I am the sword fairy

Chapter 438 The meaning of existence

"After my mother found out, she was mad at me for the first time."

Li Qingyao still had a bright smile on her beautiful face, and her voice was gentle and gentle. She just held her sister's hand with some force unconsciously.

Shi Xuexian also seemed to feel something, and held her sister's hand with the same force.

She was in her twenties, and even though she had been in a coma for the past two years, she was still under thirty. She was a young girl who had also been young and had fantasies about love. She suddenly realized the purpose of her sister telling her the story of her past life.

It is really sad when a person grows up under the control of his parents!

"It's hard to imagine that my mother, who has always been intellectual and elegant, would lose such a temper with me. At that moment, she was completely like a shrew, with every word, but the filthy words that followed, to this day I There is no way to say it calmly.

What makes me even more desperate is that my father is even more cruel.

Mom scolded me and called dad at the same time. Dad came back soon.

I was frightened at the time. I was crying and looking at my father who had doted on me since I was a child. I naively thought that my father would at least comfort me or curse me angrily, whose pig would dare to eat my cabbage...

I just thought that if they disagree with me and my brother, then I will elope with him!

What is the most powerful force in the world?

It’s not the realm of a practitioner, it’s not the sword in the hands of a swordsman, it’s love.

Especially for special people like my little sister and brother-in-law... who have unparalleled and super powerful souls, once their thoughts are moved, it will be almost impossible for parents to paint on that "blank paper" wantonly!

Li Qingyao looked at her crying sister and didn't do anything. Instead, she held her hand and continued -

Later, when he was young, he devoted himself completely to his career. After his career was successful, he desperately indulged himself. This experience has something to do with it.

How could he not understand why the two clones of his parents were so furious?

At the time, I didn't understand why they were so angry.

“My father called me a shameless bitch, and my mother called me a Yaobao, but she called me the most undignified woman in the world.

Song Yu looked at Yao Bao with shock in his eyes, but more with distress.

But what I was waiting for was a hard slap.

I want to find my brother!

In his world, it was just an ordinary separation, and nothing was heard from him since.

Unexpectedly, they used practitioners' methods and caught me halfway.

At that time, I had no concept of the world of cultivation at all.

When I was in high school, I was not allowed to fall in love or make friends. I can understand that. They were just a pair of parents who were crazy and a bit perverted.

Song Yu looked at Li Qingyao in surprise. He really didn't know anything about this matter!

Yao Bao never mentioned even a word to him.

The tears in Shi Xuexian's eyes could no longer be controlled at this time. She was simple but very smart.

Then he used the magic circle to lock me in my home. "

That slap has actually broken more than half of my attachment and love for them. "

What's even worse is that the whole world seems to have completely forgotten the existence of this family!

He still remembered that he was like crazy at that time, looking for evidence everywhere, and almost being sent to a mental hospital.

At that time, he even thought that he was crazy!

Treat a dream as reality.

But when I went to college, I was already an adult. When I met someone I liked and had a serious relationship, why did they react like this?

Did I break a rule of heaven or something?

Then I ran away overnight.

He never imagined that when Yao Bao disappeared, he was not taken away from the earth all at once, but that there were so many tragic experiences in the middle.

"I was imprisoned for probably a year or two. No matter how much I begged, yelled, or hurt myself like crazy, it made no sense.

They will ignore you when you beg and scold them. There is always only one sentence - we are doing this for your own good!

Self-mutilation is even more useless. They used all kinds of tricks to make me even have the strength to eat, wash and go to the toilet. They had to temporarily give me the strength.

Until one day, my parents suddenly took me to a very ancient ruins.

At that time, my entire mental state was shattered.

Later I thought about it, it should be the Mausoleum of Qin Shihuang. "

Shi Xuexian felt nothing, but Song Yu was stunned, with the corners of his mouth twitching slightly.

Li Qingyao chuckled and said: "I was brought to the fairy world by them like this, and then they apologized to me, saying that they and I were both gods descended to earth... Sister, you may not understand, but brother must understand."

Song Yu looked at the confused expression on Shi Xuexian's face and explained: "Our world has a complete mythological system. The daughters of gods are not allowed to be with mortals. There is a difference between immortals and mortals."

Shi Xuexian: "..."

Li Qingyao said: "But I was not willing to accept their arrangement, but I was helpless. The two of them disappeared not long after. Their stories were spread throughout the fairy world, and their enemies were everywhere, leaving only I am alone, and although there are a few guardians around me, I can feel that those people seem to care, but in fact they don't care about me at all.

I had no choice but to start on the path of spiritual practice. Perhaps because my talent was really good, I soon became famous and was known as the Sword Fairy.

But my identity was soon exposed, and the enemies came to visit me one after another.

My sect majors in Wuqing Dao and doesn't pay any attention to this kind of thing.

I was like an abandoned kitten, no one cared about me, and the protectors around me also disappeared without a trace.

Later I found out that they should all be clones. I stepped into the imperial level, and all the gods took them all away.

In the end, I had no choice but to follow some information left by my parents and venture to those ruins.

I got the Tao Palace inheritance and created a world for myself. My only wish at that time was to practice to the highest level and return to earth.

At that time, I was still very naive and thought that just by stepping into the realm of Taoism and becoming an immortal...

So brother, you still remember the emotions that I cut off, and what the sword spirit said to you, right? "

Song Yu nodded.

Li Qingyao said: "That's what I really thought at the time! Unfortunately, my parents' methods were too cruel. In the end, I couldn't withstand the attacks of those people. My body died, my soul disappeared.

The only thing my parents didn't expect was that my obsession was so powerful that I could summon my brother's spirit and awaken it in him who created the world I created.

And... I used the supreme method of the Dao Palace to cut off a corner of my true spirit and left it there to wait for my brother.

In fact, there are many things that I didn’t know even when I died and my soul was gone.

For example, the parents of the two generations are actually the same pair.

It was my brother in this life who asked me to complete my true spirit, and I finally figured it out after I reawakened.

So brother, do you understand why I am so determined this time and even seemingly ruthless in breaking up with them? "

Song Yu sighed and looked at her with a distressed expression: "I really didn't know you had suffered so many grievances when you were on Earth."

Li Qingyao said softly: "At that time, I naively thought that there was a real separation between immortals and mortals. They did not allow me to fall in love with mortals because they were afraid that I would be hurt... Thinking about it now, it was just a way to completely control me.

After realizing that I could never forget you no matter what, I implemented another plan without hesitation.

Let me lose my soul in that world, my body and soul disappear, and I enter the big world with a pure true spirit.

Continue to cultivate 'cleanly'.

Keep making their tools. "

Shi Xuexian was in tears at this time.

She never imagined that the little sister she had doted on for so many years would have such a tragic experience in her previous life.

She said so many things that were so devastating that she said them in an understatement and with a smile.

But actually if you think about it, you will know how terrible it is.

In contrast, being born and raised in the big world, she has never met a heart-thumping man, and her life has always been as pure as the water of the avenue deep in the source... which is actually her greatest luck.

If her brother-in-law hadn't come to find her, maybe in five hundred, one thousand, or even ten thousand years, when she and her sister have become the sharpest weapons in the hands of their parents, they would not be able to know the value of their existence in the world. Just a tool.

Maybe even if he sacrificed his life for them, he would be happy with it.

Thinking of this, Shi Xuexian felt even sadder!

There is also a particularly desperate mood, and I even begin to doubt, what is the purpose of coming to this world?

Li Qingyao took her hand and said softly: "Sister, I am not telling you this to make you sad, nor to make you despair. I just want to tell you that the meaning of our lives is to be ourselves. Honoring your parents and elders can , but the premise is that you must be yourself!

They are two powerful, ruthless, and ambitious people who don't have much emotion.

It's not our fault that we left them.

They give birth to us and we are grateful.

They want to kill us. When we are unable to resist, we should not just kill them at their necks, but learn to escape.

Until one day, when we possess their unshakable strength, we can truly be ourselves.

Promise me not to give up, okay? "

Shi Xuexian sniffed slightly and said: "Your life in this world is meaningful because you have a brother-in-law and undying love for two lifetimes. I have nothing. I really can't find the value and value of my existence. What’s the point?”

She is actually very happy to be a teacher at Taikoo College.

But compared with the current experience, everything before was like a mirror, illusory and ethereal, and became very unreal.

And fragile.

It breaks when touched.

"How come you don't have anything? You have me, we are close relatives!" Li Qingyao looked at Song Yu and signaled that it was his turn to take action.

This has been the case in the past. Once the smart Yao Bao encounters a problem that cannot be solved, he will be very clever and leave the problem to his favorite brother, as if there is nothing in the world that Song Yu can't do.

This is true when you are in the mortal world, and it is also true after you become an immortal and a god.

Song Yu looked at Shi Xuexian and said with a smile: "What was Sister Xue's original greatest wish?"

Shi Xuexian was slightly startled, thought for a moment, and said with some embarrassment: "Become a supreme being first and then become a saint. Find the source of the alien race and completely solve the crisis of the human race."

Song Yu was stunned for a moment and immediately gave a thumbs up.

Li Qingyao couldn't help but admire: "Sister, your ideals and ambitions are simply too lofty! Unlike me, I only think about how I can get tired of being with my brother all day long. When I see him, I can't help but think!"

Shi Xuexian: "..."

Song Yu: "..."

(End of this chapter)