rich concubine

Chapter 1581 The first calm conversation
This vision is so beautiful. If it can be realized, it will be a blessing in life. Mingyue thought in a daze, what is wrong with what he said?From the very beginning, I have been his. The engagement has been made and cannot be repented of.
Mingyue's face suddenly turned pale. How come it was only at this moment that she vaguely realized that it was she who had not persisted all this time?On the contrary, as a prince, Qi Zichen has never forgotten this engagement. Is he really wrong?Or am I too outrageous?Thinking of this, Mingyue seemed like she could no longer feel confident and could no longer look directly at him.

If her father and mother were still alive, would they slap her hard and scold her for being disloyal?

Even though she was not married, the engagement contract was almost broken a long time ago. She... she left the show halfway!
Sensing that she was not in a good mood, Qi Zichen frowned slightly and said, "What's wrong with you?"

Mingyue took a deep breath and looked up at him for a long time before uttering a word.

"Have you resented me all these years?"

Suddenly, Qi Zichen was stunned when he heard her words that had no beginning or end, and then said with calm eyes: "No, I didn't blame you, I blamed myself. I couldn't take you away and caused you to eat so much." How painful.”

As he spoke, his eyes were filled with distress. He took a step forward, his hand gradually touched her cheek, tucked the broken hair behind her ear, and said softly: "Were you scared at that time?" I'm asking you, have you ever complained about me for leaving you?"

Mingyue's vision suddenly became blurry. She choked up several times and just shook her head desperately. Her mood suddenly sank to the bottom of the sea. Self-blame, regret, and guilt came to her heart. She said: "I know that it was difficult for everyone to protect themselves at that time. You So far away from me, always out of reach, I just”

She was suddenly speechless and just shook her head, thinking, this shouldn't be like this.

At the beginning, she was so dejected that she just thought her body was still alive. She didn't want to die and just live like that. She wanted to give up on herself. So many people had died unnaturally and couldn't survive even if they wanted to. Now that she had escaped, , why should we seek death?It is impossible to seek death. Even though there are many sufferings in the world, she must live well.

But living like that would always make her tired. Panic and depression filled her heart, just waiting for someone to fall from the sky and rescue her.

At this time, Lin Zhun appeared. Did you love him at that time?
I didn't love her at that time, but maybe I was more grateful. At that time, I always felt that it was him who saved me from dire straits. If it weren't for him, maybe even thinking about living would become a luxury for me.

But later, in order to fight against his family, he did not hesitate to break up with the family and move out to live with him. Although this was inappropriate, it also deeply touched a girl who was born in a duckweed. She fell in love with the last person willingly and also Just for a moment.

Later, the more Mingyue saw him sacrificing for herself, the more she felt that she really loved him and loved this man who only served her.

Now, Qi Zichen suddenly came to tell her how many years he had been waiting for her and how many years he had loved her. It was so sudden that she was speechless for a while, and only then did she realize that she had failed them.

She had let down Lin Zhun, and she had let him down completely by Qi Zichen.

Now her heartache made her realize how terrible it is to be infatuated.

She couldn't be cold-faced to a man who loved her. If he were more ruthless and forced himself more, maybe Mingyue could think confidently that everything was forced by him, but he was not like this. He just wanted to treat herself. Being so gentle and compromising with himself, he was afraid that he would be angry, so he did not dare to see himself in the daytime. He was afraid that he would be depressed, so he tried every means to make himself happy.

Treating such a living person, how dare Mingyue say that he is an absolute bad guy and she will never forgive him.Seeing her in such pain, Qi Zichen suddenly felt that he had done something bad. His original intention was that the two of them could take the opportunity to enhance their relationship, but he did not want to make her suffer like this.

Why is she in pain?
"Mingyue, did I say something wrong?"

The more he said this, the more Mingyue felt that he was a disloyal person.

She shook her head and said in despair, "You should blame me. I was supposed to be your wife, but I corrupted my morals and fell in love with someone else."

This was not the first time that she had admitted in front of herself that she had fallen in love with someone else, but it was the first time that Qi Zichen felt heartbroken.

In the past, she said she could not forget Lin Zhun, and Qi Zichen felt angry. What did he do wrong that made her focus on another person?

But now, she told him in such a posture, which only made him heartbroken.

He held her shoulders and said softly: "Mingyue, no one will blame you, but can you forget him? Now that you are my woman, you are still pregnant with my child. After all, you and him are In the past, I just thought I was sorry for you. I ignored your wishes and forced you to come here. But I never thought of using you to take advantage of him. I just wanted you to stay by my side. , you should have been my wife, I...did nothing wrong."

Mingyue looked up at him, somewhat desolately, and said: "Why do you want me to pretend that nothing has happened and just be with you like that? There have been so many years in between, the wasted years, the past that is difficult to erase, and I can't deceive myself about those feelings, saying they are fake, so how can I deceive you? I know you are very good, and I also know that I am not worthy of you. You made me forget, and I really can't do it. arrive……"

Qi Zichen's heart trembled slightly, and he asked: "Is he that good? That you can't forget him like this?"

Mingyue paused and saw that his mood was stable. Unlike before, when he talked about him, he immediately went crazy. He was suitable for conversation.

For the first time, she said to him solemnly and without any other emotions: "What you found is what you see is real, but you don't know the hardships involved, you don't know that I have to struggle, he can take me Being rescued is equivalent to giving me a second life."

"I know he means something different to you, but how do you know that what you feel for him is not gratitude, but love? Maybe you are just grateful that he is so attentive and affectionate towards you."

Mingyue was slightly startled, but she quickly suppressed the emotion in her heart. She said: "For me, he did not hesitate to fall out with his family, but he also wanted to give me a status. He did not hesitate to spread the word outside and gave me a place to live. Everyone said that I had seduced him and that I had brought him to this point just to get into the Lin family, but he stood up and refuted, saying that we are sincere and cannot be slandered. A person like him...a proud person like him, but You can stand up and speak for me when others frame me."

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(End of this chapter)