My girlfriend is only cute
Chapter 14 Past and Future
Chapter 14 Past and Future
Memories are a wonderful thing. They live in the past and exist in the present, but they can subtly affect the future.
It was a period of time before the high school entrance examination in the third grade of junior high school.
At that time, every student who hoped to be admitted to a key high school and have a bright future was reviewing day and night. Chi Yuluo was also one of them, but her reasons were a little different from most people.
She did not study hard to go to a better high school, but because of an agreement with her friends.
As for whether she can go to a good university, she doesn't really care.
After all, Chi Yuluo had always been a happy-go-lucky optimist before then, and he didn't have any big goals, such as making a lot of money, living in a villa and driving a luxury car, going in and out with beautiful men and so on.
The longing for the future is nothing more than being satisfied with the occasional small surprises.
Of course, Chi Yuluo's ideal happiness is not just ordinary, but also requires her mother, lover, and friends to gather around her - she is a person who is very afraid of loneliness and isolation.
mid March.
The 62-day countdown, the girl came to the classroom with the best spirit as usual, and greeted every classmate she met with an innocent smile. Even though it was raining heavily outside, it did not affect her mood at all.
"Good morning, Li Li."
A voice as clear as a bell and as sweet as honey rang in the classroom full of endorsements. The girl being greeted was called Li Ying. She was Chi Yuluo's deskmate and best friend.
".morning"
Li Ying finished speaking in a low voice and looked away. She didn't pay attention to Chi Yuluo until she put down her schoolbag and sat down. She didn't even look at her, which made Chi Yuluo feel a little strange.
"What's wrong? Are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere?" Chi Yuluo asked with concern, "Does your stomach hurt again? Wait a minute, I've brought medicine!"
Li Ying opened her mouth to speak but stopped, her expression seemed speechless and impatient, her brows always furrowed.
She pulled a stool to put some distance between herself and Chi Yuluo, and said displeasedly:
"No, stop it. The teacher is here."
The whole morning, Chi Yuluo couldn't say a complete sentence to Li Ying.
Because the senior high school entrance examination was coming up, Chi Yuluo didn't want to disturb others casually during class time, even if it wasn't for himself, he had to think about his friends, and when the class was over, the other party either wanted to catch up on sleep or had to ask the teacher questions.
He didn't even give him a chance to go to the toilet, which might cause Chi Yuluo to ask "Let's go together."
Chi Yuluo was anxious and wanted to ask other students in the class, but for some reason, everyone seemed to have agreed upon it and didn't like her very much.
She didn't interact with boys very much, and she didn't know many of them, so she didn't talk to them. Girls basically found excuses to change the subject or simply ignored her.
Strange, today is not her birthday either
On the way home, Chi Yuluo lowered her head and thought about whether she had done something bad recently to make everyone unhappy. When school was over, Li Ying left with other girlfriends without waiting for her to finish cleaning.
Students from the same school passed by her one by one, and there would be whispers echoing in her ears from time to time, as well as piercing gazes.
Thinking of the strange looks his classmates looked at him in the morning, a bad premonition arose in his heart.
Chi Yuluo couldn't hear what they were talking about, but it felt awful.
Let her just want to speed up and escape from here.
Back at the noodle shop, Chi Yuluo rushed up to the attic without even eating lunch, threw herself on her bed, and took out her mobile phone from under the pillow. Since she couldn't ask face to face, she asked in the group.
Thinking of this, Chi Yuluo clicked on Penguin. As the page flashed, her breath froze, her pupils suddenly shrank, and her heart began to beat crazily as blood rushed to her brain.
The class group without a teacher, the behind-the-scenes group at last year's New Year's Eve party, only belonged to her and her girlfriends in the small group, except for the year group and the school group, everyone was discussing one thing
[How dare she come to school? 】
【Playing with real flowers】
[I’m really lucky to have this best friend]
[You can’t usually tell that she is a social girl]
[Don't say it in the group, people are also there, the influence is not good]
[What are you afraid of? Why don’t you dare to say something if you dare to do it? 】
【.】
The record also included two flash photos. Chi Yuluo clenched his palms tightly, and his nails pressed against his palms, causing pain.
The photo stayed there for a few seconds and then was destroyed by the system.
Inside is a scantily clad woman with coquettish heavy makeup, a wine glass in her hand, and a man with a lewd smile on his face, with a neon dance floor in the background.
Chi Yuluo knew this person, and he was Li Ying's ex-boyfriend.
Some time ago when they broke up, the man blocked them on the small road in front of the school. Later, it was Chi Yuluo who stood in front of Li Ying and said that he would call the police, which frightened the gangsters away.
I remember that before they fled in embarrassment, they cursed Chi Yuluo for being nosy and threatened to call someone to mess with her.
This kind of spirited young man dropped out of junior high school to join the society. He dressed in trendy clothes, swayed his hair with a pot lid and couldn't be targeted by snipers. He turned on a will-o'-the-wisp every three days and buzzed in public, thinking he was handsome. He bullied the weak and was afraid of the strong. Loves calling people.
Chi Yuluo has seen a lot, so naturally he is not afraid.
but
She gritted her teeth, tried hard to suppress the tears that were about to burst out from her eyes, and clicked on the next flash photo.
It's still the same style, the same men and women, and the woman is still being fucked into her face.
Although the technique is clumsy, under the influence of lighting, it is impossible to tell that it is P at first glance.
This may be the reason why the other party only sent flash photos, and hypocritically explained that he was a classmate and did not want such photos to spread. [Knowing people, knowing face but not knowing heart, I can only say that she has good acting skills. Anyway, there is not much left, so forget it, everyone, stop talking, and no one will be responsible for failing to pass the exam because of this mentality. 】
The group chat ended with a long short composition by Li Yingfa. Chi Yuluo read two lines and then turned off the screen. She lay on the bed and stared at the ceiling blankly.
She didn't think about anything, or in other words, she didn't want to think about anything. Her thoughts were floating and wandering in disorder, as if they had been shattered.
why.
She didn't understand why Li Ying would say that, and why other girlfriends would post that unnecessary photo in the group. Aren't they good friends? What's the point of doing this.
Not her. Not her.
She didn't even know how to explain the photos. Maybe even if she could explain clearly, she was about to take the senior high school entrance examination, and no one else was interested in eating old melons again.
The atmosphere in the class said it all, she was isolated.
Moreover, Li Ying and the others treated her so well in the past, Chi Yuluo didn't dare or didn't want to for a while, and in the last few dozen days, both sides were hurt.
Now that things have come to this, someone is going to get hurt.
forget it.
Think of it as repaying them for their previous efforts?
It doesn't matter if it's her or not, no one will remember it in the future anyway, they'll go their separate ways after the high school entrance exam, right?
However, she still wanted to know the reason why Li Ying did this.
Tangled, unwilling, afraid, angry, and doubtful, all kinds of emotions were intertwined together, like chains extending out of the mud, eroding Chi Yuluo's heart.
She finally made the decision and quit all group chats, as if her actions had acquiesced that the rumors were true.
When I went to school the next day, I used my mother’s old cosmetics to dress myself up unskilledly.
As he swaggered into the classroom under everyone's disdainful gaze, the smile of the past was gone from his face, replaced by an aura that said no strangers should enter.
The matter really did not continue to ferment. After the heat passed, no one discussed her anymore. The price was that the rumors became imprinted on the girl and no one approached her again.
Until the high school entrance examination is over, the contact information of all classmates and former friends, including Li Ying, is deleted, and the student enters a new high school.
Chi Yuluo found that he seemed to be out of trouble. It turned out that it was so difficult to talk to people face to face.
Haha, not sad, at least I can make friends online.
Don't worry about them knowing who you are. As long as your tone is kind and no one is offended, you don't have to worry about them looking at you differently.
There is no difference in treatment, even if no one cares, as long as you send two emoticons or a dirty picture, there will always be a reply.
For people who have never met in person, they won't be very sad even if they don't contact them one day.
After only three years of high school, I can leave this city for college.
No one will ever know me again.
Just get over it.
Um.
forget it.
The next morning.
Chi Yuluo opened her hazy sleepy eyes and found that the pillow was slightly wet.I forgot to turn off the desk lamp last night, and it was a bit dazzling on my face.
After gathering herself, she went downstairs to wash up and brush her teeth. The corner of her eye paused for a moment on the row of cosmetics beside the sink.
Finally decided to just wear lipstick.
I simply combed my hair into a high ponytail as required by the school. Because I wasn't too hungry, I went out without breakfast. Before I left, I saw a bag of grapefruit piled next to the curtain. I asked my mother and found out that it was Qin Shi'e who sent it yesterday. .
Just when I almost bumped into her, there was still a little mist in the air outside, and the weather in December was getting colder and colder, but Chi Yuluo's heart felt warm now.
Don't make him angry, be obedient, try to give him the best, if he knows what happened to me before, just explain it seriously, he will definitely listen and everything will be fine.
"Hi, Chi Yuluo." While waiting at the traffic light on the roadside, he was unexpectedly patted on the back. Chi Yuluo curled up and turned around.
The boy in a white school uniform was smiling at her. He didn't wear glasses today.
"Qin, Qin Shi'e." Chi Yuluo tried to call out his name continuously, but she was still a little uncomfortable. Qin Shi'e didn't care at all, but was surprised by her reaction.
"Do you live here?"
"No, no, I just happened to pass by."
"Oh, then why don't you come with me to buy breakfast? Please, I know a delicious shop. I bought the noodles there yesterday afternoon."
"Okay, okay."
Chi Yuluo lowered her head, Qin Shi'e pulled her by the sleeves, and followed the way she came.
Go back again.
(Please give me a monthly ticket and collect it~)
(End of this chapter)
Memories are a wonderful thing. They live in the past and exist in the present, but they can subtly affect the future.
It was a period of time before the high school entrance examination in the third grade of junior high school.
At that time, every student who hoped to be admitted to a key high school and have a bright future was reviewing day and night. Chi Yuluo was also one of them, but her reasons were a little different from most people.
She did not study hard to go to a better high school, but because of an agreement with her friends.
As for whether she can go to a good university, she doesn't really care.
After all, Chi Yuluo had always been a happy-go-lucky optimist before then, and he didn't have any big goals, such as making a lot of money, living in a villa and driving a luxury car, going in and out with beautiful men and so on.
The longing for the future is nothing more than being satisfied with the occasional small surprises.
Of course, Chi Yuluo's ideal happiness is not just ordinary, but also requires her mother, lover, and friends to gather around her - she is a person who is very afraid of loneliness and isolation.
mid March.
The 62-day countdown, the girl came to the classroom with the best spirit as usual, and greeted every classmate she met with an innocent smile. Even though it was raining heavily outside, it did not affect her mood at all.
"Good morning, Li Li."
A voice as clear as a bell and as sweet as honey rang in the classroom full of endorsements. The girl being greeted was called Li Ying. She was Chi Yuluo's deskmate and best friend.
".morning"
Li Ying finished speaking in a low voice and looked away. She didn't pay attention to Chi Yuluo until she put down her schoolbag and sat down. She didn't even look at her, which made Chi Yuluo feel a little strange.
"What's wrong? Are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere?" Chi Yuluo asked with concern, "Does your stomach hurt again? Wait a minute, I've brought medicine!"
Li Ying opened her mouth to speak but stopped, her expression seemed speechless and impatient, her brows always furrowed.
She pulled a stool to put some distance between herself and Chi Yuluo, and said displeasedly:
"No, stop it. The teacher is here."
The whole morning, Chi Yuluo couldn't say a complete sentence to Li Ying.
Because the senior high school entrance examination was coming up, Chi Yuluo didn't want to disturb others casually during class time, even if it wasn't for himself, he had to think about his friends, and when the class was over, the other party either wanted to catch up on sleep or had to ask the teacher questions.
He didn't even give him a chance to go to the toilet, which might cause Chi Yuluo to ask "Let's go together."
Chi Yuluo was anxious and wanted to ask other students in the class, but for some reason, everyone seemed to have agreed upon it and didn't like her very much.
She didn't interact with boys very much, and she didn't know many of them, so she didn't talk to them. Girls basically found excuses to change the subject or simply ignored her.
Strange, today is not her birthday either
On the way home, Chi Yuluo lowered her head and thought about whether she had done something bad recently to make everyone unhappy. When school was over, Li Ying left with other girlfriends without waiting for her to finish cleaning.
Students from the same school passed by her one by one, and there would be whispers echoing in her ears from time to time, as well as piercing gazes.
Thinking of the strange looks his classmates looked at him in the morning, a bad premonition arose in his heart.
Chi Yuluo couldn't hear what they were talking about, but it felt awful.
Let her just want to speed up and escape from here.
Back at the noodle shop, Chi Yuluo rushed up to the attic without even eating lunch, threw herself on her bed, and took out her mobile phone from under the pillow. Since she couldn't ask face to face, she asked in the group.
Thinking of this, Chi Yuluo clicked on Penguin. As the page flashed, her breath froze, her pupils suddenly shrank, and her heart began to beat crazily as blood rushed to her brain.
The class group without a teacher, the behind-the-scenes group at last year's New Year's Eve party, only belonged to her and her girlfriends in the small group, except for the year group and the school group, everyone was discussing one thing
[How dare she come to school? 】
【Playing with real flowers】
[I’m really lucky to have this best friend]
[You can’t usually tell that she is a social girl]
[Don't say it in the group, people are also there, the influence is not good]
[What are you afraid of? Why don’t you dare to say something if you dare to do it? 】
【.】
The record also included two flash photos. Chi Yuluo clenched his palms tightly, and his nails pressed against his palms, causing pain.
The photo stayed there for a few seconds and then was destroyed by the system.
Inside is a scantily clad woman with coquettish heavy makeup, a wine glass in her hand, and a man with a lewd smile on his face, with a neon dance floor in the background.
Chi Yuluo knew this person, and he was Li Ying's ex-boyfriend.
Some time ago when they broke up, the man blocked them on the small road in front of the school. Later, it was Chi Yuluo who stood in front of Li Ying and said that he would call the police, which frightened the gangsters away.
I remember that before they fled in embarrassment, they cursed Chi Yuluo for being nosy and threatened to call someone to mess with her.
This kind of spirited young man dropped out of junior high school to join the society. He dressed in trendy clothes, swayed his hair with a pot lid and couldn't be targeted by snipers. He turned on a will-o'-the-wisp every three days and buzzed in public, thinking he was handsome. He bullied the weak and was afraid of the strong. Loves calling people.
Chi Yuluo has seen a lot, so naturally he is not afraid.
but
She gritted her teeth, tried hard to suppress the tears that were about to burst out from her eyes, and clicked on the next flash photo.
It's still the same style, the same men and women, and the woman is still being fucked into her face.
Although the technique is clumsy, under the influence of lighting, it is impossible to tell that it is P at first glance.
This may be the reason why the other party only sent flash photos, and hypocritically explained that he was a classmate and did not want such photos to spread. [Knowing people, knowing face but not knowing heart, I can only say that she has good acting skills. Anyway, there is not much left, so forget it, everyone, stop talking, and no one will be responsible for failing to pass the exam because of this mentality. 】
The group chat ended with a long short composition by Li Yingfa. Chi Yuluo read two lines and then turned off the screen. She lay on the bed and stared at the ceiling blankly.
She didn't think about anything, or in other words, she didn't want to think about anything. Her thoughts were floating and wandering in disorder, as if they had been shattered.
why.
She didn't understand why Li Ying would say that, and why other girlfriends would post that unnecessary photo in the group. Aren't they good friends? What's the point of doing this.
Not her. Not her.
She didn't even know how to explain the photos. Maybe even if she could explain clearly, she was about to take the senior high school entrance examination, and no one else was interested in eating old melons again.
The atmosphere in the class said it all, she was isolated.
Moreover, Li Ying and the others treated her so well in the past, Chi Yuluo didn't dare or didn't want to for a while, and in the last few dozen days, both sides were hurt.
Now that things have come to this, someone is going to get hurt.
forget it.
Think of it as repaying them for their previous efforts?
It doesn't matter if it's her or not, no one will remember it in the future anyway, they'll go their separate ways after the high school entrance exam, right?
However, she still wanted to know the reason why Li Ying did this.
Tangled, unwilling, afraid, angry, and doubtful, all kinds of emotions were intertwined together, like chains extending out of the mud, eroding Chi Yuluo's heart.
She finally made the decision and quit all group chats, as if her actions had acquiesced that the rumors were true.
When I went to school the next day, I used my mother’s old cosmetics to dress myself up unskilledly.
As he swaggered into the classroom under everyone's disdainful gaze, the smile of the past was gone from his face, replaced by an aura that said no strangers should enter.
The matter really did not continue to ferment. After the heat passed, no one discussed her anymore. The price was that the rumors became imprinted on the girl and no one approached her again.
Until the high school entrance examination is over, the contact information of all classmates and former friends, including Li Ying, is deleted, and the student enters a new high school.
Chi Yuluo found that he seemed to be out of trouble. It turned out that it was so difficult to talk to people face to face.
Haha, not sad, at least I can make friends online.
Don't worry about them knowing who you are. As long as your tone is kind and no one is offended, you don't have to worry about them looking at you differently.
There is no difference in treatment, even if no one cares, as long as you send two emoticons or a dirty picture, there will always be a reply.
For people who have never met in person, they won't be very sad even if they don't contact them one day.
After only three years of high school, I can leave this city for college.
No one will ever know me again.
Just get over it.
Um.
forget it.
The next morning.
Chi Yuluo opened her hazy sleepy eyes and found that the pillow was slightly wet.I forgot to turn off the desk lamp last night, and it was a bit dazzling on my face.
After gathering herself, she went downstairs to wash up and brush her teeth. The corner of her eye paused for a moment on the row of cosmetics beside the sink.
Finally decided to just wear lipstick.
I simply combed my hair into a high ponytail as required by the school. Because I wasn't too hungry, I went out without breakfast. Before I left, I saw a bag of grapefruit piled next to the curtain. I asked my mother and found out that it was Qin Shi'e who sent it yesterday. .
Just when I almost bumped into her, there was still a little mist in the air outside, and the weather in December was getting colder and colder, but Chi Yuluo's heart felt warm now.
Don't make him angry, be obedient, try to give him the best, if he knows what happened to me before, just explain it seriously, he will definitely listen and everything will be fine.
"Hi, Chi Yuluo." While waiting at the traffic light on the roadside, he was unexpectedly patted on the back. Chi Yuluo curled up and turned around.
The boy in a white school uniform was smiling at her. He didn't wear glasses today.
"Qin, Qin Shi'e." Chi Yuluo tried to call out his name continuously, but she was still a little uncomfortable. Qin Shi'e didn't care at all, but was surprised by her reaction.
"Do you live here?"
"No, no, I just happened to pass by."
"Oh, then why don't you come with me to buy breakfast? Please, I know a delicious shop. I bought the noodles there yesterday afternoon."
"Okay, okay."
Chi Yuluo lowered her head, Qin Shi'e pulled her by the sleeves, and followed the way she came.
Go back again.
(Please give me a monthly ticket and collect it~)
(End of this chapter)
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