The Life of a Fool in a Siheyuan

Chapter 53 An inner monologue from a street-fighting author
I know it’s hard to agree with everyone. Some readers may like the author’s humble work, while others may dismiss it, and some may not even read it. Life is full of different situations, and individuals have their own opinions. These are human nature, and life is full of consequences. Eighty-nine years of unsatisfactory life are actually a true reflection of life.

I was in a low mood today and drank a lot. I wrote this post because of my feelings. It tells about the psychological journey of a street-fighting author.
As a desperate author, I have a lot of bitterness and sighs in my heart. No one reads or comments on my writing, and no readers like it. It is very difficult for a person to write a good story silently. The frustration and powerlessness in my heart can only You can feel it yourself.

The torment of writing can only be experienced by myself. As an author who hits the street, he pays attention to his collection all the time to see if any readers have added to the bookshelf. If the data is zero, the loss is really indescribable .

Although I am a slut, my writing skills are not good, and the plot setting of the story is average, but I firmly believe that no matter whether my writing is good or not, I will make my story complete perfectly.
I will live up to the readers who insist on reading my writing. No matter whether my results are good or bad, I will persevere and will not let my story be eunuch. This is the professional ethics of an author.

Although I am very ordinary, I follow that persistence and simple psychology in my heart. I cannot be sorry to the readers who like to read my writing. No matter when, where or why, I will never be a eunuch. Bad ending,

This is the author's big promise to readers here, and it is also the author's principles and ideas for dealing with people.

The birth of a novel, no matter whether its quality is good or bad, whether its content is exciting or not, the content contains the author's personal emotions. I am a sentimental person.
I always subconsciously substitute my own emotions, like many people, I also think what you think is wrong, and I also think what you think is wrong, after all, I am just an ordinary person.

I know that my writing is not good, and I don’t have the foreshadowing and plotting ability of a great author, but I will also write my own story with my heart. I have never perfunctory everyone, and I work hard to write a satisfactory story.

To be frank and honest, writing novels is to make money, to live a better life, and to face the difficulties of life. After all, except for those born with a golden key in their mouth, whose life will be smooth?

The author's family background may be much worse than yours. The author is a physical worker, and he simply earns extra money by writing articles. Every family has hard-to-read scriptures. It is inconvenient for the author to say more here.
The author is just a person who is struggling in the face of the difficulties of life, and writing is just to open up a way out. I will also carefully accept the suggestions from every reader and seriously improve my writing so that everyone can have a good reading experience. ,
I am not writing this post to complain, nor am I pretending to be pitiful to win sympathy. Although the author is poor, I still don’t bother to do this. My grandma told me since I was a child that you must have backbone even if you are poor. I would rather die standing than kneeling.

I am writing this just to tell everyone that the author’s most simple idea of ​​writing is just to make money, to live better, and to have people read the text.

At the same time, I also hope that if the author writes well, I hope you will collect more and give me more suggestions, give me affirmation and motivation, and give me a direction for progress and spiritual sustenance.

If you think the author's writing is not good, please correct me. The author will definitely make corrections, get rid of bad habits, improve his writing skills, and write his own stories well.

Finally, thank you for your support and affirmation here. I would like to thank every reader who reads the author's novels. No matter your comments are good or bad, appreciation or criticism, the author will accept them with humility. Thank you for your company.

Thank you and inner monologue from a street author. Thank you. I am really grateful for your subscription and support. Thank you all.

(End of this chapter)