Yijuan cloud

Chapter 258 Tonight, I want to stay overnight

"Look at this room. You used to stay by this bed, watching over me, all night long. I was injured, but you were so worried about me and took good care of me. I didn't know your thoughts at that time. , feeling groggy, thinking in my heart, it would be good to live this life like this, even if I don’t compete for power. You feed me bitter medicine to drink, I look at you, I really want to hold you in my arms, but you are like that with other women It’s different, I don’t want to accept you easily, I have to have you willingly.”

I punched and kicked him desperately in his arms, but I couldn't break his restraints.

He restrained me with his arms and spoke softly to himself.

I was finally exhausted, and my fingers pinched the iron arm hard, and the bright yellow and soft home-made silk shirt sank deeply into his skin. He remained unmoved and just whispered: "Fortunately, you and I are in love. I have become the emperor again, and no one can oppress or harm us anymore. We could have joined hands to live forever, but you have to leave because I gave Cao Junlei death. I am the emperor, and there will always be a last resort. And you stood there in the maple forest of Xiyuan for a long time. I know you were thinking about Cao Junlei. Do you think I would be happy if Junlei died? So I hate you and I am jealous, and you still said that As soon as you said that, I hit you. It was my fault, and I already regretted it, but you walked away."

"Now that we are finally reunited, after going through so much, we can no longer be separated. We will return to the palace after the border troubles in the northern border are calmed down."

Return to the palace.After going round and round, we still have to return to that place.

Liang Xianyi imprisoned me in the dormitory of the old palace for two days.

In addition to the palace maids and eunuchs, there were also soldiers from the Beijing camp guarding the outside, obviously to prevent me from leaving again.

He ordered people to move all the things I commonly used in the prairie house.

I also brought back the squirrel Fan Li gave me.

As soon as he finished his business, he came over to see me.

During meals and daily life, he was carefully attended to and treated with utmost gentleness.

I just turned a blind eye to him. What he said and did was just as if I couldn't hear or see him.

When the palace attendants mentioned it occasionally, they said that the emperor had never been so doting on any of his concubines. Not to mention doting on him, he rarely even set foot in the harem.

And I don’t want this kind of grace at all. I just feel it is the heaviest shackles in the world!
Why was he the person I met?Why is he the supreme emperor?He is above everything and everything is under his control.

And no matter what I do, it's all in vain.

But he put on a gentle and flattering look.

When he saw me reading, he asked me if I could take a rest.

He said, look, the pomegranates outside are about to bear fruit.

When he saw me copying scriptures, he sat down and looked at each other quietly.

When he saw that I wasn't talking to him, he went to tease the squirrel.

"Look at how slim you are, you need to eat more... Do you want to eat? Don't worry, I will feed you."

As he spoke, he raised his eyes and looked at me.

After I left the palace, I regretted that I could not use my real surname to show people.

Fan Li deliberately called this squirrel Xiaolin, just because it came from the mountains and forests, but it suited my heart very well, so I always called it "Xiaolin, Xiaolin".

I didn't expect that one day, I would truly become a caged person. Things are really unpredictable.

On the third day, Linghua came unexpectedly.

After all the eyes in the room receded, Linghua came over and held my hand:
"I haven't seen you for a few days, and you've lost so much weight... Cirrus, I know you feel sad, but you have to take care of yourself."

My eyes were sore, but I tried to calm myself down to prevent tears from bursting out of my eyes.

Linghua said: "Your Majesty asked me to advise you. How could he know your thoughts? How could you still like him as before? You would only hate him. He wants you to enter the palace again. Once you get to that place, If you are asked to have fun in front of him, you will never be able to do it. How long can he still like you? By then he will be tired of it, but he will make you suffer in that deep palace. "

"I want to tell him these words, but you can't leave again. After this first time, he will definitely not let you look for another chance. So Cirrus, even if you don't want to fight for favor, don't Let him annoy you. And I'm with you, so you have to live this life forever."

I lowered my eyes and said for a long time: "I know. I'm just worried about what Jiang Chujie will do again. Although I have fallen out of love with Liang Xianyi, isn't he afraid that I will be favored again?" "I've been careful in the past two days. Come to think of it, there is no one else but General Fan, I am worried that he will be misled by Jiang Chujie and do something."

"I have to find a way to tell Fan Li that no matter what, don't act rashly. As long as he doesn't come forward, there's nothing Jiang Chujie can do."

"This old palace was heavily guarded, and now your place is even more tightly guarded. People from outside can't get in, and we can't get out. It's difficult to spread the news."

Linghua sighed and added: "Besides, I heard that Jiang Chujie's time is short. If he doesn't have the strength to do anything else, it will be easy for us to deliver the news to the outside world."

I thought to myself, "I hope so."

Midsummer has passed, and in the evening, the coolness is getting to your bones.

The water chestnuts have fallen out of the window, and I hold the lamp in my hand, making the room dim as if covered with a layer of dark gold.

I leaned on the soft couch, propped my chin on my hand and looked at the table. There was a plate of pastries placed on it, which looked very tempting.

I just used my fingers to gently pull it back and forth.

Suddenly feeling a little cold, he called Linghua to come over with a towel to wipe his hands, but there was no answer from Linghua.

Turning his head and taking a glance, he saw Liang Xianyi arriving at some unknown time.

Linghua didn't know when she left, and several palace attendants in the room were also missing.

Liang Xianyi was wearing a black gown embroidered with gold patterns, and his face was cold, as if he had been looking at me quietly for a long time.

I looked away, got up and got off the couch, and walked to the desk to read.

Just a gust of cool breeze passed by, and my wrist was suddenly grasped.

I looked up, and Liang Xianyi's face was very gloomy, and he pulled me up without any hesitation.

Across the desk, he reached out to touch my lips, but I turned my face away.

"I want to stay overnight tonight."

His voice was low, and the hand holding my wrist trembled slightly with force.

I was startled, looked at him doubtfully, and said calmly: "I'm not feeling well, so I'm sorry that I can't follow my orders."

Having said that, just as he was about to concentrate on thinking about what was unusual about him today, he heard a "bang" sound and the desk had been kicked over by him.

The next moment, Liang Xianyi carried me on his shoulders and said coldly: "I insist on it."

In shock, I kicked and scratched, shouting for him to let me go.

He walked straight towards the bed. The squirrel cage was on the low table next to the table. When he passed by, he kicked the low table over with his foot.

The cage rolled to the ground, and the squirrel inside squeaked a few times.

"Liang Xianyi, you bastard!"

I couldn't help but get angry and started scolding him loudly.

He threw me onto the couch, touched my scratched neck, turned around, walked over, and kicked the squirrel cage on the ground.

Fu walked to the edge of the bed angrily, his eyes red, and said coldly: "Is a squirrel worthy of your protection like this?"

(End of this chapter)