I'm trapped in a block

Chapter 1183 The Past Comes Back
Li Luo was born in an era when information about the Abyss was most developed.

Although many years have passed since the arrival of the abyss, mankind's enthusiasm for exploring the abyss has not dissipated. Through mankind's continuous exploration, a lot of information about the abyss has been learned. That huge pit is no longer completely unknown to mankind.

This information is like a storm sweeping the world. Even if you don’t actively receive it, you can still passively obtain a lot of it.

This is the case with Li Luo. Although she is locked up at home most of the time, she can still receive this information.

The children playing and passing by outside the wall would discuss which relic was more powerful, argue about which abyss creature was the most powerful, and use their limited vocabulary to describe the strangeness of the abyss as best as possible.

Little Li Luo would often lie by the wall, listening to the noise outside, and sometimes he couldn't help joining in the discussion. However, when the other children heard the sudden extra voice, they would get scared and run away, never daring to go near the wall again.

Later, little Li Luo also learned to be smart and just eavesdropped without interrupting.

While playing games, Mom would also teach Li Luo a lot of knowledge about the abyss. Compared to the one-sided information he overheard from the wall, the knowledge his mother introduced was more comprehensive and specific.

Little Li Luo, who had no entertainment activities, absorbed this knowledge eagerly. To her, the strange things in the abyss were like "fantasy stories" that were enough to make her happy just by hearing them.

Later, when she and her mother played with building blocks, they would often build scenes from the abyss.

Although she had never been to the abyss in person, she had traveled in the world created by building blocks countless times.

Strangely enough, my usually strict father did not have a stern face as usual when facing these abyss scenes built with building blocks. Instead, he commented on these scenes with interest.

But his comments were always very professional, and Li Luo basically couldn't understand anything at that time.

He would talk about all kinds of strange scientific principles, some unproven abyss conjectures, the mutual generation and mutual restraint of some relics, the reasons for the formation of the abyss zone, the history of biological changes...

Although Xiao Li Luo was also very curious about this knowledge, without the support of theoretical basis, this highly professional knowledge became a mystery to her.

But my mother likes to listen to it very much. Sometimes she would nod, agree with a few words, and even correct my father's mistakes.

Little Li Luo was puzzled at that time: "Hasn't Mom been to the abyss? Why does she know so much?"

Once when she was playing with building blocks, she asked her mother this question.

After hearing her question, her mother smiled and said mysteriously: "Just because you haven't been there doesn't mean you don't know..."

For adults, there are indeed more channels to obtain information.

The abyss has been here for so many years, and all kinds of information about it have already flooded the internet.

At that time, Li Luo didn't think much about it. She just asked her mother to tell her more about the abyss. She also wanted to build better-looking building blocks and create more interesting scenes.

Children are often slow to perceive danger, and little Li Luo is no exception. When she and her mother built various abyss scenes, she felt not fear but excitement. This was completely different from the world she was familiar with. There were no real rules and regulations, and the "rules" could be changed at any time.

Li Luo yearns for freedom, and the differentiated worlds presented in building blocks can allow her constrained mind to gain temporary freedom.

As her mind wandered, she also memorized each of the unique abyss scenes and their unique "logic".

There are also rules outside the rules.

The incomprehensible areas in the abyss also have their own rules, just like the differences between forests, grasslands, and snow-capped mountains:
Some places have more trees, some places have more grass, and some places have more snow.

Some places are narrow, some places are open, and some places are rugged.

Some places are warm, some places are humid, and some places are cold.

……

It's just that the Abyss Zone has more "differences" than the common environment. These "differences" can be presented in the construction process.

The number of blocks, their size, the way they are stacked, the way they are joined...

When constructing a world with "characteristics", these characteristics do not emerge out of thin air, but are the cornerstones of building the world one by one, which are slowly "deviated" from the original normal construction method.

Quantitative change leads to qualitative change. If every block changes a little bit, the nature of the entire building block world will change dramatically. Different worlds will also differ due to different directions of "offset".

And these small "offsets" were memorized by Li Luo during the process of building blocks again and again.

She remembered how the "entire game of chess" was played, so as soon as she saw the first few "moves", she could foresee the ending in advance.

Memories of the past are constantly reappearing...

Li Luo watched those familiar scenes appear and disappear again and again, his thoughts shuttling back and forth between the past and the present.

Some images that should have been forgotten long ago became clearer and clearer, and the nursery rhyme with a strange tune rang in her mind again:

"Little cube, fly and fly, over the forest and over the sea."

"Addicted to dreams and addicted to love..."

"Tall people turn around and around, for desire and wealth."

"Falling into the abyss and into disaster..."

"The disorderly butterfly keeps fleeing, becoming a disaster and a nuisance."

"Rebirth again and again..."

"The words of despair keep changing. Whoever writes them gets to change them."

"Turned into dark clouds and haze..."

For Li Luo, her mother was gentle and the songs she sang were also gentle, but when all the tenderness came together, it turned into a painful memory.

She really didn't want to remember this song, but memory was beyond her control.

The past was reappearing, and it was also calling back the details that she had deliberately forgotten over and over again. The trajectory of the cube outlined the lyrics in her mind, constantly reminding her that it was time to remember...

She didn't want to remember the rules of the house, but she still remembered them clearly.

She didn't want to remember how to build those blocks, but she still remembered them clearly.

She didn't want to remember the nursery rhyme her mother hummed, but she still remembered it clearly.

She wanted to forget everything, but the more she wanted to forget, the more unforgettable it became.

Around her is a collapsing world of building blocks. She is destroying these worlds and also trying to destroy her own past.

But how can memory destroy memory?

The God of the Cube World can constantly break and reconstruct the entire world with just words, but God cannot reconstruct himself. He can only continue to struggle in the spiral of memory, bound by the unforgettable past, and fall deeper and deeper...

(End of this chapter)