The peninsula is like a shadow

Chapter 299 Liu Zhizhi’s Psychology

But "expensive" is not an accurate adjective. In Li Yan's opinion, Liu Zhizhi's description is not accurate enough because the steaks in this restaurant are not expensive.

Looking at the paper bag Li Yan was carrying, Liu Zhihui took it and knew what it was without opening it.Looking at Li Yan sitting opposite her, Liu Zhizhi said softly,
"That's what happens when you are too sensible. Many people bully you without knowing it. Because you are sensible, because you are kind, and because you are easy to bully at first glance. The kindness you give does not necessarily mean satisfaction."

"Jimin knows it."

"Then do you know?"

"I know."

Liu Zhihui rolled his eyes at Li Yan, wondering if he knew what he was talking about.What he said was that he was completely devoted to him, but he answered so quickly, and the more he looked at him, the more handsome he became.Why do people always look forward to what they can’t get?

The steak came very quickly, and no waiter asked you how cooked you wanted it. Li Yan was not picky about these things. Meat, cooked, was Li Yan's hobby.Liu Zhizhi cut the steak into small pieces and stuffed it into his mouth, tried to chew it, and frowned slightly.

"I don't eat beef very much. You are so strong. Do you have to eat beef every day?"

"Actually, I don't have any moral bottom line. You will make it difficult for me to do this."

It was rare for Li Yan to respond directly to him. Liu Zhihui stopped his knife and fork and looked at Li Yan seriously.

"Tell me, why is it so difficult to do?"

"Even if we break through all relationships, even if you are my girlfriend, I will not change my love."

"You mean, even if you sleep with me, you still like Jimin? Let me think about it, you are really a bastard. Don't you know that there should be choices in life?"

Li Yan nodded, then looked at Liu Zhizhi and said seriously,

"I didn't have a choice before, so I didn't know what the choice meant. Now I have some abilities and I know what my life will be like. So what I like is just what I like. No one can change me, but Likewise, if the person I like leaves me, I will accept it."

"Why are you so pessimistic? Do you think it's normal to watch the person you like grow up around you and eventually leave?"

Li Yan nodded, it was normal. Kanako was gone and Eri was living a good life now.Bae Joo Hyun will also leave in the future, and Lee Yeon Hee and Go Ara have never belonged to them.Perhaps Ha La would not leave him, but Li Yan knew that ten years later, a mature Ha La would not choose him.

Unless, ten years later, I can wash away all the black on my body and turn it into pure white.is it possible?Of course it's impossible.

"Do you feel inferior because of your past and present events?"

Li Yan shook his head. This was not a matter of inferiority complex, but an understanding of reality.I thought that a woman who had seen darkness like Kanako was his end, but now it seems that that is just a fantasy. It has nothing to do with women, but with himself.

"With a please-pleaser personality, once you meet someone you like, you will help regardless of reward. You will suppress your own needs. The root cause is that you are afraid of rejection, which is a fear of failure. Although I’m not good at psychology, I think that’s it. Your mentality is unhealthy and it’s a personality disorder.”

Li Yan tried to understand Liu Zhizhi's words. He understood the word "please".As for failure, fear, etc., Li Yan feels that it is not accurate. When he is afraid of failure, he can just get up after being knocked down, and if he can't fight for the time being, he can run away.No, I couldn't beat the shark, but I didn't escape.

Li Yan looked into Liu Zhizhi's eyes again and said seriously,

"I'm not afraid of failure, and I'm not afraid of rejection. You're wrong."

"I'm right, you are like that. No wonder you look so attractive. It turns out that your kindness to everyone is sincere. Now that you are dining with me, you also really care about me."

"I said, I'm not afraid of failure, even if I know a shark will kill me, I'm not afraid."

“Because you’re afraid Jimin will fail.”

Li Yan turned to look out the window and wanted to refute, but couldn't find a reason. He was so angry because he was uneducated.Liu Zhizhi really wanted to go back to the school library right away and read some psychology books.No wonder, no wonder, despite being rejected by Li Yan so many times, I still have a good impression of him. It turns out that his rejection is also good for me.

"You can't do this, you will live very tiredly, and your life will even change because of others. If it is just a woman, it is love, but I guess you must not be able to tell the difference between love and liking. So, you It will keep changing because of many people who like it.”

"I don't understand what you're talking about. I'm not tired at all. I've slept with many beautiful women and I'm very happy."

"Can't you just start acting like a gangster? Are you sleeping with a woman? How do you know it's not a woman sleeping with you? This is Korea, and women are very open-minded."

Li Yan couldn't eat anymore. It was a pity to waste such good beef, but Li Yan just couldn't eat it.Turning to look at Liu Zhizhi, he realized that he could not speak to her because her expression was very calm. Unlike other girls who talked about sleeping, Li Yan could not find any shyness or avoidance on her face.

"You come home with me now, and I'll let you know right away whether your mind is open enough."

"I'm anxious, I'm anxious. Look at you, you get anxious when someone talks about something that hurts you. I won't go home with you and let you hold me while I'm thinking about Jimin. You're a big pervert, really, too It’s abnormal. I suddenly feel so excited, it’s like the plot in a TV series.”

As expected, we are two sisters. You and Jimin must have watched a lot of TV dramas when you were young. Things that are not in line with reality will be made up into TV dramas in your imagination.Thinking about the heroine Liu Zhimin mentioned and looking at Liu Zhizhi in front of him, Li Yan could only sigh.

Eating beef is just like eating beef, and this kind of thing can happen to me.Li Yan brought the beef to his eyes with a fork and looked at it carefully. It was beef, not cake.

"I suddenly want to have a try with you. It's not about friendship, it's just a try. Don't look at me like that, I'm not that kind of woman. Who makes you always fall into my hands? I've served you with my own hands for so long. I don't know what's going on. useless."

Seeing that Li Yan was dull, Liu Zhizhi was afraid that the stimulation was not enough, so he added a small wish in his heart, so Li Yan could only look out the window again. There were not many such naughty women. When he met one, he should treat her well. Beat her up.

But Liu Zhihui, who had won a small victory, seemed not to let Li Yan go. This time he cut a large piece of beef into his mouth and chewed it quickly. After swallowing it with satisfaction, he continued,
"Look at you, you clearly rejected me, but I was so rude in front of you, and you didn't even scold me, and you said you weren't a pleaser. What are you afraid of? Are you afraid that if you scold me, I will be sad? Or is it because of Jimin? , do you think you should respect me? I don’t think you are a gentleman, what do you think?”

Li Yan felt that what Liu Zhizhi said was wrong, but he was not sure why what she said seemed to be right. He reached out and poured some water for Liu Zhizhi and answered helplessly,

"Can't I be a gentleman?"

"Gentleman? Like Jimin? The story of Lolita? A pear tree crushes a begonia?"

"Am I that old? That one is middle-aged."

"Oh, I've actually seen this movie. It's great."

Li Yan saw the shadow of Liu Zhimin in Liu Zhizhi. Liu Zhizhi's attitude of smiling and praising him was at least sixty-seven parts of Liu Zhimin's demeanor.Especially this teasing compliment, the two sisters are exactly the same.

"Why are you looking at me so seriously?"

"You and Jimin look so much alike, and I'm not just talking about appearance."

"Why didn't you say that Jimin has my shadow in it? You think you like Jimin, but in fact you like me."

"That's not possible. Your figure is not as good as Jimin's."

This is a sad story. Liu Zhizhi's figure is obviously of a good standard, but she can't refute Li Yan's answer.Because Jimin is a little monster, a little monster who is so thin but has slender branches and bears fruit.

"So, you're still an asshole after all."

"Thank you for the compliment."

(End of this chapter)