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"You...you..." Xie Zongru's body was like chaff, and he pointed tremblingly at Chen Yunru, but could not say a complete sentence for a long time.

Chen Yunru gritted her teeth and rushed to Xie Zongru, shouting almost out of control: "Aren't you going to kill me? Come on, do it quickly... Why don't you do it? Hurry up!"

Xie Zongru pushed Chen Yunru away and said in panic: "No, that person is not me, that is not me, that person is not me, don't force me... don't force me anymore... ah!"

Xie Zongru held his head and shouted, suddenly pushed Chen Yunru away, got up from the ground, turned around and ran away.

"Xie Zongru, don't leave...,"

Chen Yunru sat on the cement floor blankly, feeling cold all over.

Huang Yuxuan breathed a sigh of relief. Xie Zhiqi left, and he returned to the original time and space... Chen Yunru was not killed, but the future has been changed? ?
Chen Yunru was in a daze for a while. Did Xie Zhiqi even want to give up on her?
No one even wanted to kill her!

It suddenly rained in the sky.

The cold rain that came with the cold air extinguished the remaining warmth on Chen Yunru's body bit by bit.

She was really, really tired.

She stood up unsteadily, picked up a piece of broken glass and walked towards the end of the building.

"Chen Yunru!" It was Mo Junjie's voice.

Chen Yunru turned her head and saw that the person coming was Mo Junjie. She suddenly smiled, as if she was relieved:
"Mo Junjie, you are here."

"Chen Yunru, what are you doing?" Mo Junjie stepped forward.

"Mo Junjie, can you do me a favor?" Chen Yunru took the sharp piece of broken glass and walked towards Mo Junjie.

Seeing Chen Yunru's despairing expression, Mo Junjie had an ominous premonition in his heart, and couldn't help but stop and froze in place, feeling at a loss.

Chen Yunru handed the shards of glass to him and said sadly: "I beg you to kill me, okay?"

Chen Yunru's smile was a little sad, "Didn't you say you like me? You told me that as long as I am happy, you are willing to do anything for me? If I can't be killed by someone today, then everything They will all change back to their original appearance..., I don’t want this, I don’t want this!! Then please kill me, okay?”

"Chen Yunru,"

Mo Junjie looked at her in disbelief, and for a moment he didn't know how to respond. He could only comfort him: "You, put the glass down first, don't let it hurt yourself..."

Huang Yuxuan was in a hurry and hurriedly advised: "You,... calm down first, don't be impulsive... hurting yourself will not solve the problem... you are just escaping!"

"You don't understand..., you don't understand!"

Chen Yunru shook her head desperately, her eyes full of pleading, she had had enough of this kind of life!
"Chen Yunru, what are you talking about?" Mo Junjie was anxious and confused, having no idea what she was talking about.

Huang Yuxuan in her mind advised: "I understand..., I really understand. You are a good girl. You have to give yourself another chance. As long as you work harder, things will be different and everything will get better." of."

Chen Yunru covered her ears with her hands scratched by the glass, shook her head desperately, and shouted as if to accuse: "That's enough! Stop talking! You don't understand my feelings. If you did, you wouldn't call me If you work harder, you won't tell me that this world will be different, you don't understand at all, especially you... Huang Yuxuan!"

Mo Junjie was stunned. Chen Yunru just said the three words "Huang Yuxuan"?Is she talking to Huang Yuxuan?

Chen Yunru shook her head and cried bitterly: "People like you can get everything I want without working hard. You have no right to say that you understand my feelings! You have no right to tell me to work harder!"
You have no idea what it feels like to be completely unneeded, uncared for, and unloved! "

Mo Junjie slowly walked towards her and tried to comfort her: "Chen Yunru, you are wrong. It is not that no one cares about you or needs you in this world. I need you very much now in front of you. Can you please Give me a chance to prove it to you, and give me a chance to let you know that there is someone in this world who loves you more than anyone else and needs you more than anyone else..."

Chen Yunru looked at Mo Junjie with empty eyes, as if her attention was temporarily attracted.

While Mo Junjie tried to force himself to calm down, he tried to slow down his tone and said softly: "I promise, I will use up all my efforts to make you happy, so that you will no longer feel like being left behind by this world. Let You know you deserve to be loved well and deeply..."

"I deserve to be loved deeply..." Chen Yunru muttered to herself in a daze.

"Yes!" Seeing that she seemed to have listened, Mo Junjie couldn't hide his excitement and said, "I like you, and I don't want you to disappear like this!...Chen Yunru! Can you please treat it as if it's for me and give me a Give me a chance to change everything, okay?"

With that said, Mo Junjie wanted to pull Chen Yunru over, but Chen Yunru seemed to be stimulated by Mo Junjie's movements, so she raised the glass to Mo Junjie again and took a step back.

Mo Junjie was too frightened to make any further move. Chen Yunru shook her head coldly, with an inexplicable smile appearing on the corner of her mouth:

"Mo Junjie, do you really like me?"

Mo Junjie nodded solemnly when he heard this, and said sadly: "Yes! I like you..., really, give me a chance, okay?"

Chen Yunru smiled softly, shook her head slowly and said, "Mo Junjie, in fact, you don't like me at all! From the beginning, you just wanted to save me! Just like Li Ziwei saved you! You have done so much , just want to prove that you can change another person like him, but what I want is not to be saved, what I want is to end it all!!"

She has tried really hard, but everyone still keeps telling her to work harder, be happier, and not to go back to the Chen Yunru she used to be...

She covered her face with her hands. Soon, rain mixed with blood flowed out from between her fingers, and she took another step back.

Seeing that Chen Yunru had reached the edge of the floor, Mo Junjie panicked and said, "No, Chen Yunru, please calm down."

"That's enough... don't come over here, please let me go, okay? I've obviously worked so hard, why do you still have to ask me to work harder and become better! Tell me you have to be happy, you To be happy, you don't want to be like Chen Yunru before. Why?
Just because I'm not what you expected?Can you let me go?I really feel so tired, I really feel so tired... I don’t want to push myself anymore. This world and Chen Yunru’s life are just a nightmare. Let this end here, okay? "

Chen Yunru looked determined and placed the broken glass on her neck. The cold rain hit her face, and the blood from the wound was washed away, leaving a stinging pain.

"Chen Yunru!"

Mo Junjie said excitedly: "I don't know how to make you believe me, but things are not as bad as you think, but I beg you, please don't do this to me, okay? Don't do this!
Chen Yunru sobbed: "I read in a book that if a person has a nightmare and cannot wake up, do you know how to wake up from the nightmare?"

"Chen Yunru, don't..., don't do this!!" Mo Junjie wanted to rush forward and stop him!But he was afraid that if he made a mistake, it would only make the situation worse!

What should he do?
Chen Yunru simply doesn't believe that anyone in this world really cares about her!
"... That is to find a very high place in the dream, and then jump down. No matter how horrible the nightmare is, it will end!"

Chen Yunru slowly backed away, and Mo Junjie couldn't bear it anymore. He jumped up and rushed forward to catch her, but she had already reached the end of the building.

"Chen Yunru!!!"

Chen Yunru slowly closed her eyes and fell backwards, with a satisfied smile on her face.

Finally, there will be no more nightmares.

"Chen Yunru!!!" Mo Junjie threw the air and fell to his knees on the ground.

...............

When Li Ziwei arrived, he only saw Mo Junjie sitting on the side of the road, holding the lifeless Chen Yunru with a blank expression. Looking at the pool of blood under Chen Yunru that continued to spread in the rain, Li Ziwei was so shocked that he said for a long time Speechless.

Until a car passed by nearby, saw this scene, and called the police to report the incident.

The police car arrived soon, and the piercing sirens cut through the sound of rain, finally waking Li Ziwei up.

"Mo Junjie?" Li Ziwei looked in disbelief, "What happened? Chen Yunru, she..."

Mo Junjie didn't respond, he just sat on the ground numbly, crying uncontrollably.

When the police came forward to take Mo Junjie away, Li Ziwei rushed forward and asked excitedly: "Mo Junjie, what is going on? Who killed her?"

Mo Junjie looked at Li Ziwei and said slowly: "It was me..., I killed her."

"Impossible! You can't do such a thing!" Li Ziwei shouted hoarsely.

Anyone can do it, but Mo Junjie is the person least likely to hurt Chen Yunru in the world!

But Mo Junjie turned his head and said nothing again.

Mo Junjie got into the police car soaking wet and looked at Chen Yunru's cold body still lying on the ground outside the car window until the police car drove away and he gradually lost sight of her.

In this way, people will not forget you, and they will not blame you for being so weak and lacking courage.

They will only remember that it was him, Mo Junjie, who killed you that night.

...............

2019, Taipei, in a rental house.

While feeling severe pain all over her body, Huang Yuxuan's eyes fell into darkness. After a while, Huang Yuxuan opened her eyes, woke up, and accidentally pulled off her earphones while sitting up.

It was also raining outside, and for a moment, she didn't know where she was.

She found her face stained with tears, and then she couldn't help but shudder.

So dark, so dark, so cold, so lonely.

That was the feeling she had when she went back to the past and was locked in Chen Yunru's heart.

Huang Yuxuan tried to break away, but perhaps after traveling through time and space, her influence on Chen Yunru was no longer as good as before. This time, she was firmly locked in Chen Yunru's heart, and could only watch as Chen Yunru tried to play her and deceive Li Zi. dimension.

Xie Zhiqi was right, it was her... herself who forced Chen Yunru to death.

The surging guilt almost overwhelmed Huang Yuxuan, but at least she finally knew why Chen Yunru died.

If only she could go back in time, she could stop this.Huang Yuxuan wiped away the tears on her face, put on her headphones again, and eagerly pressed the play button on her Walkman, but there was still no movement on her Walkman.

Huang Yuxuan pressed and pressed anxiously, but there was no response from the Walkman. After she pressed it ten times in a row without giving up, the already tattered Walkman suddenly cracked from the play button and fell to pieces in front of her.

Huang Yuxuan looked at the broken parts in shock, unable to regain her consciousness for a long time.

The Walkman... can no longer be used...

Is there no way she can go back to the past?The old master looked at the pile of broken parts and finally shook his head, saying that there was nothing he could do.

Huang Yuxuan had already guessed this outcome, but she still felt even more disappointed and sad inside.

There is no other way, there is no way to go back to the past.

All the efforts are in vain, and in another time and space, those endless encounters, loves, and separations will cycle again without end.

But at this moment, she has no Wang Quansheng, no Li Ziwei, only herself.

From the day the Walkman broke, Huang Yuxuan often dreams about Li Ziwei.In the dream, she was still working at No. 32 Record Store, but she was not Chen Yunru, but Huang Yuxuan.

.........

The long-haired Huang Yuxuan met 17-year-old Li Ziwei and Mo Junjie.

"classmate!"

"What is it?"

"Classmate, the song you played just now is quite nice. The song you are playing now...what is it called?"

"Wu Bai's last dance, do you like this song too?"

"I like it! Where can I put this album? I want to buy it."

"Okay, I'll find it for you. ...It seems it's out of stock!"

"Out of stock? What should I do?"

"Otherwise, just leave your name and phone number and I'll ask you to come and get it after it arrives."

"Okay!...My name is Li Ziwei. This is my name and phone number. Then...you must call me after the goods arrive....I really want to get to know you. Can you tell me your name?"

"My name is Huang Yuxuan...,"

The two looked at each other and smiled, and two lines of hot tears fell from Huang Yuxuan's eyes.

"You...why are you crying?"

.........

Every time after waking up from a dream, Huang Yuxuan would feel an unprecedented emptiness.

Huang Yuxuan, who had never kept a diary, started writing a diary to record her dreams.

In the dream, everything was just as Chen Yunru hoped. Huang Yuxuan completely replaced Chen Yunru and lived Chen Yunru's life, as if Chen Yunru had never existed in that world.

Huang Yuxuan felt as if from that day on, a part of her soul had stayed with Chen Yunru and died with Chen Yunru. At the same time, it seemed as if she had taken away a part of her soul from Chen Yunru.

Huang Yuxuan always writes in her diary and asks herself what she would do if she could go back to the past.

But Huang Yuxuan knew that she couldn't change anything. The only thing she could do was miss the Li Ziwei who used to be Wang Quansheng.

...............

Huang Yuxuan sends messages to her mobile phone that no one will read again day after day.

On this day, Huang Yuxuan drove the car left by Wang Quansheng to the seaside with the fragments of her Walkman.

After getting off the car, looking at the endless ocean, I wanted to change my mood, but found that no matter where I went, I would only think of Wang Quansheng or Li Ziwei.

Seeing the strange looks from the people around her, Huang Yuxuan could only sit back in the car and stare blankly at the sea level. As she watched, Huang Yuxuan shed tears in her eyes.

When she lowered her head to wipe away her tears, she saw the broken Walkman beside her. After thinking about it, Huang Yuxuan carefully pulled out the tape of Wu Bai from it. Then she saw the cassette player in the car, so she put the tape in and rewinded it. Press play.

A familiar melody sounded, followed by the slightly hoarse male voice that had gone through vicissitudes of life,
..., so I temporarily close your eyes, you can slowly slide into my heart, the crowd on the dance floor gradually opens up, it should be now,...my expectations are floating in the darkness...,
Huang Yuxuan closed her eyes, immersed herself in the singing, and imagined what she would do if she could go back to the past again.
Even though she knew she could never go back.

When the song reached the part where the key had always changed slightly in the past, a voice suddenly came out of her mind:

"Chen Yunru!"

Huang Yuxuan opened her eyes suddenly, and what appeared in front of her was Mo Junjie, who was running towards her!

"Chen Yunru! No!" Mo Junjie shouted urgently: "Chen Yunru!!!"

Before Huang Yuxuan could react, her center of gravity became unstable and she was about to fall backwards. She instinctively stretched out her hand towards Mo Junjie. At that critical moment, Mo Junjie grabbed her and pulled her hard. Pulled back from the end of the building, the two of them fell to the ground together because of the excessive force.

"Chen Yunru, are you okay??"

Mo Junjie never expected that Chen Yunru in his arms would breathe a sigh of relief and hug him tightly.

"Fortunately, you are by Chen Yunru's side!" Huang Yuxuan was frightened for the rest of her life, and she trembled: "Fortunately, fortunately, you are by her side!"

Fortunately, Mo Junjie never gave up on Chen Yunru.

The heavy rain was still falling, but Huang Yuxuan no longer felt cold.

Not long after, Li Ziwei also arrived near the building. He looked up and saw that there were lights in the abandoned industrial building. He immediately rushed up and saw Mo Junjie helping Huang Yuxuan down.

"Li Ziwei!!?"

Li Ziwei was stunned for a moment, stopped, and then immediately rushed up and hugged her tightly.

"It's you! Huang Yuxuan! It's you!" Li Ziwei hugged Huang Yuxuan excitedly and said.

Huang Yuxuan was surprised and moved, and asked: "I haven't said it yet... you, how do you know that I am Huang Yuxuan?"

"You don't need to tell me to know it's you. You're finally back!" Li Ziwei cried with joy.

"Yes, I'm back."

Huang Yuxuan felt tears of joy welling up in her eyes. She couldn't help but stretched out her arms and hugged Li Ziwei tightly.

She is not dead.

Chen Yunru is not dead.

This also means that the future will change because of this, and Li Ziwei will not be killed by Xie Zhiqi.

.........

in the park.

Huang Yuxuan explained to the two of them: "The person who attacked Chen Yunru at the beginning and the person who killed Chen Yunru just upstairs was not the Xie Zongru you know... but Xie Zhiqi, who came here from 2019 like me..."

"So, Xie Zongru didn't continue to hurt Chen Yunru at that time?" Mo Junjie said suddenly: "Is it because Xie Zongru has changed back to his original self?"

"What about Chen Yunru?" Mo Junjie suddenly remembered and asked hurriedly: "If you are here now, where is she?"

"Don't worry, Mo Junjie..." Huang Yuxuan smiled: "Chen Yunru is fine, she will be back soon.

The most important thing now is that we have changed the fact that Chen Yunru died today, which means that things in the future will also change because of this, whether it is Chen Yunru's incident or the terrible things you will encounter in the future. It won't happen anymore. "

"But will the future really change like this?" Li Ziwei asked doubtfully: "If we really prevent Chen Yunru's death, then logically speaking, many things should change accordingly, just like I should not encounter anything like this in the future. Until the car accident you mentioned, and you probably wouldn’t have gotten this Walkman and traveled to this era, then it wouldn’t have happened to me either...

I don’t know how to say it, but the three of us are still standing here... discussing these things, does that mean that the future has not actually been changed? "

"That hasn't changed yet. Believe me, our future is different." Huang Yuxuan smiled.

...............

Back in the room, Huang Yuxuan stood in front of the mirror and said, "Chen Yunru, can you hear me?..."
I know you can hear me. It doesn't matter if you don't want to talk. Just listen to me.Just like Li Ziwei said, the fact that I am still standing here talking to you means that everything is not over yet. You may just be waiting for me to leave, and then use another way to make yourself disappear.

I know that no matter what I say or do this time, there is no way to change your decision. I just want to tell you that this time I will not stop you, nor will I want to save you. The only thing I will do this time is What you do is trust you.

I believe that after experiencing all this sadness, you will find that you want to disappear from this world so much, not because you are too disappointed with this world, but because you have too many expectations for this world..."

In the corner of the dark room deep in his mind, Chen Yunru hugged her knees and raised her head slightly as she listened to Huang Yuxuan's words.

.........

Early in the morning, Huang Yuxuan walked to Chen Siyuan's room. After calling twice, Chen Siyuan still didn't move.

Huang Yuxuan lifted up the quilt, looked at Chen Siyuan's sleeping face, and said softly:

"Hey~, Chen Siyuan, I can't wake you up anymore... and I won't be able to eat the breakfast you make... Don't be so white-eyed when you talk in the future. You obviously care about the people around you, why do you always put on a show? The middle-class face that has nothing to do with you? And don’t be so fussy, be careful that you won’t be able to find a girlfriend in the end.”

After saying that, Huang Yuxuan reached out and touched Chen Siyuan's face a few times. After taking a deep look, she stood up and walked out of the room.

Hearing the sound of the door closing, Chen Siyuan opened his eyes, looked at the door, and finally said after a long time: "She's leaving, are you leaving too?... I can't handle those little brats... You messed with it. Why do people want me to clean up the mess?!!”

(End of this chapter)