I'm trapped in a block

Chapter 1019 A Confused Heart
The black thunder in the instructor's hand was just a "seed". The next scene shocked Delta III even more:

The ball of black lightning that was condensed with terrifying power began to grow in the air under the instructor's control. The black seeds began to take root and sprout. The forks of the lightning turned into roots, spreading wantonly in the air. Accompanied by a "crackling" sound, the pitch-black electric arc broke through the impedance of the air, and wherever it went, black smoke rose out of thin air.

The lightning in the instructor's hand grew taller and taller, leaping into the sky. Countless forks filled the gaps in the lightning, transforming into a "black giant sword" that broke through the sky and directly burned a big hole in the dome of the training ground.

The instructor simply waved his hand lightly, and the giant sword transformed from the mighty thunder came down with a "boom". The sword tip fell under the action of gravity, and countless electric charges poured down along the trace of the falling center of gravity, turning into one pitch-black lightning after another, which struck the ground on the training ground wildly, turning everything it touched into nothingness.

The thunder came quickly and went away quickly. I don't know if the instructor deliberately controlled the amplitude of the attack. After the countless lightning bolts struck, the rain stopped and the sky cleared. Only the dome with a big hole pierced through it and the charred ground were left.

The air was filled with the smell of ozone. The students had not yet recovered from the terrible scene. They looked at the instructor's ordinary hand, which had not yet been completely lowered, and could not imagine that it was that hand that had caused such a horrific attack.

"See? This is the power within us. When fists and feet can't solve the problem, we have to rely on this."

The instructor turned around, looked at the students, and spoke lightly.

The students could only nod their heads blankly, looking forward to the instructor's instructions.

Next, it was the formal teaching. After layers of screening, the students who remained here all had extremely high talents. They only needed a little guidance to understand on their own. The students also mobilized this terrible power in their bodies with the help of the instructors.

Just as the instructor said, the nature and strength of the power in each student's body are different.

Some students showed the same power properties as the instructors, and the black energy they created had the attributes of "thunder and lightning". It was powerful and extremely violent, and had strong offensiveness.

The energy produced by some students is extremely stable, and has the same properties as the "earth", strong and difficult to dissipate, endless, thick and powerful. Just by mastering it, they can release energy that covers the entire training ground, which is extremely terrifying.

Some students also summoned energy with some strange properties. The black energy would automatically penetrate into the surrounding objects, assimilating those objects from the inside into the same energy. After devouring them all, it would pounce on the surrounding objects again, just like a "plague", with some kind of biological activity.

The training ground was destroyed and riddled with holes, but the instructors did not restrict the trainees, allowing them to exert themselves and feel the "destructiveness" of their own energy.

The first step to understanding the "knife" is to feel the feeling of the "knife" cutting into the flesh, understand the horror of the "knife", and understand the danger involved.

In the process of using this power to cause destruction, the students also realized how terrifying the power they possessed was, and that it should not be used at will unless absolutely necessary.

Delta Three saw the operations of the instructor and other students, and began his own practice with great anticipation. However, when other students were already "destroying" wantonly, he still did not summon his own power.

"what happened?"

He followed the instructor's instructions, constantly adjusting his center of gravity, feeling the strength, and concentrating his mind according to the tips taught. But no matter how hard he tried, his palms were still empty, with nothing in them.

Looking at the black energy filling the training ground, he gradually became panicked and filled with fear.

"what happened?"

The instructor also noticed his embarrassment and came to his side.

"I...can't use this trick." Delta Three replied eagerly.

"Of course you can use it, try again."

Under the instructor's guidance, Delta III tried again several times with great trepidation, but his palms were still empty.

"You really can't feel it?" the instructor asked calmly.

"Yeah." Delta Three nodded honestly. After hearing Delta Three's answer, the instructor said nothing, but just stood there and looked at Delta Three quietly for a long time.

Just when Delta Three thought that the instructor would eliminate him directly, the instructor suddenly said something strange:
"You're upset."

Delta was stunned for a moment.

"Instructor, what does this mean?"

"It means exactly what it says. Your mind is too confused and you don't use your heart to feel the power..." The instructor looked at him and said calmly.

“Your attention is not on yourself, but always on things in the outside world.”

"You're paying attention to my mannerisms and copying my moves."

"You are observing the other students and marveling at their talents."

"You are envious of their strength, and a comparison arises in your heart."

"You are constantly disturbed by the outside world, and you write an 'evaluation' for everything. These evaluations will not make you calmer, but will make you more anxious and irritable..."

"You have to remember that the outside world is just the outside world, and you are you."

……

In the training ground, the sound of explosions and destruction could be heard from time to time. A student split the dome, another student bombed the ground, another student almost hit the instructor, and another student injured himself all over his body...

Black energy was flying all over the sky. Everyone was releasing their "self" wantonly and feeling their own existence. Only Delta Three, as the instructor said, was always observing the outside world and letting his heart fluctuate with external objects.

He would worry that he was not as good as other students and that he would be eliminated.

He will care about the instructor's evaluation and carefully consider every word and every action of the instructor.

He would always examine his own actions, confine himself to the most "rules" of rules and regulations, and try his best to hide his true self.

How can one not be in chaos with such a heart?

Although Delta Three is not very talented, he is not stupid. The instructor has explained it so clearly, so of course he understands his own problem.

"I understand, instructor."

"Just understand."

The instructor didn't say much, just turned around and left to instruct other students, leaving Delta Three alone to think about how to keep his heart calm.

"Don't care about the outside world and return to yourself?"

But this doesn't seem to be so easy to do.

(End of this chapter)