It's a diary

Chapter 134 3.27
It seems that March last year was not that cold.

I remember it rained all the time last spring semester, but I couldn't remember how cold it was.

All I know is that I wore that school uniform jacket until my graduation day, took hot showers all the time, and arrived at my current school.

I always wear my school uniform jacket to protect myself from the sun.However, it seems that after all, it has no effect.

No matter what time it is, I am always a very lazy person.

Too lazy to talk, too lazy to bother communicating with others, too lazy to do many things that I clearly want to do...

But, what should be done, what should be done.Sooner or later it will be done.

It's so cold, it feels like I'm back to the coldest days last year.

Fortunately, I was on the safe side and brought some thick clothes, otherwise I would have been cold to death.

Many people have caught colds and many classes have been suspended.Even in our class, some people have gone home because of colds.

And one of my roommates also caught a cold.

I took leave this afternoon and went out to see it, and now I am staying in the isolation room of the school.Maybe I can go home tomorrow.

It's a lie to say I'm not envious, but I feel uncomfortable enough without catching a cold, and I don't dare to think about going home if I catch a cold too.

Everything is good, nothing is bad.

It was terrible, whether it was the weather, my mood, or me.

Until now, it seems difficult for me to find anything happy and worth talking about in my daily life.

The same goes for those worries.

Everything makes me feel upset, but I don’t know what to say or how to vent my depression and distress.

I think those depressions and worries are blended together, which is why I am always so upset now.I can't vent these messy emotions.

They are like a ball of cotton. Even if I use [-]% of my strength to give them a heavy blow, nothing will happen.

Besides, now, I don’t have the strength to do that.Or maybe, I am really like what I said, show it off to the end and nothing will matter anymore.

But, it seems, that's not the case.

I'm annoyed, but I can't say it's painful.

I am always irritable and depressed, but I still live a leisurely life.Eat when you need to eat, sleep when you need to sleep, learn what you understand, and don’t make any insignificant struggles when you don’t understand.

Occasionally I go out for a walk and walk around the lake again and again.Eating wontons in that huge wonton shop, I always bumped into that little boy on the weekends.

It's always like this, just like the first time I walked on the streets of this city and the first time I walked into this wonton shop, he was there at that time.

I didn't get to meet him every time, but I did quite a lot.

When I was tired, I lay down on the grass and looked up at the willow branches that were about to fall on my face... When I reached wx, my step count ranked first on almost all my friends' lists, and when I reached the point where I had to go back to school.

Squatting on the roadside eating sesame seed cakes, walking in crowded markets, sitting on tables and chairs in night markets eating fried noodles, and ordering bowls of sugar water to relieve fatigue.

I don’t know what this is, but I know that this is what I can do and what I want to do, so I just do it.

Be bold, be casual, be happy... Whether I am regarded as a heartless bad guy by others, or a mindless idiot by others, I am originally a person as stupid as Yuwan.

Want to raise a dog.

If you raise one, you should raise one that is smart, not as stupid as a fish ball.

(End of this chapter)