Nocturnal Giants: President, don't be too bad

Chu Di was stunned for a long time without answering, wondering if he heard what he said clearly.Lin Xiangwan had no choice but to ask the question just now, "How about it? Just support me. Anyway, there are not two more people in your family to eat. Ye Nan and I have no other requirements, as long as we need to take care of food, clothing, housing and transportation."

Her attitude is very frivolous, and her tone is light when she speaks, as if she is discussing other people's affairs, not her future.

"Are you serious, or are you joking with me?" Chu Di asked a little uncertainly.

Lin Xiangwan chuckled, "Are you kidding me? Where do you know I'm joking? For a waste like me, besides Mr. Chu, you show mercy and take me in. Would anyone else want me?" She said and sat up straight. Standing up, put your arms on his shoulders, "Do you still want me to beg you before agreeing? Well, please, Mr. Chu, show kindness and take me and Ye Nan in, I promise I won't cause you any trouble, just eat a little food every day, okay?"

I want to say to her, don't talk like this, because you know, everything I did to you was not out of pity and kindness.But Chu Di didn't say anything, because her body was so close to him that he could smell the hospital's strong soda smell coming from her clothes, as well as the smell from her hair. The scent of shampoo, her approaching her so unguardedly filled him with joy.

Although faintly, he always felt that something was wrong.But I can't tell what's wrong.

However, as long as she thinks that she is willing to be with him, no matter how difficult it is, as long as the family is together, there will always be hope.

Chu Di felt that he hadn't learned to love in his whole life. In the early years, he felt that he didn't need such a thing. When he later found out that he was wrong, it was already too late.

So it was not until a long time later that Chu Di figured out the mystery of this. Lin Xiangwan's attitude towards him at that time was the attitude of a woman in love towards her beloved. If she loves him, it is beyond reproach. But it was strange how, after all that had happened, she could still have the slightest affection for him.

She doesn't hate him to the bone, even if it's a good thing, how could she still love him...

It's just that he understood all this, too late, too late.

* Lin Xiangwan went home directly after being discharged from the hospital, because there were a lot of things to pack, so she and Chu Di made an appointment to send a moving company over the next day to bring her and Ye Nan's things over, and they officially started living together .

Although I haven't been home for a long time, Aunt Zhang has kept the house very clean. All the things that should be taken away have been packed and neatly placed against the corner of the wall.

Lin Xiangwan walked around the cardboard box and took Ye Nan's hand into the study.

Because Ye Nan didn't like her being here alone, Lin Xiangwan hadn't been in for a long time. The happy time always passed very quickly. In the blink of an eye, midsummer flew by, and late autumn was approaching. After these few months, Ye Zhong Zhong still had that meaningless smile, printed in the black photo frame, looking at Lin Xiangwan quietly.

She is so stupid, how could the photo change? Even if it is a long time, there will be no other changes except for a slight yellowing.

Lin Xiangwan lit a cigarette and poured a glass of red wine.

The wine is for Ye Zhong, and the smoke is for himself. Ye Nanduan stood in front of the French window at the end of the room, using his fingers to outline the outline of the house outside on the glass. Worried that the smell of smoke would choke him.

"Father, I finally understand that everything I was afraid of before is not true. Ye Nan will not forget me, just like I will not forget you. Even if he locks himself in a room that only he can enter and exit In the world, he won't forget me, right?" Lin Xiangwan let out a long breath, and casually dusted the cigarette ash on the floor, her fingers stroked Ye Zhong's cheek back and forth, as if through this meaningless With just one touch, you can touch Ye Zhong's long-dead soul.

"I used to worry all the time that he would forget me, so I didn't do things easily. Now I finally figured it out. Dad, you treated me so badly before, and I didn't even forget you, let alone Ye Kuanhe Ye Rong...we will never forget our parents, even people with no conscience will forget, so I am not afraid anymore...I know Ye Nan will be fine...I will let him be fine Yes, I will take on the responsibility of being a mother...I will never let the same thing happen to him again...Daddy...Please, protect me."

At the end of Lin Xiangwan's speech, she suddenly laughed, and with a smile, tears fell, and the teardrops dripped into the red wine glass and disappeared.

She walked behind Ye Nan and stretched out her arms to hug her.The child stared out of the window numbly, without any response to her possession, Lin Xiangwan pressed her face against his, and she said to him over and over again in her heart, "Baby, remember mom , no matter what happens, please remember me, mother loves you, loves you more than anyone in this world, no one loves you more than me, no matter where I am, how far away from you, please You must remember that."

The next day, Lin Xiangwan brought Ye Nan to Chu Di's small villa and started a real cohabitation life.

Chu Di felt that Lin Xiangwan had changed from before. She quit her job and spent a lot of time with Ye Nan every day. She no longer resisted spending Chu Di's money. She bought many books for Ye Nan There is a model, and when she is free, she will hold Ye Nan and sit in the sunny courtyard to read or play with toys. She often laughs, her long hair is scattered on her shoulders casually, and her whole body will tremble slightly when she laughs.

Chu Di often stood not far away to look at her, but for some reason, whenever she smiled, he always felt that there was some kind of sad emotion in her smile.

Her body is smiling, her face is smiling, but her eyes are not smiling.

There was a pain similar to pathos in her eyes, which touched the hearts of the people.

Lin Xiangwan started to learn how to cook, but she gave up on this attempt not long after. Her hands were always shaking, and she couldn't even lift the pot, let alone lift it to do various stir-frying movements.

Once when Chu Di came home early, she heard a loud noise from the kitchen. It turned out that she was fighting with the iron pot again, but ended in failure.

The pot was overturned, the half-cooked dishes fell on the clean marble floor, and the sauce splashed. Chu Di thought that Lin Xiangwan would be angry because of such a setback, but her response was completely beyond his expectation. She squatted down with a smile, like any good-tempered housewife, muttering, how can I be so stupid, I can't even do such a simple thing, and then cleaned the floor.

He stood aside and looked at her, wanting to help, but his body seemed to be under a spell, and he couldn't move.

He seemed to see a pair of hands tearing off the wings growing on her shoulder blades, little by little, hard, with flesh and bones.

She can no longer fly away, in this life, she has no other choice but to live with him.

It wasn't until Lin Xiangwan finished cleaning the floor that she realized Chu Di's arrival. She still kept the smile she had just said, and said to him, "It looks like I'm going to have instant noodles for dinner today. I'm so useless. It's such a trivial matter." You can’t do it well. Otherwise, it’s better to order takeaway, and it’s not a problem to eat instant noodles all the time..."

As she said, she was about to find a phone when she left, but Chu Di hugged her tightly from behind.

"Don't be like this... You don't have to force yourself to do these housework. Aunt Zhang has returned to her hometown. We can still hire a new aunt. If you don't like it, change it until you like it."

When she was uncomfortable in the room, he always hoped that she could stay by his side for a while, but now that she stayed by his side forever, he felt that he owed her deeply.

She once said that he took away all the glory and hope that belonged to her, so she had to work hard and climb up to find something to be proud of again, but now...he took all of her life The last light was also destroyed.

Some things can be fixed, and some things, never can.

Lin Xiangwan was hugged by him without any resistance, she was obedient like a well-behaved domestic cat, "It's a waste of money to find someone, I'm fine if I'm idle at home, although these hands can't be put on the operating table anymore , but the stove should still work. Don't worry, let me practice again. Hey, it's getting late. I really should order food. Otherwise, people won't be willing to deliver it when it's peak time. You're hungry. No? Let’s eat some snacks first to make the bottom..."

Lin Xiangwan talked to himself, broke free from Chu Di's arms, and walked to the living room.She didn't stop until she couldn't see him, clenched her palms into fists, and hit the wall hard one after another.

She felt no pain, and she hadn't felt anything for a long time.

Even if the boiling hot vegetable juice fell on her feet just now, she didn't feel the slightest.

She thought that such a cohabitation life, she could not persist for a day, because in the past, she would definitely take revenge on those who hurt her, not to mention living under the same roof, just thinking about that person makes people feel sick .

But now, it's different from the past, she is no longer the impulsive and passionate person she was back then, her blood has long since turned frosty.

Not only did she stay, but she did well.

It turns out that what love can't do, hate can really do.

Lin Xiangwan smiled quietly at a certain point in the void, do you want my tenderness?Then I will give it to you.But do you know, sometimes gentleness is the best weapon to kill.

By the time you realize the danger, it's already too late, because you're trapped in a tender place from which you can't escape.