rich concubine

Chapter 1582 How cruel you are to me

She said it was hard not to be moved by this man.

Qi Zichen was originally very jealous of Lin Zhun, jealous that he had a complete love for Mingyue. Even if this love started with the most cliché hero saving a beauty, being cute is love. No matter how it starts or how it ends, it can To get it is to be lucky.

But now, watching Mingyue struggling so painfully to speak for him and narrating their previous stories, Qi Zichen suddenly discovered sadly that he was more envious of Lin Zhun, envying him for finding Mingyue first and sheltering him. Having her, having her, even if it is not recognized or blessed, but two people being together is a matter of two people, what does it have to do with others?
"What about now? Things have developed like this? You... you are still carrying my child in your belly. Do you want to leave me and find him?"

Qi Zichen suddenly admired himself for being able to ask this question so calmly at this time.

Looking into Mingyue's eyes, before she could give any reply, he said: "If you want to leave, I will never agree. You are already mine, can't you stay and stay with me? Even if you can't fall in love with me now, you still think about him, but there is plenty of time between us, you have given him your complete self, and now it is my turn."

Mingyue looked at him in disbelief. Mingyue knew that he had always been gentle and patient with herself, as if nothing could weaken his will.

But after all, he is a man who dominates a party. He is the former prince and the current leader. He has his grand plans and ambitions. After all, he is not a kind person. Everything is in his hands. Just wait for a word. Order.

Now, what he said was so humble that no woman could bear it.

A man, a man who can be king and dominate, is begging for mercy from a woman?
"Don't do this..."

Qi Zichen suddenly softened and said: "Otherwise, what else can I do? Continue to force you? I can't do it. You are not my enemy. You are the lover I want to spend my life with. Forced How can you be happy if you live your life? I just want you to stay by my side willingly, is it so difficult? "

"..."

"It's okay to talk about it, so that I know what you think, but you told me that even if you can't accept your current life, even if you want to go back to him, I will never let him go. You are the one I finally found I came back and risked my life to bring it back. How do you ask me to let go? I have thought about it for so many years just to be with you. You tell me that you want me to let go. How cruel I am..."

"Then what do you want me to do? You want me to follow you like this as if nothing has happened, watch you raise your troops to attack Meng Guo, and fight with him. Either you die or he dies. There is no end to this. Do you want me to trap you? Am I in trouble among you? Do you want to make me in trouble for the rest of my life?"

Qi Zichen was stunned for a moment, and then he realized that this was what she cared about. So when she said she didn't want to return to the country, was she afraid that he would lose his life on the battlefield?
He suddenly choked up and asked, "If he and I eventually have a fight, do you want him to win or me to win?"

After all, this question still comes up.

Mingyue was stunned. She didn't know what to say. At this moment, she was kicked hard in the stomach. The force was so strong that she let out a soft breath and subconsciously covered her stomach. At this moment, all the tense atmosphere melted away. In vain, she watched Qi Zichen hugging her nervously and asked, "What's wrong? Does your stomach hurt?"

Mingyue shook her head, trembling her lips, and said, "He... kicked me and scared me."

Perhaps the child in the belly was not willing to hear about such a dispute between his parents, so he kicked Mingyue with great force, which was a bit sudden, and Mingyue was frightened.

Qi Zichen breathed out and said: "I pushed you too hard today. You should slow down these words. Even the children are not happy with us talking about these sesame seeds and rotten millet. Forget it...forget it. Mingyue looked up at him and said: "Every time a question comes to the door, you have to shut it out. When it comes, you reject it again and again. When the door opens, these questions come in droves. What should you do? I don't want to face it either." , I also want to take your word for it and treat this matter as if it never happened, but since it’s all been said here, how can we forget about it?”

It's like a child who expresses his grievances in front of himself. When he wants to cry or not, he puts up a smile and comforts himself by saying that it's okay.

Why is it okay? Why forget it?

Before she could no longer feel his grievances, Mingyue could still comfort herself that all of this was because he was causing trouble for herself. But now that he had clearly told her his grievances and his weak side, how could he treat her as someone else? Nothing happened?

Mingyue could not ignore her conscience and pretend that nothing had happened.

Qi Zichen looked at her and asked: "Then how to solve this problem? You asked me not to avoid it, but the person who avoided it was you. I don't want to hear the answer you gave me, and you don't want the answer I want." If you don’t want to give it, what else can you do except forget it?”

Mingyue was blocked, she looked at him with her clear eyes, exhaled, and just as she was about to say something, the child kicked her again. Although it was not as hard as before, both of them felt it, because Qi Zichen's hand was still released. On her belly.

Qi Zichen was stunned. Before he could feel the ecstasy of life's response, he had to face the coldness of his mother. He said: "We have a child after all. He can understand what we say. If he knows his How sad it would be for him to have a mother who didn’t want him, a father who didn’t want him.”

It's nothing more than murderous and heart-wrenching. It's okay if he doesn't mention the child. Mentioning the child in her belly to a mother is like grasping her weakness. There is no mother in the world who doesn't love her child. If she really doesn't, there will be one. There are hundreds of ways to prevent her from feeling the warmth of the world. If it was forced before, the pregnancy was an accident. But now that the child has taken shape in her belly, she can respond to her in this way. It can also be said to be forced. , is it an accident?After all, it is when the mother softens her heart that the child can stay well in her belly.

Mingyue closed her eyes in pain. She no longer dared to say that he forced herself. Between the two of them, who forced the other more?

I always felt that he was so strong and unscrupulous, but today, everything seems to have changed.

She said: "Forget it...forget it, I can't find a good way. Let's calm down each other."

In the end, I still chose to escape.

Sometimes, escaping is not because of fear, but because of the possibility of coming, which will make you feel guilty, so you avoid it in a panic.

But how can some things be just avoided?
Just like the child in her belly, she was so afraid of getting pregnant, but she got pregnant anyway. It can be seen that escaping can never solve the problem, but will create many problems.

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　　Alas (⊙x⊙;) I feel quite complicated when writing this chapter. Human nature has too many aspects. A person will not always be pure and good, nor will he always be sober and self-aware. I don’t know that such a bright moon will be How many people criticize a woman who is indecisive and has no idea what she wants. In fact, she and Rong Yi are two good comparisons. Rong Yi is more determined and able to follow the trend, while Ming Yue is too painful. She can neither pick it up nor let it go. I hope that people who read the article will never face a dilemma. Of course, I just hope that there are too many uncertainties in life. I hope that everyone can live a smoother life.
　　
　
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