A healing writer? No, it's a depressing writer!

Chapter 61 How can writing a book not be crazy?
To be honest, the current situation is -

It is indeed difficult not to be misunderstood!

In broad daylight, the sky is bright.

The sun is shining brightly outside, it's a sunny day, and you two are hiding in the room with the curtains pulled tightly -

What do you want to do?

Let’s not talk about drawing the curtains for now. You two are alone in the same room, and you two don’t turn on the lights.

What are you trying to do?

This week, Yang Wei and Chu Tianjiao were sent out by their tutor to do field research. They returned after seven days of research.

Unexpectedly, upon returning
This is what happened?!?!
Looking at Jiang Hai, who was being supported by senior sister Taozi, he was unconscious and even his legs were trembling.

Yang Wei couldn't help but looked at the two people in front of him and sighed:
"This battle situation"

"Is it already so intense?"

Frankly speaking, as Jiang Hai's roommate, when Fatty heard the rumors about Jiang Hai and Senior Sister Taozi,
He still doesn't believe it?
"How is that possible! Who is that? That's Senior Taozi! Do you know how many people are chasing after Senior Taozi out there?"

"Senior Taozi can fall in love with Jiang Hai? Stop dreaming, let's all wake up."

However, when he witnessed this scene today, Fatty felt that his worldview had changed.
Some subverted?

“No wonder the ancients said that rumors are not necessarily false. It is better to believe them than not to believe them.”

"I originally thought that you two were innocent, but who would have thought that you have already gone to bed???"

Just as the fat man was stunned, he looked at senior sister Taozi who was also stunned.

Chu Tianjiao was the first to react.

He looked at Taozi and Jiang Hai, who were supporting each other, with a slightly awkward look on his face.

"Um. Didn't we come back at a bad time?"

"How about you two continue?"

"We'll be back in half an hour."

As he spoke, Chu Tianjiao began to back away, wanting to reach out and close the dormitory door.

Unexpectedly, Taozi, who was stunned just now, suddenly became excited:
"Don't close the door!"

To be honest, this was the first time Taozi encountered such a situation.

Although his starting point was good, he took the initiative to step into this door because he was afraid that something might happen to Jiang Hai, but no matter what, in the end
Did you also break into someone else’s dormitory?

This man and woman were alone in a room, with the curtains drawn, and they were leaning against each other without turning on the lights.
Taozi suddenly felt as if she had eighty mouths but still couldn't explain herself clearly?
"It's bad." Taozi's brain was working frantically. She was thinking about what to say to explain this embarrassing situation and clear her name.

Unexpectedly, he saw Senior Sister Taozi suddenly called him over.

Chu Tianjiao uttered these words with some embarrassment:

"Half an hour isn't enough?"

"Then can we come back in an hour?"

"One hour at most, no longer. We have to work on our project report later. You guys..."

Half an hour is not enough, come back in an hour?
How could I not understand the hidden meaning of Chu Tianjiao's words?
Before Chu Tianjiao could finish his words, Taozi became furious and rebuked him with one sentence:

"Your mouth stinks. Did you eat shit?"

"If you continue to spread rumors, I will never forgive you!"

After saying that, without thinking twice, Taozi threw Jiang Hai onto the bed.

"Get out of the way!" Taozi squeezed out a passage between the two people, then spread her long legs and ran away as if escaping.

"This..." Looking at Taozi's running back, Chu Tianjiao and Yang Wei looked at each other.

They couldn't understand why Senior Sister Taozi, who usually looked quite peaceful, suddenly became so angry?
However, no matter how confused he was, he looked at Jiang Hai, who was lying on the bed, sleeping soundly.

The jealousy in their eyes was almost beyond words:
"Lucky!"

"You are so lucky, kid."

Pain, mixed with a bit of decadence and death.

A splitting headache.

Jiang Hai felt like he had a very long dream.
In his dream, he felt like he had transformed into an invincible, immortal general. He wanted to change everything in his dream, but he found that no matter how hard he tried, everything he did was in vain.

Relatives and friends left me one after another.

Comrades and brothers died one after another on the battlefield.

He wanted to change all this, but no matter how hard he tried, no matter how hard he tried to keep everything in front of him, the result was -

It's always useless!
Heaven granted him the longevity that everyone envied, but what this longevity brought him was——

But it is a despair that ordinary people can hardly reach!
This immortality, like a curse, always accompanies him.

Everyone who tries to get close to him ends up with a bad ending.

Or, die in bed.

Or, die on the battlefield.

Starting from the Qin and Han Dynasties, he has been traveling through the five thousand years of history.

He experienced the rise and rise of one dynasty after another, and witnessed with his own eyes the sad departure of these once-prosperous dynasties from the long river of time.

Countless people died beside him.

Countless people rose up and were reborn beside him.

This seems like an endless cycle!

Except for him——

The final destination of all people can only be death!
He also tried to fight against the illusory and unattainable "Heaven's Way"!
However, no matter how hard he tried, he could not go against or even defy the will of heaven!

He is like a walking corpse without a soul, constantly traveling through the long river of history, experiencing the most extreme evil and the most intense suffering in the world.
Finally, under this almost perverted torture, he became mentally ill and began to become crazy.

When he was on the verge of mental collapse, about to lose his mind and become a complete madman.

Suddenly, a dilapidated tomb appeared before him.

Even though thousands of years have passed, he can still remember the owner of this tomb.

That was his teacher, the person he once respected the most.
The moment I saw this tomb, it was as if my reason was awakened and I could no longer control my emotions.

He knelt down beside the tombstone, two lines of hot tears slowly flowing down his cheeks:
"Master, I want to eat bean rice"

I don’t know what exactly happened.

The picture spun wildly, and the next moment——

Jiang Hai found himself in a completely different world?

The previous second, he was kneeling beside Bai Qi's tombstone, crying.

The next second, he came to a world that was completely different from the previous one?

Everything here is gray.

He couldn't see the people here clearly.
I can't see the scenery here clearly.

Here, it seems that he has a relatively 'warm and kind' family?

But, in this family, it seems like everyone is wearing an invisible mask on their face?

Of course, that includes him.

On the surface, he is healthy and positive. He is an excellent student that everyone envies and the hope of his parents.

But privately, he was negative, decadent, smoked, drank, took drugs, was kept by a man, suffered from tuberculosis, and tried to commit suicide many times, but he could never see any hope.
On the one hand, you should live the way your parents expect you to, with passion and integrity, positivity and optimism.

On the other hand, there is the real him, negative and decadent, listless and sad.

These two personalities kept intertwining in his mind, causing him to suffer a nervous breakdown and mental disorder.

Just as he was switching frequently and struggling frantically between these two personalities.

Suddenly, he began to hear bursts of shouting:

"Jiang Hai, wake up, wake up quickly!"

“I’m going to be late.”

(End of this chapter)