Love is like sugar and marriage is like water

Chapter 90 Fragrance and Prayers

Yuchi Sheng stood there motionless like a wooden stake. While looking at Murong Lian affectionately, he fell into a kind of contemplation as if he wanted to get rid of his impetuous and anxious state of mind.

"Go quickly! We don't need you here anymore, and I don't want to see you again... It's best that we don't meet again..." Murong Lian suddenly calmed down, and it seemed that she had recovered from the tension and anxiety just now. , but actually said to Yu Chisheng in a weak and breathless state.

"Of course...but, dear, I understand your feelings...if my leaving can really bring you happiness, I will choose to leave without hesitation and without looking back."

Yuchi Sheng was thinking while answering. Seeing Murong Lian's silence, he continued:
  "But when you were in the most pain, I couldn't choose to leave. I couldn't be so selfish... I have never loved you as much as I do now, and I don't want you to suffer any pain."

"Pain is unavoidable... My son's condition is getting worse now... What should I do if he has a shortcoming and a long time?" Murong Lian said sadly.

Her sadness was like a small boat sailing on the sea that encountered a storm and lost its way. She felt helpless and desperate, as if she could never find a way out.

"But you have to believe in science and the treatment techniques of those experts...I can't live without you...it won't have any impact on Cao Jing's cure..."

"No...no, but this can't pass the hurdle in my heart..."

"If you have any troubles in your heart, you can tell me at any time. I will be a good listener. You have to believe me!"

"I believe it, of course I believe you...but..."

"Not that much, but...besides, if I were not with you, you would definitely confess my secret affair with you to your husband, which would frighten me just like that. Fortunately, your husband's thoughts are not on you. He is not Love you so much that he wouldn't listen, otherwise..."

"How about...?"

"Don't you understand how terrible such a result is? It will destroy you and me. Have you ever thought about it? By then, this matter will cause uproar in the city, and it will be spread from one to ten, and from one to another, How terrible that is...people will talk about this shameful thing with great interest, aren't you afraid?"

"Hmph, I'm not afraid..." Murong Lian sneered - she seemed to want to use a sneer to cover up her inner fragility and uneasiness.

"Of course it's scary. If people put all the faults on you, then you can't wash them away even if you jump into the Yellow River... If there is too much saliva, it will gather into a river, which will drown people! "

"If that's the case, that's the best! I hope so too." She suddenly raised her voice a lot, almost shouting loudly, "The more pain I endure, the more pain God imposes on my son." The less disease there is, the less painful it is.”

"No...seeing you in such pain, I would rather enter a temple and become a monk...than let you bear this sin alone."

"Being a monk? You can't imagine that..." Murong Lian said in surprise, as if there was a trace of fire stuck in her throat, making her want to roar.

"It's not that I'm thinking...but I really think so. If I become a monk, I can pray for Xiaojing in front of the Bodhisattva every day, so that his illness will get better quickly, and happiness will return to you. On the face..."

Yuchi Sheng said softly, looking at her eyes that were filled with anger but also with a hint of gentleness.

"Ah..." Murong Lian exclaimed.

"I can only sacrifice myself... Maybe only in this way can I appease God's raging anger to punish you... God, why don't you let me take Xiaojing's place when he gets sick?"

Yuchi Sheng said hypocritically. But even though it was an insincere lie, just like reciting lines in a play, it still moved Murong Lian. This kind of touching is an indescribable and beautiful emotion. It makes her heart surge with warmth, nourishing and comforting her soul. "Ah! You love him too, do you love Jing'er too..." Murong Lian said as she walked over and threw herself into Yuchi Sheng's arms. However, in that moment, she pushed him away in panic as if she had received an electric shock.

"What's wrong with you?" Yu Chisheng asked puzzledly.

"No, I can't hug you...but I believe in you, my dear! I believe you can do it...but I don't want you to go." Murong Lian continued, "Why aren't you Jing'er's father? If that's the case, it's natural for me to love you, and it won't be a sin."

"But...since you don't want me to go, are you willing to let me stay? From now on, I will only love you as my best friend, okay? I think this is the best way for us to get along, and we should I will be forgiven by the magnanimous God.”

"What about me? I can't do it." She walked over excitedly, staring at Yu Chisheng's handsome face, like a finely crafted work of art, and then said, "Can I bear to kill you?" Do I love you as my best friend? No...can't...how can I do that? I really can't do it."

After Yuchi Sheng heard this, his tears, as big as transparent worms, suddenly burst out of his eyes, as if the dewdrops in the morning were sparkling with endless sadness. Regardless of Murong Lian's refusal, he held her tightly in his arms and murmured:
  "I will obey your arrangements in everything. I will do whatever you say, because now I am unsettled and confused."

"Well..." Murong Lian immediately broke away from his embrace.

"If you insist on letting me leave, then I will try to leave you for a few days... Please allow me to go to the temple to make wishes and burn incense for Jing'er to alleviate his pain, okay?" Yuchi Sheng saw her He took the initiative to bring it up without making any arrangements for him.

"Okay..." Murong Lian agreed.

"However... However, you must remember my words. During the few days I leave, you must not be stupid and tell Cao Pu the secret between us... otherwise... otherwise, I will I won't come back, you will never see me again." Yu Chisheng warned again and again.

"Okay!" Murong Lian agreed to his request.

Yuchi Sheng asked Cao Pu for a few days' leave. He did not dare to say that he was going to burn incense and worship Buddha, but said that he had private matters.

Cao Pu approved his leave. So, Yu Chisheng drove to Guanyin Temple, which was dozens of kilometers away from the city. He planned to stay here for a few days.

He burned incense and worshiped every day, praying for the Buddha's blessing and for his wishes to come true. A few days later, it happens to be the birthday of Guanyin Bodhisattva. If you can rush to burn the first stick of incense to make a wish to the Bodhisattva, the Bodhisattva will bless you and it will be the most brilliant.

After he heard about this mystery, he stayed up all night waiting to burn the first incense stick. He finally got his wish and spent 9999 yuan to buy three large incense sticks... While burning incense, he asked someone to record a video for him and send it to Murong Lian.

Murong Lian was extremely moved after seeing it, and her heart was like a fire in the cold winter, bringing a ray of warmth to her cold and dark heart, allowing her to see a hope and a bright dawn.

And just at this time, she saw that Cao Jing's condition was gradually improving, so she attributed all this to Yuchi Sheng's burning incense.

In fact, it was because Murong Lian was willing to spend a lot of money to hire top and famous experts and scholars in the foreign medical field to fly from thousands of miles away for diagnosis and treatment that Cao Jing's condition improved so much.

But Murong Lian was extremely superstitious or infatuated with Yu Chisheng. He would rather believe from the bottom of his heart that it was Yuchisheng's burning of incense that brought God's compassion and understanding towards her, rather than believe that it was the result of medical treatment.

So, she called Yu Chisheng back because she missed him.

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