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"I admit that I have a crush on you, but I haven't fallen in love with you at all. Don't listen to their nonsense, or you will only suffer more!"

"Aren't you in pain? Believe that my ability to endure pain is no worse than yours. When you can no longer bear it, maybe everything will be much easier!" Ye Shao smiled slightly, and did not accept Shangguan Linger persuasion.

In fact, Ye Shao knew very well that at this time, Shangguan Linger was not so much trying to persuade Ye Shao not to fall in love with her, but rather hoping that she could continue to insist on her love for Qin Shang by alienating Ye Shao!

"That's impossible. Qin Shang is the only person I love. I won't abandon my love for him because of your existence. It's not fair to him!"

"It seems that this is not fair to you and me! I remember you once told me that the thing he wants you to do most is to find someone who loves you and spend the rest of your life happily. Why don't you do it, but go your own way? ? Is this your love for him?"

Shangguan Ling'er was obviously not ready to answer Ye Shao's question. After being silent for a long time, she still couldn't find an excuse to answer Ye Shao's question, or she couldn't find a reason to convince herself.

Ye Shao drove the car while looking at the front and Shangguan Ling'er who was silent in the passenger seat, sighed lightly and continued.

"In fact, you can't even tell yourself why you are sticking to it! Rather than saying that you continue to love him, it is better to say that you have fallen in love with memories! I know you will still find reasons to come Fool me, but facts are facts, I think everyone who associates with you can understand, only you are still stubborn!"

"I don't say this because he is my rival in love who deliberately provokes you. In fact, I don't feel jealous or jealous at all about Qin Shang you mentioned! Because we are the same kind of people, lonely people! The only one The difference is that I met you at different times, but he was luckier than me and met you earlier! I am luckier than him because I am still alive and can continue to strive for happiness!"

After saying these words, Ye Shao laughed at himself. From the beginning to the end, he had to lie a lie, a lie he told himself.Even though they are one person with the same memory, they have to treat themselves as two people.

I have to endure the heartache like this and tell the one I love a kind of comfort that cannot be expressed in words!Ye Shao didn't know if this kind of consolation was comforting Shangguan Ling'er, or comforting himself!I don't even know if this seemingly futile explanation can really let Shangguan Linger let go of the burden in her heart.

"Maybe you are right, you have the same temperament as him, the only difference is that he is more cold and you are more sad! I admit that I have been restraining myself from thinking about anything related to you, because in this way I can Be quiet. You make me unclear what to do! I am afraid that one day I will fall in love with you and find that I only regard you as a substitute for Brother Qin Shang, which is very unfair to you. Do you understand?"

"Of course I understand, but you forgot one thing! Seeing the person you love smiling happily by your side is far better than two people who are separated from each other and share a heartache. When two people are together, at least you give each other Extravagant rights, this is a kind of gift! Mutual exclusion, but it can only increase the pain of the two!"

"You categorically denied my right to love without asking me if I would like to be his substitute. Isn't this cruel? In fact, you have been torturing yourself from the beginning to the end, thinking that falling in love with others is a betrayal , It’s infidelity! But have you ever thought that true love is to make the other person happy! You torture yourself endlessly like this, I don’t think he will allow you to do this in heaven.”

"No, you are not him, you don't understand what he wants me to do! I know she wants me to continue loving him, instead of looking for a substitute to live a hypocritical life! Living like that, I You might as well die!"

At this time, Shangguan Ling'er was a little hoarse, and every word of Ye Shao was like a knife cutting open her chest bit by bit, cutting away the little thoughts hidden in her heart bit by bit, and exposing them to her chest. In the air, let the cold east wind blow and erode.

"But he didn't say that to you when he was dying. I think you know better than me!" Ye Shao, who had been controlling his emotions to keep himself calm, was also a little annoyed at this time.

In the previous life, I didn't spend long time with Ling'er. Although I saw her stubbornness, I didn't expect her to be so stubborn!If other girls had said such words by themselves, they would have compromised and thought about it long ago.

But she didn't, she was still fighting hard, proving that her persistence was not wrong!But she didn't know that as long as she stood here, without any words, everything about her had already been proved wrong!

Because Qin Shang is Ye Shao, and Ye Shao is Qin Shang!Because I am still alive!

Shangguan Ling'er obviously felt that Ye Shao would suddenly get angry, and looked at him with a little fear in his eyes, but what he saw in these melancholy eyes was warmth, regret and deep exhaustion.

As for the anger, Shangguan Ling'er could only feel the deep self-blame!She didn't understand why there were so many emotions in Ye Shao's eyes, let alone the pain in Ye Shao's heart at this moment!

The farthest distance in the world is not between life and death, but when I stand beside you but you don't know that I love you!Ye Shao seems to change this sentence.

The furthest distance in the world is not between life and death, nor is it that I stand beside you but you don't know that I love you!It's that the person you love who has passed away is clearly living in front of your eyes, but you are ignorant of it!

"Let's not talk about this topic anymore, okay?" Shangguan Ling'er asked Ye Shao softly, even she didn't realize that she was so afraid of Ye Shao's anger at this moment.

"Whatever, anyway, you are the one who wants to ask me a question today! You ask, and I will answer!"

"You promised to help me avenge Brother Qin Shang, or?" Shangguan Ling'er asked cautiously.

"It's me, if you want to say thank you, then there's no need, I'm just avenging myself again! Helping you is not trying to please you, because you will fall in love with me one day, I firmly believe that! "

Ye Shao said these words almost suspiciously, and Shangguan Linger was taken aback!The latter sighed lightly, she knew that Ye Shao had grasped her fate, and she had also seen through her mind!

What I am doing now is just struggling in vain, maybe one day I will really fall in love with him completely as he said!At that time, maybe whether to love or not to love is no longer controlled by one's own mind, and then it really has nothing to do with betrayal!