Love in a mental hospital

Chapter 243 North City Dream

Gu Ran did not wait at the door. After the door opened, he immediately returned to his seat.

"When we were editing this book, we also thought about changing 'abnormal' to 'abnormal' because 'abnormal' is somewhat derogatory. Sometimes we say that this person is abnormal."

The two girls sitting next to him immediately pretended to have arrived a long time ago and were listening to the class attentively.

About five or six minutes passed.

"Let me ask you a question," the teacher said, "If mental disorders continue to worsen over time, they will turn into mental illness. Do you agree or disagree with this statement? If you agree, please raise your hand."

The teacher glanced around the classroom and said, "Not too many."

"So, do the rest of you disagree? Those who disagree, please raise your hands. It seems that some students are unsure, neither agree nor disagree - can one student speak? This student."

"Well, I think it depends on the situation, for example, obsessive-compulsive disorder."

At this moment, Gu Ran's elbow was poked by someone.

Gu Ran, who was listening to the class attentively, took a look and saw that it was the charming female classmate. She was sitting next to him. Looking at her from a close distance, he felt that she was even more beautiful.

Especially, there was a strange fragrance on her body. He didn't know what kind of perfume it was, but it smelled so good that he couldn't concentrate.

"Hmm?" He silently expressed his confusion with his expression.

"Thank you for what you did just now." The girl came closer.

The aroma is so alluring that it goes straight from a scam to a robbery, making it irresistible.

"It's okay." Gu Ran calmed himself down.

The girl seemed a little flustered. She pulled out a half-broken box from the drawer, which contained pastries.

"Do you want to eat?" she asked in a low voice.

"Now?" Gu Ran widened his eyes slightly.

"Hmm~" the girl smiled, her eyes slightly curved.

There is a question in the Chinese language test for second graders in primary school, called "Read and connect". In this question, the word "charming" often appears, and it must be connected with "smile".

But after living for eighteen years, this was the first time that Gu Ran saw a truly "charming smile" on this girl's face.

Before Gu Ran could come to his senses, the girl had already opened the box.

"It's from Daoxiangcun. We were late just to buy this. You opened the door for us, and you get one too." The girl didn't hand over the box. "Take whichever you want."

Gu Ran had never heard of Daoxiang Village.

After taking a look, I found that the pastries in the box were not very exquisite, and there was also shachima in it.

It shouldn't be expensive.

Thinking of this, he reached out and took a piece of cake with words printed on it.

"Thank you."

The girl had turned to speak to another girl.

"Xiao Jing, which one do you want?"

Xiaojing?

'Xiao Jing' was staring at the blackboard seriously and attentively, while under the table she was holding a piece of cake in her hand.

This is inconsistent with her poetic and elegant temperament, but it adds to her loveliness.

The beautiful girl with a charming smile also chose one for herself.

Gu Ran looked at the podium, listening to the class carefully, and felt that the pastry in his hand was like a bomb.

".We need to distinguish several concepts. First, mental illness and neurosis are different. Everyone should know that Tarzan, played by Sylvester Stallone, is a psychopath.

"Some people think he's cool, but it's because he has facial nerve paralysis"

The teacher turned and looked at the projection screen.

Just then, Gu Ran quickly lowered his head and took a bite of the pastry.

Under the table, first the charming girl laughed, and then 'Xiao Jing' also laughed.

The three of them raised their heads at the same time, each with a small bite of Daoxiangcun pastry in their mouths. Gu Ran, who was staring at the blackboard, also smiled.

"It's too obvious! Everyone takes turns bowing their heads!" The charming girl chuckled.

The teacher turned to the projection screen again.

In the end, none of the three of them moved. Finally, the charming girl reacted quickly. She immediately lowered her head, raised her hand holding the pastry, covered her mouth and took a bite.

Just as she lowered her head, Gu Ran looked over subconsciously.

'Xiao Jing' on the opposite side also looked over.

They were both looking at the charming girl, but ended up staring at each other.

We were eating pastries during this class, and the three of them finished the whole box.

After class, the charming girl took the initiative to say: "My name is Yan Hanxiang, not afraid of the cold and fragrant from afar; this is Zhuang Jing, solemn and quiet - we are from Haicheng, nicknamed 'Jingxiang'."

"Hello." Gu Ran said, "I am Gu Ran, the one who visited me three times."

"Of course it's like that?"

".No." Gu Ran laughed.

He suddenly looked at the two of them in confusion: "I feel like I've seen you guys somewhere before, you guys."

He was just about to ask if the two were celebrities or something.

The charming girl said: "We are Shizuka, not Lin Daiyu. Goodbye, handsome boy, go find your Lin Daiyu slowly."

The two walked out of the classroom.

"I thought he was a serious person, but I didn't expect him to be a stinky man with a dirty mouth." Yan Hanxiang said.

"You're not much better," Zhuang Jing said. "There were so many empty seats, but you insisted on sitting next to him and even gave him the snacks you ran so far to buy."

"That position is closest to the door. Stay away from him next time!"

Gu Ran didn't hear the conversation, but he knew that he was probably hated, and it was because of a misunderstanding.

Could it be that the two are really star idols who don’t want to be recognized, so they suddenly changed their faces?
Yan Hanxiang is a girl who is so beautiful that it makes people lose their souls. The fragrance on her body shines like a physical body;
Zhuang Jing is even more beautiful, and there is an inexplicable closeness to her that makes me willing to do anything for her.

Gu Ran was reluctant to leave the two of them and wanted to chat with them more. No, he would be happy even if they didn't say a word and just attended classes together in the classroom.

But soon, he took the initiative to erase these thoughts.

The roads in the north city were very wide, and the sidewalks alone were wider than the main roads in his village. In such a place, how could a poor boy like him have any other ideas?

The Haicheng where the two came from was said to be a paradise on earth, and its level of development was slightly higher than that of the North City.

Gu Ran left the classroom and went to the library. He finally squeezed out a seat in the crowd and studied hard with his hands clasped together.

He hardly listened to the class just now, but fortunately he took notes. He reviewed it from beginning to end.

After finishing the course, I felt like something was missing. There is indeed a difference between attending class and not attending class. I won't be distracted again next time.

He took up the "Theory of Psychological Abnormalities" and carefully prepared for the next class.

There were no classes in the afternoon, and since he had eaten pastries in class, Gu Ran simply skipped dinner and studied until ten o'clock in the evening.

When it was closing time, he walked back to the dormitory under the street lamps, carrying his schoolbag in his left hand and his English vocabulary book in his right hand.

There were many people running on the playground, some were singing and dancing, and couples were snuggling together on the lawn.

There were only two people living in the dormitory for four people. The other one was from the north city. When school started that day, he saw the dust and garbage on the floor of the dormitory and left on the spot because he was too lazy to clean it.

Gu Ran cleaned the dormitory happily and started living alone.

I took the bathroom card and went to take a shower. Amid the noisy crowd, I rubbed the soap vigorously on my body.

After hanging out the clothes to dry and waiting for my hair to dry, I put the first volume of "Quiet Flows the Don" on the bedside and fell asleep.

My stomach growled with hunger.

I got up the next morning, packed my things, and bought an egg, a bag of soy milk, and a meat bun from the cafeteria not far from the dormitory.

Then it's time to go to class.

Still sitting in the corner of the classroom, the two girls were not late today and sat in the front row.

Gu Ran just took a glance and then listened to the class seriously.

This kind of life lasted for a month.

As October approaches, the weather gradually becomes cooler.

The two were late again for the first class after National Day.

"Open the door!" It was the same 18-year-old yet charming woman, pointing at the back door through the glass.

Gu Ran saw it out of the corner of his eye, but pretended not to see it.

Two people came in through the front door.

"Teacher, I'm sorry we are late."

"Be careful next time."

A second later, the teacher smiled and said, "You brought food with you. When are you going to eat it? You're not going to eat it in class, are you?"

There was a burst of laughter in the classroom.

As soon as the class was over, Gu Ran immediately slipped out through the back door.

"Don't run!" There was the sound of footsteps behind.

Gu Ran looked back and saw that Yan Hanxiang had indeed caught up with him. He had not been running at first, but now he started running immediately.

After getting rid of him, he went to the cafeteria, spent a few dollars, had a dish and a meal, and then went out to work as a tutor.

Tuition, accommodation and living expenses are all up to him.

When I came back in the evening, I saw two good-looking female students chatting at the door of the dormitory from afar.

The elegant girl was chatting and reading at the same time.

Gu Ran stopped, but he had nowhere to go, so he lowered his head to look at his vocabulary book and walked over calmly.

very good!

Not noticed at all.

Behind him, Yan Hanxiang, who was talking, suddenly sniffed and looked at Gu Ran's back.

Before Gu Ran could react, he was grabbed, dragged into a dark corner, and pushed against the wall.

It’s not that he couldn’t resist, but as soon as he resisted, Yan Hanxiang would move her chest closer to him, and he would just feel like he was being pointed at by a gun.

"What do you want to do?" Gu Ran sorted out his clothes.

"What do you want to do?" Yan Hanxiang asked aggressively, leaning forward.

Gu Ran could only step back, stick close to the wall, and raise his hands to avoid hitting anything.

"Why don't you open the door during the day!" Yan Hanxiang asked.

"I didn't see it." Gu Ran explained, "Besides, I don't think it's good to be late."

"But it would be worse if it affects everyone's classes, right?" Zhuang Jing said, holding "Gone with the Wind" in her hand.

"That's right!" Yan Hanxiang took another step forward.

"I said, I really didn't see it, and even if I did, I have no obligation to open the door for you. I arrived at the classroom on time and sat there to attend the class, not to open the door." Gu Ran said.

"But because of you, everyone wasted class time." Yan Hanxiang's chest was almost touching Gu Ran's chest.

"What exactly do you want?" Gu Ran asked.

"I'll give you a chance." Zhuang Jing said, "Starting tomorrow, you will be responsible for running errands for us."

"impossible."

"Then I will report you to the school and say you are harassing us." Yan Hanxiang threatened.

"You go ahead." Gu Ran is not afraid of death.

"The errand fee is 1000 per trip, and as long as you're fast enough, I guarantee you won't be late for class."

".Give me the money first." "Hmph~" Yan Hanxiang smiled contemptuously.

Gu Ran pretended not to hear.

People come and go in this world. Take this campus in North City for example. Teachers teach for money, students study for money, and he does this for money.

Next, Gu Ran began to run errands for the two of them frequently and bought all kinds of delicious food from North City.

Sometimes it was sent to the classroom, sometimes to the library, and sometimes to their rented house.

Gu Ran felt like he was running all the time, from here to there, and from there to there.

The wallet is gradually getting fatter.

Occasionally, when I take the time to look at it, I am shocked by the amount.

One day in late October, Gu Ran bought some soybean juice from the "Lao Ciqikou Soybean Juice Shop" and found two people feeding fish in Weiming Lake.

"It's quite similar to soy milk, so it should be fine." Yan Hanxiang said as she took a sip, "Hmm? Hmm?! Hmm!"

Yan Hanxiang didn't even swallow it after taking a small sip, and spit it into the tissue.

"I don't want to drink it. I'll give it to you." She frowned on her fair face and handed the soy milk to Gu Ran.

"I don't want to drink." Gu Ran said with disdain.

“Delicious!”

"Do you think I'm a fool?"

"Then help me throw it away."

After getting it, Gu Ran felt a little reluctant to give it up, as he had traveled a long way to buy it, and he was also curious about the taste of the soy milk.

He poured a little into his mouth.

"."

"Is it delicious?" Yan Hanxiang asked with a smile.

"It's okay, not as exaggerated as the legend says." Gu Ran replied.

"Then you should drink more." Yan Hanxiang began to speak in North City dialect.

"I'm not thirsty now." Gu Ran screwed the lid on.

Some things need to be thrown away, especially things that someone else has drunk.

Zhuang Jing, who was standing by, took a bite and silently screwed the lid on.

"The challenge failed!" Although she failed, Yan Hanxiang was in a good mood, just as good as today's weather.

"When I went to buy it, someone in the store vomited." Gu Ran said, "It wasn't the soy milk that was vomited out, it was vomiting."

"Really?" Yan Hanxiang was curious.

"Really." Gu Ran didn't lie.

Yan Hanxiang laughed.

She loves to laugh, and she knows that she looks very beautiful when she laughs.

Gu Ran didn't dare to look at her smiling face for too long.

"Okay, I'm leaving." He stood up.

"Wait," Yan Hanxiang shouted, "We don't have classes this afternoon, do you want to go boating?"

"Don't go."

"Don't you want to make a pilgrimage to Beihai Park, where "Let's Row the Boat Together" was filmed?" Yan Hanxiang said again.

"You won't go for nothing. You'll be paid for it," said Zhuang Jing.

Zhuang Jing is always so irresistible.

The three of them came to Beihai Park and rented an electric boat. Gu Ran was happy to drive the boat. The two young ladies ate snacks while enjoying the scenery.

"Sing a song, Xiao Guzi." Yan Hanxiang said.

"Ah, ah, the beautiful scenery of West Lake, the March weather, the spring rain is like wine, the willows are like smoke~"

"Most people can sing 'Let's Row the Boat Together'!" Yan Hanxiang laughed and scolded.

Zhuang Jing also laughed.

"Let us live a carefree life together in this world, galloping on horses and sharing the prosperity of the world~"

"Are you Wei Yan? Born to be a rebel?"

From that day on, Gu Ran not only had to run errands, but also often accompanied the two of them out to play.

The Forbidden City, the Great Wall, the Temple of Heaven, Jingshan Hill, the Drum Tower, Tiananmen Square, the City Tower, Prince Gong's Mansion, the Great Hall of the People, the Natural History Museum, the Military Museum, the National Zoological Museum, and so on.

We went to watch the flag-raising ceremony together in the early morning, but because of the driver's problem, everyone dispersed when we got there.

As they went to more places, the three young people naturally became closer and closer.

At this moment, Gu Ran was just like hesitating whether to go to Tsinghua University or Peking University.

It's not that he is narcissistic.

From time to time, Yan Hanxiang would take advantage of Zhuang Jing's inattention to make physical contact with him, poke his face with her hands, and look at his palm lines.

In the classroom or the library, I would sometimes stand behind him, with my hands on his shoulders, or with my face very close to him.

And Zhuang Jing would occasionally look at him with a smile using her pair of eyes that were as clear as crystal.

But the closer they were, the more Gu Ran dared not walk with them.

Their consumption level is very high. When their relationship was not good before, he could accept their money calmly, but not now.

"Don't leave after class today, there will be an activity~" Yan Hanxiang passed him a note.

When the get out of class was over, the two walked from the front row to the back.

"Let's go!" Yan Hanxiang has already called him.

"I'm not going today." said Gu Ran.

"why?"

"I used to read whenever I had time. These days, I have read fewer books than before, and I feel uneasy. In the future, I may reduce the time I spend outside." When Gu Ran said this, he felt a strong reluctance in his heart.

He knew that the happy times of the past would become less and less until they were gone forever.

He will gradually drift further and further away from the two of them until they are no longer in contact.

But if they are destined to never come back and never contact each other again, ending it early may not be a bad thing. This is the only way he can comfort himself.

"That's just on the way." Yan Hanxiang said with a smile.

"On the way?" Gu Ran was puzzled.

Is there anything else that goes hand in hand with studying?
Yan Hanxiang came over, covered her mouth and Gu Ran's ears, and whispered, "We plan to go to the boys' dormitory."

Gu Ran looked at her.

"To be precise, it's your dormitory," Zhuang Jing explained.

Gu Ran still looked at them.

"What are you looking at? Aren't you curious about the girls' dormitory? We'll take you there some other day! Let's go!" Yan Hanxiang pulled Gu Ran out.

As a result, I slipped in easily.

After entering the dormitory, Gu Ran closed the door immediately out of concern.

The two of them were already looking around the dormitory.

"It's great to have a dormitory per person," said Yan Hanxiang.

During the previous chat, they already knew that Gu Ran lived in a dormitory all by himself, perhaps that was why they suggested going to the boys' dormitory.

"It's quite clean. Hey, is this underwear?" Yan Hanxiang walked towards the balcony.

"Don't look at anything inappropriate!" Gu Ran hurried to stop her.

Yan Hanxiang insisted on going over, and the two of them almost hugged each other.

Zhuang Jing looked at the desk beside the bed, and with her slender fingers casually opened the notebook on the table, which was full of words.

Looking at the bed again, the bed itself is very small, but there is a pile of books stacked crookedly on the side against the wall. Most of them are borrowed from the library and have labels on them.

There was also a small part that Zhuang Jing gave to Gu Ran. The book "Gone with the Wind" was placed closest to the pillow.

After that, the two would occasionally come to Gu Ran's dormitory to kill time.

They also fulfilled their promise and invited Gu Ran to their rental house to eat hotpot on the day of the first snow in North City.

After frequently going to a private place with a bed for a long time, they developed feelings for each other and a relationship developed naturally.

Gu Ran and Yan Hanxiang.

The two became a formal couple, Yan Hanxiang occasionally came to his dormitory, and Gu Ran often went to her room.

Gu Ran is obsessed with her.

Yan Hanxiang is still an eighteen-year-old girl, but her expression and figure are very charming, and her whole body is shrouded in a hearty and cheerful atmosphere given to her by her wonderful years.

When he was with her, Gu Ran always smiled unconsciously.

After they got together, Yan Hanxiang's smile never disappeared.

During that time, Gu Ran felt as if he was dreaming.

Gu Ran let go of his feelings for Zhuang Jing, but if Zhuang Jing asked him to do anything, he would do it, just like when he was paid to do something.

He had this feeling since the first day he saw her smiling at him while holding a book, and when he saw her holding a pen lightly against her lips in class.

One night a few days before the winter vacation, the three of them were drinking and eating mutton hotpot in their rental house, and Yan Hanxiang got drunk.

Gu Ran stared at Zhuang Jing, and Zhuang Jing still looked at him with eyes as clear as crystal.

Gu Ran supported himself on the carpet with his right hand and leaned his upper body over gently.

Zhuang Jing neither responded nor refused, but just closed her eyes.

Gu Ran kissed Zhuang Jing.

That's the extent of their relationship.

Gu Ran didn't even dare to hug her.

There was no physical contact between the two except for their lips.

A few days before the winter vacation, Gu Ran lived here directly. As separation was approaching, Yan Hanxiang was almost crazy and did not let Gu Ran go out.

Always sleeping and sleeping again, waking up and sleeping again.

When he woke up one day, Gu Ran opened his eyes and saw darkness in front of him. He subconsciously reached out to hug her, but found nothing.

“It smells nice.”

Gu Ran suddenly woke up.

He spread out the five fingers of his right hand and covered his face with them.

What kind of dream is this!!

But fortunately, this must be a normal lucid dream.

The absurd feeling passed, and the scenes in the dream emerged, so real that it seemed that as long as Gu Ran closed his eyes, he would be able to return to the bed where Yan Hanxiang was lying.

There was also that cold and snowy night when he kissed Zhuang Jing.

"Ah——" Gu Ran wanted to commit suicide.

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《Private Diary》: Friday, September 19, early morning

In one’s lifetime, there will probably be a few times when one scares oneself awake, a few times when one is so embarrassed that one wants to commit suicide, and a few times when one has uncontrollable erotic dreams.

I dreamed of Aunt Jing and Aunt Xiang from my college days.

(End of this chapter)