Don't be afraid, fairy, I'm blind

Chapter 250 I am a man, not a woman (5.6k subscription please!!)
He Kongyue had a dream.

He was standing in front of a magnificent mansion. There was a pair of majestic stone lions in front of the door. The towering vermilion gate was carved with exquisite dragon and phoenix patterns. On top of it was a green plaque with two large characters written on it -

He Mansion.

He pushed open the door familiarly and walked into the He family compound covered with glazed green tiles.

There was no one in the yard, but the sound of a baby crying could be heard continuously.

He followed the sound, walked through the garden, and around the screen wall, and found himself in the inner courtyard of the house where his parents lived.

A middle-aged man with a square face was holding a small baby girl in his arms, rocking her left and right to comfort her as she cried non-stop.

But there were tears in the corners of the man's eyes. How could he comfort others when he himself was so sad?

"Yue'er... the main line of our He family has been passed down from generation to generation, and the position of the head of the family is inherited by male offspring. Your mother was gentle and gave birth to two daughters. Now that she is gone, I can't marry a Taoist partner anymore, so I can only let you down..."

The baby girl continued to cry.

The tears from the man's eyes fell and hit the baby girl's face:

"I'm sorry... Dad is sorry for you... Your mother always said that she hoped her next child would be a boy. She said boys are good because they don't have to care about worldly opinions. Boys can do whatever they want and they won't make the same mistakes again..."

The man's voice was choked with sobs and he continued to confess to the baby girl:

"Your mother went through so much hardship to give birth to you. She had always hoped that you were a boy. Your mother has become a little crazy. In order to make her happier in her last moments, I asked the midwife to say that you were a boy from the moment you were born. I will take you to the sacred mountain and freeze you there. Your mother will not know whether you are a boy or a girl... There is no turning back... I'm sorry, Yue'er, just live as a boy. Just as a boy, for your mother..."

After he finished speaking, the baby girl finally stopped crying.

The scene changed, and it was still the same room.

A woman with an unclear face and a three-year-old child visited this middle-aged man who was already in very weak condition.

The child was dressed like a boy, and his handsome face was already visible. At an age when he should be running around and making a scene, the child was exceptionally well-behaved, looking at the middle-aged man timidly.

"Venerable Peiyu, Kongyue is already three years old this year." The woman said in a calm voice.

He Kongyue knew that Master Pei Yu was the honorific title of her father, He Mingpei, the head of the He family.

"Didn't we already agree that you would send her back when she was ten years old? How can she return to my He family when she is so young now? What if someone else finds out about her!"

He Mingpei was a little hysterical and scared little He Kongyue to tears.

"Counting the 100 years she was frozen in our place, she has been away from home for 103 years. She said she missed home, so I took her home to visit."

He Mingpei was somewhat moved. He then remembered that he and his wife had not seen each other for 103 years...

As time went by, he felt that his emotions were becoming increasingly difficult to control, just like his wife.

Is it because I miss you too much that I have become sick? But how can I not miss you...

He touched Xiao He Kongyue's head:

"Yue'er, Daddy misses you very much. But Daddy is a man, so he can only keep his thoughts to himself. You are also a man, so you have to be strong, understand?"

Xiao He Kongyue stopped crying and nodded silently.

Later, when he was four years old, the woman brought little He Kongyue back.

"Yue'er, I dreamed of your mother yesterday. She was very happy because she gave birth to a boy. She hopes that you can grow up without worries and do whatever you want. Daddy thinks so too. No matter what you want to do when you grow up, Daddy will support you unconditionally!"

Little He Kongyue was stunned for a moment, but still nodded sensibly.

She was frozen for a hundred years, so she was born to mature earlier.

Having a boy was the mother's long-cherished wish, and it also became the father's obsession, and finally became her inescapable responsibility.

For her parents and the He family, she needs to become a man.

Later, at the age of five, six, seven...

Until he was ten years old, He Mingpei became more and more crazy, with an abnormally bad temper and always talking in his sleep. He would only calm down a little when talking about his wife and son.

Facing the growing He Kongyue, He Mingpei spoke to him in an increasingly firm tone. He seemed to have already determined that this was his son, the son his wife left for him.

Little He Kongyue was only ten years old, but he was already planning to find a girl from a wealthy family for him and arrange a marriage for her in advance.

He Kongyue was frozen in the sacred mountain for a hundred years. The sacred mountain continued to protect her for ten years on the grounds that she needed time to adapt after thawing. In fact, it was entrusted by He Mingpei to teach her for ten years. The most important thing was to teach her to act as a man and think with a man's heart, so that she could be a perfect man.

The year when she returned to the clan at the age of ten was the day when He Mingpei was the most sober. It seemed as if this crazy middle-aged person had been waiting for this day.

With her peerless beauty, she broke all doubts about her identity and gender, crushed the ambition of the He family's side branch to replace the main branch, and made those outsiders who thought that the He family had no descendants blush.

That night, He Mingpei held his wife's spirit tablet and cried, "Madam, did you see that? Yue'er is an extraordinary man..."

He Kongyue stared blankly at this real scene that she had dreamed of countless times, and felt a great fatigue enveloping her.

I am a man, not a woman.

Why am I tired...

He Kongyue woke up from her dream, only to find tears in the corners of her eyes.

……

It was a clear winter sky with thick clouds like cotton. A gorgeous sedan was moving leisurely through the clouds and mist.

You Su chatted politely with Tao Yaoyao for a while, then he closed his eyes tiredly in deep thought.

He still couldn't think of a good solution to turn Brother He into his own dependent, and telling Brother He directly that it was definitely impossible.

Brother He is a man with lofty ideals of eliminating evil and purifying the world. If he knew that he had turned into an evil spirit after waking up, he would probably go crazy.

Judging from the performance of his junior sister and Xueruo, as long as he does not issue orders that only a master can do, the people who become his followers will not know that they are his followers, and in fact You Su himself will not know that they are his followers.

So for now we can only keep it secret and pretend nothing happened.

Afterwards, I will ask Mr. Hui if there is any way to dissolve the dependent relationship, and then help Brother He get rid of the name of a dependent.

Perhaps because he had slept in the same sedan for a long time, even though the space was small, You Su slept soundly amid the sweet milky scent of the sedan.

He slept for a whole day.

And He Kongyue also woke up when You Su fell asleep.

He Kongyue has always been gentle and kind in her dealings with others, leaving a very good impression on people, and she and Tao Yaoyao quickly became familiar with each other.

Tao Yaoyao exaggerated the story of how You Su argued for her in front of everyone, and He Kongyue also expressed that she would definitely thank You Su very much.

Tao Yaoyao's eyes were filled with peach blossoms, and she felt that the two men in her sedan chair were too handsome. The young men she had seen on the sacred mountain before were definitely inferior to these two in terms of appearance, not to mention their cultivation.

These two are one tough and one gentle, no wonder they can be good friends.

Tao Yaoyao thought ambiguously.

The gorgeous sedan stopped at a small city to rest. In fact, the sedan had enough energy to fly back to the sacred mountain. But Tao Yaoyao said that there was a shop in the city that made excellent peach blossom pastry, so she insisted on getting off the car to buy some for He Kongyue and You Su to try.

He Kongyue thanked him and stayed in the sedan chair to watch You Su.

This elegant and noble young man has changed into a valuable long coat; the light grey silk perfectly sets off his noble temperament.

He was sitting by the window, watching the clouds rolling by outside.

"Brother He..."

You Su thought about something during the day and dreamed about it at night, murmuring out loud.

He Kongyue looked at him in surprise, and You Su muttered a few times.

You Su always sleeps very honestly. His eyebrows and eyes, which are slightly sharp when awake, become much softer after falling asleep, becoming harmless.

He Kongyue stared at You Su's face, feeling a little melancholy for some reason.

"Who could have thought that things would turn out like this..."

In Henggao City, He Kongyue has always been known for her wide range of friends.

But because of his background, He Kongyue often occupies a higher position in friendships when interacting with others.

For example, she would pay for visits to brothels, and she would cover all the losses in gambling...

She has always been very generous. These material losses are just a drop in the bucket for the wealthy He family, but they can win over many partners and consolidate her position as the eldest son of the He family.

But such an unequal relationship really made it difficult for her to consider anyone as a trustworthy friend.

But You Su is different.

You Su would feel guilty because he felt that he had taken advantage of her, and then he would try every means to make up for it, but he never thought that these things were actually insignificant to her. This shows that You Su sincerely hopes that the two of them are on an equal footing. This blind man is so sincere that it is impossible to refuse.

You Su would also joke with her, but not with a hypocritical mask or implicit flattery, but with a genuine sense of bad taste.

He Kongyue had never met a person who was so in tune with him. Their daily interactions were always so easy and natural. When faced with real danger, they subconsciously trusted each other and could understand each other without much communication.

In just five days, they defeated Huo Yuandi, killed the tiger-headed bighead carp, and saw through the strange illness of Master Chengying...

The meeting of the two was not destined, but they each had their own purposes.

But as the two got to know each other and overcame difficulties together, those original purposes seemed to have faded.

You Su is not a true god, or a disciple of He Shutong; she is not a member of the Pure World Sect, or a family member of He Shutong... If these premises were not there, how good it would be, she would also become the best friend of You Su...

He Kongyue had sat down next to You Su without him knowing.

She lowered her head slightly, and her untied black hair fell from her ears. It was as smooth as silk and exuded a soft luster, which complemented her gentle face.

She subconsciously reached out, as if wanting to touch You Su's face.

suddenly!

A rough big hand grabbed He Kongyue's hand!
He Kongyue turned back in horror, his tearful face looking at her with pity:
"Yue'er, don't fall in love with a man!"

This is He Mingpei's face.

He Kongyue returned to her clan at the age of ten and was hidden in the He family for another eight years, learning the He family's secret techniques. At the age of eighteen, He Mingpei discovered the Tianjiao List on her desk and went crazy the most in recent years.

He Kongyue finally managed to calm the crazy old man, who also had a tearful face:

"Yue'er, you shouldn't fall in love with men! You are a man, you should like women, you should find a woman as beautiful as your mother, okay? You shouldn't be interested in these men!"

He Kongyue was extremely helpless, feeling indescribably aggrieved:

"Dad, I'm going to be born tomorrow. I just want to get to know them in advance so that I can call them by their names when we meet."

"that's great……"

After that, He Kongyue began to use various reasons to turn down the Taoist partners that others introduced to him, and began to hang out in brothels. She even spread the rumor that the eldest son of the He family liked to visit prostitutes.

A person of such an outstanding status and position should not have such bad habits, but the existence of the stain makes He Kongyue's identity and gender more real.

He Mingpei, the head of the He family, was confused, but when he learned that his son liked to visit brothels, he did not get angry, but instead smiled with relief.

Only He Kongyue was exhausted.

The past came to her mind and He Kongyue shook her head gently, trying to forget.

She didn't understand what was wrong with her. She had been completely accustomed to being a man for so many years, so why did she start to have unrealistic thoughts again...

She turned her head and saw You Su still lying in the armchair, sleeping quietly.

And her hand was less than an inch away from You Su's face.

She did not continue to touch, but instead hovered there.

Looking at You Su's sleeping face, her agitated emotions gradually calmed down.

Just stop at friends...

I, He Kongyue, have so many friends. I just have one more true friend. Why should I be thinking about this?

He Kongyue's gentle eyes also became firm. She had persisted for so many years, and she must continue to persevere.

I am a man, not a woman!
After adjusting his mindset, He Kongyue was about to withdraw his hand from You Su's cheek, but the curtain of the sedan chair was pulled open at this moment.

Tao Yaoyao's beautiful eyes widened, with a strange light in her pupils. She looked at He Kongyue with disbelief, who was spreading her shawl. She was about to reach out to touch You Su's face...

Ahhh, turns out I didn't make a mistake!

I knew it!!

Tao Yaoyao was extremely excited, her face flushed, and her eyes changed from disbelief to full anticipation, as if to say:

Touch it quickly... Touch it quickly...

He Kongyue's mind went blank. He just felt that the girl was staring at him as if she was roasting him on fire.

She had already lost the ability to explain with words, so she made up her mind, and suddenly tightened her soft palms, and stretched out her right arm with all her strength, and then swung it vigorously -

"Snapped!"

Under Tao Yaoyao's shocked gaze, You Su suddenly woke up. He covered his left face with a bright red palm print, his head still dizzy.

Forced to wake up, he really didn't understand why he was slapped for no reason when he was sleeping so well?

……

"Ahem, it's good that Brother You wakes up."

He Kongyue drank the smooth milk tea to hide her embarrassment:
"Miss Tao has already told me about the matter of the Jiyuan Master. Thank you, Brother You, for your righteous words. However, you and I have lost our energy, so we should replenish it in time to avoid the root of the disease. I couldn't wake you up just now, so I had to resort to this last resort. Please forgive me."

Tao Yaoyao squinted her big watery eyes and looked at He Kongyue, holding her cheek with one hand, as if to say:
You continue to write, I'm listening.

She was amazed in her heart: one is straight and not interested in men; the other is gay and dares not express it...

Oh my, this kind of love is so amazing! I am so crazy about it!
Tao Yaoyao even clenched her fists excitedly.

He Kongyue pulled the corner of his mouth helplessly. He had seen many such women in Henggao City. They liked to fantasize about the love between handsome men to bring themselves pleasure. Such women were collectively called fujoshi.

Most of these women have normal sexual orientation, after all, the object of this hobby is still men. For example, there are still many men who like to watch stories between women, which is actually a manifestation of appreciation of women, after all, they still like women.

He Kongyue has always maintained an attitude of misunderstanding but respect towards these people, but he never expected that one day he would become the object of their fantasy.

He had a hard time saying it, knowing that once this kind of people are ingrained in their minds, they can never be corrected, so he simply gave up. Anyway, he said this not for Tao Yaoyao to believe, but for You Su to believe.

You Su rubbed his still burning left cheek, quickly took out the two bottles of Peiyuan Dan from his Qiankun bag, and gave one to He Kongyue.

"I slept too soundly. In that case, Brother He, eat quickly. This bottle is yours."

He Kongyue was relieved to see that You Su believed him. He took the pill, but only poured out one and pushed the bottle back.

"You earned all this. I only need to lend you one coin."

"Venerable Jiyuan agreed to give each person a bottle. Brother He, do you really want to be so polite to me?" You Su said in a serious tone.

He Kongyue pursed her lips and said, "Then I owe you a bottle of Peiyuan Pill."

"Brother He, if you really want to calculate it so clearly, then I won't dare ask you for anything in the future." You Su smiled and pushed the medicine bottle back to He Kongyue.

Tao Yaoyao watched the two of them 'pulling each other back and forth' with great interest, and she wished she could take out a handful of melon seeds and crack them while watching.

You Su was well aware of the principle that whoever saw it got a share, so he took out another Peiyuan Pill from his medicine bottle and gave it to Tao Yaoyao:
"Sister Yaoyao, thank you for leading us back to the sect. I don't have anything to give you, so I'll give this to you."

Tao Yaoyao was flattered. As the personal maid of Huajing's chief, it was almost impossible for her to eat such a top-grade elixir.

And this Lord Son of God gave it to her so easily.

"How can this be so embarrassing..."

The girl lowered her head and hunched her chest, her chin resting directly on her overly proud chest. She said sorry, but her hands took it quickly.

My name is Miss Tao, but you just called me Sister Yaoyao...

He Kongyue narrowed his eyes and resisted the urge to take one from his bottle and give it to Tao Yaoyao, and then take back the one from You Su.

"By the way! You must be hungry after not eating for so long!"

Tao Yaoyao was very happy to receive the gift and quickly took out the exquisite pastries she had specially bought.

"This Xueji Peach Blossom Cake is delicious! Come and try it!"

The girl's enthusiasm was hard to resist, so You Su and He Kongyue took one and put it in their mouths respectively.

"Your mouth is full of the fragrance of peach blossoms, sweet but not greasy, cool but not cold. Sister Yaoyao really knows how to eat." You Su complimented.

He Kongyue nodded on the surface, but in his heart he was complaining, this mouthful of milk tea and a mouthful of pastry is just the classic afternoon tea of ​​those ladies in Henggao City, what's so good about it? It's not as good as a hair of my Beiaozhou yak jerky.

Tao Yaoyao laughed out loud after being recognized, "Of course, this Xueji Peach Blossom Pastry is not only delicious, but also has a meaning!"

"What's the meaning?" You Su asked.

Tao Yaoyao said happily: "The store owner said that people who eat a plate of Xueji Peach Blossom Pastry together will be together forever!"

"Cough, cough, cough!"

He Kongyue seemed to be choked and started coughing violently.

"Brother He, are you okay?" You Su asked with concern.

He Kongyue shook his head and quickly drank some milk tea to wash it down.

After swallowing it, she felt annoyed. This rotten girl was really cunning. She should have spit it out...

Tao Yaoyao caught a glimpse of He Kongyue's appearance and found it even more amusing:
"Mr. He, the peach blossom pastry is delicious but you have to eat it slowly. There are still a lot of them here."

He Kongyue raised her dark eyebrows and pretended that she didn't understand:

"Miss Tao is right. I'll take it slow first."

"Actually, this meaning was made up by the store to attract customers. Eating this Xueji Peach Blossom Cake together in the snow, with snow all over our heads, won't that mean we will grow old together?"

Tao Yaoyao also knew that teasing should not be excessive, so she picked up the cake and put it into her mouth, "I don't care about this kind of empty talk, I just know that his cakes are delicious."

He Kongyue saw the crumbs falling on the girl's tall chest and cursed inwardly:
This implication had better be false, otherwise you can’t escape!

(End of this chapter)