Conan's self-cultivation of fake wine

Chapter 391 So unfamiliar

"You are finally back. Where is he? Why are you alone?"

After that night, Conan did not return to the Mori Office, but stayed at the doctor's house. He might be waiting for someone, or as Haiyuan said before, he might be waiting for an explanation.

It's just that Haiyuan did not patiently explain to Conan or give him a step down as promised to Lu Ren at that time.

On the contrary, Haiyuan's attitude was quite cold, even impatient. Facing Conan's normal tone of inquiry, Haiyuan did not answer, nor did he give Conan a good look. Instead, he directly threw a small green plastic box to Conan with a straight face.

Conan subconsciously reached out to catch the small box that flew straight towards his door. When he got it, he opened it and found a board of twelve red and white medicine capsules inside. Conan's expression changed instantly. "This is?"

"That's right. This is the temporary antidote you took once before. I already explained its efficacy and side effects to you at that time. I won't say more. You can choose to take it when you are in trouble, and take it until the end. Can't really recover. Or you can choose not to eat. Either way. I don't care."

Haiyuan raised the corner of his mouth and showed a slightly sarcastic smile, "I have no interest in you. I don't care about your life or death, your wishes and your appeals. I have refused to give you the antidote before, it's not Because I care about you so much. But because of the needs of the experiment. If you take too much temporary antidote, it will directly affect the progress of my experiment. And this experimental progress is what Lu Ren is concerned about. "

Conan held the medicine box tightly, "Sure enough..."

"Don't ask, don't tell." Haiyuan interrupted him directly, "I have no interest or obligation to answer your questions, and I don't want to waste time listening to your so-called reasoning. From now on, you listen to what I say."

"……Um."

The doctor was actually present at this time. But he didn't say a word. Because he felt that Huiyuan at this time was both familiar and strange.

Familiarity means that every time he is caught stealing high-calorie food and Haiyuan catches him, Haiyuan will show a similar expression.

Strange means that the doctor feels that Haiyuan's expression at this time is much more terrifying than that of those previous times.

To give an inappropriate example, previously Haiyuan was a cat with fried fur, but now she is an angry little lion.

The doctor I saw just did what he wanted and didn't dare to say a word. And began to secretly reflect on whether he and Conan had done something wrong.

"1. Lu Ren is Glen. I am Sherry. When I was in the organization, I had only heard of his name but had never met him in person. By the time we actually met him, I had become Haihara Ai. "

"Second, I don't know if he has other identities. I don't know his attitude towards the organization. I don't know if he has other purposes for you or me. But it's not important to me. Because It was he who saved my life. After I became a child, he was the first person I came into contact with. If you think about it, you can understand how a seven or eight-year-old barefoot girl escaped the organization's pursuit on a rainy day. How did I get all the way to you? The reason is simple, he saved me."

"3. After I woke up, I knew his true identity. At that time, I was far more vigilant and fearful than you are now. All gifts from fate are secretly marked with chips. What's more, he, in the organization The most notorious existence. One month, two months, three months, or even longer. I live in fear and shock."

As he spoke, Haiyuan put down his hand and stopped listing points, "He also knew it, but he never comforted me with words. I still remember that day. After I knew he was Glen, I thought about committing suicide. I didn't believe what he said at that time. The only person I could believe at that time was you. Kudo Shinichi."

"I will die if my identity is exposed, and you will die if your identity is exposed. I only believe you who are in the same situation as me. At that time, he told me about you and asked me to temporarily cooperate with him and stay at Dr. A Li's house to monitor you. . He also told me that he would not force me to do anything other than that. He said that I was free and could stay or go as I pleased."

"It's unbelievable. A scum recognized by criminal organizations is saying such things to me. You don't believe it, and I don't believe it either. Why did he save me? What was his purpose in doing all this? Why did he treat me so well? ?I still don’t understand these questions. But the answers to these questions have gradually become less important to me.”

"Because he is good enough to me. He respects every opinion of mine, he takes care of my emotions, and tries every means to make me happy and let me untie my knot. He will share with me the things he likes or his People or things that he finds interesting, he remembers my preferences, he will give me an unnecessary gift for no reason at an unnecessary time, on the premise that there is no basis for trust between each other. , he gave me the greatest freedom possible and never interfered with my life. During that time, I checked and observed over and over again, whether at home, on the road, or at school. There was never any so-called surveillance."

"So I gave up. I am a dark girl who has been cultivated by an organization since I was a child. Except for my sister, no one else has ever been so kind to me. Then what else do I want? Even if he has ulterior motives, even if he is... Lie to me. It doesn't matter anymore. Whether he is a truly good person or a hypocritical villain. What difference does it make to me? What he has done for me is enough."

"I wanted to live. So I escaped from that organization. I didn't want to live either, because I didn't know what the meaning of my life was. I had no relatives at that time. But I still wanted to live, and later I met I killed him. If one day, he shows his true colors, he wants to hurt me or even kill me. I will try my best to escape, and I will never sit back and wait for death."

"This is what he taught me. He gave me the courage and belief to live. Now I want to live more than ever before."

"But if I don't succeed, I will still be caught by him and die in his hands. I don't think I will hate him. I can't hate him. I just regret that this day comes too early. Although I have got enough Lots of love, but I’m still not satisfied. I’m a very greedy and dissatisfied person.”

"Edogawa."

"exist."

"He once said something to me. 'Those who are not short of money will make money, and those who are not short of love will get love.' My parents are both dead. As long as I can remember, they have organized me to train me and let me go to school and graduate to do something. Research. Whether I can distinguish right from wrong doesn’t make any sense to me, because I don’t have a choice. You are different.”

"Your parents are alive and your family is harmonious. You have people who love you and people you love. There are many people who love you and there are many people who love you. Even if you are smaller now and have become Edogawa Conan. Still. There are many people who love you, give you love, and are waiting to give you love. You have never lacked love. You don’t understand what it feels like. But I understand. That feeling and that kind of life are not sad at all. , just get used to it. Anyway, there are people in this world who are worse off than me." "Edogawa Conan, do you know what really makes me sad? It's just that I feel it and know what love is."

Haiyuan pointed to the box in Conan's hand, "There are some things you never knew. Lu Ren didn't say anything either. But I think it's time to tell you. Do you really think the antidote in your hand is so easy to develop?" The organization has spent an immeasurable amount of money and invested countless manpower and material resources to research APTX. Do you really think that the reverse research I am currently doing can be done casually? Where did the research equipment come from, and where did the research funds come from? Coming?"

The doctor opened his mouth, as if he wanted to say something. Conan immediately nudged his arm with his elbow.

"This is all what he gave me. And I can say it more clearly, this money is clean. He accepted the commission from the Suzuki Zaibatsu. The Suzuki Zaibatsu hates Kaito Kidd. He only needs to destroy Kaitou Kidd's actions every time. The Suzuki Zaibatsu will send him money. Ten million at a time. You can ask Suzuki Sonoko about this, she was the one who set up the connection. After getting the money, he gave me all the money and happily told me I said, 'You can rest assured to do research, we are not short of money and we will never be short of money.'"

"I really didn't save that money. I will use as much as I can. Not for you, but I think this may be one of the things he wants to do. I will try my best to do it well. I won't Think about what he is going to do with these antidotes. Whether it is to harm people or save them, it doesn't matter to me. I don't care whether they live or die."

"Then there is the Maori family. As for the confused detective Kogoro Maori, who do you think made him a famous detective? Why can he receive invitations from TV stations again and again? Every invitation is for prime time , his partner is always the most popular Yoko Okino. Do you think that these are taken for granted and fell from the sky. The audience likes to see his face and the way he is naked on TV. . These are all things you don’t know. As for what you know, the things he openly helps you with, that’s more. You should know better than me."

"Yes, he lied to you. He concealed his identity. You can say that he had ulterior motives and ulterior motives. But let me ask you, has he really hurt you so far? Has he really hurt anyone you care about? He Is everything he has done for you a lie? With just one ulterior motive, you erase all the things he went through with you and the things he helped you with? You start to get angry, start to doubt him, and feel that you I have been greatly wronged and have been waiting here for so long for us to apologize and explain to you."

"Why? Just because he is not a good person?"

"He has done so much for you. He is no match for Judy. Just because she is an FBI? An FBI who secretly installed a bug in Dr. Ali's house?"

"Almost everyone in this world can say that Lu Ren is a bad person, but you can't. At least you can't now."

"You are too self-righteous. You take his kindness to you for granted. What have you done for him?"

"When I was at his house, he was even distressed. He felt that he had deceived you and wanted to see if he could explain it to you. You know? I was already furious. I tried my best to hold on. , and told him to let me explain to you."

"Edogawa Conan, actually I don't want to say a word to you at all. I don't care at all whether I can resolve your misunderstandings and knots. Because I really don't care about you. Do you think you are playing house? You Aren't you claiming to be smart and a famous detective? Then I ask you to use your poor reasoning skills to make a good argument. If he really wants to do you harm, is it necessary to invest so much in you? "

"You are a guy like you who has no ability to resist and will die at the sight of light. He directly killed your whole family and Mao Lilan's whole family. He tied you to the laboratory to do human experiments day and night. Isn't that better? It also saves money. It saves effort and worry.”

"You can definitely think of it. How could you not think of it if you are so smart? You are just too proud to save face and feel aggrieved. You have obviously been deceived, but you still want to get involved."

"Your ridiculous pride is worthless to me. Why should he accommodate you? Who are you to him? What have you done for him? What help have you given him? What value do you have to him? Can you say that?"

"He hopes to restore the previous relationship with you. This is what I promised. I lied to him. Because I don't want to see him come over to say nice things to you and accommodate you again and again. I feel bad."

"I have brought you the words. What you do is your business. I have also given you the antidote. Whether you live or die in the future has nothing to do with me. You are not the only one who has become smaller. There is also me. From now on, I I will collect my own body data and continue to work on the research and development of antidote. My research on antidote has not been for you from beginning to end. You are not indispensable to my research. He and I have never I owe you nothing."

"What Lu Ren does is his business. I respect all his choices and actions. But I am different. Kudo Shinichi, you bastard, I will always remember everything you do now. I will never forgive you."

After saying this, Haiyuan looked at Dr. Ali who was shrinking aside. Her face looked much better towards Dr. Ali, but her tone was still cold.

Haibara lowered his head and took out a bunch of brand new Fukuzawa Yukichi with rubber bands from his wallet, and stuffed them into Dr. Agasa's pocket.

"Xiao Ai, what is this?" Dr. A Li was at a loss.

"This is the cost of my previous stay at your home. For the next period of time, I will continue to live here and bother you. Please take good care of me."

"I...how can I accept your money, Xiao Ai? How is this allowed?"

"That's right. Please call me Haiyuan or Haiyuan Ai from now on. We are not that familiar."

After hearing this, Dr. Ali turned gray and temporarily lost his dream.

"Doctor, he is innocent."

"I'm tired, let's rest first."

(End of this chapter)