159: Six years ago, on that rainy night, she opened her eyes and saw the tall figure standing by the window, which made her choice even more firm, so she called him softly: "The wind..."

Qin Feng's figure froze, and then he turned around slowly.

He felt that she was indeed the responsibility he couldn't shirk, but, facing her was such a difficult thing, he forced a smile and said, "You woke up..."

"How could I..."

Xue Ruotong stroked her head, and then struggled to sit up. Qin Feng hurried over to help her up, and set up a pillow for her to lean on, and then replied: "You may be a little excited, and your body hasn't fully recovered, so you passed out Yes, but the doctor said there is nothing serious, you can leave when you wake up, you sit down and have a rest, if there is nothing wrong, I will take you back to the hotel."

Hearing what he said, Xue Ruotong gradually regained consciousness.

It seemed that there was such a thing, she went to the hospital for reexamination, unexpectedly met Qin Ming, and then...

However, the first thing she does when she opens her eyes is to see him. Does it mean that he is still nervous about her and cares about her?

She finds it unimaginable that she has already fallen into this situation. If she can only face the desolation of the room when she wakes up, what hope can she have in her future life?

But fortunately, there is still him!

She didn't say anything else, she didn't want to stay in a place like the hospital for a moment, it would only remind her of the fact that she was so unbearable over and over again.

Qin Feng helped her, and the two left the hospital together.

On the way back to the hotel, the originally bright sunny sky suddenly became cloudy, and a flash of lightning flashed from time to time. The sky in June really changed as soon as it was said, and Xue Ruotong also noticed very keenly. The ground fell from the sky, Qin Feng not only did not reduce the speed of the car because of the bad weather, but drove faster.

He was restless all the way and didn't even say a word to her.

When he arrived at the Emgrand Hotel, he thoughtfully sent her to the door of her room. Xue Ruotong took out the room card and opened the door. She thought that he would at least stay with her, but she hadn't walked yet. Stepping into the room, I heard him say: "You should rest early! Take care of yourself, I'll go first!"

His voice was flat, without any emotion at all.

However, to Xue Ruotong's ears, it seemed that he was going to do some urgent matter, obviously he couldn't wait.

She was blocked in her heart, then opened her mouth, and reminded sullenly: "It's raining, it's raining so hard, why don't you..."

Hold on!In fact, her original intention was as simple as that. If it is thundering and raining outside, no matter what you do, don't be in a hurry. It's not too late to leave after the rain stops!

The anxiety on Qin Feng's face was finally revealed, so he blurted out without thinking, "No, I want to go back, Xue Bing is most afraid of thunder!"

As soon as the words came out, and seeing Xue Ruotong's stiff expression, he also wished to bite his tongue off.

When he came out of the hospital, he saw black clouds billowing in the sky, and he was anxious all the time. He remembered that when Xue Bing first came to his side, she was like a wounded little animal in thunderous weather, hugging the quilt by herself. The hysterical screaming at the corner of the bed, and the terrified and helpless look, can still tear his heart to this day.

In the past year, whenever there was a storm, thunder and lightning, he would be by her side.

Today, they were supposed to be together, but he came to the hospital temporarily, and Xue Bing also said that he would not go home so soon, so he was always worried about whether she would go home now?Where would she be now?Will you be afraid?

However, in front of Xue Ruotong, it was inconvenient for him to call Xue Bing in a hurry.

He knew that even though it was a fact that he and Xue Bing were together, if it could be avoided, he should not mention it in front of Xue Ruotong, so as not to irritate her, but he just blurted out when he was anxious just now.

Xue Ruotong stared at him steadfastly, with watery eyes, and she felt that her heart seemed to have been frozen into ice by the words he subconsciously said just now.

Was it because of Xue Bing that he couldn't wait to leave her?

Qin Feng looked at her like this, even though he understood her pain, he still couldn't stop him from leaving. He couldn't repay his debt and guilt to her with emotion.

He took a deep look at her, and finally turned around...

"do not want!"

The moment he just started to walk, Xue Ruotong suddenly rushed over and hugged his waist tightly from behind. Her face was pressed against his back, and she burst into sobs in an instant.

"Don't go... I never told you, because I thought that as long as I saw you happy, I could survive alone, but today I realized that I am not that strong, and I don't know how to get through the future. Do you know that Xue Bing is not the only one who is afraid of days without hope, I am also afraid! You said, I can come back to you...Feng, I am back, don't leave me... "

Qin Feng stood there stiffly, and suddenly felt his heart tugging.

He knows her suffering!

But what can he do?He promised her that as long as she wanted to come back, she could come back to him. He didn't lie to her, and the feelings he had at that time were not fake.

However, he didn't know before that feelings have a shelf life.Stand upright.

Some promises, only when they are innocently abandoned in those passing time, he doesn't know, is it the years that are ruthless, or himself?

He raised his head, took a deep breath, and said with difficulty: "I'm sorry..."

"No, I don't want to listen, I'm sorry...Feng, I have nothing, I only have you! I know that I am not worthy of begging for your mercy now that I am so dilapidated. I don't even dare to compare with Xue Bing, and her Standing together, I feel inferior. She is pure, young, and beautiful, and I... so you despise me, don’t you? But, didn’t we also have good times? I don’t believe you have forgotten all of them, and I will never forget them No, that night, it was raining like now..."

Qin Feng clenched his fist, and he wanted to break her hand cruelly.

Even when he heard the first half of her words, he tried his best to refute. He wanted to say that he had never compared her with Xue Bing, and he had no so-called dislike for her.

He's not that kind of person, never was!

He didn't mind that she married Qin Ming, nor did he care that she couldn't have children. If he really loved someone, not only would he not mind, but he would give her more tolerance and love. He has suffered for her all these years, and he knows .

However, only love cannot be settled.

She can blame him for being heartless and scold him for breaking his promise, but don't say that about him. He is really not a hateful man. Together all the time, even if ten or one hundred Xue Bing appeared in his life later, he wouldn't even take a second look.

The attitude towards feelings, specificity is inevitable, he understands.

But what can be done?They just separated, and he met Xue Bing in such a separated situation, and he just fell in love with her, hopelessly, and unable to turn back.

However, because of her second sentence, all his words were blocked in his throat, and he couldn't utter a single word.

yes!Good times, they did have, and that night, which also rained, although he no longer remembered it, he did not forget it.

At that time, it was also in June!Six years from now...

Perhaps no one would believe it when he said it, but his first love was really at the age of 20, with a girl named Xue Ruotong who had been his classmate for two years.

A rich man with a superior background like him, who doesn't wander around in the flowers all day long, changing girlfriends every day, but he is different from those dudes, firstly because he really hasn't met any girls that make him particularly tempted, and secondly It was because before he knew that Qin Boxiong had a family outside his family, he had been working hard to get his father's respect.

Back then, Xue Ruotong was beautiful, independent, and strong. He really liked him. Xue Ruotong probably also thought that he was different from those rich young masters. The two attracted each other, and it was natural to be together.

The love on campus at that time was very simple and pure.

They are not casual people, so they followed the rules and never crossed the threshold, except for that night...

In June of that year, when they were seniors and they were about to graduate, it was also the time when the relationship between Qin Feng and his family was the most tense. On the eve of graduation, their whole class went to the mountain to barbecue and camp together.

However, the weather was not good, and in the middle of the night, when the carnival atmosphere was at its peak, it suddenly started to rain heavily, and everyone set up their tents one after another. They were also a public couple in class, so they naturally huddled together in a tent .

During that time, Qin Feng was always depressed, and just now he drank a lot of wine with his classmates.

Then, the sound of the rain outside became louder and louder with the sound of thunder. Xue Ruotong covered her ears and threw herself into his arms, and he hugged her. There was nothing left but her, so the two hugged each other and talked a lot, and he could only confide his depression to her.

In the small tent, the temperature was rising, and it suddenly became crowded.

Lonely man and widow, let alone two people who are in love, some things happen so naturally...

Qin Feng closed his eyes weakly, even the one who wanted to push her away, but at this moment, he couldn't use his strength at this moment, he didn't want to deny that it was indeed a good time, it was the first time for each other.

However, looking back now, he only felt that he was full of powerlessness. .

ps: In this situation, there are also lonely men and widows. Do you think it is very dangerous?hum! !If you don’t give me a monthly ticket or a reward, I’ll show you the whole thing and abuse Qin Feng and Xue Bing to a complete mess. That’s right, this is also a threat from Hongguoguo!Woo 7e

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