A healing writer? No, it's a depressing writer!

Chapter 62 A Thousand Years of Dreams

all of these.
It was all just a dream?

A line of tears slid down Jiang Hai's eyes without a trace.

Jiang Hai opened his eyes in a daze and saw Fatty and Chu Tianjiao standing in front of him, neatly dressed.

"Haizi, what are you doing?" Chu Tianjiao stared at Jiang Hai with concern, a little surprised, "I'm taking a nap."

"How can you make yourself cry in your sleep?"

Even after waking up from the dream, the depression in my heart has not yet dissipated.

Jiang Hai slowly got up from the bed and then silently lit a cigarette:

"Nothing, I just dreamed about something bad."

"Maybe it was a nightmare?"

No one can understand what Jiang Hai is feeling at this moment.

No one knew what Jiang Hai had experienced in his sleep during this week.

Although it sounds sensational, but.
Jiang Hai was actually in his dream, and completely experienced the heroine Gu Nan of "The Poor Ghost's Ups and Downs for Two Thousand Years" and the hero Ye Zang of "No Longer Human". They were completely different -

Long yet short life!
Frankly speaking, in the previous world, the healing masterpiece "The Poor Man's Two Thousand Years of Up and Down" was not a complete story.

Although it is called "two thousand years", in fact, the entire book is about the description of the dynasties of "two thousand years".
Only the Qin Dynasty and the Warring States Period?
Perhaps, because of the author's own condition, the plot of this book seems a bit bland towards the end?
As for the dynasties that Gu Nan experienced after the Qin Dynasty and the Warring States Period, for example -

The Three Kingdoms, Wei, Jin, Southern and Northern Dynasties, Sui, Tang, Song, Yuan, Ming and Qing Dynasties.

The length of the pages describing these dynasties can only be described as a few words or even can be counted on one hand?
In order to better continue and complete this story, this book has been transformed from a "pretty good depressing masterpiece" into a "truly depressing masterpiece".

Jiang Hai resolutely chose the "Experience Life" function in the system.

Although, to outsiders, it seemed like Jiang Hai was just lying in bed and taking a nap?
However, in fact, Jiang Hai's spiritual world has already followed the protagonist Gu Nan's first-person perspective and completed that long and tragic life.
Originally, Jiang Hai wanted to just experience the long life of the protagonist Gu Nan.

However, as he was about to fall asleep, Jiang Hai thought that since they were all here to experience life, why not just come together to save time?

Experiencing the life of [Gu Nan] was not enough, he even experienced the life of [Ye Zang], the protagonist of "No Longer Human"?

The consequence of doing so is -

It caused him to have a mental breakdown!
After a while, he traveled in the long river of history, taught Zulong to read, and drank with Taizong.

After a while, he traveled to Japan and became a high school student who grew up in an aristocratic and oppressive family and was a sick and even a little perverted?
If we say that [Gu Nan's Life] gives Jiang Hai the feeling of——

It's sad!

It’s extremely sad!

Throughout history, even though she knew that some tragedy was about to happen, she was still powerless to stop it. She could only watch her relatives and friends die tragically in front of her eyes. If sadness runs through Gu Nan's entire life.
So, the feeling that [Ye Zang Rensheng] gave to Jiang Hai is——

It's just sad!
The ultimate sadness!

There is absolute death in mourning!
If Gu Nan is a man of love and righteousness, then Ye Zang can be called
A mixture of decadence and cold-bloodedness to the extreme?

He doesn't care about anyone.

He has always only cared about himself.

It was in the crazy switching between the two states of 'extreme sadness' and 'absolute decadence' that at one point -

Make Jiang Hai feel like he is going to have schizophrenia?
Gu Nan’s life is already miserable enough, and you think it’s not miserable enough? You also want to experience Ye Zang’s decadent and morbid life at the same time?
Tell me, under this kind of high pressure——

If you're not crazy, who's crazy?
The two emotions of 'extreme sadness' and 'absolute decadence' continued to linger in Jiang Hai's mind, making him feel somewhat uncomfortable even when he woke up from his dream.

"Huh" Jiang Hai took a deep breath of smoke, and only then did he manage to suppress the uncomfortable feeling in his heart.

I don't know why, looking at the river and sea in front of me——

Chu Tianjiao suddenly felt that he was a little different?

Although this kid is still sloppy and even a little decadent,
His eyes seemed a little different? He was less frivolous than before.
It seems that his eyes are gradually becoming mature and steady?
"Are you going to class today?" Seeing that Jiang Hai seemed to be in a bad state, Chu Tianjiao shouted to him symbolically, "Otherwise, I will ask the teacher for leave on your behalf?"

"No need." Jiang Hai turned over quickly and climbed down from the bed. "You guys go to class first. I'll pack up and be there soon."

Jiang Hai does look a bit sloppy now.

Possible
Can't even use the word "sloppy" to describe it?
The body is dirty, the hair is messy and greasy, and the whole body is filled with the unpleasant smell of tobacco. It seems that I really can't face people without cleaning up?
Seeing that Jiang Hai had recovered some of his energy, he seemed to be fine.

Chu Tianjiao didn't care. He led Yang Wei to pick up the book and started walking out the door:
"Okay, then you pack up first, and we'll go to the classroom and save you a seat."

"Be quick, don't be late and get deducted points."

in the bathroom.

Jiang Hai took a shower happily.

Thinking back to the inhuman suffering he had experienced in the past few nights, he now only wanted to do one thing -

If you have been caught in the rain, you must tear other people’s umbrellas into pieces!

"I'm almost depressed from writing the sequel. I'm already suffering so much."

"How can it be cheap for you?"

Recalling those tragic scenes in my mind, it seems as if I experienced them myself.

Jiang Hai, who was taking a shower, slowly opened his eyes:
"It's time for you to experience the fear of being dominated by despair"

In the classroom, in the early morning class.

The scenery is beautiful and the sun is shining.

The newborn Dongxi is still so full of hope.

However, in stark contrast to this vibrant scene, in the classroom——

It was still dead silent.

It’s eight in the morning. How many college students are energetic?

It’s eight in the morning. How many college students can avoid falling asleep in class?

Although it was a class, the students in the classroom were——

Some are wandering
Some are sleeping
Some of them lowered their heads and secretly played with their phones.
All in all, there aren’t many people listening to the class, right?

This class was taught by Mr. Wang, who was standing in the classroom and giving a passionate speech:
"Our course is "Introduction to Chinese Cultural Classics", which is a required general course for Chinese major students. The main content of this course is to systematically explain to students the knowledge and theories of cultural classics related to literature, history, and philosophy before the Han Dynasty in China."

Although he was speaking eloquently on the stage, the audience was...

Still not many students are listening?

Although all the students in the class were drowsy and not in good spirits.

But by the window, there is a student's spirit
Seems surprisingly good?

Jiang Hai kept typing on the keyboard as if he was full of energy. After a while, two complete word documents appeared on his laptop screen.

One is the final chapter of "The Poor Man's Two Thousand Years of Up and Down".

The other is the final draft of No Longer Human.

Jiang Hai just clicked the mouse and uploaded the final chapter of "Two Thousand Years of Poor Man's Life" to the author's backstage.

When he pressed the send button, a strange light flashed in his eyes:

"Come and experience the despair I once felt."

(End of this chapter)