I really don't want to be her world

Chapter 19.
"The vehicle starts, please sit still and hold on. The stop ahead is south of the Zhaijie intersection."

In the bus, the voice of the female announcer rang out.

"I got out of the car just ahead."

Sitting in the back row with Yuan Shu, Tang Yimeng suddenly stood up and said.

"Slow down the road."

Yuan Shu helped her hold the handle and said.

The car door opened, and Tang Yimeng, who was walking down, waved to Yuan Shu. The slight tilt of his head and glance back, for some reason, made the young man suddenly feel like he was being hit.

Watching the girl's figure disappear under the dim street lights, Yuan Shu felt an emotion called loss gradually arise in his heart. The feeling was very subtle and disappeared without a trace in just a moment.

He wanted to look outside through the narrow glass in the back row, but the bus quickly left the platform. Yuan Shu noticed that the scene behind was gradually blocked by the high-hanging blue sign. He breathed softly and started again. He sat back in his seat.

He actually didn't talk much with Tang Yimeng along the way. The two of them just sat side by side without saying anything, but Yuan Shu felt that he would be very at ease and happy when she sat next to him, and he would feel a little regretful when she got off the car.

"What's wrong with me?"

Yuan Ge sighed softly and closed his eyes. The drunkenness after drinking made him dazed for some reason. He didn't drink much, but he could always feel that his face was slightly hot, and his forehead seemed to be burning. There were signs of something beating. This beating followed the bumps of the bus and slowly rose and fell rhythmically, as if someone was gently tapping his forehead with a rubber band.

He shook his head. During the period of getting along, Yuan Shu knew that Tang Yimeng was not his type, but for some reason, he just didn't want to admit it in his heart. He always felt that once he admitted it, it would be like a fig leaf to cover up the ruthless The opening is normal.

But admit that you like her, but you feel there is nothing to like; but admit that you don't like her, and feel that she will be very lost and unhappy as soon as she leaves her side, and you always want to find some unlucky person to vent your anger on.

Maybe... I just pity her?
Yuan Shu said silently in his heart that he felt very sorry for this girl. Is it worth forcing himself like this for a seven-year love?

Maybe it's worth it. Don't advise others to be kind without their suffering. To be honest, Yuan Shu has never experienced what it feels like to love someone for seven years. It is said that a fish forgets for seven seconds, but... can a person trap himself for seven years? ?

After all, he is a stupid young boy who has never even been in love. Yuan Shu is still self-aware of himself. Perhaps it is precisely because he has never been in love that he is connected with Tang Yimeng in an unusual way. When we get together, there will be this strange feeling, just like he doesn't regard Pang Xiyuan as a woman, and she doesn't regard herself as a man. In the beginning, maybe there was this weird psychology at work. .

Anyway, Yuan Shu would never stick to a girl for so many years. That would be too unrealistic. Take Jiang Mengchen as an example. The person he likes will indeed have a crush on him at the beginning, but once he is sure of his feelings, he must say it out. Otherwise, silently guarding him for a lifetime is something that Yuan Shu cannot do. It is too unrealistic. Moreover, before rebirth, this kind of behavior of licking Doug is really unacceptable.

After returning home, Tang Yimeng greeted his parents, sat in the living room and chatted together, then put on his pajamas and returned to his cabin. It was not necessarily his own cabin because the home was not too big, so Tang Yimeng Yimeng's bedroom does not have its own independent privacy like other girls.

Huhahuha!

A delicate-looking little Shiba Inu came over with a squeak in his mouth, and his little paws slapped on the wooden floor, making a cute clack-clack sound.

With his paws on the edge of the bed sheet with the pink little monster pattern, Tang Yimeng couldn't put it down and touched the soft head of the little Shiba Inu. He happily picked it up and gave it a kiss.

"You're here, Rongrong, oh, it's so heavy."

Tang Yimeng held Rongrong in his arms with some difficulty. Is this little guy getting fat again?

Fluffy wagged her tail happily, licked Tang Yimeng several times, and rubbed against her excitedly.

"Hahaha, it's tickling, Fluffy!"

Tang Yimeng let out a clear and childish laugh.

Just like that, one person and one dog started playing happily on the bed.

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Today, Yuan Shu did not go back to his home, but chose to live with his grandparents. He remembered that his grandparents had a piece of particularly large Hetian jade, and he wanted to have a look at it on the spur of the moment.

Before his rebirth, Yuan Shu, who fell in love with jade and jade treasures, originally wanted to use the little appraisal skills he had learned to look at the objects in his grandparents' house. However, because the elderly did not pay much attention to these things that were not valuable in their time, so I don’t know where I put it. From what Grandpa said, it might have been thrown away when cleaning the house.

When Yuan Shu heard these words, he felt very distressed. You must know that those ornaments should be very valuable. At that time, especially the emerald sapphire, smoky purple jade and green jade, which are rare jade. When treasures are extremely scarce, the market price is at least 10,000+ hundreds of thousands.

It happened that the appraisal of jade and jade was mentioned tonight, so Yuan Shu thought about going back to his grandparents' house and rummaging around to see if he could find the huge piece of Hetian jade.

"I am back."

When he opened the door, Yuan Shu heard the barking of a dog in the house. He let out a light sigh, and his grandpa's loud and high-pitched shout also came out!
"What do you mean by calling it TM!"

"Woooo..."

Seeing the big white dog in front of him with his ears between his legs and wagging his tail crazily, Yuan Shu couldn't help but snicker, "Haha, I'll admit it in vain!"

Yuan Shu took advantage of the situation and rubbed Bai Bai's big furry head. Looking at the dog in front of him with his eyes half-closed and wagging his tail as if he was enjoying himself, the young man's eyes suddenly became moist for some unknown reason.

This big white dog is a Samoyed breed, and it is also a very beautiful and perfect Samoyed. Most Samoyeds have a standard little monkey face and a small face that does not grow when they are young, and they will still retain some contours when they grow up, because The body is too big, so the face looks very ugly, and the so-called "smiling angel" appearance is gone. But the Yuanshu family is different. This is a completely grown-up existence. It can be said that It is the type of Samoyed that is absolutely equally good-looking among the Samoyed breeds.

But unfortunately, Bai Bai passed away a few years before Yuan Shu was reborn. Although he died of natural old age, the relationship for more than ten years was not just talk after all. Just as Wu Laogou said, this dog Although it is a beast, it has human nature.

During the time when Bai Bai left, although Yuan Shu had no sad expression on his face, he always recalled in his dreams that he had a warm smile and that white swaying appearance as he flew across the broad, bright green lawn. The feeling makes you want to hold it in your arms and bury your head in the fur as white as snow, breathing hard and greedily.

Although he saw Bai Bai in his own memory world, Yuan Shu really felt that this was the real world, everything was so real, everything had temperature, his heart was beating, and his nose could smell a familiar smell, here· ··It’s heaven!
Looking at Bai Bai, who was wagging his tail and burying his head between his legs, and finally turned around and pointed his penis at himself, the warm smile on Yuan Shu's face seemed to be more intense. Seeing the dog, no matter what Any negative emotions you have in your heart will disappear instantly.

He knelt down and rubbed it against Bai Bai's face, and Bai Bai obviously liked the little master in front of him very much. He stretched out his big red tongue and licked Yuan Shu's face vigorously.

"Hahaha, okay, stop licking, why are you here in vain, grandpa?"

Yuan Shu couldn't stand being licked by the dog anymore. He couldn't stand the smell of the dog. He stood up laughing wildly, touched Bai Bai's head again, and let the dog rub his hair around his legs. Yuan Shu asked.

"Your aunt sent it this afternoon. It will be stored here for a while. She said it would relieve the boredom for me and your grandma. What kind of relief is this? Why should such a big guy send it to you to relieve the boredom? ?”

After saying that, Grandpa, who was tickling his back, pointed at Bai Bai and said displeasedly.

"Haha, relieve it."

Yuan Shu couldn't help laughing, rubbing his white head, then walked into the old couple's bedroom and shouted.

"grandmother!"

"Oh! Back?"

Grandma, who was sitting at the desk sewing clothes, almost fell off her nose with her reading glasses. She looked up suddenly and asked.

"Ang is back."

Yuan Shu nodded, then came to the living room and sat down.

"I heard your dad went to eat kebabs tonight. The food was pretty good?"

Grandpa sat on the chair with his arms folded, looked at Yuan Shu a few times, and asked.

"It's not bad. I ate a lot and drank some wine."

Yuanshu responded with a smile.

"Drinking beer with your classmates?"

Grandpa asked, scratching his back.

"correct."

Yuan Shu was noncommittal.

"This beer is not good. It's easy to gout if you eat it like this. You have to drink white wine. Later, my father and I will drink some white wine. You are eighteen now. It's time to drink some wine that men should drink."

Grandpa shook his head. If beer is not good, it will be too much for the stomach. It is not very interesting. If you drink, you have to drink white.

"Drinking liquor in this summer will make you sweat..."

Yuan Shu smiled with some shame.

"Hey, sweating is the right thing. Drinking makes your neck sweat, eating big chunks of meat and drinking heavily. That's what you call a man. Tomorrow I'll buy some peanuts and some mutton head meat. Your grandma will prepare some good dishes tonight. I have some good wine here, but you must have never drank it."

As he said that, grandpa smiled proudly and walked into the kitchen to look for something. Yuan Shu listened to the sounds coming from the kitchen and shook his head with a smile. Could it be that bar?

"Have you ever drank this wine?"

After a while, grandpa walked out holding a small wine jar.

"What kind of wine is this?"

Yuan Shu stood up and took it carefully from his grandfather's hand. He looked at the rough clay porcelain bottle and asked pretending not to know.

"This is called Laojiao, Zhang Family Laojiao."

Grandpa narrowed his eyes and said.

"I know. I've seen it in TV commercials before. It's said to be delicious."

Yuan Shu nodded.

"Yeah, this wine is very good. I'll try it tomorrow. And the alcohol content is not high, 38 degrees, so you should be fine."

Seeing Yuan Ge's interest in Laojiao, Grandpa smiled with satisfaction and put the bottle back.

(End of this chapter)