Love in a mental hospital

Chapter 333 Zhuang Jing's Guidance on Cultivation
Gu Ran woke up and looked at his phone. It was already 4:18 in the morning.

He got up and drank some water, and as he poured it, he recalled the details of his dream.

I walked to the study room with the cup of water in hand, took a sip, put the cup down, and wrote down the dream from beginning to end. The format is as follows:

I rode my motorcycle to catch up with Su Qing (at this time there was an external force, no, not external, it also came from my heart, but it was because of Su Qing that I wanted to walk with her.)
The first part is 'facts', and the part in brackets is 'thoughts or feelings at the time'.

After writing about my dreams, I started writing my diary. It was as hard as going to work during the day and then going out to sell pancakes at night.

The things are not the same, but Gu Ran can draw inferences from one example and understand how hard it is for those who have part-time jobs. At least it is harder than writing a diary.

I picked up the water cup and was about to take another sip when my cell phone rang.

[Su Qing: Open the door]

It was half past four and it was still dark in Haicheng, which meant it was midnight!
Gu Ran rushed to the door like a little animal and opened it.

"Why are you smiling so wryly?" This is what Su Qing said after seeing him. You all know his expression and thoughts at this moment.

"Well, please come in." Gu Ran made way.

Su Qing walked straight into the bathroom with a clothes basket in her hand, squatted in front of the Little Swan washing machine that cost several hundred dollars, and put the clothes in one by one.

She bought a washing machine specifically for washing underwear, and she usually had her shirts and pants washed at Gu Ran's place.

When she squatted, the curve of her hips was particularly obvious.

Gu Ran poured detergent and softener into the washing machine and pressed the 30-minute quick wash button.

Su Qing stood up and asked him while the washing machine was filling with water: "Was it a black dragon dream last night?"

"Yeah." Gu Ran smiled, "An Yao's illness is considered to be cured."

The voice was a little loud, so he added, "Let's talk outside."

Where is outside? His bedroom! Su Qing gave him a look that meant: Don't think I don't know what you're thinking.

She went out anyway.

After she heard the bathroom door closing behind her, a pair of hands reached out and hugged her waist.

"I'm here to do the laundry and chat with you about business." Su Qing glanced at him.

"I don't work after hours, boss." Gu Ran was very busy, his lips gently pressing against her neck and shoulders.

There was still a faint warmth and fragrance from the quilt on Su Qing's body.

She turned to face Gu Ran with an amused expression on her face and raised her arms to wrap around his neck.

Gu Ran moved closer again, and Su Qing's expression became comfortable, with more murmurs in her breathing.

The buttocks that looked so attractive before were now in Gu Ran's palm!
When he brought Su Qing to the bed with evil intentions, ulterior motives, hidden secrets, ulterior motives and evil intentions and laid her on the bed, there was a knock on the door.

Su Qing woke up immediately.

Gu Ran wanted to pretend he didn't hear it, but she spanked him on the butt.

"Go!" she said angrily.

Gu Ran was just about to say that he couldn't go now because it was not very decent, but Su Qing had already stood up and walked to the bathroom to comb her hair.

Gu Ran had no choice but to open the door, and outside the door was He Qingyan.

"Why are you looking so gloomy so early in the morning?"

"I'm in a bad mood when I wake up." said Gu Ran.

"Don't be angry, let me comfort you." She smiled and pushed the door open completely - it was half open before, and Gu Ran used it to cover his body.

As soon as the door opened, He Qingyan glanced at him, and the smile on her bright face deepened.

"Don't be angry, don't be angry." She held it with both hands, but because of her posture, it actually looked more like she was covering it.

Gu Ran's heart skipped a beat.

He Qingyan looked up at him with a smile on her face. Her stunning beauty, which could not be described in words, was right before his eyes.

"If I see it again, the previous agreement to cure the spiritual hell will be invalid." Su Qing's voice came from behind.

The two looked back and saw Su Qing standing in front of the bathroom door with her arms folded, looking at them.

Su Qing narrowed her eyes and only looked at Gu Ran: "Or the two of us break up."

"Xiao Qingqing, why are you here too~" He Qingyan opened her arms and walked over to hug Su Qing.

Su Xiaoqing, the white dog passing by the living room, glanced over here, but still quickened her pace to eat breakfast.

Su Qing in He Qingyan's arms had no expression on her face. She said, "Promise me."

"I promise." Gu Ran said.

Su Qing looked at He Qingyan again.

"Okay, okay. Actually, whether it's you or Gu Ran, it's all fine. I just need to hug one of you." He Qingyan put her face against Su Qing's intimately.

What she said was fake, and both Gu Ran and Su Qing knew it.

Su Qing was serious, and Gu Ran and He Qingyan also knew it.

After washing the clothes, Su Qing left directly. She didn't seem to be worried about Gu Ran and He Qingyan being alone together. Or, she had already decided how to deal with it if they did something.

"Can you dream about your own spiritual hell?" He Qingyan asked, obviously afraid.

"I'm really not sick. Even if I am sick, I have improved it into a benign condition, and the defect has become an advantage that stimulates my potential!" said Gu Ran.

"Like some martial arts masters who castrate themselves?"

"If this analogy can make you admit that I am not sick, then let me use this analogy." Gu Ran accepted it. After all, there was no real magical skill for him to practice.

He doesn't know how to practice.

"Don't deny it. So what if there is a problem?" He Qingyan looked at him with crystal eyes.

Whenever her eyes lit up, she was either about to do something bad or was very serious.

"I don't have any problems?" He Qingyan continued, "Is Chen Ke okay? Is Su Qing okay herself? Not to mention Xie Xiya, there are also my mother and your favorite Aunt Jing, one is a professor and the other is a master, so they are okay?"

So it seems like he's the only one with no problem?

"Little Gu." She spoke in a sweet and charming girlish voice, pretending to be old and solemn, and placed her snow-white hand on Gu Ran's shoulder, "People with problems are the ones who can really do great things."

I'm sorry, great men from ancient times to the present, He Qingyan spoke such nonsense out of kindness and to comfort me.

This apology is only to the great men who have no problems.

As long as Gu Ran thought about it, he could think of many great people with quirks.

Let’s talk about ourselves before talking about others. So let’s start with Freud, the founder of psychoanalysis. He proposed the concept of Oedipus complex, and his youngest daughter Anna Freud never married.

This might be his daughter's own problem, then, that Freud loved and admired cocaine.

There is also a master of psychology, Jung.

Before the age of 6, his personality was split, and he named them Personality 1 and Personality 2 respectively.

In fact, after Gu Ranjue's almost cruel self-analysis, he felt that he also had an Oedipus complex and split personality, so he would definitely become a master like Freud and Jung in the future.

No, he is two in one, at least ten times stronger than Freud and Jung.

Thinking this way is probably his biggest problem.

"However," He Qingyan held her chin with her fingers, "curing your inner hell is a long way off, and there is no need to do so. To take down Su Qing, we really have to start from somewhere else. Do you have any good ideas?"

"Do you often hang out together?"

"How about our pregnancy?"

Compared with He Qingyan, Gu Ran was just a human cub sucking on a pacifier, unable to tell whether it was male or female.

"Go and do the laundry," he said.

"Oh, right." He remembered something else. "Don't tell anyone about my dream last night. I'll tell Aunt Jing about it."

"You're dead for disobeying the master's order." He Qingyan expected him to be torn into pieces by five horses. No, being expelled from the sect would be more cruel to Gu Ran than being torn into pieces by five horses.

While having breakfast in the morning, He Qingyan really held back. Although Gu Ran did not explain anything to Su Qing, she did not say anything either.

After breakfast, the five of them went to the basement garage together.

"Aunt Jing, can I drive your car today and be your driver?" This was really Gu Ran's wish.

"Okay." Zhuang Jing said with a smile.

Zhuang Jing's car still remembers Gu Ran's seating habits.

On the other side, in front of a blue BMW.

"You drive and I drive?" He Qingyan asked Su Qing.

Su Qing opened the car door directly and sat in the driver's seat. In the brief half second, she even forgot how to adjust the seat. She hadn't driven for a long time.

"Gu Ran is such a mean guy." He Qingyan sat in the passenger seat. "He didn't say anything during the meal, but deliberately picked the time when we were driving. Your mother can't escape, and you can't criticize her too harshly."

The real reason why Gu Ran did not take out the written document while eating was that he was worried that Zhuang Jing would not eat and would just read it directly.

But if he didn't take it out in the car, he vaguely felt that he would be scolded, so he abruptly proposed to be Zhuang Jing's driver.

The car drove out of the magnificent gate of Tianhai Villa and went down the mountain. Only then did Gu Ran hand the documents to Zhuang Jing.

Zhuang Jing took it without saying anything, as if she had instructed Gu Ran to give her the file at this time.

Gu Ran was very nervous, his heart beating twice as fast as the countdown of the traffic light.

When they were about to climb Chunshan, Zhuang Jing said, "You did a great job."

"Aunt Jing, I'm sorry, but I assure you that there is nothing wrong with me both physically and mentally," said Gu Ran.

"You know your own situation best. If there is no problem, I certainly won't object. It is a good thing to have a dream like the one I had last night."

Gu Ran even wanted to turn around and use his mind reading skill to confirm whether Zhuang Jing really thought so.

Neither the rearview mirror in the car nor the TV screen can read your mind.

"Aunt Jing, speaking of 'problems', I really have a question. Su Qing has always said that I have a spiritual hell. Is that true?" Gu Ran asked.

"it is true."

Gu Ran temporarily forgot whether Zhuang Jing really didn't blame him for acting on his own last night.

"But it doesn't need to be treated." Zhuang Jing said, "Ordinary soil can only grow fruits of average quality, and the most beautiful lotus can bloom in mud - the way you respect me, cherish Su Qing and others, your attitude towards patients, and how you will treat children in the future are all the fruits you have grown from hell.

"You haven't gotten rid of the influence of your childhood, but you have already directed it toward the good side. You don't have to eradicate hell, like some people who deliberately leave behind things that have hurt them, or even scars on their bodies."

Compared to He Qingyan's empty consolation, Zhuang Jing's words were like keys that accurately inserted into the keyholes in Gu Ran's heart and opened his heart.

Yes, he did have problems, but he learned lessons from them and grew.

He walked through the cemetery in the dark, terrified by the slightest movement, so even though he didn't hear any footsteps, he fully understood Hu Qian's feelings.

He was locked in an old mud house and knew the pain of loneliness and helplessness;

He had herded cattle and collected firewood in the snow, so he cherished everything he had now, respected every worker, and cared for every animal, especially the cattle;

When he felt hopeless and empty in life, Zhuang Jing saved him, so he learned to be grateful and realized the importance of a little love for others.

Maybe some people are born kind, but Gu Ran feels that the good parts of his character are all the result of his own hard work.

That is, I am afraid, so I don’t want others to feel the same fear.

It was a pity that he had never experienced the pain of love - to be more precise, he had never been in love, so he didn't know how to deal with the problems of Su Qing, He Qingyan, Chen Ke, and Xie Xiya.

"By the way, Aunt Jing, I also thought of the first stage of cultivation." Gu Ran became excited.

"Tell me about it." Zhuang Jing said with a smile.

She was like coaxing a child, watching the child show off that he ate green peppers today.

Gu Ran knew, and even though he knew, he was still happy.

“I think the first stage of cultivation is to let the sparks of thought fly, so that those who fall into the dream can gain superpowers, and then use the superpowers to feed back to themselves and make themselves more confident.

"Of course, there is a risk of psychological gap between before and after, so this is only the first step. Next, I have to continue to cultivate my mind and become a strong person who can face life calmly even if I lose my super powers!"

After listening to it, Zhuang Jing said, "It's very similar to you now."

"Me?" Gu Ran was stunned.

Yes!

Becoming a [Black Dragon] and gaining all kinds of [Parapsychology], isn't that just sparks of thought?
"I am considered a newbie," Zhuang Jing joked. "As a pioneer, what are you going to do next?"

Gu Ran had no idea about cultivation, but he had already thought about his own path thousands of times after his first [Black Dragon Dream].

He said: "I want to rely on black dragons and parapsychology to illuminate my mind."

“Light up your mind?”

"Yes, such as optimism, positivity, and self-confidence."

"What's next?" Zhuang Jing asked again.

Gu Ran said embarrassedly: "I haven't thought about it next."

Zhuang Jing smiled and said, "It's not enough to have ideas. You need to have trains of thought. The oxygen that fuels your thoughts shouldn't just come from parapsychology or fleeting sparks of thought."

A fleeting spark of thought is like suddenly seeing a sentence that makes you feel deeply moved, and gives rise to optimistic, positive, or uplifting emotions, and of course negative ones.

In fact, if you open the car window while riding in a car, your mood will become cheerful, and this can be considered a fleeting spark of thought.

"Find a train of thought and give my thoughts more oxygen?" Gu Ran said to himself.

"Having come this far, my mentality has almost returned to normal."

Only by working so hard can those who are in a dream state gain the same mental balance as ordinary people.

If dreams are the underworld, then reality is the fairyland. It doesn't mean that life is like the fairyland, but that everyone who can survive here has the mentality of an immortal.

However, patients who have "ascended" on their own are definitely more resilient than those who have not "cultivated".

Most people rely on 70% luck and 30% hard work, but these "ascendants" only rely on 30% luck and 70% hard work.

“If you can have a flash of inspiration and a light in your mind, you will be a master of the [spiritual world],” Zhuang Jing said.

Gu Ran suddenly realized.

No wonder Zhuang Jing was able to see things from such a high level. It turned out that this was just a step to becoming a "spiritual master".

"Then how can I get a sudden enlightenment and an idea?" As a psychologist, it is impossible for Gu Ran not to care about this issue.

"Did you know that Skinner, who had a greater influence on psychology than Freud, has a famous saying?"

"Is it?" Gu Ran hesitated to speak.

Zhuang Jing smiled and said, "If you suddenly have such a firm heart, but are also clear-headed and self-examination, it means that you have a flash of inspiration and a light in your heart."

The car drove into {Jinghai Sanatorium}.

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《Private Diary》: Tuesday, October 13, from {yearning} to {tranquility}
The following are the four stages of cultivation:

1. Sparks of Thought

2. Ignite Thoughts
Three: Light up your thinking
Four: A sudden inspiration came to my mind

The stages are clear, but I don’t know how to do it specifically. I don’t even know how to take the first step in the first stage.

How to make patients in dreams believe that they can have super powers?
Also, how can we prevent the risks in "cultivation"? For example, after gaining super powers, we become even crazier.

During his first television appearance, Skinner famously said, "If I had to choose between burning my children or burning my books, I would burn my children first."

I didn't dare say this in front of Aunt Jing. Su Qing must have known this too. I wonder how she felt at that time.

(End of this chapter)