyrics and music for "Jianghu Da BJ" was completed as early as early January, but due to the constant conflicts between me and the arranger Gao Ge, the arrangement work has been put on hold.

In mid-January, I went on a business trip to NN City and QZ City in Guangxi Zhuang Autonomous Region. This was my first trip to Guangxi. I thought the scenery in Guangxi was so beautiful, but I never thought it was almost the same as Guangzhou, Guangdong. I lived in Guangzhou for more than half a year. Looking at the ancient trees and rivers in the urban area of ​​NN, eating snail noodles and old friend noodles, my mood didn't have much ups and downs. The so-called Guangdong and Guangxi regions actually have many similarities with minor differences.

You have traveled a lot, met a lot of people, seen a lot of scenery, they will gradually become a kind of original memory carried in your mind, they will just wake up your previous memory again, let you carry on Go out and think about it, take a look, and then nod, there is nothing new about it.

A few days ago, I finally completed the arrangement and recording of the new song "Jianghu Big BJ" with Brother Gao. This is my seventh year in BJ, and the eighth original music work we made together. The lyrics are written in a ruffian way , The song is sung so well that it makes people feel very good after listening to it. I joked with Brother Gao: This is our New Year's Divine Comedy in 2022.

A song seems to be able to carry our past memories. For example, the first sentence in the lyrics is "Sanlitun's sky, Houhai's wine", because in June 2015, my first job as a BJ after graduating from university was in Sanlitun The SOHO is doing the Internet. Every morning, I look at the blue sky of SOHO and feel full of fighting spirit. Then I walk into the SOHO office building with my head high and start a full day of work.And Houhai, I have been there about four or five times, when I am lonely, I will go when I am desperate, I have had drinks there twice, one of which was in a secluded small bar in Houhai with Brother Gao A bottle of foreign wine, the two of us drank until early in the morning, the subway line 6 was shut down, we had no place to sleep, so we just made do in the small alley all night, that night, we agreed to make original music together, to write good songs, so later We have a total of eight original music works.

Maybe you are listening to the song, but it is me who wrote the lyrics.

If you really don't understand the song "Jianghu Big BJ", then you can read this once novel of the same name, which was later renamed "Seasonal One-way Line". Maybe you can better understand the meaning of this song, and also better understand, The most authentic portrayal of us working, living and working hard in BJ.We all have dreams, we all desire to be better, we are all living hard, we will be lonely, and we have longed for love.

I once met a girl who fell in love at first sight, and this kind of love at first sight means that two people fell in love with each other at first sight. This is the first time in my 30-year-old life. Then I do admit that the girl looks good-looking, because she fits my definition of beauty for a girl, with fair skin, big eyes, double eyelids, loves to laugh, and has dimples when she smiles.You see, I actually don't have high requirements for the other half.

We will set rules for our ideal partner and the love we desire, but I once read a book in which it is written that when you meet the right person, the person you like, all the previous rules and regulations may be broken .I also firmly believed in what was said in the book, but when that girl suddenly appeared, I instantly felt that she was tailor-made according to my rules and regulations, and was customized by me.That is, as a product manager, you have drawn all the prototypes of the ideal product, and the code written by the programmer will present the product to you as you wish.You long for that kind of person to appear, and then that person comes in an instant according to your standards, meeting all your requirements, her temperament, her smile, her appearance, her spirit, her pursuit, her There is no bug in her character, her dream.

I met a girl on the blind date network. After the girl read my profile online, she sent me her profile and photos. I suddenly had the urge to love, so I left a WeChat message for the girl, but the girl disappeared for a few days. A few days later, the girl added me on WeChat. We chatted very well that day and hit it off. I actually had the urge to write poems for the girl. That night, we met in video, we talked about travel, and the girl also walked through 318 and went to After passing Potala, we chatted about our interests. She also likes to study and is preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination. We chatted late into the night and admitted that we admire and like each other.

The most beautiful feeling is that I am looking at you intently, and you just come to me with a smile.

The next afternoon, the girl disappeared into my world again. I guessed that there was a reason for the girl's incident, most of which were because she hadn't dealt with her previous feelings.Later I found out that her ex-boyfriend asked her to get back together, and she couldn't let go of the past, so she apologized to me.I sincerely wish the girl, but I can only regret that I was caught off guard at the right time.

Some appreciation and liking are just the dewdrops on the grass leaves in the morning. When the sun rises, they will disappear in an instant, but the sunshine can always accompany the green grass, giving it warmth and strength, and accompanying it in the morning after , noon, and dusk can nourish it to grow, and it will be like this in the days to come, with sunshine and flowers blooming.

If a girl doesn't miss her old love, I will think she is a woman without warmth, and her choice makes me believe once again that she is indeed a good girl.

Compared with decades of life, the appearance of a girl is like a flash in the pan, but it gave me a belief, that is, I believe in love, and I believe that there will always be someone who will satisfy all your previous rules and regulations, and will be uncompromising Give you a hug, then hold your hand, walk with you through the mountains and rivers in the future, see the sun, moon and stars above your head, share the same goals with you, accompany you, smile for you, and protect you well.

So you should still keep loving, still keep the courage to go to the mountains and rivers, still believe in love, and still look forward to love.Still try to be yourself so that you can take over those who appreciate and like you in the future.

In 2022, BJ's January will pass quickly, and the Chinese New Year will be a week away, and after this Spring Festival, I will be thirty.I used to feel that life passed very slowly, but now, I feel that a day is just a blink of an eye. The phrase "the sun and the moon fly like a shuttle, and the time flies like an arrow" in the primary school Chinese textbook can finally empathize with me now.

Looking back at the whole year of 2021, I read and wrote in the first half of the year. I read a lot of books and wrote hundreds of thousands of words.Lose weight, run every day, exercise, and run marathons every now and then, and lose more than 20 catties. In July, I resigned and drove to XZ, Qinghai, XJ and other places, and returned to BJ two months later. I joined a new company in October and was in charge of new business. Fast forward to today, a year has passed like this.

And those people and things that have passed, in the new year, the memory of the brain can be emptied a lot, and finally only the new self is left, and then smile and continue to go to the distance.

Liu Haifeng

Saturday, November 2022, 1
Yu BJ
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