The peninsula is like a shadow

Chapter 418 I rejected Chief Xu

The biggest regret in life is when you meet someone special and know that you can never be together.Sooner or later you have to give up, and in the end you realize that the most painful thing is not not getting it, but not letting it go.

Xu Xian forgot where she saw this sentence, but now she understood what it meant. When her father and mother repeatedly said that Li Yan was a bastard and not worthy of her liking, Xu Xian felt very sad.

Xu Xian couldn't bear to leave Li Yan. She knew Li Yan earlier than anyone else, and she sincerely welcomed Li Yan to this bright world.She looked at Li Yan not far away. She thought that this was how all love stories started, and she thought her way was right.

But when Xu Xian really understood that he already liked Li Yan, Xu Xian knew it was a little late. Li Yan was a bastard. Everyone said so, but many people threw themselves into his arms, as if the sentence bastard was not about Li Yan. Yan, but for those who want to like Li Yan, and he is the one who was deceived.

So Xu Xian bravely took a step forward, and the result was that she really got closer to Li Yan, and even had physical contact. Although she was bullied, she would try hard to think clearly late at night, what Li Yan really meant to her. Attitude, just being a hooligan, but I can't help it because I like it.

Xu Xian confirmed that Li Yan liked him a little, which was very certain.Although he is a bastard, he only "bullies" women he likes, which makes Xu Xian a little dissatisfied. There are many reasons for dissatisfaction. He is dissatisfied with Li Yan because he is so casual about the relationship between men and women.He was dissatisfied with himself. He had known that Li Yan was like this. If he had established the relationship first, Xu Xian believed that he could block all the women from Li Yan. Except for himself, he would not even look at anyone else.

So Xu Xian has been undecided, but she is always ready to let Li Yan understand her feelings.Unexpectedly, Li Yan knew it a long time ago, and this bastard announced his failure in this way.But even if Li Yan hurt her like this, Xu Xian only felt sorry for herself and didn't hate Li Yan.Abba punched Li Yan, and Xu Xian felt that it was Abba who was at fault.

She went to see Li Yan in the evening. She wanted to ask Li Yan one last time if it was because of his father's identity.Or did he have other concerns? Xu Xian knew Li Yan's background, and she also believed that as long as she and her father continued to mess around, his father would definitely help Li Yan clear his identity.From now on, he will not be called Mingjing Zhengyan, nor will he be called Li Yan.Let Abba give Li Yan a military identity. After all, Abba has a special operations force that the public doesn't know about.

Xu Xian was worried that Li Yan would be reluctant to part with his current wealth, but as long as he promised him, Xu Xian felt that he would be able to convince him that money was not the most important thing.Xu Xian felt that she had thought very carefully, and she believed that Li Yan would understand her painstaking efforts.

But Xu Xian didn't see Li Yan, and when Dahlia said that Li Yan was sleeping on another woman's belly, Xu Xian felt very cold.He just hurt himself, how could he do this? Does he really not like his soul at all, but just loves his chest?
Xu Xian wanted to ask Li Yan face to face and hear him answer her personally, so she chose to come to see Li Yan again alone, and she also met Li Yan.

But Li Yan didn't answer him. Although Xu Xian saw Li Yan, there was still Pei Zhuhyun standing in front of him.She watched Pei Zhuhyun ask Li Yan to go to the tavern to drink, and then invited herself to sit down. Xu Xian knew that Pei Zhuhyun might be able to solve her doubts.

"To put it simply, two reasons. First, it is too late. Second, there is too much known."

Xu Xian didn't quite understand what Pei Zhuhyun said, but she didn't ask immediately. She knew that Pei Zhuhyun would definitely explain it to her.Although Pei Zhuxuan now represents Li Yan, this makes her very unwilling.Xu Xian knew that Bae Zhuhyun was actually three months older than him, but he was still her senior. However, these relationships seemed useless because of Li Yan's existence.

There was juice on the coffee table. Pei Zhuxuan picked up a bottle and put it into Xu Xian's hand.

"Actually, I don't want to come, but if you let Li Yan tell you, you will definitely cry in anger, and then you can't find the answer. He is a very bastard. He knows that others are good to him, but he doesn't Rarely expresses it. Maybe it’s because he’s neither Japanese nor Korean, or maybe he’s just such a jerk.”

"You said he was a bastard, but you stuck by him."

Bae Zhuhyun sighed softly, Xu Xian was right.But she and Xu Xian are different. At least Pei Zhuxuan thinks that she is braver than Xu Xian.When he was still a trainee, he knew what he should do to make this bastard like him. At that time, he didn't actually like Li Yan much, but a woman's intuition told Pei Zhuxuan to do this.

"Xuxian, maybe the way you chose to approach him was right, but Li Yan is not the kind of man you imagined. He is used to thinking about things simply and crudely. He will only pay attention to the people and things in front of him, he will not By giving other people the chance to delay, he does the same to himself. So, what happens to him always feels weird, and it happens without warning, not once or twice. You have been romantically close for too long, so I said you were too late."

"But I think it's true. Two people always need to understand each other before they can decide the next step. You are not the same, it is just because of your identity that you succeeded. If it were earlier, he would have worked as a security guard with Girls' Generation , I won’t lose.”

Xu Xian was very sure, but Bae Zhu Hyun shook her head.

"Xuxian, you still don't understand. I said it too late. I'm not talking about you or me. I'm talking about Liu Zhimin. You have no idea how important Liu Zhimin is in Li Yan's heart. If Liu Zhimin didn't show up, , he won’t do that kind of thing to you, because in this bastard’s mind, having a few more women is a thing that makes him feel powerful. So, if you like him, he will put you on the bed. He doesn't care whether there is any result or not. He thinks it is fate. If there is fate, he will go to bed. If there is no fate, it doesn't matter. If you like him, he will be very good to you until you don't like him. "

"Liu Zhimin? I know that Li Yan stood in front of the shark for her."

Pei Zhuxuan nodded and continued,

"To be precise, when it was discovered that Liu Zhimin might be attacked by a shark, Li Yan had a choice. He jumped into the sea with blood stains all over his body. At that time, his life belonged to Liu Zhimin. In this way, I also It’s very uncomfortable, but that’s the way it is.”

The second floor fell silent. Xu Xian turned the juice in his hand and looked up at Pei Zhuhyun.
"Then why are you still so nice to him?"

"I am an idol now. I like him and he also likes me. Although there is no twists and turns in the story between us, I have become accustomed to him appearing in front of me."

"This is an excuse because you think you won't lose to Ryu Jimin."

"Who knows? I told you that I am an idol now and it will take a long time before the contract expires. You know the company's rules. I have no choice but Li Yan."

Xu Xian stared at Bae Zhuhyun's eyes, looked back at the juice bottle in his hand, and said silently,
"So you want to tell me that Li Yan can't completely like me because he already has someone in his heart, right? What about the second reason? Why do you say he knows too much."

"It means literally, because you know too much about Li Yan's past. He also knows this, so it is impossible for him to be with you, because the Li Yan you know is too different from you."

"Don't you know that too?"

"I wish I didn't know."

"Don't you know Liu Jimin?"

"She knows, but she doesn't care. This may be the biggest difference between us. I don't know if it's because she is too young, too naive, or she does it on purpose. If I am not wrong, she never mentioned Li Yan in front of him Her past. Just like the Li Yan she knew started as a company talent scout. Can you understand what I mean?"

Xu Xian nodded, she was not an idiot, of course she understood.What Pei Zhuxuan said is that Li Yan cares about his past. In other words, Li Yan does not feel that his past is his pride, so those who view him based on his past will subconsciously maintain the same attitude. gap.This should be what Bae Joo Hyun said about knowing too much.But is Li Yan really like this?Xu Xian was a little skeptical.

Xu Xian stood up and chatted with Pei Zhuxuan for a while. She suddenly felt that her mood was much better. Li Yan was not the only man in the world. Moreover, regardless of whether what Pei Zhuxuan said was true or not, she also found a way to make herself understand. Wu’s excuse, perhaps the most real answer is that Li Yan is not suitable for him.

"Thank you, thank you for the juice, don't bother me, I'm going back."

"Oppa will not apologize to you for what he has done. Even if he says it, he will not really think so in his heart. Moreover, he may also think that hurting you is a good thing for you. He never cares According to his own feelings, if he thinks it is good for you, he will do it because he regards you as a friend. It sounds wrong, but I believe that he hurt you for your own good. "

Xu Xian was stunned for a moment and bowed slightly to Pei Zhuhyun. Pei Zhuhyun returned the same bow and watched Xu Xian open the door and leave the second floor.

No one knew that the two peers inside and outside the room sighed at the same time.

Xu Xian felt that what Bae Zhu Hyun said was not entirely true. If it was only because of Liu Zhimin, Bae Zhu Hyun could not be as good as Li Yan. There must be other possibilities to be with Li Yan, but he didn't know it, and Bae Zhu Hyun knew it.But now Xu Xian feels that he has figured it out. Even if he is reluctant, he should let go of this relationship. At least this is a result.Pei Zhuxuan sighed for Li Yan. He was right. The person Xu Xian liked was not Li Yan from Flower Street, but a changed Li Yan. Pei Zhuhyun knew that Li Yan from Flower Street never talked about the future. Not to mention who to become boyfriend and girlfriend, just like if Li Yan asked Xu Xian, can you marry me?Seohyun will definitely make a lot of demands on him to make him change.In the final analysis, Xu Xian still didn't like Li Yan enough. She was just moved by love and felt that she had given too much and was touched by herself.

Li Yan's pinched breasts may have exceeded three digits long ago. He came out of Flower Street. Xu Xian, what do you think?He didn't even think about this, and he still wanted to take away Li Yan. At this point, Yoona was even more threatening, because Yoona was really smart.

This bastard has to do this kind of thing by himself. I really don’t know what the consequences will be if I let him face it by himself. He will probably just stare and tell Xu Xian, who likes you, just touch your chest?What's the big deal.

Li Yan didn't know what Pei Zhuhyun and Xu Xian were talking about, but he knew that Xu Xian would at least calm down. This was Pei Zhuhyun's ability, just like no matter what mood he was in, he would calm down and listen to her when he saw her in the company.

"Ouba, I'm going back."

Xu Xian's voice came from behind. Li Yan quickly stood up from his chair and looked at Xu Xian. He didn't cry, but even managed a smile to himself.So we had a good chat?
"I will send you back."

"Okay."

Li Yan wanted to pinch his own mouth, but Xu Xian agreed after the words were spoken.Find a reason to say that Pei Zhuxuan is worried about being on the second floor of the small building. No, isn't this irritating?It's useless to think too much. Xu Xian also saw his bastard appearance and probably gave up.Pushing the unfinished fried rice aside, Li Yan took Xu Xian and left the alley.

Chief Xu waved to Li Yan, who was standing next to the Mercedes-Benz. Li Yan wanted to get out of here, but he didn't dare.I could only lower my head slightly and walk over.
"You just want to talk to me about something. Let's go. Remember the tavern last time."

I don’t remember, what’s the matter?Isn't it the place where you secretly drink alcohol?But Chief Xu put his hand on Li Yan's shoulder and left under Xu Xian's clear eyes.Xu Xian didn't even know that there was worry hidden in his eyes.

"How is it? Are my fists strong? I usually exercise in the army."

"Not bad, better than the average old man."

Chief Xu's eyes widened when he heard this. He was beyond the level of an ordinary old man. What kind of comment was this?I took a picture of the bar counter.

"What are you looking at? You have to wait for me to call you before you serve the wine. As per the old rules, serve it quickly."

"The madam said you can't exceed one week."

"Ma'am, didn't you see that it was my little brother who was drinking?"

Little brother?Li Yan looked at Chief Xu's face. It was definitely not a good thing to take his seniority out of thin air. He didn't know what Chief Xu was going to say, but if he wanted to touch Xu Xian next time, it would become an ethical issue. A niece as old as Xu Xian?It's really big.No, why are you still thinking about touching someone?
"Xiao Xian's eyes were swollen yesterday, did you see that?"

"No, I didn't go home last night."

"I know you haven't gone home, so I just want to tell you."

"Oh, then I see."

Officer Xu picked up the wine cup, looking at it carefully before his eyes as usual, then drank it all in one gulp, and slowly exhaled the alcohol.
"You know just one answer?"

"Then I should feel guilty?"

"You bastard, you are indeed a bastard. Where have you and Xiaoxian gotten to? Why is she crying so sadly?"

"No step."

Li Yan looked at the wine cup in Chief Xu's hand. He felt that he must not talk about touching his breasts.I am straightforward, not stupid.

After carefully drinking three glasses of wine with Chief Xu, Chief Xu put down the wine cup in a controlled manner and raised his hand. Li Yan quickly walked to him and asked him to put it on his shoulder.

It was only a few steps from the tavern to Xu Xian's high-end community, but Chief Xu walked very slowly. When he was almost at the door, Chief Xu suddenly said,
"If you were asked to serve as a soldier in South Korea, would you be willing?"

Li Yan did not answer immediately, but carefully thought about the meaning of this sentence, and then shook his head seriously.
"Thank you, Sir Xu. My temper cannot be restrained by the military camp."

"Very good, but I hope you won't refuse so simply. There is no way to predict the future in life. Everything has a chance."

"If there is even a slight possibility that it is a military camp, then I will choose Japan. Sir Xu, thank you."

Chief Xu patted Li Yan on the shoulder, shook his head, and suddenly said,
"You were a street kid when you were a child. You were so pitiful. How about I be your father?"

Li Yan, with a black line on his head, helped Chief Xu to stand.
"My father is still alive."

"Ha~~ That's it, then forget it."

Not knowing what to do, Li Yan watched Chief Xu walk into the community and stood next to the Mercedes-Benz and thought for a while, but he had no answer.

Bae Zhuhyun returned to the dormitory, and Kim Jiyeon drove her back.According to Dahlia, Bae Zhuhyun went to the tavern, looked at Basong and said she was going back to the dormitory, and then Jin Jiyan obediently went to drive, and Basong drove another car to follow.

"Should I make fried rice?"

"That half of the plate is cold. You want to eat it. Now I'll make it again for you."

"Every day, I know how much food is being wasted. This poor place in Korea only produces so much. It's a waste of money. I want to eat noodles."

He just knows how to bully himself, an honest person, and vent his anger on others all day long.Dahlia wanted to retort, but after thinking that this bastard might kick her ass, she walked a few steps before snorting and telling Tank to prepare noodles for Li Yan.Don’t make the noodles too thin, add some shredded pork, and don’t cook them for too long.

(End of this chapter)