Tender as wild

In a certain intertwined time and space.

The summer when I was 17 years old.

Baili put her schoolbag on her back and walked out of the classroom. She stood in the corridor and looked at the heavy rain outside the window. She was a little bored.

How could there be such cool rain on such a muggy day?

The teaching building is full of students who are looking forward to the holiday.

Su Ling walked over surrounded by a group of girls, glanced at Bai Li arrogantly, and said, "You have to be alone during this year's holiday. Aunt Hu will not take you out as long as I don't want to."

Half of Baili's arm was exposed to the rain, and her little finger kept trembling.

There was deathly silence in his dark eyes.

She raised her eyes slightly and could see the Jiangcheng High-speed Railway Station not far away. Towering above the clouds were two high-speed railway lines.

There is only one thought in my head.

I really want to leave here.

But where can you go after leaving here?
She was an unwanted orphan, and she didn't have much money in her pocket. Even if she went somewhere temporarily, she would still have to escape in despair and accept more serious accusations and beatings.

She is a hopeless person.

Have the darkest life.

Living under the same roof, the biggest difference from the little princess Su Ling is that no one will support her.

Baili closed her eyes. The moment her delusion sprouted, she was stifled by infinite fear, and she didn't dare to struggle anymore.

Instead, he put his schoolbag on his head and rushed into the rain.

The school requires students to wear summer short-sleeved uniforms. Baili's arms were raised high in the air, with embarrassing nail marks and knife marks on them.

The classmates' mocking and surprised eyes fell like knives, and Bai Li also felt that she was in the heavy snow.

I don’t know how long it took.

She rushed to the bus and finally found a seat to sit down. Her frail body was soaked by the rain, and her hands and feet were so cold.

She had to rummage through her schoolbag to see if she had any clothes to keep out the cold, but she only found a few pieces of drawing paper.

This is her latest painting.

It was full of twisted lines and dark colors. She never dared to show it to anyone. She was only seen by the school's psychology teacher. After analysis, the psychology teacher said she had depression and anxiety, a very serious kind. , if you don’t intervene, you are likely to become world-weary. But Baili had nothing to panic about.

She knows best what she is thinking.

She no longer wants to live.

Ever since she was forced to learn to draw, she had never painted any bright colors on white paper except for the patterns that the teacher had to copy.

The art teacher said to her regretfully: "You are very talented, why don't you draw some beautiful things?"

Bai Li lowered her head and looked at the bare tile floor, with more questions.

Why should a person who is not beautiful paint things that are too beautiful?

She knew it was going like this.

She might actually go crazy.

But everyone asked for help.

She had already run out of options.

Even the head teacher said to her face that she would help her, but secretly she visited Ms. Hu's home with her psychology teacher and told her that she was a psychopath.

Then, she was pinched again.

Ms. Hu asked her in a low voice and hysterically: "Are you going to embarrass me in front of the school teachers? I don't allow you to go to that psychiatrist again."

Her arms were dripping with blood, and she added new wounds on them carelessly, trying to use bigger scars to cover up the fact that her mother didn't love her.

There is hatred in my heart that would destroy the world.

Until a vague figure appeared in my mind, this hatred turned into embarrassment, a figure that was too young, too young to see the face clearly, and was washed away by time.

elder brother……

He saved her in the first place.

does it worth?
Why should we save someone like her?

If that hadn't happened, his life would probably be much better than her life.