Military training is giving water to the school belle, I am thirsty and I am so drunk

Chapter 322: Heart-to-heart talk with Su Ruoxi
"Okay, that's all I have to say."

"Come on, let's have one last drink and then get some rest."

"It's already very late. If we continue chatting, it will be dawn soon!"

Su Ruoxi looked at her watch, then at Lin Xiaoman's slightly sleepy expression, and realized that today's conversation of apology and encouragement should be over by now.

Sometimes moderation is best.

If you say everything at once, it may be worse than saying nothing.

Lin Xiaoman breathed a sigh of relief.

Although I have many uncertainties and even worries about my future.

But Lin Xiaoman still felt that no matter what, her brother would protect her and help her.

Especially when Lin Feng just asked him to make a list of books, Lin Xiaoman, who had never liked reading, was now in great pain.

I even imagined that in the future I would be forced to hold a book about food that I couldn't read or even hated, but in order to complete the task given to me by my brother, I had to read it word by word.

Even though my parents pushed me to study hard since I was young, I still didn't succeed in the end.

But this time, Lin Xiaoman understood that studying was not just for others, nor for a better future, but for the group of people who followed her and trusted her.

As more and more anchors and employees join their own anchor alliance.

Lin Xiaoman also increasingly understood that the greater the ability, the greater the responsibility.

The higher your position, the more responsible you are for other people's efforts and their future.

There are even many people whose families are originally in particularly difficult circumstances, and their entire family depends on being an anchor for a living.

So if I really mess this up and fail to live up to everyone's expectations, maybe even I won't forgive myself easily!
However, it was the late night, and Lin Feng couldn't possibly let Lin Xiaoman go home alone.

There is also a room in the house specially reserved for Lin Xiaoman.

……

It's almost sunrise.

The family returned to their bedroom, lay down on the bed and fell asleep.

"Do you think this conversation is really useful?"

"We have talked so much tonight, but how much did Lin Xiaoman really absorb or even understand?"

Although it was already very late, Lin Feng still couldn't fall asleep. He even tossed and turned, not knowing how to calm himself down.

How can I make myself worry so that my sister can calm down?

"Hey, I knew you couldn't sleep."

"I was tossing and turning over the pancakes just now, waiting for you to tell me your troubles so that I can help you solve your confusion."

The woman sleeping next to him had of course already noticed that her boyfriend had no desire to sleep.

But sometimes, men cannot ask questions directly, or even rush to ask him and then rush to solve the problem for him.

Especially successful men like Lin Feng, their self-esteem will be stronger, their competitiveness will be stronger, and their hearts will be bigger!

Lin Feng smiled knowingly, picked up the pillow and leaned it against the head of the bed. He leaned gently on the pillow and turned on the desk lamp.

The goose yellow light softened the entire room and also brought out the gentle lines on Su Ruoxi's face.

"To be honest, I'm not thinking about Lin Xiaoman's incident. I just suddenly realized that the world seems to be becoming less and less like what we imagined when we were children."

"We seem to be becoming more and more utilitarian, and we seem to be losing our innocence."

Lin Feng leaned against the head of the bed and looked up at the ceiling, which was illuminated by a goose yellow light.

It seemed not as dull as usual, but instead like the sky at dusk in childhood, so gentle and giving people a sense of security.

It reminded Lin Feng of his childhood fantasies, and even of that childish and proud face when he proudly announced in public his great future ideal, which was to become a scientist.

At that time, Lin Feng had no system, nor a life full of cheats. He was just like most children, even like most little boys. He liked to imitate the heroic characters in cartoons every day. He could pick up a branch from the ground and wave it for a long time like a dragon-slaying sword.

Lin Feng had no worries when he was a child. Perhaps the biggest pain every day was having to go to kindergarten and eat meals that he found difficult to swallow. But what was this worry compared to playing happily with his friends?

"Yes!"

Su Ruoxi also let out a long sigh.

She turned over and looked up at the gentle ceiling, and her childhood memories began to surge in her heart again.

“But as we grow older, we seem to find that we are less and less willing to dream, and less and less willing to think about things that are impossible to accomplish.”

"The so-called youthfulness, the so-called ideals, the so-called dreams all failed in the face of reality."

"Even adults today will be laughed at when they talk about their dreams and say some so-called childish words again."

Su Ruoxi was helpless, but it was unavoidable.

After all, in this era of rampant greed, everyone has a single constant standard, which is how much monetization ability it has, how much money it can make, and how much financial value it can achieve.

Although it is not wrong to measure a person by his wealth, it seems a bit too worldly no matter how you listen to it or think about it. Worldliness and elegance, dreams and childishness are opposites to our innocence!
"Yes, even at our age now, we are slowly falling into this secular society. It seems that we are becoming more and more thoughtful."

"How much is a person worth, how much money can he make, can he cash it out in the fastest way, and what is his future value?"

Lin Feng was still staring at the ceiling, but he felt more and more devastated.

"Although these words sound very high-end, and we can use many abbreviations of English words to show their high-end, they still cannot get rid of their smell of money."

"The values ​​that we have been taught since childhood to not bow down to money and wealth seem to have slowly become a ridiculous joke as we grow up."

Lin Feng suddenly spoke weakly, like a skinny old man whose strength had been drained, or like a stove fire that had its firewood taken away and suddenly lost the desire to burn.

You know, they are just boys and girls in their early 20s.

Although they have experienced a lot, and although the wealth they now possess and the things they have experienced are far beyond those of their peers, even adults in their thirties may not necessarily have the mentality and experience like them.

But the things we experience can only be considered external things.

However, their inner pursuit of their original dreams and the pressure of reality force them to make compromises and changes.

Even though Lin Feng felt that he had a system, he had no way to fight against the mainstream of this era!

(End of this chapter)