The legend of Li Shuaixi

'You, are you not a doctor? '

'Well, my job is to be a magician. '

Startled, I let out a breath.

'It's no use juggling. '

'Ahaha, indeed.Juggling to fill the hole in your chest.Only ordinary people can fill it. '

'...chest hole...? '

'right.You have already found out, right?There's another thing about you. '

I can't remember how many mornings this has been since I regained consciousness.

His eyes were still bandaged and he couldn't see anything. [

No one, quiet morning.

The tranquility like ripples is so gorgeous that it makes me forget myself.

...can hear the chirping of birds.

...can feel the warmth of the sun.

...the lungs are filled with fresh air.

... Ahhh.Compared with that world, this place is really very beautiful.

However, I don't feel any joy.

I can't help thinking whenever I'm surrounded by morning air that I can only feel.

...This is obviously happiness.

Human beings always exist alone.

Why can't human beings tolerate being alone when it's safer to be alone than anything else?

This has been overcome by me in the past.Because one person is enough, no one is needed.

However, now is different.I am no longer complete.

The part that is not enough is waiting.Just keep waiting.

But, who am I waiting for...? [

A female doctor who calls herself a life consultant comes every day.

I don't know since when, I seem to use the conversation with her as the basis for confirming the empty day.

'Well, that's how it is.Zhijun has no dominance, so he can't use **.That's why it's getting more and more interesting.you two. '

Sitting on the chair beside the bed as usual, the female doctor said happily.

For some reason, she knew everything about me in detail.

It doesn't matter if it's something about my dual personality that only people in the Liangyi family know, or it's something about the murderer incident two years ago that is related to me.

The kind of things that I had to hide originally are so-called trivial things to me.

Before I knew it, the conversation seemed to turn into me rooting for the life counselor.

' Don't think doubles are funny or something? '

'whee.Aren't you two cute with dual personalities?They exist at the same time, have their own wills, and can unify their actions.Such a complex and strange personality is not a dual personality, it should be a composite individual personality. '

'Composite...individual personality...? '

'right.However, there is still a little doubt.If that's the case, Zhi-kun doesn't need to sleep at all.According to what you said, the fact that he is always sleeping is a little bit, that. '

Always sleeping weaving.

...I am probably the only one who can answer this question.

Because compared to Shiki...ori prefers to dream.

'So.Are you still sleeping now?he. '

I didn't answer the female doctor's words.

'Yeah.Then it really is dead.When the accident happened two years ago, died in your place.

So your memory is missing.That's why Ori-kun's memories of the events two years ago are ambiguous.Now that he has been lost, that memory will never be found again... What exactly did the two rituals do in the murder incident has completely disappeared in the darkness. '

'I heard that the prisoner of that incident has not been arrested yet. '

'Hey hey.You suddenly disappeared because of an accident. '

I don't know how serious it is, the female doctor laughed.

'However, Zhi-kun has no reason to disappear.Because if I had kept my face down at that time, wouldn’t it be Shiki who disappeared?Why would he expect himself to disappear? '

If you ask me about that kind of thing, will you understand?

'have no idea.Did you bring your scissors than that? '

'Ah, that really doesn't work.It seems that you have been restricted from using knives because of your previous convictions. '

What the female doctor said was exactly as I expected.

Due to the usual rehabilitation exercises, my body has recovered to the point where I can move freely.It's the first time I've seen such a quick recovery with just a few minutes of exercise twice a day.

To celebrate, I asked the female doctor for the scissors.

'But what do you want scissors for?Want to arrange flowers? '

'How can it be.Just wanted to cut my hair. '

Yes.If I can move my body, the hair on my back makes me depressed.Hair flowing from the neck down to the shoulders is so annoying.

'For such a thing, the beautician will not come.If you find it difficult to speak, I will call for you. '

'No need.I don't even want to think about other people's hands touching my hair. '

'Well, hair is a girl's life.You are still the same as you were two years ago, only the hair is growing, which is pathetic. '

The voice of the female doctor standing up.

'Then give this to you instead.The amulet engraved with the incantation, I think it should be able to start something.Hang it on the door and be careful not to let anyone take it down. '

From the sound, it seemed that the female doctor was standing on a chair and hanging an amulet or something on the door.

Then she opened the door smoothly.

'Then I'm going.Maybe someone else will come from tomorrow, so please take care of me then. '

Saying strange things, female doctor leaves

Shishi is a dual personality who has another personality different from his own in the body.

In Liangyi's family lineage, a child with two personalities will be born genetically.This kind of child would be regarded as a taboo in ordinary families in society, but would be revered as a transcendent in the Liangyi family, and would gain an orthodox inheritance status.

...style inherited that lineage.Therefore, the female Shiki will replace the male brother as the successor.

However, such a thing should not have happened.

Two personalities... The dominance between the positive male personality and the negative female personality must be stronger than the positive male personality.

So far, the few 'orthodox' Liangyi successors are all born as males with female personalities.But the formula was reversed without knowing what went wrong.

In the style of being a woman, the fabric of being a man is wrapped inside.

It is the female Shiki who has the absolute dominance...that is, me.

Knitting is my negative personality, with my repressed emotions.

Shiki survives under the pressure of a negative darkness called Ori.Several times, he will kill his own Ori so that he can live normally...

And Zhi Zhi himself didn't seem to have any particular dissatisfaction.He is usually sleeping, and when he is called up during kendo practice and other occasions, he will take care of practice and the like in a chatty manner.

...Although it is completely like the relationship between master and servant, it is not the same in essence.In the final analysis, style and texture are one person.This type of behavior is Zhizhi, and it is his own desire to suppress Zhi's own hobbies.

……Yes.Zhi is a murderer.Although as far as I know, he has no such experience, but he does have the desire to kill humans, creatures of the same kind as himself.

Shiki, who is the master, sees this **.Keep it suppressed.

Style and weaving look at each other, but they are indispensable to each other.Although Shiki is isolated, she doesn't feel lonely due to the existence of another self named Ori.

However, the time has come for this relationship to collapse.

Two years ago... when Shiki was still a freshman in high school.

A certain season when I have never thought of using the texture of the body until now, and I began to wish to come out to the surface...

From then on, the memory of the style is ambiguous.

Now, I can't recall the memories from my freshman year in high school to when I was in an accident.

All he could remember was...his own figure standing at the scene of the murder.

Looking at the purple-black blood flowing, my figure was gurgling in my throat.

However, there are more vivid reflections than that.

Red, as if the classroom in the evening is burning.

The one who destroyed the style in the end was that classmate.

Shiki and Ori wanted to kill, a boy.

What Shi and Zhi want to protect is an ideal.

That is, should have been discovered from the long past.

When I woke up from a long sleep, I only had his name, which I haven't recalled yet.

Smiling, the female doctor stood up.

Only the sound of chairs being set aside and footsteps leaving reached my ears.

'Looks like it's too early to say this, let's get here first today.I will come back tomorrow.See you later. '

Appeared suddenly and left suddenly.

I put my still struggling right hand to my mouth.

Also, another me.

The hole in the chest.

...Ah, what is this.

Something, I forgot.

gone.No matter how I called, I couldn't find him.

The aura of another personality, Liang Yizhi, that existed in the two ceremonies, disappeared cleanly...

As night fell, the hospital fell silent.

Occasionally, the sound of slippers in the corridor makes me feel that I am still awake.

In the dark... no, in the dark.

I, who can't see anything, feel my own loneliness.

In the past tense, I'm afraid I won't have this feeling.

There is also another own style in itself.But Zhi is no longer there.No... I can't even tell if I'm Shiki or Weaving.

There is no weave in me.Just because of this, I consider myself a type.

'Ha... so contradictory.If anyone is gone, I don't even know which one I am. '

Tried to mock myself, but it didn't comfort the emptiness in my chest at all.Even if I can feel a little sadness, this heart that has no feeling will undergo some changes.

It's for reasons I don't understand.

It is precisely because I am no one that I feel that the memory of the two ceremonies does not belong to me.

Even if there is an empty shell called the two rituals, it is meaningless if the contents are washed away... In the end, what went into this sky.