Rebirth begins with rejecting Qingmei

Chapter 1398 Song Siyu Reveals Her True Feelings
Based on just a few words from An Shishi, Song Siyu seemed to see a man so infatuated with her that he was even willing to die for her.

The point is not about how detailed An Shishi's description is.

And in her tone.

An Shishi's tone made people unconsciously want to believe her.

This conversation made Song Siyu look at An Shishi with new respect.

After that, she acted awkwardly and hesitated several times before speaking.

An Shishi saw through her thoughts at a glance.

She asked proactively, "Would you like me to teach you a couple of tricks?"

Song Siyu pretended to be reserved as she tidied her hair and said, "No need, I can handle it myself."

An Shishi smiled and then stopped talking about it.

Song Siyu was starting to get restless.

She pretended to inquire about An Shishi's "achievements" but actually wanted to learn from her.

An Shishi naturally realized Song Siyu's intentions.

But she didn't point it out; instead, she generously talked about her past methods of manipulating men.

Then Song Siyu took the initiative to act as she does now.

Time returns to the present.

When Xu Xiuwen said, "I'm going to prove to you right now whether I'm a useless man or not," Song Siyu secretly rejoiced.

An Shishi's teaching methods are really quite effective.

She didn't let Xu Xiuwen succeed because of this.

She always kept in mind what An Shishi had said.

Especially at times like these, we must not let him succeed so easily.

Only in this way can Xu Xiuwen's interest be further stimulated.

An Shishi casually remarked, "Haven't you noticed that you and Youran are always at a disadvantage when interacting with Xu Xiuwen?"

Song Siyu nodded.

An Shishi continued, "Because you two always do whatever Xu Xiuwen asks. As a result, he naturally doesn't take you two seriously."

Song Siyu did not fully agree with An Shishi's words at the time.

Because she has always believed that sincerity is the most important thing in relationships between women and men.

At that moment, she remembered An Shishi's words.

So Song Siyu did something that was a little different from usual.

Song Siyu suddenly pushed Xu Xiuwen away and then took a half step back.

She bent down to straighten her clothes and makeup before saying to Xu Xiuwen, "Let's forget it, it's not safe here..."

Xu Xiuwen stared at Song Siyu, panting.

He was already a bit excited.

I wonder if it's because I drank the turtle soup.

Now he's been teased by Song Siyu again.

His desires had been fully aroused.

With the right timing, location, and people, as long as two of these conditions are met, he will not hesitate to devour Song Siyu alive.

Unfortunately, I've never been satisfied with the right timing, location, and people.

Perhaps the timing is just barely right, but the location and the people involved certainly don't qualify.

Xu Xiuwen forced himself to calm down.

He suddenly turned around, staring at the moon in the sky, trying to recall some unpleasant memories in order to restrain the beast within him.

However, some things are better left unrestricted than prevented.

A wild beast may be kept in captivity for a time, but if it is not kept in check, it will escape and cause endless trouble.

Seeing this, Song Siyu stepped forward.

She wrapped her left arm around Xu Xiuwen's shoulder and placed it on his left shoulder, then leaned over to his right, tilting her head to look at his face. "Are you alright?"

"I'm fine," Xu Xiuwen said, forcing himself to speak.

Song Siyu nodded and smiled, "Then I'm relieved."

After Xu Xiuwen calmed down, the two continued walking on a secluded path in the neighborhood.

The bright moonlight overhead cast long shadows of the two people.

The road ahead seemed clear, yet it was also shrouded in darkness.

Song Siyu suddenly asked, "Xu Xiuwen, will you get back together with Cheng Lu?"

Xu Xiuwen asked in surprise, "Why are you suddenly asking this?"

Song Siyu shook her head: "It's nothing."

Although she denied it, everyone could tell that she was not being honest and was hiding something.

Xu Xiuwen was no exception.

He pressed further, "Have you heard something?"

Song Siyu looked at him and asked, "What do you mean?"

Xu Xiuwen was taken aback, then shook his head and said, "I don't know, perhaps you've heard some rumors..."

Song Siyu shook her head and said, "No."

Seeing this, Xu Xiuwen did not press the matter further.

Song Siyu countered, "Why didn't you keep asking?"

Xu Xiuwen said, "Although I am your boyfriend, I don't necessarily need to know everything about you. There are some things you are willing to tell me, and I will listen carefully. If you are not willing to tell me, I will never force you..."

Song Siyu stared blankly at Xu Xiuwen.

She suddenly turned her gaze away.

The next second, Song Siyu said, "It's not just rumors!"

Seeing that Song Siyu seemed inclined to speak, Xu Xiuwen seized the opportunity to ask, "What is that?"

Song Siyu said, "Cheng Lu admitted it herself, she wants to get back together with you!"

Xu Xiuwen: "..."

He was silent.

Perhaps at this moment, there is no better course of action than to remain silent.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Song Siyu couldn't help but ask, "Why aren't you saying anything?"

Xu Xiuwen shook his head: "I don't know what to say?"

Song Siyu said, "Tell me how you feel? You must be very happy to hear that Cheng Lu wants to get back together with you, right?"

In Song Siyu's view, Xu Xiuwen would probably do one of two things.

First, Xu Xiuwen would nod in agreement.

While doing so might disappoint her, it would prove that he is an honest person.

Secondly, Hsu Hsiu-wen will deny it.

Even though he denied it, Song Siyu still didn't believe he would be unhappy.

Everyone knows that Cheng Lu is Xu Xiuwen's first love.

What does first love mean to a boy?

Song Siyu understood perfectly.

However, Hsu Hsiu-wen chose the third approach.

He remained silent at first.

After a moment, Xu Xiuwen spoke up: "Compared to being happy, I'm more worried about you and Youran. Maybe you'll be worried and nervous when you find out..."

Song Siyu was taken aback.

Her reason told her that Xu Xiuwen was only saying that to make her happy.

That doesn't necessarily mean he's unhappy.

But her emotions made her eyes slightly moist.

This emotion prompted Song Siyu to reveal more.

Song Siyu said, "She came to me personally and told me about this."

Xu Xiuwen hummed in agreement and did not ask any further questions.

Song Siyu couldn't help but ask, "Aren't you curious about my reaction back then?"

Xu Xiuwen said, "Siyu, I know you. You won't agree."

Song Siyu shook her head and said, "No, you guessed wrong."

There was a pause.

Song Siyu continued, "I agree."

"What?!" Xu Xiuwen was shocked.

"But why?" Xu Xiuwen asked, puzzled. "Cheng Lu is your rival in love, how could you agree? Besides, aren't you and Youran already..."

Xu Xiuwen did not finish his sentence.

Song Siyu said it for him.

She said, "Because I was tired of being someone else's shadow, I betrayed my promise to Youran."

Xu Xiuwen: "..."

Song Siyu continued, "Ever since You Ran and I became your girlfriends, every time the three of us are together, you only have eyes for her. I'm practically her follower..."

She poured out all her past grievances in one breath.

He sighed. "Why did it have to come to this?"

Song Siyu said, "You wouldn't understand...only someone of the same sex can understand how I feel." Xu Xiuwen said, "Then you don't need to agree to Cheng Lu's request. You're already like this with You Ran, if you add Cheng Lu on top of that, wouldn't you be even more..."

Song Siyu interrupted, "You should have heard this saying before."

"what?"

"When the snipe and the clam fight, the fisherman benefits."

Xu Xiuwen gave a speechless laugh.

He said, "You must have heard the saying, 'One monk has water to drink, two monks share the burden, three monks have no water to drink.' Aren't you afraid that after Cheng Lu joins, you might accidentally be squeezed out?"

Upon hearing this, Song Siyu countered with, "Would you not want me?"

Her question immediately put Xu Xiuwen in a difficult position.

If Xu Xiuwen still had any sense, he would naturally say no.

However, Xu Xiuwen hesitated for a moment.

When Song Siyu noticed this, it would be a lie to say she wasn't disappointed.

However, she comforted herself.

Xu Xiuwen's hesitation precisely demonstrates his sincerity.

Xu Xiuwen thought for a moment and said, "I don't know. If they ask me to break up with you, I'm not sure if I will."

Song Siyu felt even more upset.

She bit her lip and said stubbornly, "I know you won't do that."

"Perhaps, I should..."

Song Siyu shook her head: "You absolutely won't, because you love me!"

Xu Xiuwen fell silent again.

He truly loved Song Siyu.

From the moment he met Song Siyu, he was attracted to this straightforward girl from Beijing University of Economics.

In their numerous subsequent encounters, he gradually became captivated by Song Siyu.

However, there were many practical factors that prevented him from being with Song Siyu.

however.

Although Xu Xiuwen loves Song Siyu very much, he cannot love only Song Siyu.

If one day he had to choose between Song Siyu, Cheng Lu, or Xiao Youran.

He would almost never choose Song Siyu.

That's almost certain.

However, Xu Xiuwen knew very well that once he said that...

Song Siyu is very likely to break down.

Xu Xiuwen chose to tell a white lie.

"Siyu, I can't promise to love only you forever, but as long as you don't initiate the breakup, I will stay with you... It's just that you might have to go underground for a while."

In other words, Song Siyu was downgraded from girlfriend to secret lover.

Xu Xiuwen thought Song Siyu would be unhappy.

However, the opposite is true.

Song Siyu laughed, "I'm very happy that you say that. Being a secret lover is fine, it's not like I've never done it before. Anyway, as long as I can be with you, I'm satisfied."

Xu Xiuwen nodded, his face full of emotion.

At this time.

Song Siyu suddenly asked, "You still haven't answered me. If Cheng Lu wanted to get back together with you, would you agree?"

Xu Xiuwen pondered for a moment and said, "I don't know, but I might find it hard to refuse her."

Song Siyu said, "I guessed it... you never truly forgot Cheng Lu from beginning to end!"

"I'm sorry, Siyu!" Xu Xiuwen said apologetically.

Song Siyu shook her head: "I don't blame you... From another perspective, guys as loyal as you are probably even rarer."

Xu Xiuwen felt that Song Siyu was acting a bit strange tonight.

She was acting differently than usual.

At this moment, Song Siyu changed the subject.

"But I do regret agreeing a little."

"Ok?"

Song Siyu explained, "Because she told Youran about our private agreement."

"What?" Xu Xiuwen was genuinely surprised this time.

Because Cheng Lu doesn't seem like the kind of person who would betray others.

He was unaware of the bet Cheng Lu and Xiao Youran had made.

Otherwise, he probably wouldn't have been so surprised.

Song Siyu continued, "Because she sold me out, Youran had a problem with me, and we had a big fight. Then she left the dormitory and never came back."

"I see……"

Xu Xiuwen thought to himself, no wonder Xiao Youran went to find Tang Weiwei.

It turned out that she and Song Siyu had a fight.

He knows Xiao Youran very well.

Perhaps she isn't the most generous person, but she's the kind of girl who doesn't hold grudges.

Xiao Youran wasn't without cunning, but rather she wasn't very cunning.

Since she had formed an alliance with Song Siyu, she truly accepted Song Siyu.

Although he didn't quite understand why Song Siyu felt like she had become Xiao Youran's shadow.

But from his perspective, Xiao Youran had done enough.

Because of this.

If Xiao Youran knew that Song Siyu, whom she trusted so much, had actually made some kind of agreement with Cheng Lu behind her back.

Furthermore, this agreement was based on harming the interests of their alliance.

Xiao Youran will definitely be very angry and hurt.

Seeing that Xu Xiuwen remained silent, Song Siyu asked, "And now? Do you think I'm despicable?"

Xu Xiuwen shook his head: "Perhaps I really neglected you in the past, it's my fault..."

Song Siyu smiled upon hearing this.

"I'm really happy to hear you say that."

There was a pause.

"Actually, I was prepared to be scolded by you, but you didn't, and I'm very happy..."

Xu Xiuwen: "..."

Song Siyu suddenly leaned closer and said, "Brother Xiuwen, I want to do it with you now, is that okay?"

Xu Xiuwen was taken aback.

Now? Do it?

These two words are fine on their own, but they don't quite fit together.

Xu Xiuwen said, "Siyu, calm down."

Upon hearing this, Song Siyu suddenly hugged him tightly, "Didn't you want me just now? Let's do it now!"

"Siyu, didn't you just refuse?"

Song Siyu said, "That's because I listened to Shishi's advice. She told me not to easily satisfy your needs, but to keep you hanging on so that you'll be more inseparable from me."

Xu Xiuwen: "..."

He cursed inwardly: This Shishi, she doesn't teach good things, but only bad things.

Xu Xiuwen said, "Don't listen to her, she's not mentally sound."

Song Siyu shook her head: "I think a lot of what she said makes a lot of sense. I just teased you a couple of times as she suggested, and your veins were bulging just now."

Xu Xiuwen: "..."

Is Song Siyu's eyeight really that good?
Xu Xiuwen said, "That's because I ate something too nourishing tonight, so I'm very irritated..."

Song Siyu smiled and said, "It's okay, vent all your anger on me."

Xu Xiuwen: "..."

Is this really the same Siyu he knows?
What Song Siyu just said is definitely not the whole story.

An Shishi must have taught her something else as well.

However, Xu Xiuwen doesn't have time to teach An Shishi a lesson right now.

He hesitated and said, "Siyu, if you really want to do it, we can go to a hotel and get a room."

Song Siyu sneered, "Didn't you just say that if you went to a hotel and got photographed, it would have a terrible impact?"

Xu Xiuwen: "..."

That is indeed what he just said.

Now Song Siyu is returning it to him.

Contradictory statements can make a situation a bit awkward.

However, Xu Xiuwen is the most affectionate man in Jinling, oh, I mean the most scumbag.

He was always the one who controlled women; no woman ever controlled him.

Xu Xiuwen thought for a moment and said, "If you insist, then I'll do it."

This time, it was Song Siyu who was stunned!
(End of this chapter)