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Chapter 50 Heart-to-heart talk
"Well, in fact, without gambling on stones, if I write novels, I won't get rich, but I won't be too embarrassed." Zhang Wufeng smiled. He has always had this confidence.

"However, speaking of this, I remembered something and I still want to talk about you." Su Ru thought for a while and said directly.

"Well? Go ahead." When Zhang Wufeng heard Su Ru's tone, he knew that she was about to say something unpleasant, but Zhang Wufeng understood that honest advice may be unpleasant to the ears but is beneficial to one's conduct!
"I know you will be unhappy or in a bad mood if I tell you this, but I have to tell you because you treat me as a friend, so I don't want you to get into a conflict and entanglement here!" Su Ru explained, then smoothed her bangs, pondered for a moment, and said softly, "I thought about it carefully, Yang Xiaolan is actually quite pitiful.

When she, I and several classmates were chatting in the group a year ago, I also talked to her about you. At that time, many female classmates envied her and thought that she had found a man who loved her and cared for her, and that her job was easy and her income was good. But she said in the group that she felt depressed and that she always had nothing to say to you.

She herself doesn't like those entertainment novels, and you don't like the idol dramas she likes. She says that there is always little communication between you.

The most important thing is that your lifestyle is problematic. You always like to write books at night and sleep during the day. When you go shopping with her, you always seem listless. Although she can feel that you care about her, she just feels that you are getting more and more annoyed, so she always likes to quarrel with you and find ways to make you angry...

I didn't understand it at the time. As a man, when it comes to creative work, it's better to think in the quiet of the night, right? What's wrong with being a little more silent, a little more solid but reliable? If you're not satisfied, you can just speak it out and communicate with each other, right?
Now thinking about it, I understand a little bit, because women always yearn for the romance under the moon and flowers. Maybe she can't adapt to the kind of plain and peaceful life that you like, so she thinks you are not good enough.

In fact, this is just a poor girl, she does not understand true love, but yearns for the so-called romance under the moon and flowers. She is not satisfied with a peaceful and happy life, but thinks it is boring and dull.

Many girls who like idol dramas will make such a choice. They have not really grown up yet.

However, how many mistakes did Yang Xiaolan make? If a man loves a woman, he should be tolerant, but tolerance does not mean spoiling. A woman who cannot bear spoiling should not be spoiled, because this will only make her worse! And a woman who can bear spoiling actually does not need to be spoiled at all, because she will take the initiative to spoil her man.

Yes, you thought that you loved her, and you could never bear to blame her, but this was indulgence! So, when all this gradually changed, she slowly changed!
She fell in love with Huang Yuansheng's sweet talk and his gangster-like arrogance, and left you. This is her immature decision, and it is also the result of your doting on her! If you scold her where you should scold her, and scold her where you should scold her, and appropriately take out some time to accompany her to relax and talk, or she will never leave you unless she is a fool!

But now that things have come to this, she has completely changed. She doesn’t know how to love. This choice can only bring her sorrow…”

Su Ru was thinking, and said calmly, Zhang Wufeng understood her intentions, but he didn't want to think about it anymore. Su Ru was a very taciturn girl, but she could say so much about this matter, which showed that she had thought about these words for a long time!
Zhang Wufeng sighed softly.

Yes, he was indeed wrong. He shouldn't be a good man! He shouldn't spoil a girl like this! It's really not worth it! Being a good man can only make yourself suffer, so why bother? Are women born to be coaxed by men? After this incident, Zhang Wufeng will no longer coax women! A man should have the dignity of a man! I don't care if you cry, make a fuss, or even hang yourself!

"I understand what you mean, but I can only say that my vision is poor!" Zhang Wufeng laughed at himself and continued, "I made a lot of so-called close friends, but they are all shit!
I thought that when others came to me for help in times of trouble, it meant that they cared about me, and I felt relieved when I helped them solve their problems. They also greeted me during the Chinese New Year, and although it was a bit false and polite, I just regarded it as a friend's concern and didn't think too much about it!

Although I am a very sensitive writer, I don't want to think so badly of others! I know that reality is a bit cruel, but I always feel that those people without loyalty and conscience will be far away from me, but I don't want this situation to happen to me.

This can only be said that those who are involved are confused, while those who are not involved can see things clearly.

As for Yang Xiaolan, a woman I thought was worth my all, she ended up like this! This can only mean that this woman is not worthy of love at all, and she doesn't love me at all! There is no need for any reason!
Yes, indulgence! You are right! But without love, how can there be indulgence? Indulgence itself is a kind of deep love and a kind of happiness!
Still not satisfied with this? That only means that this woman doesn't love her man at all, and doesn't understand love and happiness at all.

It is true that she likes idol dramas and dislikes entertainment novels, but what does it matter? I don't restrict her from watching idol dramas, nor do I despise her, but she always brings up my novels, saying that they are useless. Is that what she means?

She used to be a very gentle person, so I always thought about not hurting her feelings. But once I scolded her, she wanted to jump off the building! That was the first and only time I scolded her in these years! I thought, she is also a poor girl, she was quite pure and delicate when she was in school, what if I scolded her and she couldn't bear it and committed suicide... Thinking of this, and thinking about how she used to be a very good and sensible person, I suppressed my anger.

Now that I think about it, we should have broken up a long time ago! It was my own indecision that led to this situation, and I really deserve it!"

Speaking of this, Zhang Wufeng exhaled a deep breath of dull air. After all, he was still just a human being, and had not yet reached the realm of a certain high monk, so he also had some resentment.

He has always been confident that even if he is not a top-notch perfect man, he is still a very good man, right? Why did this woman leave so unsatisfied and excessively!
(End of this chapter)