Nocturnal Giants: President, don't be too bad

You gave a heart, but someone trampled on it, well, since you don't want it, why should I give it so humblely?

who is he?He is the eldest son and grandson of the Shen family, and one of the most outstanding children of the Shen family. What he wants has always been within his reach. Many girls of his age are looking forward to him, and he has been waiting for him many years ago. Give your heart to a woman.

In the eyes of others, she is ordinary, she may be beautiful, but she is by no means amazing.Not to mention that bad character, not gentle, but very stubborn.But he just likes her, he likes the way she works hard for a difficult problem in her homework, likes her frivolous eyebrows and eyes when she is critical, and likes the slightly raised corners of her mouth after her little plot succeeds.

He liked her so much, but she let him down so much.

Not only because of what she said and what she did, but also because she fell in love with someone she shouldn't love.

Shen Shijun felt that he had lived for more than 20 years, and he had never been so disappointed like today, not only because Lin Xiangwan failed him, but more importantly, she failed herself.

But such aggrieved, and can't speak to outsiders, because others may ask him back, what about you?Isn't it the same for you, falling in love with someone who will never respond to you, what's the point of doing this?

"Brother, don't want me, don't ignore me." He was her last backer, but she was about to lose him, Lin Xiangwan murmured, she stretched out her hand as if to grab something.

Shen Shijun trembled, and finally left.

Brother... Lin Xiangwan withdrew his hand, which was empty.

There was once a person who loved me like life.But when I was young...

When we were young, we thought that love could surpass everything. At that time, we didn't understand that there was another force in the world called fate.

Tears welled up without warning, she wanted to tell him, I know I was wrong, I'll go with you, don't leave me and Ye Nan, don't go... But she didn't say anything, she was just blank like that Standing on the spot, watching Shen Shijun's background drifting away indistinctly with tears.

The Buddha said: Life is like being in a thorny forest. If the heart does not move, people will not move rashly, and if the heart does not move, it will not hurt;

If I already know this road full of thorns and iron thorns, how can I just watch you walk into it for me.

It hurts, maybe it will hurt, but after the pain is over, it will be fine, and there will be no more pain in the future.

"You really surprised me. I thought you would leave with him." Chu Di followed up from behind, and the people watching the excitement had almost dispersed. He took out a tissue and handed it to Lin Xiangwan.

Lin Xiangwan didn't answer, she covered her face with her palm lightly, "I'm also surprised that I would say such a thing."

"However, I still have to thank you. Believe me, I will not let you down." Chu Di responded cautiously, because this was the first time Lin Xiangwan talked to him these days, although the beginning was not smooth... ...but at least she doesn't treat him like nothing anymore.

"Who told you that I believed you?" Lin Xiangwan asked indifferently, leaving Chu Di speechless, "I just stated the facts you want me to believe, and besides that, I also said Anything else? Maybe you didn't do it yourself, but it's related to it. Chu Di, there is no such cheap thing in the world. Maybe in your eyes, Ye Nan and I are nothing more than worthless existences, but In my heart, no one is more important than Ye Nan."

"Then...why did you stay?"

Lin Xiangwan smiled, but did not answer.Looking at her smile, Chu Di felt uncontrollable anxiety for some reason.

Why should you stay, perhaps soon, you will know.Maybe you don't like this answer, but it doesn't matter, as long as I like it.

*It is night, the sixteenth floor of the hospital, the file room.

All sounds are silent.

Perhaps because people don't pay much attention to what has happened, it is not difficult to open the door of the hospital's archives, which is similar to the reference room.

With a flashlight in his mouth, Lin Xiangwan searched in the iron frame full of various file bags, like a forest of hills.

Finally, her eyes fell on the layer of clinical experiment records from several years ago.

The file bag made of kraft paper was covered with a thick layer of dust. The dust jumped and danced under the light of the flashlight. Lin Xiangwan untied the hemp rope wrapped around the round paper buckle until the inside was exposed. Slightly yellowed file.

As Chu's mother said, before new drugs are put on the market, clinical trials need to be done, and these papers record the conditions of every clinical patient at that time.

There was no name, but only the bed number. Lin Xiangwan saw Ye Zhong's bed number in it.It's just that on this piece of paper, Ye Zhong, a patient with severe heart disease, has been tampered with as a patient who often suffers from insomnia due to muscle tension.

At the end of all the documents, on the signature file of the principal shareholder of the hospital who agreed to carry out the clinical trial, Chu Di's signature, even after so many years, is still so vivid.

After reloading the file, Lin Xiangwan's hands were shaking all the time, not because she was sad, but because she couldn't control it.He slammed his hand against the iron frame, and there was a muffled sound when the back of his hand hit the iron. Lin Xiangwan put the file away and leaned on the shelf.

The surroundings returned to dead silence, and there was a burning sensation from the back of her hand.

She was a little surprised that she didn't feel sad or hurt when she saw those things.

Sadness is greater than death, there is nothing that can make her feel pain anymore.

She is not a person who easily trusts others. Although under the conditions at that time, Chu's mother said such words, she was so angry that she lost her mind all of a sudden, but afterwards she also thought about whether Chu Di would do those things. ... If he did, what would she do... Hate him, spurn him, and never have anything to do with him?Even if she did, what kind of harm could it do to him?Would a man with a hard heart like him feel sad when a woman left?

Does he know what it means to be sad?

But if she didn't do that, would she still stay by his side?This is really not an easy task for her...

It was like a logical paradox problem. Lin Xiangwan suddenly found that she had trapped herself in the center of the net. No matter whether she was moving forward or backward, it was like a jungle covered with fog, which made her unable to see the direction clearly.

*When Chu Di came to visit Lin Xiangwan the next day, she happened to be removing the gauze.

Putting aside a large handful of perfume lilies given to her, he stood at the end of the bed and watched the doctor remove the gauze from her wrist layer by layer.

The wound on the wrist has healed completely, but it leaves an extremely ugly scar.

"These scars may be difficult to get rid of with medicines, but laser scar removal is very popular now, you can try it in a few days." Lin Xiangwan's attending doctor told her that when he saw Chu Di, he nodded slightly to him.

At first, they thought that suffering from such serious injuries, coupled with Ye Nan's complacency, would cause Lin Xiangwan to collapse, but in fact, her reaction was completely beyond their expectations.

She is recovering at an extremely fast speed. Although she hates rehabilitation, she has never been absent. She is like a weed growing in the ground, with extremely tenacious vitality and tenacity.

But it was also because of this that made Chu Di feel even more worried. He was worried that she would store up and bury all the unpleasant things, and when they broke out together one day, he would rather let her yell at him and blame him for his negligence. I don't want to wait until that day comes.

Because he knew that if that kind of thing happened, it would be a devastating disaster, and he and she would really be irreparable.

Lin Xiangwan shook his head, "Why do you have to remove it? It's not very good. This scar will always remind me of what happened. Besides, there are some people abroad who specialize in getting scars on their bodies. What do they call this? Aesthetics of violence ? Do you think it's beautiful?" She raised her wrist and shook it towards Chu Di.

The mottled and messy scars faithfully recorded all the pain she had suffered, coupled with her innocent smile like a child at this time, made Chu Di feel shocking, he turned his face away, unable to watch any more.

"I don't think there's anything beautiful about this. I think these people with beautiful scars have some psychological defects." The attending doctor shrugged, "Well, since the gauze has been removed, it means that you don't need to stay in the hospital anymore. Next week I can be discharged from the hospital, and I only need to come to rehabilitation on time in the future.

After he finished speaking, he tactfully left, leaving only Lin Xiangwan and Chu Di in the ward.

"After you're discharged from the hospital... what are you going to do?" Chu Di asked, the perfume lily exuded a strong fragrance, and the whole room was filled with a sweet fragrance that was almost suffocating, and he felt a little short of breath.

Lin Xiangwan rolled up the sleeves of the hospital gown, tilted his head and thought for a while, "What do you think I should do? To be honest, I don't have any ideas right now. After a while, Aunt Zhang will go back to her hometown. I have nothing to do by myself. There is a way to take Ye Nan well, it might have been easier in the past...but now..."

"If you don't mind, you can live with me. Of course, I won't force you to do anything you don't like. I can take care of Ye Nan with you. It doesn't matter if you go to work. Ye Nan can be with you I will go to the company together..."

"Chu Di, what are you kidding?" Lin Xiangwan couldn't help giggling when he heard Chu Di's words.She raised her hands, facing him, and said, "What else can I do with these hands? Can I still pick up a scalpel? Please, I can't even pick up a pair of chopsticks now. What mother do you think would dare to put her And the life of her child is entrusted to me? Don't you always dislike my work, how about this, you support me. "