Chapter 238 Want to see you (Part [-])

1998, Minquan Road, Central and Western District, Tainan City.

Record Shop No. 32.

"So close your eyes for the time being, and let my expectations float in the darkness..., you can step on my steps gently and softly..."

Wu Bai's st dance was playing on the radio, and the hoarse voice echoed in the small space. Combined with the sparse chirping of cicadas on the trees outside the house, it made people feel a little drowsy.

"Squeak~"

The door was pushed open, and two boys walked in. They looked at the girl shaking her head to the music, looked at each other, and couldn't help laughing.

The girl sitting behind the cashier had her eyes closed at this time, intoxicated by the music, gently shaking her head to the rhythm of the song, and she was still unaware that someone was in front of her.

The girl is not that stunningly beautiful, with simple ear-length hair, but her bare face and clean school uniform make her look particularly pure and cute.

"Classmate, I'm sorry...,"

"Dong dong~"

Seeing that the girl still didn't respond, the tall and lanky boy gently tapped his fingers on the counter table, waking up the girl who was immersed in the music.

The girl opened her eyes suddenly and found two young boys wearing the same high school uniform as her standing in front of her. The tall, thin and sunny boy standing in front was looking at her with interest, while the boy behind her A boy with thick eyebrows, big eyes and a gentle face with a watermelon head quickly turned his head when she opened her eyes.

The girl who felt her cheeks were slightly hot quickly lowered her head and pretended to look at the book to hide her embarrassment.

"Classmate..., did you hear what I was talking about?"

The tall and thin boy asked with a smile.

The shy girl felt her ears starting to feel hot, and she didn't dare to answer or look up at anyone.

Seeing the girl like this, the two boys laughed again.

"That song you just hummed... is pretty good." The tall and lanky boy pointed at the radio and continued, "Yes, yes, yes~, that's the song that's playing now. What's the name of it?"

The girl lowered her head and replied in an extremely quiet voice: "It's Wu Bai's st dance."

"I like this song very much. Where is this album? I want to buy it." The boy asked again.

"Over there..." She still lowered her head and pointed to the corner ahead: "Hmm~, the album is called "The End of Love"."

"Over there?"

The boy confirmed it and walked over.The gentle boy and the girl looked at each other and smiled shyly.

"Mo Junjie, come and look for her together." The tall and lanky boy waved to Wen Wen.The boy named Mo Junjie smiled at the girl, then walked over and started searching together.

"Ah~!"

The girl didn't pay attention to Mo Junjie. She lowered her head and said to herself, "When did they come? How embarrassing!"

Not long after, the boy came back: "Oh~, classmate, I can't find him."

"Then..., then it's out of stock." She finally raised her head and saw Mo Junjie looking pityful.

"out of stock?!"

The boy was about to say something, but the girl quickly took out a piece of paper from under the counter, took out a pen, and said to him: "Otherwise, please leave your name and phone number, and I will tell you after the goods arrive. "

"Keep it for you, keep it for you..., come and get it when notified."

The boy turned back, raised his delicate eyebrows at the companion behind him, pulled Mo Junjie over, and motioned for him to write. Mo Junjie looked at the girl, a little shy, and pulled the boy back: "It's not me who bought it. , I’ll keep it for you!”

"No idea...,...you are so useless!"

The boy gestured his little finger at Mo Junjie contemptuously.

Seeing his friend's pleading eyes, the boy looked unbearable. He turned around and picked up the note, quickly wrote his name and phone number on it, handed it to the girl with a smile and said, "Remember my name." ~, be sure to call me when the goods arrive!”

The handsome face under the messy and broken hair made the girl unable to take her eyes away. The smile was warm and full of sunshine.The girl's heart palpitated, but she was shy by nature and did not dare to smile back generously. She could only quickly lower her head and avoid the boy's sight.

"Let's go, little loser!"

The boy nodded towards the girl, pulled Mo Junjie away.After Mo Junjie closed the door, he reluctantly glanced at the girl before leaving with the boy.

The girl breathed a sigh of relief as she watched the two big boys laughing and playing as they left the record shop.He stood up and walked to the radio to rewind and play "The End of Love" again. He sat back on his chair, picked up the book and looked at the name written on it: Li Ziwei.

Thinking of Li Ziwei's sunny smile just now, the girl couldn't help but giggle.

"classmate!"

While she was giggling, a sudden voice startled the girl. She quickly put down her notebook and looked up, it was him again?It felt like the girl's little thoughts were suddenly discovered, and the girl was a little at a loss.

Li Ziwei still had a sunny look on his face and asked: "I'm sorry, I just forgot to ask,...what's your name?"

Did he come back specifically just to ask her name?

She was always so inconspicuous in the crowd. She never thought that anyone would notice her, and she was such a good-looking boy with such a bright smile.

"Chen Yunru...," Chen Yunru suppressed her heart and lowered her head, her voice sounding like a mosquito.

"what?"

Li Ziwei didn't hear clearly what she was saying.

Chen Yunru gritted her teeth, mustered up the courage to raise her head, looked directly into Li Ziwei's eyes, and slightly increased her volume: "My name is Chen Yunru!"

Chen Yunru clearly saw Li Ziwei smiling again.

At that moment, she felt that her gloomy life was being illuminated by sunshine for the first time.

After getting off work in the evening and returning home from her uncle's record store, Chen Yunru's heart was filled with Li Ziwei's smile.

Just thinking about that bright smile made Chen Yunru feel warm all over, and her heart could not calm down.

Sitting at the table, she opened her diary and wanted to write something. There were waves of indescribable emotions surging in her chest, but she couldn't write a single word.

A girl's feelings are always poetry, and she has no words to speak.

This inexplicably sweet heartbeat came too suddenly.

Finally, she closed the diary and fell onto the bed.

What happened last night seemed like a dream.Maybe, it's really just a dream.

The alarm bell rang on time at six o'clock, waking up the sleeping girl.Chen Yunru got up and changed into her school uniform as usual. After washing, she walked down the stairs to the living room. The black and white TV had been on for who knows how long. It was still on and continued to play the news:

"The residence of Huang Naixuan, deputy general manager of Yuanta Securities, who was shot to death in the early morning of the 26th, which is also the scene of the crime on Minsheng East Road, was particularly quiet in the morning. However, Huang Naixuan had been separated for many years and only came to the United States a few days ago..."

Chen Yunru turned off the TV series and looked at her mother, who couldn't help but sigh. Her mother was drunk again and collapsed on the sofa.The heavy makeup on her face had not yet been removed, and her leather bag and high heels were scattered beside the sofa.

Chen Yunru had become accustomed to seeing her drunk mother. She stepped forward to wake her up and wanted to help her back to the room.The mother, who was not yet fully awake, opened her eyes and leaned against Chen Yunru's thin body. She was half drunk and half awake and did not recognize her daughter. She forced a smile and said: "Dr. Lin, here you go again~! Another drink!" The smell of alcohol coming out of the room made Chen Yunru frown. She held her breath and helped her mother upstairs to settle down. The alarm in her brother's room rang again.

When I walked into my brother's room, I was about to wake him up. Unexpectedly, my brother who should have been lying on the bed at this time on weekdays was no longer there.

"Sister, I'm washing up, help me turn off the alarm clock."

Just when Chen Yunru was about to find someone, her younger brother's voice came from the bathroom.

"Oh~," although she was a little surprised by her brother's politeness today, Chen Yunru didn't think much about it. After pressing off the alarm clock, she shouted towards the bathroom:
"Hurry up. I've already bought breakfast for you. The uniforms I washed for you yesterday have also been dried. You can get up and have breakfast, and then you can go directly to class."

"OK, thanks!"

The voice of 'Chen Siyuan' came out again:

"Don't you have an early exam today? Go quickly and don't be late."

"Oh?! You... today?"

Chen Yunru walked to the bathroom door and wanted to say something, but she held back and turned and walked down the stairs.

...............

1998, Fengnan High School, Class [-], Grade [-].

The weather outside the window is warm and the breeze is not dry.

In the classroom, the teacher is lecturing:

"The topic we are going to talk about today is Mesopotamia and Mesopotamia..."

Mo Junjie was a little absent-minded and covered the hearing aids on his ears to block out the noisy sounds from the outside world.

He looked at the blackboard and glanced out the window from time to time, expecting that the girl would pass by in his mind from time to time.There was an impulse in his heart to tell the girl what was on his mind, but the habit he had developed for a long time still made him hold back on this ridiculous idea.

Feeling a little irritated, I looked around at the students who were listening attentively to the lecture. I casually tore off a piece of stationery and started to write:
Many times, I feel that the world is very noisy, so I can only cover my ears and use my eyes to understand the sounds of the world in the silence without any sound.

I know, I am very strange. No one in this world is like me. Until I met another equally strange girl in this world. In fact, I can’t say that I like her. I am just curious about how she makes me feel. Why is she so different from everyone else? no the same?
The first time I saw her was at school. At that time, she was wearing headphones and just walking by the classroom window. She seemed to be always hiding from the people around her, always hiding far away by herself.

I don’t know why, but when I saw her for the first time, I had a feeling in my heart that she was just like me, afraid of being discovered by others.

Every time I see her alone, I don't know why, but I seem to understand why she always lets herself be alone?It's because once, like her, I always felt that no one would understand me, no one would care about what I was thinking, and no matter how hard I shouted, no one would hear my voice.

But I know better than anyone else. In fact, I hope that there is someone who understands me and cares about what I am thinking. Even if I never speak, he can still hear my voice. I really want to be The person who can understand her, the person who cares about what she is thinking, but I don't know what to do. I often walk past the place where she works, but I never have the courage to go in.

It wasn't until Li Ziwei found out that time and he forced me in that I really started to get to know her, that is, you...
Chen Yunru,
I didn’t see you today, but I want to see you today.

I want to tell you,

I like you!

"What are you writing? Why are you smiling so stupidly?"

Li Ziwei turned to look at his friend, a little curious.

"No, it's nothing." Mo Junjie covered his hand on the letter, which made Li Ziwei even more curious. He stretched out his hand to grab it, but the teacher looked him in the eye.

"Li Ziwei! What are you doing again?!"

Mo Junjie took the opportunity to put the letter away and secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

...............

2003 years.

After the outbreak of nosocomial infection in Heping Hospital, Taiwan's epidemic prevention network seemed to have broken down. The epidemic spread across Taiwan instantly, causing a wave of panic.

At Taipei Airport, Li Ziwei, who had just gotten off the plane and walked out of the airport, looked at the empty airport, took off his mask, and felt the long-lost atmosphere.

After graduating from high school, Li Ziwei immigrated to Canada with his family and studied at a Canadian university.Three years have passed. The main purpose of risking his life this time was to visit Mo Junjie.

However, when he arrived at Tainan Prison, Mo Junjie refused his visit and told him through the prison guard that he would not need to come again and that he did not want to see anyone.

Li Ziwei left the Tainan Prison disappointed. After getting in the car, the cell phone in his pocket rang, and Li Ziwei picked up the phone casually.

The call came from his mother in Canada, who gave him a lot of advice and told him to wear a mask no matter where he went out.

After hanging up the phone, Li Ziwei was about to start the engine when he suddenly thought of something and reached out from his backpack to take out a Walkman. It was the one he and Mo Junjie gave to Chen Yunru. (Emphasis here, this is an important prop)
Li Ziwei stared at the Walkman in a daze, and the past came flooding back to him. Even now, he still doesn't want to believe that Mo Junjie would really do that kind of thing, but...

But Chen Yunru did die, just as she had predicted.She died on February 1999, 2, the night of New Year's Eve.

"So I close your eyes for the moment, and my expectations float in the darkness..."

Li Ziwei put on his headphones and pressed the play button on his Walkman. Familiar music came to his ears. The singing was still the same, but things had changed.

He listened to music while driving, and all the past memories of his youth came to mind one by one. The three of them went to eat smoothies together, helped Chen Siyuan together, watched the sunrise together, and ran in the rain together...

The car drove onto the coastal road, and he was the only car on the road. Li Ziwei carefully placed the Walkman on his lap, but his mind couldn't help but recall the sunset he once took her to the beach to watch.

The sunset that day was beautiful. He and she sat side by side on the seaside road watching the sunset, listening to the Walkman together, and it was this st dance song that was playing.

The love you give me, I wait helplessly.

If I go alone, I want to hear your plea to stay.

The spring breeze and autumn rain fall just for loneliness...

The love you give, the sweet hurt.

I want to ask you about the incomprehension in your heart that you don’t want to face.

After tomorrow, I don’t know if you will still be in front of me...,
As he sang, Li Ziwei suddenly felt more and more sleepy, and his vision became increasingly blurry.While rubbing his eyes, a roadblock accidentally appeared in front of him. It was too late for Li Ziwei to turn, and the car rolled straight down the road from the top of the mountain...

After a period of dizziness, Li Ziwei fell unconscious in the car, with the headphones still in his ears. The Walkman jammed for a while and then started to spin again. Wu Bai's singing continued to float in the car.

"The overflowing river washes me towards your heart,
The love you gave... sweet... hurt...

Waiting helplessly... Should I... go alone... I want to hear your plea to stay...,"

I don't know how long it took,
Li Ziwei vaguely felt that a vicissitudes of song seemed to be coming from a far away place. It was unclear and the music had changed its tone, as if the tape was still playing reluctantly after being soaked in water.

"Gu~, Gugu~~, Gu..."

Then he heard the sound of water, a huge sound that concealed the surging power.I seem to be falling into the sea, slowly sinking, and my consciousness is also sinking. Is this my illusion?
"You can slowly slide into my heart, and the crowd on the dance floor gradually disperses... It should be now...,"

A song sounded in his mind, and Li Ziwei regained consciousness, but found that he couldn't breathe. When he opened his eyes, he suddenly found that he was in the water now?
Didn't I just have a car accident on the highway?Why are you suddenly in the water again?
He raised his head and instinctively swam along the light. The salt water pouring into his mouth and nose made him realize that he was in the sea. He held his breath and kept swimming up and up until the moment he broke through the water...
The singing suddenly stopped, Li Ziwei's vision went dark, and the world fell into silence again.

 It’s not that I’m trying to overshadow the plot, but if Yi Huawei takes action, the ending will be over in one fell swoop.

  I applied for free in the middle of the month, why do I have to spend money now?Will it take effect next month?

  
 
(End of this chapter)

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