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Chapter 51 Su Ru's Mentality

Su Ru heard this and just sighed lightly and said, "It's normal that you don't understand about friends. You are an honest person, so when you made a lot of money by writing books, those who really regarded you as a friend didn't go to bless you or celebrate with you, just because they didn't want you, a kind and honest person, to spend more. When you are happy, real friends will choose to silently bless you instead of adding icing on the cake! And those friends who treat you well when you are rich are not friends. Such people like to do what they do most, which is to add insult to injury. Therefore, you think that the good friends you have made are basically this kind of friends, but you can't say that all friends are like this...

As for love, take it easy. I just want to say that love does not mean indulgence, that's all. Your excitement just shows that you still care about her, so I don't want you to resent her anymore. She left you and abandoned your love, which is actually her punishment! Think more open-mindedly, and treat women in the future according to their attitude, otherwise you will only get hurt...

So, women can love, but they don’t need to be indulged.”

"You are right. Or maybe I am just confused because I am involved. This matter has already happened and cannot be reversed. In fact, there is no room for redemption! She betrayed me and died for me, but I will never get along with her again! Absolutely not! As for forgiveness, I don't blame her. She has changed and is no longer worthy of my blame! Or, if we meet again in the future, we will just be strangers, that's all! Haha, apart from me, you sound like an expert in this field!"

Zhang Wufeng thought about it and was indeed somewhat touched by Su Ru's words, but he did not regret his actions. Su Ru's analysis of women was indeed very accurate and her view of the problem was very thorough, but Su Ru had never been in a relationship after all, so she took some things for granted.

"Expert? Forget it. These days, nothing is good. Experts are experts. I can't be that kind of expert. Although I have never been in a relationship, based on my experience, it is easy to see things clearly.

Writer Zhou Guoping once said that to let a child grow up, you must let the child understand the meaning of "death". Unfortunately, when I was seven years old in the winter, I slipped and fell into a deep pool while playing with my friends in the village... My heartbeat almost stopped after I was rescued. I was later resuscitated and stayed in the hospital for two months. When I was discharged, I was still very weak. During that time, I thought most about the meaning of "death", so my childhood disappeared from that period.

When I was sixteen, in my second year of high school, my father entered the casino and owed loan sharks. Later, he sold his house and car but couldn’t pay off the debt. They wanted to use me to pay off the debt. My father had a fight with them and I was slashed in the face. The appearance I was most confident in was gone just like that.

My life has been completely plunged into darkness since then.

Eight years have passed. During these eight years, I have lived at the bottom of school and society. What I have seen, heard and felt is absolutely beyond your imagination.

I have to say that my current heart is just like an old woman in her eighties or nineties, which is not an exaggeration at all. Haha, I choose to read some online novels just to let myself completely abandon those shadowy thoughts and not think about these things. I can't live in the shadows every day, so reading novels in my spare time is also a way of entertainment in life.

Besides, every book carries the author’s own outlook on life and the world, and there is also knowledge to be learned from it. For example, in Ghost Blows Out the Light, the process of tomb robbing is so well written that even experts need to verify it..."

Su Ru's words made Zhang Wufeng at a loss for words. In fact, whatever he said seemed redundant.

"Forget it, let's not talk about these unhappy things. Anyway, I have a way to heal your scars, and you have found a job. Let the past go with the wind! The future will definitely be bright!" Zhang Wufeng smiled slightly. There was really no need to talk about these things in the past at this moment.

However, being able to have such a heart-touching conversation with Su Ru made their relationship even closer.

"Well, I also believe that it will get better. I have never given up hope!" Su Ru said firmly. Her eyes were indeed full of confidence in her love and desire for life! "Haha, then don't lower your head when you talk to me in the future!" Zhang Wufeng said gently.

Su Ru's pretty face turned pink when she heard this, revealing a little girl's demeanor. She lowered her head and nodded slightly, as if she agreed. But this behavior was still like this...

"I only feel inferior in front of you..." Su Ru thought in her heart. She naturally didn't dare to say this out loud. An ugly girl also has a yearning for love, right?

What she longs for is a peaceful and ordinary life. Safety, health and a happy family are the real happiness. Everything else is just a subsidiary and is not as important as these.

The two chatted and soon arrived at New Century Department Store.

The two first bought fast food, grilled chicken legs, iced juice and other things in the barbecue area of ​​New Century Department Store and ate them. After eating, they started shopping.

Zhang Wufeng took Su Ru to buy four sets of clothes with an average price of about 97 yuan each. He also bought her a Nokia N201 mobile phone and a Thinkpad X series X notebook. The total cost did not exceed yuan. Su Ru accepted it silently. This time she did not refuse.

After shopping, the two chatted and laughed and drove back to the villa.

When they got home, it was almost ten o'clock in the evening. It was already late, so Zhang Wufeng picked a guest room next to his for Su Ru. After the allocation, Su Ru went to take a shower first, and Zhang Wufeng returned to his own room.

After taking a shower, he came to his bedroom. At this time, Zhang Wufeng noticed that there was only a bamboo mat on the Simmons mattress in the room, but the bamboo mat had not been prepared in the room assigned to Su Ru. As a result, she was afraid that she would not be able to rest at night.

Zhang Wufeng pondered, and wanted to ask, but when he thought about her taking a shower in the bathroom, he gave up the urge to ask. He sat down at the computer desk, opened his laptop, and updated two chapters of a 5,000-word novel before checking the results of the novel.

The novel was very popular, so popular that it was directly listed on the homepage's recommendation list, and even took the first place on both lists!

Zhang Wufeng didn't care much about these. Although the overall conception of "Castle in the Sky" was earlier than the cultivation of the Sky Eye, the plot structure, world outline and main line of the novel were all ideas that came to him when he was cultivating the Sky Eye! Completely different from his previous novels, it can be said that "Castle in the Sky" carries a lot of his perceptions and feelings when he was cultivating. That feeling for words is self-evident in the book.

(End of this chapter)