In this life, we don’t even talk about love dogs.

Chapter 751 Confession
Ye Ge returned home.

Compared to the liveliness at home before, compared to the past when there was dinner to eat as soon as I got home.

Su Mu and Yan Cici were there to welcome him.

When Ye Ge returned home this time, there was no one at home, even his mother had returned to Linhai.

However, Ye Ge's mother had already returned to Linhai City.

Ye Ge did not go home these days, but stayed in the hotel alone.

Because after Su Mu and Yan Cici disappeared, Ye Ge's mother also went back. The house was empty, and Ye Ge felt that there was no point in him going back.

And the reason why Ye Ge didn't come back was that he actually felt some self-blame and guilt in his heart.

In other words, Ye Ge felt that his conscience was against him.

Looking at the various traces of their lives in the house, Ye Ge was worried that he would not be able to bear it.

In the end, Ye Ge still felt that he had to come back and take a look.

The whole house was very clean, which showed that when my mother came back, she cleaned the whole house.

But it's also true that my mother doesn't have anything to do in Hangzhou anymore, and the people she's most worried about have all left Hangzhou and returned to Linhai City. There's no point for her to stay here.

And cleaning the house before leaving may be the only thing my mother feels she can do for herself.

Sitting on the sofa, Ye Ge felt very emotional.

Even in Ye Ge's mind, a kaleidoscope of images kept flashing by.

Ye Ge recalled his previous life with Su Mu and Yan Cici.

At that time, we hadn't confirmed our relationship yet, so we were all very happy.

At this time, Ye Ge was even wondering whether what he was doing was right.

If my relationship with them has always been uncertain, is it okay to continue like this?
But it turns out that dragging it on like this is definitely not going to work.

One day, I will get closer to them, and one day something like this will happen.

In the end, you will be faced with the choice of choosing one or all.

Ye Ge finally chose to take them all.

Besides, things have come to this point, the situation is like this now, what else can be said?

What we need to do now is to solve these problems ourselves.

Taking a deep breath, Ye Ge took out the mineral water from the refrigerator and took a sip.

Ye Ge first walked to Su Mu's room.

Su Mu's room was very tidy. Ye Ge felt that it was not his mother who cleaned it, but Su Mu cleaned his room before leaving.

There were some of Su Mu's clothes in the closet. These clothes probably couldn't fit into Su Mu's suitcase, so he didn't take them away.

All the little gadgets on the table were given to her by Ye Ge before, and they were all taken away by Su Mu.

Sitting on Su Mu's bed, a breeze blew in from the window, blowing through Su Mu's room, carrying a hint of Su Mu's faint fragrance, as if Su Mu had never left.

Ye Ge walked to Yan Cici's room again. Yan Cici's room was no different from any other room.

All the clothes and other things were taken away by Yan Cici.

However, on Yan Cici's desk, Ye Ge found a cup pressed on a piece of paper.

Ye Ge walked forward and picked up the piece of paper. On it was a letter from Yan Cici to Ye Ge.

"Ye Ge, when you see this letter, it means I have left.

My departure was not due to my impulse, but the result of careful consideration, and also because I don’t know how to face you in the future.

You have taken great care of me since I was a child. We have been together as far as I can remember. No matter what happens, you always stand in front of me.

To me, you are like an older brother.

I have always been very dependent on you and regarded you as an older brother. I have always believed that my feelings for you are just that of an ordinary brother and sister.

So when you confessed to me that time, I really didn't know what to do.

I am worried and scared. I don't want to lose you, but I also don't want the way we get along to change.

Finally, when you gradually distanced yourself from me, I realized that I treated you as more than just a brother.

I don't know when it started, but I've actually fallen in love with you.

It's just that after I went to college, your gradual alienation from me made me realize that we can never go back to the way we were before.

But I can also understand that this is not your problem, but my responsibility.

All along, I have taken your care and love for me for granted.

I even know that if the relationship between our two families was not quite good, I know that you wouldn't even want to talk to me.

I was quite shameless at that time. I always used the relationship between our two families to maintain a certain connection with you.

Although at that time, I knew that it was impossible for the two of us to be together.

But in the end, I still hold on to a glimmer of hope, hoping that you can look back and give me a chance.

If that doesn't work, then I'm actually ready to live alone for the rest of my life.

But I didn't expect that when I was on a business trip to the United States, when you touched me, my heart seemed to be ignited again.

I was even dreaming at that time. If it was really a dream, then it was so beautiful that I didn't want to wake up.

Until later, you confessed to me again, and we became a couple, although I had doubts about your desire to hide the relationship between us.

But I never asked because I believed in you and believed that you would give me a very reasonable explanation in the end.

In the end, I didn't expect this to happen.

Do I hate you? I don't know. Maybe I can't hate you at all. Even when I found out that Su Mu was pregnant, I only hated myself.

I hate myself for not hating you at all even though this happened.

Maybe this is what I deserve. I rejected your confession, which led to the current situation.

While writing this letter, I was thinking about what would have happened between us if I had not rejected your confession that night.

Of course, there are no ifs in all of this.

Ye Ge, thank you.

Thank you for being so nice to me before, thank you for taking care of me since I was a child.

I'm going home first. I want to go home and calm down and think carefully. You don't need to come to see me or call me during this period of time.

Don't worry, I will take good care of myself, and you should also take good care of yourself. Su Mu is a very pitiful girl, but also a very good girl. You are the only one in her world.

So, if you really don't know how to make a decision, just go and stay with Su Mu. I really can't imagine how sad Su Mu will be without you."

After reading the letter, Ye Ge sat in the chair and sighed deeply.

There were some water stains on the bottom of the letter.

From this we can see how sad Ci Ci was when he wrote this letter.

"I really am a beast."

Ye Ge sighed.

Ye Ge looked at the empty wall. Originally, there were photos of Ye Ge and Yan Cici hanging on the wall.

But now, it seems that the portrait has been taken away by Yan Cici.

Even at one week, she took away photos of herself and her
Ye Ge sat on the chair, not knowing how long he had been there.

The whole room was very quiet, with only the clock hanging on the wall ticking away, making a clear and rhythmic sound.

When Ye Ge reacted, the sun was about to set. The light of the setting sun shone on the entire city. Ye Ge sat up from the bed.

To be honest, at this moment Ye Ge really wanted to go back to Linhai to see Su Mucici, Guo Xue and the others.

But Ye Ge knew better that meeting them now would only make them more confused.

The best thing for me now is to let them calm down and for myself to calm down too.

"Two months."

Ye Ge looked at the calendar on his phone and set a deadline for himself.

Two months later, before the children are born, I must go and see Su Mu and the others.

I don't ask Su Mu and the others to forgive me all at once, which is impossible, but at least I want to meet them.

Just when Ye Ge was feeling lost and didn't know what to do, and even wanted to numb himself with work, Ye Ge's phone rang.

Ye Ge looked at his cell phone and saw Xu Xin's name on the caller ID.

Ye Ge answered the phone: "Hello, Xu Xin."

"Are you free tonight? Do you want to have dinner together?" Xu Xin asked Ye Ge.

When two people have dinner together in the evening, it is more than just eating.

After eating, the two people have to do some other exercises to digest the food.

In fact, Ye Ge didn’t want to do any exercise at this time.

However, Ye Ge felt that Xu Xin had indeed worked very hard during this period.

After all, I have left all the tasks to Xu Xin, so I have to comfort him well.

So in the end Ye Ge agreed to have a meal with Xu Xin.

Ye Ge set an alarm clock, then lay down on Yan Cici's bed and had a good sleep.

When the alarm rang, it was already dark and the time showed 7 o'clock in the evening.

Ye Ge washed his face and then drove to the barbecue restaurant that he and Xu Xin often went to.

This barbecue restaurant was the one that Ye Ge and Xu Xin went to for their first meal.

It was after this barbecue restaurant that the two people established a simple relationship.

Neither of them needs to be responsible for their own things, they just need to be able to relieve their loneliness when they are alone.

When Ye Ge arrived at the barbecue restaurant, Xu Xin was already seated and some barbecue was being served.

"Sorry, I seem to be a little late."

Ye Ge sat in front of Xu Xin and said with a smile.

Xu Xin also smiled and shook his head: "It's okay, I just got here, I didn't wait long."

"Are we drinking alcohol or drinking beverages today?" Xu Xin asked. As for whether to drink alcohol or drink beverages, it depends on whether Ye Ge drove here or took a ride?
"Or let's have a drink. I drove here today." Ye Ge said.

In fact, Ye Ge really wanted to drink.

At least I can use alcohol to numb myself at this time, not to mention that there is someone sitting in front of me who can drink with me.

"Boss, buy two bottles of Jiaduobao." Xu Xin shouted to the boss.

The boss responded and quickly came over with two bottles of iced Jiaduobao and placed them on the table.

While eating barbecue, the two people talked about company matters or discussed some things in life.

This is usually the case when Xu Xin and Ye Ge eat together.

The two of them would not talk about something extremely unhappy, they would basically just talk about whatever came to mind.

However, it was this kind of chat that gradually made the two of them relax.

However, even though Ye Ge didn't say anything, Xu Xin recently discovered that Ye Ge seemed to be a little depressed, as if he had encountered something.

I also heard that Guo Xue has returned to Linhai City and will not return to Hangzhou in the short term.

As for what she was going to do in Linhai City, Yuan Guoxue did not tell Xu Xin, and Xu Xin naturally did not ask.

But what Xu Xin was certain of was that something had happened between Ye Ge and Guo Xue.

This time, Xu Xin asked Ye Ge to come over for barbecue, not only because Xu Xin felt a little lonely, but more because he wanted to help Ye Ge solve his problems.

If he is willing to talk to me, I am willing to be the one who listens to him.

After eating the barbecue, Ye Ge got in the car and Xu Xin sat in the passenger seat.

The two drove towards Xu Xin's home.

As soon as they got home, Xu Xin and Ye Ge couldn't help but start studying.

On this day, Xu Xin deliberately wore an OL uniform and shiny black socks on her feet.

After two full remedial lessons, the two finally put down their textbooks and lay down on the bed, panting, to rest.

Xu Xin lay in Ye Ge's arms, raised his head and looked at Ye Ge's appearance, still unable to help but ask: "Has anything happened recently?"

"Huh? Why do you say that?"

"I can tell from your expression." Xu Xin smiled and shook his head. "You are not the kind of person who likes to show things on your face, but if you really encounter something, you can still see some traces on your face."

As he was talking, Xu Xin sat up from the bed and looked at Ye Ge: "If you don't mind, you can tell me something."

(End of this chapter)