Lawyer Gao is secretly jealous again

Chapter 361 Those words are like fatal torture

"Jia Xu is a good girl. You are lucky to have met such a good girl without knowing her well. She is not only beautiful, the kind that men fall in love with at first sight, but also sensible, polite, and well-mannered. Especially her temperament, which is a good match for you."

"So, are you lucky?"

"But... after all, you have known each other for a short time, and you skipped the foundation of mutual understanding and trust building in a relationship and went straight into marriage."

"We all know that marriage and love are different. Many people can be in a long-term relationship, but cannot match the short months of marriage. This is enough to prove that marriage is a very special thing."

"Too much is not good, and too little is not good either."

"Grandma is just speaking from my heart. At that time, we didn't talk about love. It was all about family marriages. We got married when it was suitable. Now that I see grandpa lying here, I just want to tell you what's in my heart."

"You know, I only have you as my grandson. Jinghan and I don't get along. That kid always lives in his own world. I hope you're not..."

"So grandma is asking you, hoping that you have thought about the future and how to go on with Jiaxu."

"I understand... I will think about it carefully." Gao Huoling's last sentence made Ding Jiaxu break down.

Will he think carefully about their future?
Isn't their future always developing in a good direction?

Want to consider?

What to consider?
Consider whether she is a soul mate or a substitute for youth?
Ding Jiaxu felt a tightness in her chest. She reached out to wipe away the tears streaming down her face and quietly left the door.

For some reason, Gao Huoling subconsciously turned his head to look at the door, but there was nothing there, only a half-open door.

He didn't care and turned his gaze back to the front.

"I need to think carefully about when to get married. Even if it's a tomb, I want it to be beautiful. I also need to think about when to have children and how many to have..."

"At that time, I used the marriage certificate to tie her down, and in the future, I would use the child. In fact, it's not that I don't understand my own heart, I'm just afraid of her..."

"I'm afraid that she only has a simple little girl's love for me. When she grows up and sees more things, I don't know if I will still be the original person in her heart."

"You silly child, just tell her directly that you love her very much and are afraid of losing her... Little girls are a little naive, but the one in your family is not quite like that, haha..."

"Hey, let me tell you, holding a wedding is a matter of discussion, it's no longer something you can consider and arrange on your own. When grandpa is better, we'll hold the wedding. We'll be the ones to make the arrangements, and you can also take a look at your wedding dress and see if it's beautiful."

"No need to ask, she must be beautiful..." Gao Huoling seemed to have seen Ding Jiaxu wearing a wedding dress in front of his eyes.

Ding Jiaxu didn't hear the rest of the words, nor did he want to hear them anymore.

She just walked out of the hospital with red eyes.

In order to avoid being seen and thought she was weird, she put on a mask and the hat of her clothes.

She walked out of the hospital gate without an umbrella. She came in a hurry and had only a mobile phone in her pocket. She didn't even bring a tissue.

The rain was getting heavier now, but she didn't seem anxious at all.

She stood on the side of the road with her hands in her coat pockets.

At this time, and she was at the hospital entrance, it was difficult to get a taxi, so she stood in the rain for a long time.

However, the rain during the Qingming Festival is fine and dense, not heavy.

Later, a bus appeared and Ding Jiaxu got on it without hesitation.

There were few people on the bus. After paying with her mobile phone, she found a seat near the window and sat down.

She leaned her head against the window, looking at everything outside with a dull look in her eyes.

"What if one day that feeling disappears? Isn't it that feeling that you love, not the person?"

"In fact, there is hatred only when there is love. But when you knew that Shuyi was pregnant with Jinghan's child and was going to marry him, you must have hated him in your heart, right? When you met Jiaxu at that time, you thought it was your salvation, right?"

"That ignorant feeling in your memory has returned? Actually, you miss that feeling." "It's the love of youth and passion. Isn't that what Jia Xu's eyes have? What you want."

Song Xinlan's words rang in Ding Jiaxu's ears again, and she suddenly felt that these were fatal torture.

She covered her ears with her hands, not wanting to hear.

But in fact, no one was talking, she was just thinking about it.

"So grandma is asking you, hoping that you have thought about the future and how to go on with Jiaxu."

"I understand...I'll think about it carefully."

These words rang in Ding Jiaxu's ears again.

She closed her eyes in pain, but the memories could not be erased.

She suddenly stood up, and the bus just stopped. She didn't care where she was and got off from the back door.

At this time, the sky cleared up and the rain stopped.

Ding Jiaxu took off her hat and then her mask. She felt a little suffocated and had difficulty breathing.

She leaned against a bus stop and tried to calm herself.

After a while, a taxi happened to stop. The driver saw that something was wrong with Ding Jiaxu, so he kindly asked her if she wanted a taxi. Ding Jiaxu nodded and took the taxi home.

When she got home, she felt wet and uncomfortable.

Although the clothes were not soaked, they were still half wet and half dry, which was more uncomfortable.

Ding Jiaxu returned to the bedroom, took his home clothes, took a shower, and washed his dirty clothes.

With nothing to do, she suddenly felt empty inside, and the things she had heard in the hospital kept ringing in her mind.

Is she hallucinating?

"Huh..." Ding Jiaxu took a few deep breaths. She wanted to calm herself down and stop thinking about those things, so she had to do something.

Without giving it much thought, she rushed to her studio.

She wanted to start doing something she enjoyed, so that maybe she could be distracted.

But she found that the more this happened, the less she could concentrate on her creation.

"Damn it...what happened?"

Ding Jiaxu looked at the drawing paper in front of him, which looked like a ghost. He reached out and crumpled it into a ball and threw it on the ground.

"Don't be like this, I don't want to, I don't want to, it's not like that..."

"Definitely Not……"

Ding Jiaxu kept telling himself to calm down, but he found that he was very resistant to comforting himself.

I talked to myself to comfort myself, but I started crying unconsciously.

She simply swept all the papers and pens on the table to the ground, then lay down on the table and started crying.

"You can't lie to me, you really can't. I have nothing left. I even lost my child."

"Woooo..."

Ding Jiaxu lay on the table alone, feeling aggrieved, crying, his face covered with tears, which he just wiped away casually.