The cute girl is not good: President, please be pampered!

158: She is his justifiable woman, Qin Feng!

He... isn't he entertaining?Could this be his so-called entertainment?In the obstetrics and gynecology department of the hospital, hugging her aunt?

She held her breath suddenly, not even daring to breathe.

Then, turning around abruptly, she kept hypnotizing herself, she must have read it wrong, it must be a hallucination, Qin Feng said that he was busy, and he had entertainment!So it must not be true, it must not be!

Xu Leyan's heart was anxious.

What's more, for Qin Feng, whose vision can be as sharp as Xue Bing's?Therefore, she didn't see Qin Feng, but when she saw Xue Bing's face suddenly darken, she also panicked.

"Xue Bing...what happened to Xue Bing?"

"Ah?" Xue Bing looked as if she was frightened by her, and then hurriedly grabbed her hand and dragged her away, saying as he walked, "No, I'm fine! Let's go find it elsewhere. Right! It seems not here..."

"Oh, but...but, Xue Bing, why are your hands so cold?"

Xue Bing didn't answer her again.

She never knew that she would be so cowardly. She also wanted to deceive herself, but there was no way. In fact, her mind was very clear. Qin Feng!

But what to do?

She was actually scared!It stands to reason that Qin Feng has already admitted his relationship with her, and she is his rightful woman now, regardless of his ex-girlfriend or first love, he has to stand aside.

If she was confident enough, she should have rushed in and separated them. She could have pointed at Qin Feng's nose and scolded him for cheating behind her back, and scolded Auntie for doing such a thing. Shameless, seduce her boyfriend?

But she dare not!

She didn't dare to scold her aunt, because the position next to Qin Feng should belong to her, and she was just a latecomer; she didn't dare to scold Qin Feng, no matter whether he still loves her or not, but that kind of feeling must be Complicated it!If she exposes everything hastily, will Qin Feng abandon her?

Yes, she is so cowardly, so useless, and she loves him so humblely!

She was so humble that she could only hide silently in the corner, watching him hugging other women, but she didn't dare to call him. She even wanted to run away, as if she just wanted to run away from him, as long as he didn't see him. She, then let him pretend that she doesn't know yet, and let them pretend that nothing happened!

It wasn't until many years later that she understood...

The reason why she is humble is that everything about her will be attached to him, but true love should not be like this, the two sides of love should be equal, and she can only get rid of her dependence on him financially and in life , in order to have the same equal status as him as a matter of course.

Therefore, it is inevitable that they will separate later.

She and Xu Leyan looked around and finally found the operating room. Xiaoqian seemed to have been sent in for first aid. Xu Huayang waited anxiously outside the operating room, rubbing his palms from time to time, standing up and wandering around twice, very anxious.

Xu Leyan stood far away, looking at her father.

After a long while, she turned her head and said: "Xue Bing, why don't you go back first! Don't accompany me anymore, I'm sorry for letting you bump into this shitty thing about our house every time, I will solve it myself... "

Xue Bing thinks about it too, no matter what, it is family affairs after all, and she can't get involved.

In fact, she also wanted to leave this place earlier, so she shook Xu Leyan's hand and said softly: "Okay, don't contradict your father anymore, or...he will be very embarrassed."

"Well, I know, you go back first! I'll find you another day..."

"Okay, then I'm leaving."

It was just a simple farewell, and it was clearly agreed to see you another day.

However, Xue Bing never thought that this would be the last time she saw Xu Leyan!

Later, when she was confused and helpless, she also wanted to find her, but her phone number had become empty, and the house she lived in had also changed hands. It was as if she had evaporated from the world. No news.

She didn't know where she went, what happened, what happened to that Xiaoqian, and what happened to the baby in her belly...

Do not know at all!

Perhaps, this is life!

Some things are destined to be fruitless, that's why some people say, don't live too soberly, being in a daze is actually a kind of happiness!

However, after so many years, when she met Xu Leyan again by chance many years later, she was still unwilling to accept it. It turned out that the world is impermanent, and things are changing, which turned out to be the cruelest words in the world.

In her memory, there was once a girl named Xu Leyan.

She is lively, cheerful, enthusiastic and generous. She used to be her love strategist. They are at the same table. They often meet each other in class and talk privately. They were born in the same year, the same month, and the same day.

When she recalled her, the first thing she thought of was her hearty laughter.What about the reward office?

However, one day, when she saw her again, she was actually wearing heavy makeup and revealing clothes, and while puffing and puffing, she was being taken advantage of by all kinds of men...

The sound of 'Yan Yan' was already lingering on his lips, but he couldn't make it out.

She knew that Yanyan had had many boyfriends, but Yanyan was still the purest girl in the world. What was it that forced her to be like this?

Where is her brother Yunzhe?Haven't come back all this time?

Could it be that he is already living happily in a certain corner of the earth, and he has completely forgotten that there is such a girl waiting for him?Has he really forgotten that promise?

At that time, after years of baptism, Xue Bing finally understood that unsatisfactory things in the world happen almost out of ten, let alone how miserable you are, because in this world, there will always be someone worse than you!

She should be content, at least, meeting this man Qin Feng is the luck of her life!

.........

After she came out of the hospital, she was in a daze.

From the age of 17 to this year, this year is really the happiest time in her life. It is said that the age of 17 is the rainy season, but for her, the sun shines every day. Could it be that once my aunt comes back, this kind of life will be finished?

She was alone and had nowhere to go, so she had to go home.

The college entrance examination is over, and she is performing normally. Overall, she is satisfied. It should not be a problem to get into an ordinary university. She is still looking forward to the arrival of a new life.

As Qin Feng said, just stay in City A. He will still pick her up every day, sleep with her, and even take her with him on business trips.

That night, under the bright stars in the sky, he himself said, we will be together forever!

So, she took a deep breath and walked into the house in the best condition. At least, Qin Feng only allowed her to enter this house, not the aunt, and now the health of the aunt is not very good, no one takes care of her, so Qin Feng will not lose No matter what, that's all, isn't it?

She comforted herself over and over again.

Her cowardice, her stubbornness, made even herself feel sad, but she persisted cowardly, just because, even if there was only a sliver of hope, she would never give up!

However, her idea coincided with that of Xue Ruotong.

If it is said that when she first came back, Xue Ruotong and Qin Feng already had a sense of strangeness after a long absence, which made her not know how to get close; but when she knew that Qin Feng was actually with Xue Bing At that time, she was hesitating, suffering, struggling, and at a loss, then, at this moment...

At least when she woke up after fainting in the hospital and saw Qin Feng standing by her side, she had to admit that what Qin Ming said played a certain role in her heart. .

She had sacrificed enough for him.

As for the parting back then, she kept asking herself, if it wasn't because her mother was seriously ill and urgently needed surgery fees, if it was just for Qin Feng, just to ask Qin Ming to return the land deed of Phoenix Mountain to him, and she didn't want to see him so down and out Decadent, will she be willing to marry Qin Ming?

However, this hypothetical question has never been able to give a definite answer.

She never thought of herself as a selfish woman, so after she married another, she really hoped that Qin Feng could get out of the shadow of that relationship and get her own happiness.

However, it was Qin Feng who gave her such a promise.

He said that as long as she wanted to come back, she could come back to him...

So, this fell into a vicious circle of contradictions. If she said that she was not selfish, wouldn't she be complacent when she heard such words?

After all, there is a man who loves her so much.

Seeing the women around Qin Feng coming and going all these years, she never minded, because she knew that he was not serious, and those women were just what he found to comfort his soul after losing her.

But, why is there a Xue Bing?

Qin Feng's feelings are not fake, she can see it, but is it really about to give in?If there must be someone to let go?Why does it have to be her?

She also has nothing left, the only thing she can hold on to now is this man!

Even if he loves Xue Bing now!What about before?Didn't they love each other that much?And it was the most unforgettable first love. She didn't believe that he didn't feel any disturbance in his heart when he faced her.

Even though she didn't want to hurt Xue Bing, is it because she is Xue Bing's elder that she has to bear the hurt alone and give in silently?

How can there be so much truth in this matter of feelings!

Yes!She still loves him, and they are unmarried and unmarried. She has lost to fate for so many years, and now she wants to fight for herself.

After silently making this decision in her heart, when she opened her eyes and saw the tall and straight figure standing by the window, her choice became more determined, so she called him softly: "The wind..."