Lingzi is not too cold today

Chapter 202 The Shaky World

The missing moon hangs on the sparse tung tree, misty and lonely shadows, picks up all the cold branches and refuses to live, the lonely sandbar is cold.

Such is the case with winter nights in Star City.

Ouyang Rui sat on the stone steps outside the infirmary, his back looked a little thin.

Lin Hui lit a cigarette beside him, and as he breathed, a little orange-red light flickered in the wind.

The school building with lit panes floats in the distant twilight.

On the basketball, the tall boys were sweating profusely, causing bursts of cheers from time to time.

There are slim girls watching from the edge, holding water in their hands.

There are lights on on the playground, people running around the track at night, and people walking with their best friends on their arms.

The whistle of the team running on the green field sounded.

There were a lot of disturbing voices.

"Audrey Hepburn is really my girlfriend in my previous life. I was a European monarch in my previous life."

"I didn't lie to anyone. If you tell a lie, your nose will be cut off. This is the law set by my previous life."

Tang Fulin's murmuring voice sounded in the infirmary.

"Why did it become like this?"

Ouyang Rui looked at the campus under the night, and felt that the reality had a strong sense of distortion.

"I'd love to know too."

Lin Hui exhaled a puff of smoke, his voice a little dry.

"Give!"

Gongsun Jin came over with two cans of ice coke and handed them to the two.

"Thanks!"

"thanks!"

Lin Hui pinched off the cigarette butt and threw it into the trash can. After taking the Coke, he subconsciously glanced at the bottle.

"Oh my god."

"It's another damn Raspberry Coke."

"Ha ha ha ha!"

Ouyang Rui smiled and pulled the tab, raised his head and gulped down half of the bottle.

As long as Gongsun Jin goes to buy Coke, he will definitely buy raspberry flavor.

Although Lin Hui disliked it, he readily pulled the tab and began to take a sip.

The three of them were chatting outside, drinking coke, and occasionally laughing.

But after laughing, he will become very silent again, and his heart will be filled with panic.

At nine o'clock in the evening, Tang Fulin's parents and uncle came to the school and communicated with the school leaders in the infirmary.

What is the general content, Gongsun Jin did not listen carefully.

It is nothing more than feeling sympathy and regret, and explaining that the responsibility is not with the school.

Gongsun Jin saw that dull and honest man, wearing a wrinkled white shirt, washed and faded trousers, and leather shoes that had peeled off.

In front of the school leaders, Tang Fulin's father was still submissive. He lowered his head and had no place to rest his hands. When he looked at his son, the light in his eyes dimmed.

Tang Fulin's mother was much more powerful and made a lot of noise in the infirmary.

Said that his son has become like this, and the school cannot be separated from the relationship.

Tang's father held her by the arm, telling her not to get excited, but Tang's mother pushed her away, pointed at her nose and called him a coward and useless.

The son became mentally ill at school, and he didn't even dare to fart.

Then he broke down and burst into tears, cursing while crying.

Tang's father had no right to speak. From the day he entered into the marriage until now, the only time he could show his status was in front of this crazy son.

When others mentioned the men from the Tang family, they would automatically ignore Father Tang.

He doesn't look like a man, and the family can't live without a man.

So Mother Tang asked her sister's husband to come over.

The final suggestion given by the school leaders was to suspend school and ask her to take Tang Fulin home to recuperate and observe for a period of time.

Then, the hard-working couple set foot on the way home with the hard-working child raised by this family.

Before leaving, the aunt who took care of Tang Fulin a lot on weekdays said to him: "Do you want to cut off contact with everyone here and never come back?"

"Yes."

Tang Fulin nodded.

"oh, I understand now."

His aunt looked back at Lin Hui, Ouyang Rui, and Gongsun Jin.

That look is very complicated.

There is anger and there is resentment.

Just a smile on his face.

Lin Hui was a little upset and wanted to say something, but he hesitated.

Back in the dormitory, the family helped Tang Fulin pack his luggage.

Gongsun Jin bought a lot of snacks and packed his bag full.

Tang Fulin's uncle looked at this scene, his lips were moving, as if he wanted to say something.

"He never had enough to eat at school and would be hungry at night."

"So I used to buy some snacks and put them in the dormitory and distribute them to him."

Gongsun Jin said without raising his head.

Uncle was stunned for a moment, then looked at his nephew.

"Buy him two thicker clothes, it's winter now."

Gongsun Jin said softly.

Tang's father was silent and did not speak, holding his son's four-year college books, rubbing his fingers on the books, dazed.

Tang's mother's crying sound also subsided.

After packing his luggage, Tang Fulin followed his parents and walked outside under the eyes of everyone.

Gongsun Jin, Ouyang Rui, and Lin Hui saw them off from behind.

Tang Fulin was wearing the woolen sweater and down jacket that Gongsun Jin gave him, and he said cheerfully, "These clothes are really warm to wear."

As he spoke, he looked back at his roommates again.

Like a child, laughing very happily.

Mother Tang started crying again.

Tang Fulin is the pride of her family, a college student who came out of the village with great difficulty.

He could have swam far and had a good future, but he sank on the eve of graduation.

She has endured for so many years, just hoping that her son will come out of college to make money, and the hard days will come to an end.

Unexpectedly, there will be endless suffering in the future.

The world under the moonlight swayed, and Tang Fulin's back gradually faded away.

Gongsun Jin waved his hand, he knew that maybe, he had already seen him for the last time in his life.

Tang Fulin was still smiling, and walked away briskly.

When I walked to the school gate, I happened to see a white BMW X6 passing by.

When the car window was rolled down, Wang Xuetong's profile could be seen.

He stood there and looked at the car for a long time.

When his aunt asked him what he was looking at, Tang Fulin was as happy as a child. He said, "This car is so beautiful. I also had one in my previous life."

Uncle just smiled.

Tang Fulin looked at the tail lights lit up in the twilight, which was the direction she left.

At this time, he was standing behind her, hoping that the car would stop, but also hope that it would not stop and continue to move forward.

He wanted to say a lot to her, but in the end he just looked at her receding figure, stood on tiptoes, and tried hard to keep her figure in sight.

The neon lights of the city were flickering, and people were coming and going on the streets. Tang Fulin stood under the street lights and walked.

He remembered that there was a night of deja vu, the light of the street lamp shone on her side face.

She smiled and said to him, "You are so cute".

At that moment, a gap seemed to open in his heart.

The claustrophobic valley suddenly opened up, and the wind blew endlessly.

In the video store on the street, there is a song called "Leave the Sadness to Yourself".

It was sung by his most envied roommate, Gongsun Jin.

"Can you let me go with you, since you said you can't keep you."

"The way back is a bit dark. I'm worried that you will walk alone."

There is a wind and dust of travelers in a hurry.

But this air of prostitution is neither artificial nor vulgar, just a sense of loneliness and nostalgia that have passed away.

"Leave my sadness to myself, and let you take away your beauty. From then on, I have no reason to be happy again."

"I think I can hold back my sadness and pretend that I don't have you in my life~"

"From now on, I will be here, waiting for your news day and night."

Tang Fulin suddenly started to run, and the scenery on both sides of the long street turned into fast-moving blurred light and shadow.

"Ah! Flynn!"

"son!"

Tang's father, Tang's mother, and aunt were all shocked, put down their luggage and chased after him.

Tang Fulin ran very fast, gasping for breath, his lungs seemed to be burning.

Slowly, he stopped on the business street.

Breathing with a dull pain, his face flushed.

He stared down at his toes, as if recalling the touch at that time.

Countless times, in order to meet her, the touch after running at night.

He vaguely knew that hers were not his flowers.

He just passed her bloom.

But he didn't want to admit it, and still held onto it with meaningless hopes, like a drowning man grasping at a straw.

Getting acquainted with her is like an illusory dream, without reality.

But the dream changed his life.

"what happened?"

Uncle caught up and asked with concern.

"I want to eat an orange."

Tang Fulin pointed to a fruit stand on the side of the road and murmured.

"Okay, I'll buy you an orange."

The moonlight is as gentle as water.

No matter how bleak the reality is, with the shroud of moonlight, it seems that it can become full of poetry.

……

Seeing Tang Fulin's empty bed, both Lin Hui and Ouyang Rui felt a little uncomfortable.

Gongsun Jin didn't spend the night in the dormitory long ago.

In the dormitory, there are only two people at night, so it feels a little lonely.

Lin Hui also disliked the atmosphere in the dormitory more and more, so he simply went to the self-study room with the books for the postgraduate entrance examination, looking for Yi Katie.

The lights were on in the self-study room, and the books for the postgraduate entrance examination were stacked thickly on the table.

Yi Katie was lying on the table, brushing up the math problems of previous postgraduate entrance examinations.

The moment he saw her, Lin Hui suddenly felt very at ease.

"Katie."

He sat down beside her and put his arms around her.

"what happened?"

Yi Katie was slightly taken aback.

Lin Hui hugged her very tightly, his arms tightly wrapped around her, his body was still shaking, as if he was a little scared.

"I... I'm a little scared."

"afraid of what?"

Yi Katie was a little overwhelmed, this was the first time she felt such emotions from Lin Hui.

"My roommate is crazy."

Lin Hui whispered, his voice dry.

"Well, I know that too."

"It's about Tang Fulin."

Tang Fulin was photographed when he threw himself into the lake, and everyone in the profession heard about it.

"Well, it turns out that people can be so fragile."

"I'm very scared. I'm afraid that one day, I will suddenly go crazy and become like that."

Lin Hui's voice trembled, but he still had lingering fears.

"nothing."

"Don't be silly."

Yi Katie put her hand on his back, hesitated for a while, and patted him lightly to calm his emotions.

"You'll be fine."

"Be optimistic and positive, don't always accept negativity."

"Keep a good attitude and you'll be fine."

As she spoke, she held Lin Hui's head and stroked it gently.

It's really rare for Lin Hui to show his fragility in front of her.

In Yi Kaiti's warm embrace, Lin Hui found a little sense of security.

He pressed his face against her chest, enjoying her comfort.

In his cognition, the girl who always seeks his comfort and acts like a baby to him.

Even one day, she will become a woman he can trust and rely on.

It's a wonderful feeling.

Lin Hui liked her hug very much, and in Yi Katie, he truly felt a kind of brilliance that originated from motherhood.

……

After Tang Fulin left, everyone's life has not changed in any way.

When other students in the same class mention his name, they may have to spend a lot of effort to recall who is Tang Fulin.

The relationship between college classmates is relatively weak. Even if you are about to graduate, there will still be many people in the class who have not said a word.

Therefore, everyone only mentions Tang Fulin after dinner and when they can't find anything to talk about.

When we chatted, we also used "the student who committed suicide by throwing himself into the lake". I didn't know his name was Tang Fulin.

After a while, no one will mention it, and no one will remember it.

Gongsun Jin didn't mention him much.

On Friday evening, as usual, he went to school to pick up his younger sister from school, Lingzi and Mengmeng also followed.

The two gluttonous little girls ate and ate all kinds of things along the way.

Mutton skewers, Mala Tang, ramen, ice cream...

Zhuang Xiaomeng won't let Yuyu eat, and Yuyu will run to Gongsun Jin's side, hugging his arm and acting like a baby.

No way, Gongsun Jin just followed the two snacks and paid for it.

Therefore, Yuyu and Shu'er like him very much.

Besides, Gongsun Jin doesn't like to go shopping with Zhuang Xiaomeng and Zhong Lingzi anymore.

Because it takes a long time for them to enter the store to try on clothes, and it is very tiring to go shopping with them.

So he prefers to take his two younger sisters to eat and eat like the zombies in Plants vs. Zombies.

When passing by the toy store, Gongsun Jin and Zhong Shuer's footsteps naturally slowed down.

The two, one big and one small, looked at the 40cm-high S-class dinosaur Transformers steel cable displayed in the closet, and their eyes were full of love.

"Brother, I really like this."

Zhong Shu'er hugged Gongsun Jin's arm again, and blinked.

Her character actually doesn't like acting like a baby, but after seeing Yuyu Bailing, she also hugged Gongsun Jin's arm.

"My brother likes it too."

Gongsun Jin smiled lightly, went into the store and bought the steel cable, also bought the Royal Enemy and Skyfire Optimus Prime, the doll of Marvel Iron Man, the figure of Eva's first unit, the Unicorn No. [-] unit Phoenix and Flying Wing change.

Boys are born with an almost paranoid fascination with machinery.

Playing Transformers with his sister, Gongsun Jin didn't hate it.

After Zhong Lingzi came back from shopping, she saw her younger sister holding a big Transformers box and smiled happily.

Then puffed out his cheeks, a little angry, and glared at his sister.

"Are you pestering brother to buy you toys again?"

"Didn't I just buy it for you two days ago?"

Zhong Shu'er stuck out her tongue and hid behind Gongsun Jin.

"I like it myself, I bought it for myself to play with."

Gongsun Jin smiled softly.

"Why do you always spoil her?"

"You can't spoil her."

Zhong Lingzi looked at Gongsun Jin, pouted, complaining a bit.

The girls are always very slow to buy things, and then they went to several stores one after another to buy down jackets for winter.

Lingzi didn't buy much for herself, they were all for Gongsun Jin and her younger sister.

Shu'er is growing fast, the clothes she bought last year are a little too small this year, so she needs to get new ones.

Yuyu saw that Shu'er had new clothes, so she asked Zhuang Xiaomeng why she didn't buy them for herself.

Zhuang Xiaomeng just stretched out his hand and rubbed her head, saying that the clothes she had worn in the past two years are still fit, and she will buy new clothes when she grows taller.

By the time I got home, it was already getting late, the street lights were feasting, and the neon lights had a feeling of "scattered flowers gradually becoming charming eyes".

“I really want to eat hot pot!”

Yuyu looked at the steaming shop on the side of the street, rubbing her cheeks without blinking her eyes.

"Okay, my brother will cook hot pot tonight."

Gongsun Jin took his sister's hand and agreed without hesitation.

"Hey, I like my brother the most!"

"You just know how to eat, look at the meat on your face, little fat girl."

Zhuang Xiaomeng reached out and pinched his sister's cheek.

"It's cute with more meat."

Gongsun Jin smiled and was walking, with a hint of coolness on the tip of his nose.

He reached out and touched it, and could feel a cool breath, which quickly melted into his fingertips.

Looking up, in the dim light, there are white dust dancing all over the sky.

"It's snowing."

When Gongsun Jin was very young, he thought that all the places in the world would snow together.

Until I learned a line of poetry.

"When the sun rises in the east and rains in the west, the Tao is not sunny but sunny."

Later, I learned from Brother Xun that "the joys and sorrows of human beings are not connected, I just think they are noisy".

Later, I realized that the world is snowed separately, and each has its own darkness and brightness.

(End of this chapter)