The peninsula is like a shadow

Chapter 134 Unacceptable Concern
Li Yan didn't follow the schedule today. His head hurt so much that it hurt even sitting in the security room.Check the computer from time to time and ask a few subordinates to run a little more, and they all carry out the tasks very obediently.Li Yan knew that they might think they were still angry about what happened last night.

Li Yan was actually very angry. He felt that Kanako should at least tell him that even if we never see each other again, she should say goodbye as gently as before.Li Yan thought about it carefully, and then he realized that he was stupid. In fact, there were already signs of Kanako's departure. She didn't let him hold a wedding, buy a wedding dress and diamond ring, or do anything that would look grand. thing.

That morning, for the first time, she knelt in front of him to serve him, and even vented her emotions loudly. Li Yan felt a little guilty. The idea of ​​getting married must have scared Kanako.She is not ready, not ready to marry herself.

Throwing the itinerary on the table, Li Yan felt that he had figured it out.Kanako still has many wishes that have not been fulfilled. Perhaps the husband she wants is the kind of man who can appear upright, rather than a guy with a Yakuza background.That should be the case, but Li Yan still felt his heart aching when he thought of Kanako's tenderness.

For so many years in Shibuya, Li Yan has met many women, but because he lives on guard every day, only Madam and Kanako have impressed him the most. He has always believed in the vision of Brother Uchinaga, so he thinks that the woman Brother Uchinaga is looking for is the best choice.

The wife left very early, but Kanako would appear in front of Li Yan every day.When Brother Nainaga said that Kanako was the woman prepared for him, Li Yan was very happy.He felt that this was a reward from God for so many years.

If you do bad things yourself, or turn a blind eye, you should not have a future according to your childhood education. You always think that prison is your home, but Kanako's gentleness makes Li Yan full of hope in life.

This is also the reason why Li Yan is unwilling to return to Shibuya and not become the president. Li Yan feels that he has no ambition. He left home just because he was a burden to the family.Apart from eating, I can't help the family much.He just wants to settle down, have a good job, have a home, and have someone at home who likes him.

Just when I thought I was about to realize my wish in life, everything shattered like a bubble.As for the bank card that Kanako took away, Li Yan had no idea. The money was originally fraudulent, and the fake detonator he wore successfully deceived Li Zairong, not to mention that Kanako did not ask him for the money to buy a house.

Li Yan thinks that Kanako likes him, but they can't live together because of the cruel fate. This is a bit like Jessica's feelings for him. It sounds like Kanako and Jessica are completely different, but in fact there is no difference. Like a station between two worlds, they meet at the station and then leave.

"Onie said that you should have a good meal."

Yeri carefully placed the lunch box on the table, made a face at Li Yan and ran out.Li Yan knew that the Ernie Yeri was talking about was Bae Zhuhyun. Look at the food in the lunch box. Did you order it at a Chinese restaurant?

There were three boxes of rice in front of Li Yan, three identical boxes of braised pork ribs.Bae Zhuhyun sent one, Seohyun sent one, and Yoona called to arrange one.

Li Yan felt very warm. It felt good to be cared for. Although in their hearts, they were a frustrated loser, but warmth was warmth. No matter it was mixed with sympathy or other emotions, care was care.

"I want to talk to you."

Xu Xian came alone, and the clear eyes made Li Yan have to stop his chopsticks. Did he scare her by eating three portions of braised pork rib rice at one time?But I am really hungry. I am afraid that I fought with Jessica for too long last night and I need energy replenishment too much.

"If you want to comfort me and look away, or tell me that there is still a long way to go in life, or that there is a woman who is more suitable for me waiting for me, why not sit down and have dinner with me, I haven't touched this job yet. , you can eat it.”

Li Yan pointed to the unopened lunch box. Xu Xian hesitated and sat across from Li Yan. She did not touch the lunch box, but said to Li Yan seriously,

"I don't intend to advise you, but I want to tell you that Kanako is a very good woman. I'm afraid there will be no one in the world who understands you better than her. She loves you very much, and she loves you like crazy, but she She feels that she is not worthy of you, and she said that she should not appear in your life. If there is a next life, she will appear by your side early and let you bully her for the rest of your life."

Li Yan couldn't eat anymore. He thought he had accepted the fact that Kanako was leaving, but Xu Xian's words revived Li Yan's feelings that he had finally suppressed. He stopped his chopsticks and Li Yan raised his head to look at Xu Xian.
"So, are you here to persuade me to find her?"

When Xu Xian heard Li Yan's words, he shook his head firmly.

"No. I want to tell you that you should be happy to have had a woman like Kanako, instead of resenting her." Xu Xian's voice was steady, but a little rushed, as if he was afraid that Li Yan would not be able to understand her words. When he was standing, he leaned forward slightly and stared into Li Yan's eyes.

Li Yan doesn't understand people like Xu Xian. In Li Yan's eyes, Xu Xian is too serious. In the past, when running schedules, Li Yan would not take the initiative to joke with Xu Xian, because she would understand every word you said. Seriously, when a teammate who couldn't stand it explained that she was joking, she would look at her like a judge.

That kind of clear gaze was something Li Yan couldn't resist, so Li Yan could only let Xu Xian get curious every time and poke his waist with his fingers before opening his mouth to answer Xu Xian's questions patiently.

Just like today, because it was Xu Xian who said it, Li Yan believed it.I believe in Xu Xian's judgment, and I also believe that Kanako is who Xu Xian said. I should feel happy that I once had Kanako, and I should not be resentful for Kanako's departure.

Li Yan drank some water and tried to calm down. The emotions in his heart were too complicated. If Kanako was in front of him, Li Yan would express his anger and ask her why she wanted to leave. Even if Kanako couldn't give a reason and only said that she wanted to leave, Li Yan I will definitely let go.

But Kanako didn't say anything to herself.Thinking of this, Li Yan raised his head and looked at Xu Xian,
"You and Kanako should have only met once. Why are you so sure that she is who you say she is?"

"Because I read the letter she wrote to you. There was a sentence in it that I didn't quite understand. She said that if it weren't for her, you wouldn't be who you are now."

Li Yan felt a little ridiculous. Xu Xian read the letter Kanako wrote to him. Isn't this something that requires an apology?Why did she speak so openly and even have the attitude of questioning herself?As for Kanako's words, Li Yan recalled the memory of Kanako clenching her little fists like a hedgehog.

Li Yan picked up the chopsticks again, and he remembered the letter. He knew that there must be a lot of things Kanako wanted to say in the letter, but Li Yan didn't want to know what he said after everyone left.Say something to make yourself miss her more, or make yourself hate her?Realizing that Xu Xian was still staring at him, Li Yan said,
"You peeked at the letter Kanako wrote to me, and then came to tell me that I should be happy. Xu Xianxi, are there some problems in it? For example, why did you peek at it?"

Xu Xian heard Li Yan's question and answered very calmly,
"I didn't peek. You threw the letter away as trash, and then I accidentally picked up the trash bag. Then I put the letter together with a few Ernies, and then I read it."

"Accidentally? How many Unnies? Do you mean you are not the only one who knows the contents of the letter?"

Li Yan couldn't eat anymore. Really, he felt a little stuck in his heart.It's not because of Kanako's departure, but because of the enthusiastic Ernies in Xu Xian's mouth.

Li Yan pushed aside the lunch box in front of him and decided to have a good chat with Xu Xian.
"Tell me, what else do you know?"

"I know you are a person with great perseverance. You have been observing the precepts for ten years, and the first time was with Kanako."

"Stop, stop~~~"

Li Yan felt that his blood pressure was rising, but the person in front of him was Xu Xian, a person he could not scold. Every time he teased her, or wanted to bully her, the most common mantra this lovely woman said to himself was, I let her Abba will beat you.

Li Yan didn't want to be beaten, but he also didn't want Xu Xian to know him like this.

Kanako, Kanako, how long are you going to torture me?

(End of this chapter)