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Chapter 274 Want to see you (Thank you?)

When she arrived at school, Chen Yunru carried her schoolbag and put headphones in her ears. She walked quickly around the campus with her head lowered, avoiding everyone's eyes, as if she was afraid of being recognized and that she was once discovered to be a fake.

Even Mo Junjie didn't even notice when she walked past her, and Mo Junjie didn't stop her, but just watched her leave worriedly.

Chen Yunru walked into the classroom quietly, and no one noticed her.I walked to my seat and sat down. The classmates next to me were complaining about the hard work of senior year in high school. They had to come to school for tutoring classes during the winter vacation, even on New Year's Eve.

Chen Yunru did not join the discussion, but just listened quietly. The classmate turned his head mid-sentence and was surprised to find that she was already sitting in her seat. She couldn't help but ask: "Hey! Chen Yunru, when did you come to school? Why didn't you follow me?" Shall we say hello?”

"Seeing that you are having a good time chatting, I won't bother you anymore..." Chen Yunru turned to look at the two girls and said calmly.

The girl asked with concern: "Chen Yunru, has something happened to you recently?"

Another girl echoed: "Yes, otherwise why do you seem to be back to your old self these days?"

"Wasn't it good before?" Chen Yunru bit her lower lip lightly.

"Of course it's not good. When I saw you before, I was really gloomy. Let alone talking to others, you don't want anyone to get close to you at all!"

The girl became a little excited as she spoke: "But after I got to know you more recently, I realized that you are different from what we thought before. You are easy to talk to and easy to get along with, which is completely different from before. It's just that you are very different from before." I like the feeling of being by your side. Anyway, to put it simply, I beg you, please don’t go back to the Chen Yunru you were before. The you before was... super annoying."

Chen Yunru smiled, but her eyes were empty: "Really? Like you, I don't like my former self."

...............

When the class bell rang, Mo Junjie saw that Li Ziwei still didn't come to class. Thinking of Chen Yunru's appearance just now, an unknown anger emerged in his heart. He didn't care whether he went to class or not, and went directly to find Li Ziwei. After searching for a while, he finally I saw Li Ziwei next to the piano in the school auditorium.

Mo Junjie walked up to Li Ziwei and said coldly: "How long are you going to keep the cold war with Chen Yunru?
How long will it take for you to forgive her? "

"There is nothing to forgive or not to forgive," Li Ziwei said lightly: "I'm not angry at Chen Yunru,... I just, I just don't know how to face her."

"What do you mean?" Mo Junjie asked confused.

"That day...,"

Li Ziwei pressed the keys gently: "Everything Chen Yunru confessed to me is just like what you said. There is no time travel, no Huang Yuxuan, all of this is just a story made up by Chen Yunru himself...,"

As he spoke, Li Ziwei's eyes turned red:

"But you know, when Chen Yunru confessed all this, what was the last thing I asked her?

I didn't ask her why she lied to me or pretended to be someone else in front of me.

Instead, I asked her, what should I do to see Huang Yuxuan again. "

"Li Ziwei!!" Mo Junjie was angry and grabbed Li Ziwei's collar, but looking at Li Ziwei's tears, Mo Junjie couldn't help but froze.

"But they all admitted it..." Li Ziwei choked up: "Everything she confessed was all fake and she was lying to me!!... But during this period, every day when I wake up, when I open my eyes, When I opened my eyes, the first thought that flashed through my mind was... I miss Huang Yuxuan so much!"

Seeing Li Ziwei's painful look, Mo Junjie let go of his hand and was speechless for a moment.

"Don't you think I'm an idiot? Even if I know, I know she is just a character made up by Chen Yunru... But now all I can think about is her."

...............

After school, Chen Yunru accidentally met Li Ziwei at the door of the campus auditorium.

Li Ziwei's face was haggard and his eyes were sad.Chen Yunru couldn't help but want to step forward to care, and said hello with a forced smile:
"Hi!"

But before he finished speaking, Li Ziwei looked indifferent, turned his head, and said coldly:
"Please don't."

Chen Yunru was stunned and looked at him in confusion.

"Please, stop looking at me with Huang Yuxuan's expression..." Li Ziwei turned his head.

It turns out that his haggardness and sadness were still for Huang Yuxuan.

But he still turned a blind eye to Chen Yunru in front of him.

Li Ziwei didn't want to look at her anymore and walked past her quickly.

Looking at Li Ziwei's back, Chen Yunru's tears fell unconsciously, and she felt that the last thing left in her chest was broken.

What are you still looking forward to?

Chen Yunru didn't want to go home, so she walked to the teaching building without knowing it, looked up at the top floor, and then walked up.

When Chen Yunru came to the empty top floor, she leaned against the cold wall and looked at the distant scenery. The cold wind kept blowing.

By the way, it was said on TV that the air-conditioning mass is coming, and the next few days will be unbearably cold.However, her heart seemed to be colder.

"Please, don't look at me with Huang Yuxuan's expression again!"

"Please, don't go back to the way you were before, okay?"

"If I don't talk to you, you won't let anyone get close to you at all!"

"Please, don't go back to the way you were before. You were so annoying before!"

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With these cold words flashing through his mind, Chen Yunru stood there blankly for a long time before slowly speaking, as if talking to himself:

"Huang Yuxuan, do you know? Before you appeared, no one had ever really cared about me or cared about me. But these days when I stop imitating you, everyone around me is so used to it. Everyone is here Are you worried about me and asking me what's wrong? Logically speaking, I should be very happy, but I am not, because I know that what each of them cares about and misses is not me, but you.

The real Chen Yunru doesn’t need anyone and doesn’t care about anyone.”

As she spoke, Chen Yunru had a bitter smile on her face.

She has worked very hard, why does no one still care about the real her?

Huang Yuxuan felt a thought flash through Chen Yunru's mind and said hurriedly: "Chen Yunru, it's not like this. Don't think like this. It's all my fault. It's all because I'm too selfish. I I shouldn't want to see Wang Chuansheng and suddenly break into your life. It's my fault, I'm sorry!"

Chen Yunru smiled and looked very happy:
"Huang Yuxuan, you don't need to apologize to me, I don't blame you, I'm very grateful to you.

do you know?In fact, before you appeared in my life, I didn’t know how many times I thought about disappearing from this world, but I knew that if I disappeared like this, everyone would only think that Chen Yunru was pitiful. Why can't you think about it so hard?
She is always alone. It must be very hard to live like this. How can she be so pitiful?Then my disappearance will be the same as my existence. I will be wiped out from everyone's heart with just a few words, and no one will remember it.

But you let me know that if I was killed by someone on New Year's Eve in 1999 like the future you experienced, then my disappearance would be different.

If I could be killed by someone today, I don't think anyone would be able to forget it easily, right?No one will blame me for being so weak, no one will blame me for being so courageless.

In this way, the Chen Yunru left in their hearts is the Chen Yunru that I can’t perform well no matter how I act, but is the Chen Yunru that I most want to be. "...

When Chen Yunru walked down the teaching building and looked at 'Xie Zongru' walking towards him, she no longer had any fear in her heart and instead walked over with a smile.

Xie Zongru came over, and as the two passed by each other, their eyes briefly met.

Seeing the look in her eyes, which was calm, fearless, and even filled with expectation and encouragement, 'Xie Zongru' immediately understood that the time had come.

'Xie Zongru' stopped, turned to look at Chen Yunru's retreating figure, raised an uncontrollable excited smile on his lips, and followed quickly.

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"Li Ziwei!"

Li Ziwei, who was about to ride away, heard Mo Junjie calling him, sighed, turned his head and said: "Stop talking..., I know what you are going to say, don't persuade me, let me calm down." "

"I didn't mean to tell you this!" Mo Junjie interrupted him anxiously: "I just saw Chen Yunru on the roof of the old building. She looked like she didn't know who she was talking to."

"Then..." Li Ziwei asked with a puzzled look on his face: "What did she say?"

"Because the distance was too far, I could only try to read her lips, and I saw she mentioned Huang Yuxuan's name." Mo Junjie said.

"Huang...Huang Yuxuan?" Li Ziwei was shocked and asked quickly: "What else? What else did she say?"

"Yes!" Mo Junjie tried hard to recall: "I tried very hard to know what she was talking about, but the distance was too far, so I could only vaguely see her saying a few words...
She said that if, if she disappeared on her own, everyone would just think that she couldn't think about it and was very pitiful.Then she also said that if she was killed by someone today, it would be different and no one would blame her..."

"What do you mean?" Li Ziwei was startled.

"I don't know either." Mo Junjie said anxiously: "I don't know for sure. I can only say that I think her mental condition is not stable right now. I'm worried that she will do something stupid if she doesn't think straight!"

"Then where is she now?" Li Ziwei asked hurriedly.

Mo Junjie was a little flustered: "I don't know!! She didn't even take her schoolbag!"

"It's useless to worry so much now, let's go look for it separately." Li Ziwei comforted him and suggested.

"it is good!"

The two people quickly got on the motorcycle, but until night fell, they still didn't see Chen Yunru.

Until Mo Junjie rode past an industrial development road, a similar scene suddenly reminded him that Chen Yunru had been attacked before and fell into coma. The crime scene was right next to an industrial development road...

An ominous premonition came over him, and Mo Junjie immediately turned the car around, stepped on the accelerator and drove quickly towards his destination.

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Chen Yunru remembered this place, it was here last time, that abandoned industrial building.

She never thought she would come back here to face her own death.

Looking at Xie Zongru coming out of the shadows and standing in front of him, his calm face was trembling slightly because of the excitement that his dream was about to come true. He even spoke with a trembling voice: "Are you ready?"

In her mind, Huang Yuxuan was in a hurry: "Chen Yunru, why are you still standing here? Leave quickly, Chen Yunru, leave quickly!!"

Chen Yunru turned a deaf ear to Huang Yuxuan's shouts and walked towards 'Xie Zongru' calmly, nodding slowly: "How do you plan to take me away?"

Xie Zongru looked at Chen Yunru, nodded with satisfaction, took out a syringe from his schoolbag, and looked at her with a smile: "I will use the most beautiful way to imprint you in everyone's heart."

Chen Yunru will become his most perfect specimen.

Looking at the syringe in 'Xie Zongru''s hand, although Chen Yunru was well prepared, the young woman finally felt vaguely afraid and uneasy when she thought of her impending death:

"what is this?"

'Xie Zongru''s smile was a little distorted: "This is a small gift I specially prepared for you. Don't worry, I have practiced beforehand, and the results are very satisfactory."

"Will it hurt?" Chen Yunru's chest rose and fell faster, but she still pretended to be calm and watched him walk towards her step by step.

"Yes, and it will be very painful, very painful!" 'Xie Zongru' replied frankly: "But, you know, it's just because it really hurts that death doesn't seem so scary!"

'Xie Zongru' stretched out his hand and stroked her pale face lovingly, stroking away the tears that fell from her eyes. Chen Yunru couldn't help but tremble slightly and clenched her hands into fists.

Not afraid, she was not afraid, death was just a matter of a moment.

As long as she disappears, it will be easier, and I will no longer feel the pain and despair of being abandoned.

"Close your eyes." 'Xie Zongru''s voice was as soft as hypnosis.

Chen Yunru closed her eyes obediently and felt the cold needle gently pressing against her neck.

'Xie Zongru' was almost unable to control himself, but he asked himself not to be impatient and wanted to enjoy the whole process.

Just when he was about to pierce the needle into her neck, the other hand suddenly seemed to have its own consciousness and suddenly grabbed the hand holding the syringe. 'Xie Zongru' opened his eyes wide and didn't understand. what's going on.

"Hold on, policeman!!"

A voice shouted again in 'Xie Zongru''s head, and he was stunned.

"Don't! Stop!"

'Xie Zongru' shook his head vigorously, throwing the voice behind him.

"Xie Zhiqi, stop! Xie Zhiqi!!"

There's only one step left, how can I let my brother make trouble! ?
'Xie Zongru' wanted to move that hand away, but found that his body was becoming less and less responsive.

"No, not now... not now, just a little bit closer,... no!!!"

"Xie Zhiqi! Raise your hands!!"

No!Why at this point in time?

Suddenly his vision went dark, and what appeared in front of him again was a group of policemen, pointing guns at him...

Xie Zongru suddenly screamed, then staggered back and fell to the ground. After seeing the syringe in his hand, he immediately threw the syringe away as if it was something terrible.

(End of this chapter)