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Chapter 237 I Want to See You (First Arrival)

"It's a fate, a thought... that encircles you and me in a circle...,"

The afternoon sun shines into the bed room through the gaps in the blinds. Yi Huawei has opened his eyes and feels a slight sweat on the back of his neck, but he still lies on the bed and doesn't want to move.

The soft singing sound coming from the tape recorder on the bedside table floated in the small room, dispelling a bit of the sultry summer heat.

The furniture and decoration in the room revealed a strong nostalgic style. A brand-new 586 computer was very conspicuous on the table, but Yi Huawei, who was in a depressed mood, had no desire to turn it on.

Yi Huawei's depression started after he recognized the girl who woke him up the day before yesterday.

After waking up, Yi Huawei searched his original memory and found out that his current identity was Chen Siyuan.A boy who looks very similar to Tibetan Fox, a arrogant little kid who is still in junior high school, and that girl is none other than her original sister: Chen Yunru.

Uh~, the world Yi Huawei lives in now is the film and television world of "Want to See You".

This drama mainly tells the story of the hero and heroine traveling back and forth between 1998 and 2019 through a tape to find love for each other.

Let me make a rant first. This is where Yi Huawei is depressed.

The female protagonist Huang Yuxuan can time travel, the male protagonist Li Ziwei can also time travel, and even the perverted murderer Xie Zhiqi can time travel, but the three people who can time travel do nothing serious. The perverts just want to turn the original sister into a specimen, and none of the three of them is ambitious.

And Yi Huawei's current body does not have the ability to travel through time, and he is still a little kid. This makes Yi Huawei very embarrassed. Is it possible that his future goal is to dominate Houbi Middle School?

This time-traveling sadomasochism has nothing to do with who I am now. If it does, it has something to do with the original cheap sister Chen Yunru.

The female protagonist Huang Yuxuan and the male protagonist Wang Chuansheng were a pair of sweet lovers who had been together since college. They had been in love for seven years, but due to an accidental plane crash, Wang Chuansheng passed away.

(It was only Li Ziwei who was in love with Huang Yuxuan from the beginning to the end. When Li Ziwei had a car accident in 2010, he had already traveled into the body of Wang Quansheng, who committed suicide in [-].)
Huang Yuxuan, who became ill with longing, still refused to believe that Wang Quansheng had passed away.She has been unable to get out of this relationship, and she can never let go of this man in her heart. No matter in her daily life or in her dreams at night, she will always live in Wang Quansheng's shadow.

Although everyone believed that Wang Quansheng was dead, Huang Yuxuan often had the illusion that he was still around. For example, the taro cake she received on her birthday had the same flavor that Wang Quansheng would buy every year.

What made Huang Yuxuan even more devastated was that she found a photo of Wang Quansheng with another girl through the company's software called Similar Faces. The girl looked exactly the same as herself, but she was very sure that the person in the photo was not her. .

With such doubts, Huang Yuxuan received a mysterious gift, a box of Wubai tapes and an old Walkman.Plugging in the headphones and listening to the song, Huang Yuxuan's soul suddenly traveled through a tunnel in a trance. Through the way of the Walkman, the soul traveled to Chen Yunru in 1998, and met Li Ziwei, who looked exactly the same as Wang Quansheng.

(I have to say that such a time-travel triggering condition is quite... reasonable. After all, I have seen too many weird time-travel methods, and Wu Bai's tape plus obsession is quite serious.)
After a series of events, Huang Yuxuan discovered that Li Ziwei, the classmate Chen Yunru liked, was her boyfriend Wang Quansheng who died in a plane crash two years ago, so she fell in love with Li Ziwei again.

She wanted to change the past and save Wang Quansheng, Chen Yunru, and Li Ziwei who later died at the hands of the perverted murderer Xie Zhiqi, but she unexpectedly got involved in countless closed loops.

So he continued to work hard to find a way to travel through time. It was not until the third time that Huang Yuxuan's soul was locked in a small dark room, and the body was controlled by Chen Yunru who woke up.At this time, Li Ziwei had already fallen in love with Huang Yuxuan, who claimed to be from the future.

But Chen Yunru had an unrequited love for Li Ziwei, and hated her because everyone liked Huang Yuxuan's way of getting along with her through time travel.

So in order to feel the warmth that she had never felt before, Chen Yunru began to imitate Huang Yuxuan. However, she was exposed by Li Ziwei within a few days. Therefore, she lost herself, wanted to prove herself, and wanted an alternative to make people miss her. The way of death, and because she knew Xie Zhiqi's perverted obsession with her, she voluntarily accepted his injection to death.

As a result, on the night of February 1999, 14, Xie Zhiqi, who traveled through time in 2019, killed Chen Yunru.

(Xie Zhiqi also traveled back in time to 1998 and controlled the body of his brother Xie Zongru. He also brainwashed the young Xie Zhiqi and planned the murder plan. Therefore, the young Xie Zhiqi was bewitched by the grown-up Xie Zhiqi and grew up to become a perverted murderer. This is another story. A deadlock of which came first, the chicken or the egg...

Therefore, Xie Zhiqi’s timeline is also a loop. It is impossible to explain whether Xie Zhiqi had an obsession with Chen Yunru when he was a child, and then grew up to become the psychiatrist Xie Zhiqi’s obsession, or whether Xie Zhiqi in 2019 traveled back to 1998 to give This obsession was instilled in my childhood self. )
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Forget it, let’s forget about the plot. Speaking of Chen Yunru, in Yi Huawei’s view, Chen Yunru is quite pitiful.

Without Huang Yuxuan's time travel, Chen Yunru was just an ordinary 17-year-old high school student. She had lived in a family that valued boys over girls since she was a child. After her parents separated in junior high school, she and her younger brother lived with their mother.

Chen's mother was a bartender. Although Chen Yunru felt embarrassed, she would still help her hungover mother to bed to rest every morning.Then I asked my brother to get up, bought him breakfast, and cleaned his school uniform.

Chen Yunru has excellent academic performance, but she is taciturn because of her inferiority complex and has no friends.Wearing headphones every day, I go to school alone, get out of school alone, and go home alone.

She longed for love and attention, but her brother lost her temper and her classmates ignored her and even bullied her.Her parents were getting divorced, but they only cared about who would own her brother and ignored her existence.

She was a good daughter, a good sister, and a good student. She tried her best to shine and wanted others to discover her insignificant existence. But the answer she got was: No one in the world remembers me and no one cares about me.

(The original arrogant brother still cared about his sister. When his parents divorced, he chose to run away from home in order to let his parents pay attention to his sister. However, he was still young and the way of caring was wrong.)
She is eager to prove her existence from the attention and praise of others, and works hard for this purpose, thus ignoring the true meaning of her existence.

Until Huang Yuxuan's time travel, under Huang Yuxuan's background, Chen Yunru felt more and more that her existence was meaningless. Even when Li Ziwei fell in love with Huang Yuxuan, who was exactly like herself, Chen Yunru's sense of inferiority and frustration increased countless times.

The only person he relied on, the person who gave him a sense of security, fell in love with someone who was exactly the same as him but not himself. His tendency to suffer from depression turned into severe depression. When a person is hit, he also wants to die. From the beginning, He wants others to recognize his existence to the point where he commits suicide to prove his existence.

Some people say that Chen Yunru is selfish, but those who have analyzed the conversation between Mo Junjie and Chen Yunru after school will understand Chen Yunru's mentality.Chen Yunru was originally a sensitive, suspicious and fragile girl.Apart from the halo of Li Ziwei's protagonist, there is nothing wrong with Chen Yunru not accepting Mok Junjie. The reason why some viewers hate Chen Yunru is because Mok Junjie's wishful thinking aroused the audience's indignation.Because audiences don't like giving without getting anything in return, or even being ignored, that's why there is a saying that Chen Yunru is selfish and doesn't consider other people's feelings.

But imagine, you are a person with limited mobility, and you have two good friends around you. One is a person who used to have limited mobility and wants to get to know you, while the other one cares about you as a normal person without any colored glasses. , if it were you, which one would you empathize with more?

Imagine again, that person who once had mobility issues said he liked you, but stopped liking you when you became Huang Yuxuan, and had to make you become as mobility-impaired as before to like you... This does not mean that What Mo Junjie fell in love with was Chen Yunru's soul, because Mo Junjie never believed Huang Yuxuan's words from beginning to end.

What Chen Yunru wants is not for others to pity her or resonate with her, but to truly recognize her and not think there is anything wrong with her. However, Mo Junjie has never entered Chen Yunru's heart from the beginning.

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Yi Huawei was just thinking about where to start when he heard someone calling him.

"Chen Siyuan! Come down for a moment, come down quickly!"

Downstairs, a middle-aged woman dressed a little fancyly in a red shirt and colorful trousers shouted a few words. There was a hint of coo in her rough voice, and her standard Taiwanese Mandarin was very authentic.

"coming!"

Yi Huawei responded with some helplessness, rolled over from the wooden bed, and walked down the stairs in his slippers.

As soon as I came down the stairs, I saw the bad gambler who hadn't returned home for a long time, that is, my father was sitting on the sofa in the living room with Chen's mother, looking solemn.

Mother Chen saw Yi Huawei coming down and patted the seat next to her.While motioning for Yi Huawei to sit down, he said: "Siyuan, sit over here, your parents have something to say to you.

At the same time, Father Chen said, "Why are you sitting over there? Siyuan, come sit over here."

Yi Huawei stood in front of the two of them and looked at them without speaking. He was not used to speaking with this Taiwanese accent and always felt a little awkward.He didn't know what to say to them, so he could only look at them indifferently with a straight face as usual.

Father Chen and Mother Chen looked at each other. Mother Chen said to Father Chen, "You say it or should I say it?"

"I'll tell you!"

Father Chen turned his head and didn't even look at Mother Chen.

Father Chen looked at Yi Huawei and said, "Siyuan, I think you have grown up and you should be able to understand some things. Your mother and I have not lived together in these years. You should know the reason, right?"

Yi Huawei had no expression on his face. After a while, he nodded slowly.

Mother Chen said: "Actually, many things should have come to an end long ago, and we don't want to delay it any longer, so your dad and I decided to get a divorce today, but before that, we have to negotiate the custody of the child... "

Father Chen said, "No need to ask, Siyuan must be with me."

Chen's mother became anxious upon hearing this and immediately retorted: "When did Siyuan say he wanted to follow you?"

Father Chen sneered and said, "You don't want to think about what kind of job you are doing now? You want my son to live with a woman like you? What a joke! Of course Siyuan is with me!"

"You still have the nerve to say that?" Mother Chen's face turned red with anger: "If you hadn't owed a lot of debt and disappeared without a trace, would I need to do that kind of work?"

Father Chen was too lazy to continue arguing. He waved his hand and stood up and said, "Anyway, we have already agreed that each of us will take one of them. I will take Siyuan and you will take Yunru."

"Why do you have it? Have you taken care of them in the past few years? Siyuan is mine!" Not to be outdone, Mother Chen stood up and glared at Father Chen, refusing to give in.

Yi Huawei looked at his original father and said with a sullen face: "Don't you even ask me?"

Hearing that Yi Huawei's tone was wrong, Chen's father glanced at Yi Huawei, forced a smile and said, "Do you even need to ask? You and me are definitely better than her!"

"What about sister? Have you asked her?" Yi Huawei asked.

Chen's father immediately said: "She will definitely be willing to follow her mother."

"You should ask her first."

After Yi Huawei finished speaking, he turned around and walked up the stairs again, not looking back despite Chen's father yelling.

Lying back on the bed, Yi Huawei took out earplugs and plugged his ears so that he could no longer hear the quarrel between the two downstairs.

(End of this chapter)